The cool killer is the queen

Chapter 64

"Hmph!" Seeing the emperor and queen walking away, Su Deshun gave Feng Jinhui a hard look, and then walked away.

"Brother Su, listen to my explanation." Feng Jinhui hurriedly chased after him regardless of face.

"Hahaha..." Long Junlei has been laughing non-stop since the morning. "Xin'er, today is really fun. Did you see Feng Jinhui's smothered look? I laughed so hard!" With a "poof", a mouthful of tea spewed out.

Hey, Bingxin sighed secretly, it's the 998th time, what's so ridiculous?

"Xin'er, why don't you smile?" Long Junlei looked at Bingxin and asked with some doubts.

"What's so ridiculous!" Bingxin gave him a blank look. Does this person have schizophrenia? In the main hall, he looked so indifferent that people dare not look up to him. Now he looks like an innocent child again, which is really sick .

"Xin'er, actually being an emperor is very tiring. Sometimes I really don't want to do it. I really want to visit the great rivers and mountains outside!" Long Junlei's eyes were full of longing, and at the same time his tone was full of helplessness.

At this moment, his tall figure looked so lonely and helpless.It made Bingxin feel very sad, the sadness and helplessness of being born in the emperor's family, only they themselves would know, if it wasn't for the fight, the queen mother wouldn't carry him into the palace, maybe he is traveling around the world at the moment?Fate is too cruel, you will never be able to fight it.

Bingxin wanted to comfort him, but she didn't know where to start, she just stood beside him silently.stared at him.

"Xin'er, with you, I have the whole world, because in this world, only you understand me best!" Long Junlei's tone was so pertinent, and there was tenderness in his deep eyes.

"Liar, who is Meier? I have not forgotten that the emperor beat me to pieces for a plum blossom!" Bingxin looked at him angrily and snorted coldly.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, Xin'er, please don't treat me like this? Don't treat me with such a cold attitude, then I will feel so desperate and feel that everyone has abandoned me !" Long Junlei's tone was so gentle, with a hint of pleading.There is indeed deep guilt in the eyes.

"I'm just kidding, please don't do this, people will laugh at you if they see it." Bingxin pinched his nose and smiled mischievously, she understood that Long Junlei seemed ruthless, In fact, he is a very fragile person in his heart. The reason why he doesn't care about anyone is because he is afraid of being hurt. Presumably, that Meier is a thorn in his heart. She must be the person who hurt him deeply but makes him never forget it.

"Really?" A smile bloomed at the corner of his mouth, such a warm smile that made people feel like a spring breeze.

Bingxin said nothing, just looked at him and smiled.

"Xin'er, do you want to hear about me and Mei'er's past?" Long Junlei stared at Bingxin and asked.I don't know why, but now when Meier is mentioned, he can be so indifferent and calm. It seems that he can really rest assured during that period of time. When he thinks about this, he feels a lot of relief.

"If you feel sad, you don't need to say it." Bingxin's tone was very flat, but her heart was turbulent. She knew that if Long Junlei never mentioned this past to her, they would always be separated by a layer. However, forcing him She couldn't bear to uncover the scars of the past.

"There's nothing to be sad about. Mei'er is a court lady, two years younger than me. When I was eight years old, my father gave her to me. I didn't know the reason at the time, but later I understood, My father is afraid that I will be alone, you know, my mother doesn't like me, since I have Junhao, she ignores me even more, and my father is busy with government affairs, so she sees that Mei Er is so cute, so she let her Accompany me, maybe because she is young, Meier is not afraid of me, but treats me as a big brother, I get along very happily with her, and the relationship is getting better day by day." When talking about the past, Long Junlei always had a look on his face. A faint smile, presumably a happy memory of his childhood at that time.

"Our relationship has always been very good, and we can't separate for a moment. Later, I became the prince and married Wan'er. At the same time, I told my mother that I wanted to marry Mei'er as a side concubine. The mother firmly disagreed. I had no choice but to give up. " Long Junlei's tone was a bit bitter, and he seemed a little guilty.This made Bingxin very gratified, and it proved that what Long Junlei had towards Meier was only deep guilt, not love.

"Later she died suddenly, in Merlin, in my arms, and then I buried her there and planted plum blossoms. That Merlin is where I miss her."

At this moment, Long Junlei's mood was very calm, and he himself was also very surprised. He never thought that he could recall this painful past so peacefully. In the past, he didn't even dare to think about it. From then on, he became indifferent to everyone, but hid in a corner alone in the dead of night and grieved alone.

Bingxin has been sitting beside him, listening quietly, until he finished speaking, Bingxin said: "Didn't you check how she died?"

"She committed suicide, but she also died for me. Because the queen mother told her that if I insist on marrying her, my father will definitely blame me, and even I will lose the chance to be emperor. So she committed suicide." Speaking of this, he still felt pain in his heart, after all, he was the culprit for Meier's death.

Bingxin felt very shocked, sacrificing for love is really great.Bingxin admires it very much, she thinks she can't do it, even now, she loves Long Junlei, but she won't make such a sacrifice.She is not as simple as Meier.

"Xin'er, when you first entered the palace, I really hated you to the bone, but you seem to have a magical power that makes me unable to help being attracted to you. Every time I see you, I always have an inexplicable feeling in my heart that makes me I got deeper and deeper, so my heart was very contradictory. I kept abusing you to tell myself that I should hate you! Later, when I cooperated with you, my heart was filled with you bit by bit until I couldn't extricate myself. I can't turn back." Long Junlei's face was full of happiness, and he looked at Bingxin with eyes full of love.

His words made Bingxin feel very warm, and it turned out that happiness can be so simple.At the same time, there was also a trace of worry in her heart, the more she immersed herself in his tenderness, the more frightened Bingxin felt, she was afraid of being hurt again, if Long Junlei also betrayed her, what crazy behavior she would have.Because it was something she didn't even dare to think about.

It was very late at night, and there was a rustling sound of leaves swaying in the wind, and the palace was completely silent.A few gauze lanterns hung on the eaves, emitting a faint light, looking a little cold.

(End of this chapter)