Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 75
a year ago?

Lin Qianqian's brows were squeezed together, forming a little thumb-high bump between her brows.

Like a hill, it pressed heavily on Lin Qianqian's forehead, and also on her heart.

Why doesn't she remember that she met Lu Xiangdong a year ago?

Lin Qianqian clearly remembered that she had never noticed Lu Xiangdong before Qu Shaoan asked her to assassinate Lu Xiangdong.

Although he didn't look at Lin Qianqian, Ling Fengtian seemed to have noticed Lin Qianqian's confusion. He bent down, adjusted the speed of the infusion for Lu Xiangdong, and said slowly, "It was Qu Shaoan who took you to participate in the Lu's banner. During the grand opening ceremony of Xuan Ting Entertainment Company."

Lin Qianqian thought about it, she vaguely remembered that she had accompanied Qu Shaoan to such a grand ceremony, but...

"Why don't I remember seeing him?" Lin Qianqian asked hesitantly.

"Of course you don't remember. Lao Lu didn't appear in front of you, he just saw you in the newspaper reports later." Ling Fengtian seemed to smile, and the corners of his mouth curled up very quickly, "At that time, his whole body Everyone is stupid, I have never seen him look so crazy, when he is holding the newspaper, he looks like he is going to eat the newspaper in his stomach."

Lin Qianqian tried to imagine the scene described by Ling Fengtian, but just thought of it, she couldn't help shivering, shaking her body, shaking off all the goosebumps that had crawled up her body.

"Then why didn't he come to me?" Lin Qianqian had begun to believe everything Ling Fengtian said, but there were still many problems bothering her.

After adjusting the speed of the infusion, Ling Fengtian straightened up, glanced at her, and said lightly, "Because you are by Qu Shaoan's side."

Lin Qianqian was stunned, what is the reason?
"Do you know why the Lu family and the Lu family have been at odds with each other for the past few years?" Ling Fengtian asked suddenly.

Lin Qianqian was confused for a while, but when she saw Ling Fengtian's eyes on her with a little playfulness, she immediately realized that she swallowed the saliva in her mouth in disbelief, and said with difficulty, "Because of me?"

"Yes." Ling Fengtian nodded, "But the person you chose is Lao Lu."

Lin Qianqian was in a daze for a moment.

She remembered what Qu Shaoan said to Lu Xiangdong when she hid behind the bathroom door just now.

He said, Lu Xiangdong, unexpectedly, in the end, you still won.

Ling Fengtian looked at her, and continued, "The fifth year you were with Lao Lu...you suddenly disappeared. We searched many places, and only found you next to Qu Shaoan. But you don't seem to remember the past ,right?"

Lin Qianqian gritted her teeth and nodded, "Well, I don't remember Lu Xiangdong and I being together..."

"Then what do you remember?" Ling Fengtian raised his eyebrows and asked.

Lin Qianqian unconsciously clenched the hand beside her, "Qu Shaoan."

Ling Fengtian frowned, "What?"

Lin Qianqian took a deep breath, as if it took a lot of effort to find her own voice, she pursed her lips, and said word by word, "I only remember Qu Shaoan."

"Sure enough." Ling Fengtian sighed for some reason, and looked at Lin Qianqian strangely, "After learning that you were by Qu Shaoan's side, Lao Lu specifically investigated and found that you have been using the The identity of Qu Shaoan's killer appeared."

Lin Qianqian took a deep breath.

She didn't know that even this identity was investigated by Lu Xiangdong, but why did he keep himself by his side.

Ling Fengtian took a deep look at her, "Of course, we all know you are not."

Lin Qianqian's tense body couldn't help but relax slightly. She thought for a while and explained in vain, "I never thought of killing him."

Ling Fengtian smiled noncommittally, his smile looked a little vain, giving people a somewhat unreal illusion, "Some things are not done by talking, but by doing. That time when you and Lao Lu fell off the cliff, you Cutting his wrist and feeding him blood has already explained everything."

Lin Qianqian's ears turned red.

At that time, she didn't even know what she was doing.What's more, the falling off the cliff was just a trap set up by her and Qu Shaoan to delay Lu Xiangdong from finding him.

"He specially investigated you for a year, and later we felt that the most likely reason why you appeared beside Qu Shaoan and became his assassin so abnormally was that you were brainwashed by Qu Shaoan." Ling Fengtian's words hit Lin Qianqian's heart hard.

Lin Qianqian's nails dug into her palm.

Ling Fengtian's speculation coincides with her thoughts.

It was clearly the answer that she had suspected thousands of times in her heart, but after Ling Fengtian said it, Lin Qianqian retorted unwillingly, "Am I really not a killer?"

"Where do you look like you? A disguise so clumsy that you can see through it at a glance? Or a heart that should have killed Lu Xiangdong but still keeps shaking?" Ling Fengtian pushed his gold-rimmed glasses, and the whole person looked a bit sanctimonious look like.

Lin Qianqian's face was burned by what he said.

