Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 205

"You're here to apologize, aren't you?" Lin Qianqian suddenly spoke after a long silence.Her voice was hoarse and tired, she must have cried all night last night and didn't sleep.

An imperceptible joy flashed in Lu Xiangdong's eyes, and he nodded vigorously almost impatiently.

Lin Qianqian took a deep look at him, then said again, "Okay, I accept."

"Qianqian!" Lu Xiaoxi turned her head and gave her a hasty look.

Lu Xiangdong's gloomy face suddenly glowed with light. He was holding the flower, excitedly about to put it on Lin Qianqian's bedside, when he heard Lin Qianqian's calm voice sounded from behind him, "" Put the flowers, and you can go."

"Qianqian..." Lu Xiangdong turned around in surprise and looked at her.

Lin Qianqian's expression was still so calm, as calm as a pool of stagnant water that would never stir up ripples again, "Lu Xiangdong, I accept your apology, but that doesn't mean we can continue walking."

Lin Qianqian's voice was so soft that if she didn't listen carefully, she couldn't hear it clearly.

However, what she said was magnified and replayed in Lu Xiangdong's ears over and over again.

The excitement that was evident on his face just a moment ago disappeared in the corners of his eyes, leaving only the astonishment and fear on his face, "You...are you talking angry..."

Lin Qianqian shook her head, "I'm serious."

The flower in Lu Xiangdong's hand fell to the ground in an instant and scattered all over the place.He froze for a moment, then quickly bent down, picked up those flowers one by one in a panic, put them on the table in a hurry, and wanted to insert them into the vase, but his hands were shaking all the time, there was nothing he could do Putting it in, I had no choice but to spread the flowers on the table in frustration.

Lin Qianqian looked at his trembling hands, turned her face away, raised her head, and looked at the white ceiling above her head.

She remembered that before she met Lu Xiangdong, she was the least familiar with such a scene, and she also hated going to the hospital the most.But since she met Lu Xiangdong, the time she spent in the hospital was longer than all the time in the first half of her life combined.

Lu Xiangdong barely controlled his trembling hands, and said in a tight voice, "Qianqian, you are tired today, rest first, I will come to see you another day."

Lin Qianqian's fingers quietly gripped the bed sheet.

She turned her head sideways, looked at Lu Xiangdong's figure who was about to flee, and sighed, "Lu Xiangdong, why don't you understand, I don't want to see you again. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, no matter what day it is, I hope you Don't come again."

Lu Xiangdong's footsteps paused, and his tall back straightened instantly.

Lin Qianqian was silent for a while, and continued, "What I said that day was true, seriously. Let's break up."

"I said it too, I won't allow it!" Lu Xiangdong couldn't help but suddenly turned around and roared in a low voice. The sudden increase in volume seemed out of place in the empty room, and it echoed for some reason.Lu Xiangdong was slightly taken aback, lowered his head, and lowered his voice, "I didn't mean to yell at you, Qianqian, don't be afraid. Don't be afraid of me. I won't hurt you again. Don't be afraid of me, okay?" ?”

The cautious look on his face made people's eyes sore.

It seemed that if the voice was too loud, it would scare Lin Qianqian away.

Lin Qianqian looked at him, a haggard smile appeared on her pale face, but as soon as it reached the corner of her mouth, the smile was shattered by deeper exhaustion, Lin Qianqian's eyelashes drooped down, "Just treat it as a second time Good man, do a good thing, let me go. I am with you, I have never been happy, I just feel tired. I am different from you. We are not from the same world. You force me to stay by your side , What's the point? You're tired too, aren't you? I've never begged you for anything, just this time, please, let me go. "

Lu Xiangdong stared at her blankly, his eyes no longer had the slightest expression.

Something died bit by bit following Lin Qianqian's words.

After a long while, Lu Xiangdong asked in a trembling voice, "Qianqian, have you... ever loved me?"

Lin Qianqian hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

"what about now?"

Lin Qianqian raised her eyelids, her big eyes were so empty that she couldn't find any emotion, like a doll that had lost its vitality, she looked at Lu Xiangdong, looked again and again, thinking, this is the one she loved. The man was handsome and tall, but she was no longer attracted to him.

Lu Xiangdong didn't ask any more questions.

Lin Qianqian's silence scared him more than ever.

After Lu Xiangdong left, Lin Qianqian quickly returned to Qu Shaoan's home from the hospital.

Lu Xiaoxi has been taking care of her. Qu Shaoan was the last person to know about this matter. He slipped out that night, and when he came back, his face was covered with injuries, just like the four wrestling in Lu Xiangdong's kitchen that day. personal.

Lin Qianqian never asked him where he went, and he didn't say either.

No one mentioned the word Lu Xiangdong in front of Lin Qianqian again.

It's as if this person doesn't exist at all.

Qu Shaoan also spent more time at home. Although he didn't say anything, Lin Qianqian knew that he was always caring about her.

Lin Qianqian's body got better day by day.

