Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 91 Not Deserving To Be Loved
How did Lin Qianqian hang up the phone? She no longer knew. She even thought that she hadn't hung up the phone. She sat blankly on the bed for half an hour, then suddenly dropped the phone, jumped up from the bed, and quickly Get dressed and run downstairs.

Qu Shaoan...

It was snowing outside, and many vehicles stopped running temporarily.

Lin Qianqian stood outside for a long time before finally catching a taxi and heading straight to the airport.

Along the way, she spent restless and restless.She thought of Qu Shaoan's weird smile when he looked at her that day, he was obviously sad, but he still pretended to be nonchalant to comfort himself.

His eyes were full of water.

When he said to let himself go back, his eyes flickered.In fact, he didn't want to let himself go. At that time, the answer he hoped to get was to tell him, it's okay, I'll stay here with you.

However, he left without looking back.

Lin Qianqian looked at the driver's head in front of her, feeling a little dazed. She thought she was crying, so she reached out and rubbed her eyes, only to realize that her contact lenses had fallen out at some point. He opened his eyelids and put his glasses back on.

A little dry, especially uncomfortable when stuffed in the eyes.

Lin Qianqian covered her eyes, feeling that her eyeballs were about to be cut by the contact lenses.

Qu Shaoan bought these glasses with her at the time, and he assured her that the glasses of this brand were absolutely the best, and they would not break after using them to death.

Lin Qianqian was really fooled into buying it back by him. Only now did she know that no one would wear glasses for a lifetime.

fraud.

Qu Shaoan.

Lin Qianqian frowned.

The driver in front glanced at her from the rearview mirror, and asked very kindly, "Little girl, why are you crying? Could it be because you were having trouble with your boyfriend?"

Lin Qianqian didn't know whether to laugh or cry. She covered her eyes and raised her head. She was about to deny it, but after thinking about it, she smiled wryly, "He's not even my boyfriend. I like him, but he found out by accident. gone."

"That's a good thing." The driver is very talkative. I don't know if this is the case for middle-aged men. When he sees any girl, he seems to see his daughter. When he sees them crying, he can't help but ask. Ask West.He smiled and narrowed his eyes, "It's such a good thing to be liked by others, he should feel very lucky."

The driver's words pierced Lin Qianqian's heart like a knife.

She shook her head, "No, he didn't feel lucky. He had someone he loved, so he felt that my love was superfluous and a burden, so he... rejected me. I didn't even confess, he was seeing through me When I was about to speak, I was interrupted."

The car shook a bit.

The driver seemed a little excited. He slammed the steering wheel and stared wide-eyed, "Then he is too inhuman. Even if he doesn't like him, it can't take away your right to like him. A little girl like you, It must have taken a lot of courage to make up your mind to speak to him, but he refused you even if he didn't listen. It's really too inhuman, this kind of person is not worthy of your liking at all. "

Lin Qianqian's eyes wandered.

She smiled and squeezed her glasses. It hurt a little, but it made her feel very comfortable, as if the pain in her body would relieve the depression in her heart. She turned her face away and leaned her head against the window, "Yes, This kind of person is not worth liking at all.”

Qu Shaoan, did you hear me, people like me are not worthy of your liking at all.

why are you leaving
Why, you don't even give me a chance to apologize, even if you want to leave, I am the one who should leave.It's me who wants to avoid you, avoid you, you don't have to go so far for my feelings.Didn’t you say that you don’t like the United States? Didn’t you say that you don’t like the feeling of being controlled by your family? Didn’t you say that this city has too many reasons for you to hang around?
Why are you still leaving?
I'm sorry, I used to think that cutting the mess quickly was the best choice for us. I used to think that if you don't love, you don't love, you should be decisive, and you should draw a clear line. But I never thought about Qu Shaoan's feelings?
At that time, when he spoke, how much courage and hesitation did he spend.

She thought that he didn't care about her own feelings at all, so he put his love on her. In fact, from the beginning to the end, she was the one who didn't care about Qu Shaoan's feelings.

When he sent roses, she pierced all the thorns on the roses into Qu Shaoan's heart, and then indifferently discarded the delicate petals, watching them wither without moving.

The car quickly stopped outside the airport.

When Lin Qianqian got out of the car, she could still hear the driver telling her worriedly, "Little girl, that man is not worthy of your love. Don't be sad, you will find a better one."

Lin Qianqian didn't look back, she ran very fast.

The airport was full of people, carrying all kinds of suitcases, shuttling with expressionless faces.They passed each other, their expressions numb without any difference.There are also young couples who are inseparable, embracing each other, weeping, the boy pats the girl on the back, his eyes are red.