Before she was exposed, Lin Qianqian could still deceive herself into thinking that it was because Lu Xiangdong was in a hurry to find her, so she didn't find out that something was wrong with her.Now that Ling Fengtian pointed out the flaws, Lin Qianqian couldn't stand up.

But she still couldn't help asking, "That day when Lu Jiarong sent someone to kill Lu Xiangdong...I...I clearly..."

Halfway through the conversation, Lin Qianqian got stuck, she didn't know how to describe her feelings.The scenes of that day flashed through her mind like a movie. Lin Qianqian thought of her skillful movements when she drew the gun, and said hesitantly, "I don't seem to be unfamiliar with guns."

Ling Fengtian's smile froze slightly, and soon he laughed again, "This is because after you were forcibly brainwashed, that part of the memory has become your subconscious mind, making your body instinctively follow it."

Lin Qianqian frowned tightly, "I don't understand."

"It's like you now, you clearly know that you were brainwashed by Qu Shao'an, but can you tell which of everything you remember in your mind is real and which is fake?" Ling Fengtian asked with a half-smile.

Lin Qianqian was stunned.

She had asked herself this question long before Ling Fengtian asked herself.

When she suspected for the first time that she was brainwashed by Qu Shaoan, Lin Qianqian took out her memory and compared it over and over again, trying to find any clues in it to prove that she was It's fake, but no matter how many times she thinks about it, she still thinks it's all reasonable.

In her subconscious mind, she has accepted the memory that was forcibly instilled into her mind.

Lin Qianqian bit her lip, suddenly feeling a little dazed.

In the past twenty years, the person she thought of the most was Qu Shao'an.

From the moment she was taken away from the orphanage by Qu Shaoan when she was a child, her life has been filled with this man's name, and she can no longer accommodate anyone else.

She obeyed his words, abandoned everything, endured hardships, and became a qualified killer.

She blocked the knife for him, shed blood for him, and saw his handsome and gentle profile when he bandaged his wound.

Lin Qianqian always felt that she was in love with Qu Shaoan.

That's why she couldn't help confessing to Qu Shaoan on her birthday.

At that time, Qu Shaoan rejected her without even thinking about it.

He said, Lin Qianqian, don't love me.

That was the first time Lin Qianqian saw Qu Shaoan's usual smile was gone, and he looked cold and unapproachable.

Later, she went on missions more frequently.

She forced herself to stay away from Qu Shao'an, unwilling to accept any influence from him.

But when Qu Shaoan found her and put Lu Xiangdong's photo in front of her, her eyes still fell on Qu Shaoan uncontrollably.

The habit developed over 20 years has penetrated into her blood, her bones, and every cell in her, and there will be no change.

However, now, all the facts are telling her that all these years, her so-called infatuation and entanglement do not exist, they are all fake, they are all illusions that were forced into her mind after being brainwashed.

Fake, all fake.

Even her past life is fake.

Lin Qianqian only felt that she had been thrown into the bottomless ocean without any boats, so she could only rely on her own strength to float on the water surface with difficulty, always worried that the storm would attack and drag herself into the sea. In the depths of the dark seabed, there is no chance of turning over.

"Lin Qianqian?" Ling Fengtian frowned as he looked at Lin Qianqian's abnormally pale face, and frowned even tighter.Lin Qianqian's reaction was obviously not what he expected.

Those who haven't experienced it will never understand how tragic the blow of discovering that all their pasts are lies.

There was no trace of blood on Lin Qianqian's face, it was so white that it showed an abnormal pale blue color, like the waning moon hanging on the night before the heavy rain on a summer night.

Sweat was already dripping down her forehead.

I can't tell whether it's cold or hot, I just feel them rolling down my cheeks and falling into my eyes, making my eyes almost red with irritation.

She stared blankly at Ling Fengtian, feeling in a daze that maybe what she was experiencing now was just a dream.

When she woke up, she was still lying on the big bed that belonged to her in the villa in the suburbs of Qu Shaoan. Every day she would play funny jokes with Qu Shaoan, and when he didn't notice, secretly Looking at his handsome side face.

That was the happiest moment in Lin Qianqian's memory.

"Help take care of him...I...I'll go down for a walk." After a long time, Lin Qianqian's hoarse voice sounded exhausted in the room.

Not only because she learned so many things related to her, but also because she didn't know what kind of attitude she should face Lu Xiangdong after he woke up.

Ling Fengtian glanced at her silently and nodded.

Lin Qianqian's brows relaxed, and her extremely tense face seemed to relax because of this.

It's just that no matter how much she told herself to relax, the footsteps walking outside the door were extremely weird.

Stumbling, stumbling.

She didn't notice that her left foot stepped on the instep of her right instep several times, and she continued to walk outside with the same hands and feet.

Ling Fengtian watched her figure move to the door with great difficulty, opened the door, walked out, eyes lowered slightly, walked to Lu Xiangdong's bed, looked at him, and sighed silently.

"Will you regret it, Lu Xiangdong?"

The room was silent, and no one answered.

Ling Fengtian suddenly understood the feeling of Lin Qianqian staying by Lu Xiangdong's side these days.

(End of this chapter)