Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 229 I will bear it alone

Lu Xiangdong didn't respond.

He was lying on the bed, motionless, with the corners of his mouth raised slightly, with a smile that was not a smile, making it impossible to figure out what he was thinking.

Lin Qianqian had never thought clearly about what Lu Xiangdong was thinking.

"Are you still angry with me?" Lin Qianqian sighed, looked at Lu Xiangdong who had no reaction, and frowned, "I know, I always misunderstood you and didn't believe you, but you don't Wake up, how can I apologize to you?"

Lu Xiangdong didn't move, he didn't even blink his eyelashes.

He was rarely so quiet. Whenever he was, he was always in high spirits, like a high mountain, standing in front of Lin Qianqian, silently blocking out all the wind and rain.

Lin Qianqian looked at him for a long time, but couldn't wait for him to speak, so she gave up and held his hand. She lost a lot of weight, probably because she didn't eat meat recently, but she could still lay her hand on his. The palm, wrapped up, has a very gentle feeling, "Forget it, if you don't want to get up, go to sleep, you are also tired, it's good to take a break, you don't have to worry about the company's affairs, Ling Fengtian and Qu Shao Andu is helping you take care of it. Sometimes I will go and sit in your office, and every time I can't help but think of the way you ordered me to do this and that. "

Hand in hand.

Lin Qianqian lowered her head, "As for Sun Jingxiang, she also went to prison. She didn't die, but it was more terrifying than death. Thank you very much. The evidence you found gave Sun Jingxiang no room to refute. Lu Xiaoxi was also happy A lot, although she didn't say it, but that matter has always been on her heart. You have done so much for me, why still don't understand, how can I hate you. "

The voice gradually became choked up.

Lin Qianqian sniffed, "While you were asleep, Qu Shaoan once mentioned you to me. It's strange to say that they don't mention you in front of me now. They seem to mention you. I can’t bear it, but it’s not, I’ll be even more sad if no one mentions you, I’m so afraid that others will forget, so I have to work harder to remember you. Qu Shaoan told me that you came That night, I actually knew that Sun Jingxiang was carrying a gun, and you also had one, but you still rushed over."

Lin Qianqian paused, as if thinking of that terrible moment again, "Why are you so stupid, I know, I know, what are you thinking, how could I not know. Do you think that with such a life as yours, Can it be worth the life of our child, where have all your cleverness gone, why don't you understand, even if I hate myself, I won't hate you."

"The child is gone, we can have another life, isn't it? You can say that I am selfish and ruthless, but to me, you are much, much more important than the child." Lin Qian smiled self-deprecatingly, "I All I want is you."

"When you wrote that letter to me, do you know how sad I was? I cried so much that I thought my heart and lungs were about to burst out. You said, you are usually so strong and domineering, how did you come to that time? I don't understand, can't you be tougher on me, can't you force me to stay?" Lin Qianqian took a deep breath, thinking about the heart-piercing feelings at that time, "I never thought about it If you want to leave you, you just need to keep me a little longer, even if you use the most extreme method to lock me up, I will not blame you. But you just let me leave without saying a word. Let me wait I've had you for so long."

"If I once hated you, it must be because you didn't keep me at that time. You are like this. When you should be tough, you just choose to let go. When you should be soft, you are so hard that it makes people itch. " Lin Qianqian bit her lower lip angrily.

This kind of monologue has been repeated since the day Lu Xiangdong had an accident.

After talking for a few days and several times, Lin Qianqian almost lost her memory, but every time she came, she always had to talk to him. Even if she didn't get a response, it was good to see his calm face.

Lin Qianqian lowered her head and kissed his cold face, "Actually, this is pretty good. We won't quarrel or quarrel anymore. I will always live in this summer when I like you, and so do you. There is nothing more It's more of an obsession. Right?"

Lu Xiangdong was silent, his handsome face looked calm and calm.

Lin Qianqian couldn't help smiling, "It's rare for you to not frown like this. Sometimes I think, maybe this is a good thing for you. You are naturally immersed in your sweet dreams, There will be no pain, no discomfort, and a relaxed and comfortable life every day, and all the fatigue and sadness can be borne by me alone."

After laughing, Lin Qianqian's expression became silent again.

