ace female assistant

Chapter 633
"I didn't say anything angry. You really don't need to apologize. It's because I didn't adjust my emotions well and lost my temper with you."

Cen Qinghe was very calm, but because his voice was muffled, his voice was a little more nasal, and he didn't sound so cold and serious.

Shang Shaocheng didn't expect her to be coaxed unexpectedly, and subconsciously went to shake her hand, but Cen Qinghe made a small movement, she curled up her fingers and pinched the side of the quilt.

She would rather hold the quilt than let him touch it. With just such a movement, even though she couldn't see the expression on her face, she was as sensitive as Shang Shaocheng, and he could sense that she didn't forgive him.

Sure enough, she then said rationally, "Let's chat for a while."

Shang Shaocheng's heart sank inexplicably, no, it's not inexplicable, it happened for a reason.

After a few seconds of silence, he said in a low voice, "Say it."

Cen Qinghe said to himself: "Let me apologize to you first. Last night, my phone was out of battery and I didn't say hello to you. I went to entertain two friends. One is from Rongcheng, named Bai Yu, and the other is from Haicheng, named Bai Yu." Duan Yan, they first met in Haicheng, and then came to Yecheng to find me. We went to Shunde Mansion for dinner, and played in the harem at night until after two o'clock in the middle of the night, and directly stayed in the hotel next door. When I came out of the hotel, I ran into Xue Kaiyang, we had breakfast together, and he took me home."

She explained the entire itinerary of yesterday in detail, and almost marked out the time and minutes. Shang Shaocheng felt chest tightness when he heard it, and he didn't know if it was because of her calm voice or the content of her words.

She was still angry in her heart, and he was so angry that he couldn't hold back his words for a while. He didn't believe where she went and who she met last night.

After she finished speaking, Shang Shaocheng didn't answer the call immediately, so Cen Qinghe had no choice but to continue, "I admit that I didn't call you yesterday because I had emotions in my heart. I asked you to find me all night on purpose, yes Can't live."

"I lay on the bed today and thought a lot. I think you did nothing wrong. I joked with you, saying that I was pregnant, but you didn't tell me to have a fight. You also said to let me have a baby, but I'm still not happy. Maybe I did too much myself."

Her heart seemed to be stabbed by a needle at the same time. Even though these words had been circling in Cen Qinghe's mind for a whole day, she was ready to have a showdown with Shang Shaocheng at any time, but when the time came, she still couldn't control her heartache.

Her throat was a little tight just now, she quickly stopped without a trace, took a breath quietly, and when the soreness faded away, she still said calmly: "You are so afraid of having a child because you are afraid that you will not know what to do after you have a child. It’s not good for me not to give birth, so I can only embarrass myself and let me give birth. I think it’s important not only for two people to be happy, but also for whether their future ideals and goals are consistent. Of course, I don’t mean to blame you. I really don't blame you now, you told me long ago that you don't want to get married, so I will remember that you don't want to get married, and you can't make jokes even if you forget your children, so that you will be startled when you wake up in the morning."

Shang Shaocheng felt like a stick in his throat, harsh and heart-piercing, he couldn't help but interrupt, "I was wrong about what happened yesterday, it's not that I don't want to..."

Cen Qinghe interrupted him again, "Listen to me first, you also know what kind of personality I am, I don't blame you if I don't blame you, and I didn't mean to say something ironic to make you apologize, I really think, Joking is a trivial matter, and it's over, but the things behind the joke are worth sitting down and chatting calmly."

Shang Shaocheng would rather Cen Qinghe cry, would rather she make a fuss, would rather she do what he has always disdained to cry, make trouble and hang herself.

Men say that women hate it when they are unreasonable, but they have never tried women when they are unreasonable. They really don't hate it, they just feel distressed.

When he was in a daze, Cen Qinghe had already put aside the topic of her talk tonight, and she said: "I used to think that two people can be together as long as their personalities are suitable and conditions permit. It turns out that we really get along well, but I overlooked a very crucial question. Is being together an instant verb or a continuous verb? Can we be together for a while or for a lifetime? You may think I am a bit hypocritical, but I think about it carefully. It seems that I really can't talk about a lifetime love with anyone, and there is always... no result."

Sun Qian's words were like a nightmare, always lingering around Cen Qinghe, if he couldn't even give him a marriage, or even dared to promise, then one day he suddenly left, what would she do?Do you still have the courage to go on alone?Is it possible to fall in love with another person again?
Forgive her for being selfish, but if he really doesn't have a clear plan for the future, she doesn't want to take a road without success.

Suppressing the soreness in his throat, Shang Shaocheng said, "I admit that I was shocked when you said I was pregnant, and I am indeed not ready to accept a new life."

