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Chapter 309 As Much Hope Is, So Much Disappointment
Cen Qinghe wanted to bite her lip to hold back her tears, but her lower lip had been bitten by her long ago. When her teeth touched her, she felt a sharp pain. Couldn't help but just nestled in his arms suppressing and choking.

She is not usually a person who loves to cry. Xiao Rui has been with her for so long, and he has never seen her cry five times in total.Hearing her crying in his arms, his throat was so distressed that his throat was tight, his eyes were red, and he couldn't speak for a long time.

With her arms around his waist, she could clearly measure the width of his waist, obviously two months ago, he was not so thin, but now the large hospital gown is covering her body, as if he would run away when the wind blows.

Already choked up, but Cen Qinghe still said in a trembling voice: "I'm doing well, you don't have to worry about me...you treat yourself well, don't make me feel guilty, I can feel at ease when you live well."

She couldn't see Xiao Rui's face, so she didn't know. At this time, on top of his pale and handsome face, his eyes were flushed, and his eyes were filled with repressed pain and hopelessness. His lips parted slightly, and he only said one word, "Okay. "

Having been with her for several years, the most he said to her seemed to be 'yes', no matter what she asked, he would reply 'yes' to her in various tones.

He once said that in this life, he will give her love and people, as long as she wants, he will give everything he has.

Now she doesn't want her anymore, neither his love nor his people, but he still agrees gently.

Letting go was his last tolerance for her.

What time brings is not only the pain of breaking up, but also a tacit understanding, just like at this moment, the two of them can probably guess what the other is thinking.

Xiao Rui knew that Cen Qinghe said one thing; Cen Qinghe also knew that as long as it was her decision, Xiao Rui would not be embarrassed.

A fate that cannot change the ending, both of them can only endure the difficult process for life, and only hope that time will heal everything in the future.

With a sound of 'ding', the elevator door opened, and Shang Shaocheng came out from inside.Walking several meters to the left, he was almost at the door of Cen's ward. He didn't see Cen Qinghe, because she was held in Xiao Rui's arms. Cover up, more than enough.

Xiao Rui turned his back to Shang Shaocheng again, Shang Shaocheng didn't pay attention at all, just walking, and suddenly heard a familiar name...

"Don't cry, you know I don't want you to cry the most. Kong Tan told me that day, he told you that I was hospitalized in a car accident, and you cried on the phone until he was scared, so he wanted to take a taxi to find you. I said that if I could go to the field, I just beat him, why did I tell you? Why did I make you cry?"

Shang Shaocheng is no stranger to Kong Tan's name. Hearing the sound, he raised his eyes and saw the back of a man wearing a hospital gown and crutches under his armpit standing not far ahead. On the man's waist, Showing two arms hugging him tightly, the color of the sleeves... Shang Shaocheng is very familiar with it, and he has seen it this afternoon.

He couldn't see Cen Qinghe's face, but through the exposed clothes and shoes, he was sure it was her.

Shang Shaocheng seemed to have been knocked on the back of the head violently by something, and he was in a daze.He heard Xiao Rui's words clearly just now.

Kong Tan?Kong Tan was at Binhai, while Cen Qinghe was at Binhai, only that night he suddenly sat by the sea with red eyes.He thought that she was crying because of Yuan Yihan, but he didn't know... Her tears were never shed for him.

Shang Shaocheng was about three meters away from Xiao Rui, just watching Cen Qinghe throw himself into the arms of another man, those hands tightly wrapped around the man's waist, wishing he could embed him into his own body.If that strength is not from the heart, no one can force it.

At this moment, Shang Shaocheng was not only a slap in the face, but even had the illusion of being cuckolded in his heart.Because of the previous dream, he even more assumed that she was his woman, and now he woke up from the dream... Ha, she actually showed him the naked truth.

This time, I really woke up from a dream.

From this distance, he heard her suppressed crying, and seemed to call out: "Xiao Rui..."

Xiao Rui... Xiao Rui?
This name is also somewhat familiar... Shang Shaocheng frantically searched in his mind as if in a daze.

Finally, with a flash of inspiration, he remembered where he had heard the name.

He took Cen Qinghe's cell phone, and in the middle of the night, a man who called himself Xiao Rui called and asked him who he was.

Cen Qinghe couldn't hear Xiao Rui's name the most, almost to the point of turning pale at the mention of him.Her ex-boyfriend, she said, they had broken up.

On Shang Shaocheng's handsome face, because too many complicated emotions surged up from the bottom of his heart, it became a little ferocious.He almost rushed forward, he wanted to knock down the man holding Cen Qinghe with a punch, and then... what?

How would he face Cen Qinghe?Ask her why she lied, why she stepped on two boats, or...ask her why she lied to him?

She has never said a word of liking to him. All this time, it was just his own wishful thinking. He was like a fool, complacent and complacent. He was even happy to find her because he could get closer to her. Not going north.

He was self-righteous, thinking that her tears were shed for him, that her sudden emotion and strangeness were all because of him...