Lin Qianqian stood in the crowd, looking for Qu Shaoan in a daze.

She wanted to call Qu Shao'an, but she couldn't find a trace of the phone after searching all over her body. Then she remembered that she was too hasty when she went out, so she threw the phone on the bed.

Countless strange men and women squeezed past her. Occasionally, there were a few who thought Lin Qianqian stood stupidly at the gate, blocking the way, and frowned.Lin Qianqian had no choice but to walk in.She has never felt that the airport is too big like now.

On the radio, a cold male voice and an alienated female voice alternately announced the upcoming flight in different languages. Lin Qianqian listened carefully, but she never heard anything about the American flight.

She looked anxiously at the airport.

The man who always wears a simple white T-shirt, the man who always has short hair, the man who always has a pair of shining eyes, the man who always attracts attention wherever he goes, the man who always He was the loudest and most unruly person who would silently stand behind her and support all her decisions, the one who asked her drunkenly with red eyes why she didn't wait for him to say whether he loved Lu Xiangdong but still returned to him.

When he is angry, his two eyebrows will be twisted together, like twists that he ate when he was a child.

When you don't smile, your face is cold, and there is a kind of alienation that rejects people thousands of miles away, but once you smile, the iceberg melts and spring returns to the earth, nothing compares to it.

He walked around on the floor with bare feet, wearing a white soft sweater, reluctantly got into the kitchen under his domineering instructions, and after a long time of tinkering, he brought out a plate of black things, which was pitiful. Looking at myself, waiting for my praise.

His eyes are beautiful, like falling stars.

But that day in the hospital, Lin Qianqian clearly saw that the light that had been shining in his eyes suddenly disappeared.

No, neither.

The person eating instant noodles at the door is not you.

It's not you with the messy hair at the ticket booth.

It's not you who are loudly arguing with the security guard at the security checkpoint and insisting on bringing a jug of milk on the plane.

Not you, not all of you.

Dry contact lenses are extremely uncomfortable.Lin Qianqian's eyes even turned red.She swore that she wasn't sad, but she just couldn't control herself, she kept crying, it must be because her glasses were too dry.

All kinds of news are constantly playing on the radio.

Lin Qianqian froze for a moment, then suddenly recovered from her daze, turned around and walked towards the broadcasting room.The inside was densely packed with people. When Lin Qianqian entered, she queued anxiously for a long time before finally it was her turn.As soon as she walked in front of the waiter, Lin Qianqian couldn't wait to say, "Please broadcast for me, I want to find someone."

"Okay, what is the name of the person you are looking for, how tall is he, and what clothes are he wearing?"

Lin Qianqian panted slightly, "I... I don't know what he's wearing, and I haven't seen him today. I only know his name... His name is Qu Shaoan..."

"Qu Shao'an? The young master of the Qu Group?"

Lin Qianqian nodded, "Yes, that's him."

"I'm sorry, miss, I don't think you need to broadcast. Just 10 minutes ago, his flight had already left. At that time, there were still many people going to see him off. Don't you know? I went quietly, and you are also him It’s a pity, it’s said that he’s going back to America, and he’ll never come back again, and he wants to…”

Lin Qianqian couldn't hear what the waiter said.

She stared blankly at the waiter and repeated her words, "Going away?"

"Yeah, before he left, he was still drinking coffee in the coffee shop downstairs. Look, it's there, the waiting coffee shop. I don't know who he is waiting for?"

Lin Qianqian looked in the direction of her finger, and sure enough, she saw a quiet coffee shop standing downstairs.

She left the radio room blankly and returned to the departure hall.My heartbeat stopped suddenly.It's like an athlete who was running towards the finish line just now, and suddenly realizes that the time is already early, no matter how fast she runs, it is impossible for her to get the fruit.

Lin Qianqian sat on the chair blankly, not knowing where she should go.

She clearly remembered that in TV dramas and novels, when the heroines did something wrong, there were always many opportunities to recover.Every train is also waiting for those who regret it.But why, when things happened to her, did she have no chance to regret it?
Even the gods are so merciful to the virtual characters in the TV novels, but in real life, all the cruelty and pain will be doubled on the living people.

Lin Qianqian didn't know how long she had been sitting there.

The sound of snow falling outside became very clear.The sky was getting dark little by little, and the air was filled with the peculiar twilight atmosphere of the dark, groggy.When Lin Qianqian raised her head, the surroundings were already in darkness, only the cafe opposite was still lit.

Lin Qianqian suddenly wanted to go in and sit down.

(End of this chapter)