Lu Xiaoxi was afraid that she would feel uncomfortable alone, so she moved to her room and slept with her every night.However, every night, she could see Lin Qianqian staring blankly at the window with her eyes open.Lu Xiaoxi looked at her, tears fell down patter.

Her tears have never been worth anything, and they come as soon as they are said.

Startled by her crying, Lin Qianqian turned around and wiped away her tears with her hand, "It's so late at night, why are you crying? I'm fine. Don't think about anything. Look at me, I'm getting worse now. The fatter I get, didn't Ling Fengtian say, if this continues, my body will get better soon."

Lu Xiaoxi didn't speak, but shed more tears.

Lin Qianqian had no choice but to grab the quilt and wipe Lu Xiaoxi's tears away.

She looked at Lu Xiaoxi's rabbit-like red eyes, sighed, and smiled at her, "Silly girl, why don't you believe what I say now, I'm happier now than before, don't you Haven't you noticed, such a day is so peaceful that there are no waves, it's really good, very good..."

Lu Xiaoxi sniffled, "You lied to me again. If you live well, you won't be so late, and you're still looking around with your eyes open."

Lin Qianqian froze, unable to answer the question.

It was late, and the expression on Lin Qianqian's face was blurred by the night.

She remembered that Lu Xiangdong once asked her a silly question.

He asked her what she would do if one day he had to hurt her.

She laughed and said that she believed that he would not hurt him.

But Lu Xiangdong was still relentless and insisted on Lin Qianqian giving an answer.

Lin Qianqian had already forgotten how she answered. She only remembered that in the end she was forced to agree to Lu Xiangdong. She would wait for him until she forgave him, and then return to him. Then Lu Xiangdong happily pushed hard. Kissed her, hugged her and fell asleep.

But now, what else can she do?
She couldn't tell whether she loved him more or hated him more.

Holding knives, they stood facing each other, you scratched me, I stabbed you, and in the end it was impossible to tell who owed whom more.In the past, Lin Qianqian always thought that injuries could be calculated and measured, that's why she kept counting the scars on her body and his body by Lu Xiangdong's side.

If anyone is found to be missing, he will be given a knife, hoping to get a balance.

But now Lin Qianqian realized that things were not as simple as she imagined.

It's like she clearly knows that she feels sorry for Lu Xiangdong, but when he wants to kill her child, she will still hate him.

That kind of hatred is not controlled by her emotions at all, and no one can really serve another person without complaint or regret.

Lu Xiaoxi stared at Lin Qianqian's silent expression, suddenly laughed out loud, quickly wiped away her tears, and hugged Lin Qianqian into her arms, this is what Lin Qianqian used to do to comfort her crying nose One action, "What are you afraid of, haha, I'm here, I can block anything for you."

Lin Qianqian responded vaguely, her body was much plumper but still thinner than before lying in Lu Xiaoxi's arms without moving, only her thin back curled up childishly, wrapping herself tightly. Strict, airtight defensive posture.

Lu Xiaoxi's nose started to feel sore again, she took two deep breaths, stroked Lin Qianqian's long hair, and patted her on the back lightly, "It's okay, it's okay, it's over, we're still here .You're bound to get better."

After a long time, Lin Qianqian suddenly said, "Lu Xiaoxi, I want to leave."

Lu Xiaoxi's hand patting her stiffened immediately, and stopped in the air in a daze, and couldn't land on Lin Qianqian's back for a long time.

Lin Qianqian turned over, rolled out of Lu Xiaoxi's arms, lay flat on the bed, looked at the dark night above her head, and closed her eyes slowly and desperately, "I want to get out of here."

Lu Xiaoxi felt dizzy as if someone had hit her hard from behind with a stick. She stared at Lin Qianqian dumbfounded, as if she couldn't hear what she was saying.Looking at Lin Qianqian's expression nervously, she sat up at a loss, opened her mouth, and wanted to say something, but something stuck in her throat, and she couldn't speak out.

He could only look at Lin Qianqian's bent back, stubborn and stubborn.

"Qianqian..." After a long time, Lu Xiaoxi managed to force out two meaningless but trembling syllables from her throat.

Lin Qianqian's body trembled, and a hint of despair flashed between her brows. She turned her head and buried her head in the pillow, "Forget it, let me think about it."

Lu Xiaoxi finally breathed a sigh of relief.

But soon, Lin Qianqian's hesitation lost all meaning.

When she saw Sun Jingxiang appearing on the TV with a smile on her face and announcing the news of her upcoming engagement, Lin Qianqian knew that some things were inevitable and predestined.

It's like the ring she saw in Lu Xiangdong's study, now it appears in Sun Jingxiang's hand, if you can't get it, you can't get it even if you work hard, even if you are covered with bruises, if you can get it, just smile and calm down Quiet, it will come naturally.

Lu Xiaoxi obviously didn't expect such news to be shown on the TV. She stood up in a panic and wanted to turn off the TV, but Lin Qianqian had already said, "I'm sleepy and want to rest first. You guys continue to watch."

(End of this chapter)