He had never been so ashamed in his life. Shang Shaocheng was extremely angry, heartbroken, and irrational. At this moment, he couldn't judge whether the resentment from the bottom of his heart was blaming himself for ignorance, or Cen Qinghe for being ruthless.At a certain moment, he suddenly couldn't stand it anymore, turned his head, and strode back, his pace was so fast that he seemed to be running away.

"Xiao Rui, I still say that, when and where, as long as you have something to do, call me at any time, and I will definitely come back to help you."

Xiao Rui responded lightly, and Cen Qinghe slowly opened the distance between the two of them. She could feel his reluctance, and he said to let go, but he was still unwilling to let go.So this knife has to be broken by her.

Looking up at the handsome man with red eyes in front of her, she wiped her tears with her hand, and said in a deliberately relaxed tone: "I'm going back to Night City this time, and I don't know when we will meet again, take care of yourself, don't talk Playing your own temper, and... If you meet a nice little girl, try to make friends with her. Don't waste your money and prepare to become a monk, so that if I meet someone I like in the future, I won't dare to look for it again. Now, you also know that they are more towards you, for fear that I will bully others, don't drag me down, let me have a burden."

Hearing this, Xiao Rui slowly raised the corners of his lips, and she clearly saw that while he was smiling, the tears in his eyes quickly piled up, as if they would overflow in the next second.

The hands hanging by her sides were clenched into fists without any trace, and her nails were pierced into the soft flesh. She used almost self-harming methods to fight against the pain that was about to come out from the bottom of her heart.

Xiao Rui didn't cry in the end, he just smiled softly and said, "Okay."

Cen Qinghe didn't dare to look at his face anymore, and instead stood by his side, he held his arm, "Go, I'll take you back."

On the way, the two of them were silent, and they were almost at the end of the corridor, only then did they see Xiao Fangying turning from the left, looking anxiously looking.

Turning her head to see Cen Qinghe supporting Xiao Rui coming over, she subconsciously took two steps forward, but after she realized it, she suddenly stopped at the same spot and did not dare to move.

Cen Qinghe was still heartbroken that she had nothing to do with Xiao Rui for one second, but in the next second, when she raised her eyes and saw Xiao Fangying, her expression changed secretly, and what surged out of her heart was a decision without regret.

Every time she saw Xiao Fangying, she would think of the picture of Cen Haifeng making love with Xu Li behind his back. This kind of relationship is like a poisonous thorn between her and Xiao Rui. Let alone touch, just look at it more One glance, it is very difficult to poison the internal organs to fester.

"Your mother is here, let her help you go back."

Cen Qinghe didn't want to take half a step forward, and didn't want to get close to Xiao Fangying.

Xiao Rui's mood is not in every way entangled, both are people he loves, but now he really can't have both, even if he is reluctant to let Cen Qinghe go, he can't really complain about Xiao Fangying, He can only swallow a lot of things into his stomach.

Before leaving, Cen Qinghe looked at Xiao Rui, "Goodbye, take care."

This goodbye, I really don't know when I will see you again, or never see you again.

Both of them knew it in their hearts, so their eyes were flushed and they smiled.

"Go ahead, call if you need something."

"it is good."

Cen Qinghe waved his hands to Xiao Rui generously, turned around, and left.

The moment she turned her back, her facial features couldn't help but wrinkle into a ball. She could imagine that her face at this time must be very much like the steamed buns her grandma usually makes.

But what can I do?She couldn't help it.

Xiao Rui didn't leave immediately, but stood at the same spot, leaning on crutches and watching her leaving back, his eyes were so red that they were about to bleed, and when she walked five meters away, his tears burst out.

Seeing this, Xiao Fangying beside her was so sad that she almost collapsed.

It was her, it was her fault that caused Xiao Rui's pain at this moment. Cen Qinghe was right, it was retribution.

She really wanted to say something to Xiao Rui, but she didn't dare to say anything, she was afraid that Xiao Rui would hate her as a mother very much after knowing the truth.

What she loved most in her life was Xiao Rui. She could die for him, but she couldn't accept that he really hated her.

Cen Qinghe hid in the bathroom, cried enough alone, washed his face, calmed down, and then returned to the ward.

Only Cen Haijun was keeping watch in the ward, and Cen Qinghe asked, "Second Uncle, why is it just you?"

Cen Haijun said: "Your father's work colleague has something to do at home, and your mother went with her. Your second aunt said that she has a headache, so I let her sleep in the hotel for a while."

Cen Qinghe said: "Second Uncle, you can also go back to the hotel and rest for a while, I will watch over here."

"No, I'm not tired either."

"I slept in the hotel all afternoon. My mother and the others are keeping watch tonight. I'll wait for them to come back here. Go back to sleep first."

The two argued for a long time, and finally Cen Haijun was also persuaded by her to leave.

Cen Qinghe went to the inner room alone and found that the old man had fallen asleep, so she exited quietly again.Sitting on the sofa in the living room in a daze, thinking about a lot of things, she couldn't tell whether she was sad or empty, she suddenly wanted to talk to someone, Shang Shaocheng's face appeared in her mind, she wanted to call him, but she touched the phone , The phone is out of battery, so I threw it in the hotel.

(End of this chapter)