Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 208

I still remember one time, I took you to watch a movie, a boring romance movie, you fell asleep after watching it, and soon leaned on my shoulder and snored.

After the movie ended, if you said you didn't want to leave, I would carry you behind my back.

When I went upstairs, you suddenly started throwing popcorn into my clothes, and I was so angry that I wanted to throw you directly downstairs.

Seeing that I was angry, you hugged me pitifully, and told me to count how many popcorns were in my clothes, and if there were a few, you would kiss me a few times.

Immediately I stopped being angry.

I thought about it and told you with a frown that there are probably hundreds of them.

You laughed and complained how long would it take to kiss.

But you still leaned over and kissed me.

You once asked me why I left that apartment and moved to a new villa.

You ask me if I'm tired of you.

Actually not.

During that time, after you left, I had nightmares every day.

After waking up, your things are still in the room, the quilt is not folded, just like a long time ago, I accidentally overslept, and you prepared breakfast for me in the kitchen.But when I got up, I searched all the rooms, but there was no sign of you.

I can no longer endure such an extreme life.

I moved, to a place with no memories we had in common.

But still thinking about you.

One night when I was drunk, I called you and talked a lot. When I went to work the next day, I checked the call log and there was no you.

At that time, I finally admitted the fact that you have left me.

So in the days when you came back, I became weird, sometimes tender and sometimes violent.I don't know what kind of attitude I should use to treat you so that you can stay.I don't know what kind of scenery you want to see.Every day when I get along with you, I feel like I have returned to my childhood, clumsy and ridiculous.

Let me tell you secretly, in fact, before writing the letter, I was thinking that I would try my best to snatch you back and put you by my side.

I thought of many methods, and even had extremely vicious thoughts.

But when I heard Qu Shaoan say that you wanted to leave, I was immediately discouraged.

It's hard to stay away.

You told me so.

And I finally understand what these four words mean.

Before your birthday, I promised you that I would give you a birthday present, but then all of a sudden, so many things happened, and it was not until long after you left that I felt like I was slapped hard Sober up.The gift has never been sent out.

I was going to give it to you a few days ago, but I searched the drawers and couldn't find it.

I think this is the so-called fate.

You see, after being with you for a long time, I have begun to believe in such illusory things.Maybe it really exists, otherwise, how could we walk so hard and earnestly, but come to this step today?

In the end, back in time, nothing happened.

I'm sorry, I still can't fulfill the promise I owe you.

All I can give you is a bunch of small keys.

I think you'll need it when you're gone.

You must be wondering how I got it.

Not long after you were imprisoned, Qu Shaoan came to see me, and he told me about you, about him, and about you.

To be honest, I didn't take it to heart at all.

But seeing him take such good care of you now, I still feel a little bit jealous, because the person who is jealous by your side is no longer me.

I am no longer the one who carefully protects you in my arms when you are injured and bleeding, I am the bad guy who holds a weapon and hurts you time and time again, the devil who deserves to go to hell.No wonder you look so wary every time you see me.

Shallow.

When you were 24 years old, I thought I could go on with you.

Sheltering you from the wind, shielding you from the rain, putting you in my pocket, bullying you when you’re bored, and coaxing you with a smile when you’re out of breath.

Yes, you have always been such a person who is easy to satisfy, even if I make you sad or sad again, as long as I treat you a little better, you don’t even need to say anything, just a smile, and you will be ashamed He returned to my side in a fart.

Now that you are determined to leave, I realize that the days I imagined will never come.

I can't give you anything more, and I can't take back what I gave you.

The boiled pork slices I learned to make a few days ago are not yet fully skilled, but you don't want to eat them anymore.

I also have no way to feed you fat and fat, as happy as before.I think, without me, you would still be that carefree and happy little girl who doesn't understand sadness and won't shed tears.

You said that I don't know how to love.

you are right.

I hold the knife, but instead of protecting you, I stab you.

Shallow, sorry.

In the future, I can't walk with you.Maybe someone wants to hurt you, but I can no longer stand in front of you, as I imagined, desperately for you.

In fact, there is nothing to worry about, because no one will hurt you more deeply than me.

You will live the happy and stable life you want.

without me.

no more me.

Lu Xiangdong, word.

Black and white, under the dim yellow light, it is still dazzling and uncomfortable.Lin Qianqian's throat was extremely dry, as if she had been scalded mercilessly by a branding iron.

The little boy opposite was still tilting his head, looking at her curiously, watching her cry like a fool, and frowned in puzzlement.