"I don't have much demand for anything, and I have never desperately wanted anything, except for you, but this is the only one, but it is forcibly destroyed by myself. I can now What I did was just waiting for you like this. I am not afraid of waiting at all. I still have such a long life. It is not scary to spend a little more time waiting for you. I really don’t mind at all. It’s just that there are Sometimes, I will think again, I am already 26 this year, how many more 26 years can I wait for you, if... If you don’t wake up until the last day, what should I do? If, if I wait for you When you wake up, what will you do without me?"

Lin Qianqian's face was pressed against Lu Xiangdong's, and she hugged him quietly, "I really want to hear you talk to me, you can say anything, I haven't heard your voice for a long time. It's been so long I'm almost forgetting. You see, even if I miss you so much, I will gradually forget you. Time is such a terrible thing. So wake up quickly. If this is the case, I don't have to worry. One day time will Use up my memory of you."

Lu Xiangdong's body was stiff and he didn't move.

Lin Qianqian slowly let go of him as if she was hugging a toy without emotion.

"I've told you so much today, you must be tired from listening." Lin Qian smiled slightly, "Let me peel you an apple, eat some fruit, it's good for your health. I'll tell you secretly, I've already practiced I just learned a unique secret recipe, I can peel apples into various shapes, am I very good?"

The corners of Lu Xiangdong's mouth curled up, wondering if he was also agreeing with what Lin Qianqian said.

Lin Qianqian took the fruit knife self-consciously, picked an apple and began to peel it, "I'll peel a rabbit for you, okay? When I finish peeling, you wake up and you can eat delicious apples just in time." What a wonderful thing it would be to see the me you love the most."

Speaking of this, Lin Qianqian suddenly smiled and narrowed her eyes, "Look at me, I have to wait until this time to admit that you love me, just like admitting that you love me, I will be wronged. Really It’s ridiculous. If you think it’s funny too, wake up early and laugh at me. When you wake up, let’s go see the heavy snow you’ve always wanted to see, eat that plate of hairy crabs you’ve always wanted to eat, or something else Whatever you want to do, you can, and I will be with you, okay?"

Lu Xiangdong lay quietly, without saying a word.

The smile on Lin Qianqian's face gradually became tired.She looked at him over and over again, as if she would never get tired of it.

I don't know how much time this waiting will take up in her life.

Everyone seemed to have found a good home, but she was the only one who was still engaging in this grueling tug-of-war with Lu Xiangdong.

The fruit knife was very sharp, and Lin Qianqian quickly peeled, cut into pieces, and carved. The rabbit's ears, body, and tail slowly appeared in her palm.One, two, three...

The red peel fell from between her fingers one after another, just like time, slow, long and endless.

Lin Qianqian couldn't help but wonder, if she had had such a calm mind back then, had been more patient and tender, would the ending be very different now.

It's just that she and Lu Xiangdong were both used to being tough, and they just walked in the direction they chose, never turning back.

"Shallow..."

The man's quiet voice rang quietly in Lin Qianqian's ears.

Lin Qianqian's hands trembled a little.

She is hallucinating again.During this period of time, she was always prone to this kind of hallucination, but as long as she looked back, it was all fake.

He still refused to wake up, refused to look at her, no matter how hard she tried and how much she said, he couldn't see her.He even stopped laughing at her clumsiness with that slightly cold look.

"Shallow."

The knife in Lin Qianqian's hand accidentally scratched her finger, and it hurt very much, that kind of heart-piercing pain.

Blood came out from the fingertips, a dazzling red.

Her hands couldn't help shaking.

This hallucination was so real that she couldn't believe it.

"Shallow."

Not only did the man's voice not soften a little because of the pain, but it became clearer.With a kind of laziness after a long sleep, and a careful secret joy, it fell into Lin Qianqian's ear.

Lin Qianqian stiffened her neck and turned around hesitantly.

On the bed, Lu Xiangdong opened his eyes, looked at her quietly, and stretched out his hand to her.

His pale face was emaciated after a long sleep, his handsome face was engraved in the air, his expression was tired, but his eyes were bright and bright that people couldn't take his eyes off.

It seems that all darkness will be dispelled by it.

"I'm back." Lu Xiangdong grinned, revealing a mouthful of white teeth.

Lu Xiangdong.

Lin Qianqian burst into tears immediately.

Outside the window, the sun was shining brightly.

(End of this chapter)