The others raised their heads when they heard Lin Qianqian's cry, glanced at her, and quickly lowered their heads again.

No one cares about other people's suffering.The cruelty and indifference in this world have made us overwhelmed, and we can only ignore their pain.

The little boy hesitantly handed over a tissue, and wiped Lin Qianqian's face from crying with his limp little hands, and said in a sticky voice that was characteristic of a child, "Stop crying, you're so ugly."

Listening to what he said, Lin Qianqian cried even louder.

The little boy simply ignored her, stretched out his hand, poked the little red box, and pouted, "There's something else here."

As he said that, before Lin Qianqian could react, he took out the box and skillfully opened it. When he looked inside, he was stunned, "Key?"

When Lin Qianqian recovered, the key was already on the little boy's finger.

She snatched it quickly and carefully put it back into the box. Looking at the gift box, she grinned and smiled, but tears fell more and more.It's like this time, she wants to leave all her weakness and pain in the sky.

"Are you so nervous about a key?" The little boy glared at her dissatisfied.

Lin Qianqian shook her head and murmured, "This is not a key. It's a ring."

The little boy looked at her as if he had seen a ghost, his delicate facial features were twisted together, and he climbed back to his seat.

Lin Qianqian clenched the key in her hand and cried bitterly.

She still remembered that that night, she sneaked into Lu Xiangdong's room and saw such a box in his drawer.In the box, two small rings lay together.It's a pity that at that time, she didn't choose the ring, but the surveillance video in the drawer.

If time goes back and starts all over again, she will definitely put the ring on her hand without hesitation.

Unfortunately, there is no chance.

Lin Family Village.

Lin Qianqian soon settled down.She found a part-time job, substituting for teachers in the village.

Life is difficult, but it will not reach the point where there is no way to live.

Of course she knew why she found a job so smoothly as an outsider.

Lin Qiusheng's room was easily found.

Before she left, Qu Shaoan told her that it was her mother, but she had passed away now.

At the beginning, she walked out from here gracefully, but in the end she returned to the village covered in scars.Lin Qianqian didn't know if she was repeating the path her mother said to take.

Lu Xiangdong gave her the key.

Lin Qianqian easily entered the small building.

No one has lived in it for more than [-] years, and the door is covered with dust as thick as a finger and a half.As soon as Lin Qianqian pushed the door open, a mouse jumped out.Lin Qianqian frowned and took a step back.The house was dilapidated and there was not much furniture, so Lin Qianqian walked in, clutching her nose.

Tables and chairs are fairly complete.

Lin Qianqian couldn't help but think of the scene when her mother lived here.

On the table, there was also an old-fashioned photo frame. The photos inside were still black and white, but one could vaguely see the delicate faces of a man and a woman inside. Among them was a six-year-old little girl.Probably because she didn't want to take pictures, she kept covering her eyes and kept crying.

Lin Qianqian looked at it for a while, then suddenly curled her lips.

Lin Qianqian's eyes quickly moved away from her body, and landed on the woman who had half or half of her imagination with her. She smiled happily, her eyes were full of happiness, and the corners of her mouth were lightly raised.It can be seen that at this time, she has obtained all the things she wants most in her life.

"Mom..." Lin Qianqian opened her mouth with difficulty, her throat choked.

Lin Qiusheng was still smiling and didn't speak.

With a sore nose, Lin Qianqian carefully wiped off the dust and hugged her tightly in her arms.

It took Lin Qianqian a lot of thought to tidy up the three attics.

When she appeared in the village, those slightly older people all looked at her in amazement.

"Like, it's really too similar..."

Lin Qianqian smiled, but did not speak.

She lived in the attic, got up at seven o'clock every day, took over as a substitute, and went home at night. When she was free, she would go for a walk in the yard. She came and went, and learned a lot about her mother.

She used to be the most beautiful woman in the village.

She met a man who loved her very much.

She followed the man and left.

She came back after a few years.

After that, she stayed in her attic all day and passed away not long after.

Lin Qianqian couldn't imagine what kind of life her mother was living at that time.A woman followed another man desperately, but that man did not protect her as she imagined, but left her behind, allowing her to suffer all the wind, frost and cold alone. That woman must be completely hopeless.

Life in the village is very different from outside.

The laptop that Lin Qianqian brought was the first computer in this village.

Lin Qianqian simply threw it into a corner, and the phone did the same, it was directly collided with the computer and put into the box.

(End of this chapter)