He was open and honest, with a tight voice that Cen Qinghe had never heard before, "I'm not afraid of your jokes, I heard from our older generation's servant that the first thing I would say when I was born was neither dad nor mom, It's my confinement wife, her surname is Meng, and I always call her Meng."

"My mother fed me for more than ten days after giving birth, and immediately started to work. When I came home and heard me calling Meng, she always thought I was calling me mother. She was so happy that she stayed with me for three days at home, and there were photos. .”

There seemed to be pride and showing off in his voice, but it was more self-deprecating. Cen Qinghe's scalp was numb and his eyes were a little hot.

I want Xu Li to tell her that from the time she was pregnant to the year after giving birth, she didn't go to work or go anywhere for two full years. She just stayed at home with her children, grandparents, uncles, and relatives all surrounded her. This is the correct way to open the little princess.

I thought it would be very important for an ordinary family to give birth to a child, let alone a super wealthy family like Shang Shaocheng. Unexpectedly, he was so 'down and down' when he was a child.

"For so many years, the number of times I have met my parents and the words I have said is probably one-tenth of that of you and your parents. Maybe it is not enough. Not only can I not see the two of them, but they don't see each other very often. , I wonder if they made a special schedule when they gave birth to me."

"Hey..."

Cen Qinghe was caught off guard by the laughter, but after laughing, she immediately had tears in her eyes, wiped the tip of her nose with her hand, and sniffed.

"I don't want to get married, and I don't want children. I don't want the couple to live like working partners, and I don't want to give birth to a child like me. The first sentence is a confinement wife or a nanny."

Tears rolled down her eyes, Cen Qinghe changed from lying down to leaning on the head of the bed, took out a tissue on the side and blew her nose, she replied in a muffled voice, "Why are you so pitiful?"

The childhood of the male number two in Korean dramas was not as miserable as his. This is not a wealthy crown prince, he is simply a contemporary version of cabbage.

She cried again, shedding her indifference and rationality, and turned into her usual sentimental and emotional look. If Shang Shaocheng wanted to please, there was no better time than now, but he didn't smile, and he didn't walk down the steps , he just said in the usual voice, earnestly and with a somewhat sour tone: "Qinghe, I didn't have the heart before, even now I reject it, but I never thought of playing, and never I didn't want to be irresponsible, you know how I treat you, but you ask me when I want to end..."

Before he finished speaking, Cen Qinghe stretched out his arms, came over to hug him, patted his back, and said: "Okay, I understand."

She patted on and off, like an adult coaxing a child. Shang Shaocheng thought he would be extremely disdainful, but in fact his mouth was sour, so he instinctively replied: "You don't have to pity me."

Cen Qinghe said: "Who pities you? I sympathize with you."

He didn't make a sound, Cen Qinghe instead touched the back of his head, and said softly: "You said it earlier, you said it clearly, it is a marriage phobia, and if you don't know it, you are a scum, why bother with this infamy?"

Shang Shaocheng said: "Is there any difference?"

Cen Qinghe replied in a muffled voice: "Of course I have. You are afraid that your marriage will not be happy and you don't want to get married. You are sick and need to be cured. If you don't want to get married purely for subjective reasons, who knows if you are ready to withdraw at any time? Someone told me Now, if a man doesn't want to get married, he will leave at any time."

Shang Shaocheng frowned, and asked in a deep voice, "Who is sowing discord?"

Cen Qinghe said: "Then can I tell you?"

Shang Shaocheng said: "Cai Xinyuan?"

Cen Qinghe immediately slapped him on the back, "Don't speak ill of Xinyuan, she usually speaks well of you, I thought you were doing her something behind your back."

She finally returned to normal, listening to the familiar words of her sweetheart, even if she was beaten, Shang Shaocheng felt happy.

He folded his arms and hugged her tightly, buried his face in her neck, took a deep breath, and he didn't say anything.

Cen Qinghe touched the back of his head, tears rolled in her eyes, she resisted it, and asked in a brisk voice: "Do you think about me today?"

"Ah."

"How much?"

"I really want to."

"I really want to think too much?"

"I didn't eat anything I thought about."

Cen Qinghe immediately replied: "You didn't eat a meal, I made you so angry that you couldn't eat since yesterday morning, two days and one night, if you don't come again, you will have to collect my body later!"

Shang Shaocheng said: "Who said I didn't eat only one meal? I also didn't eat all day."

The two of them really got hungry more and more, Cen Qinghe's stomach was gurgling, she asked Shang Shaocheng to turn on the light, and when the light came on, she reached out her hand to cover her eyes, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

She didn't know whether it was because she had been lying down for too long or she was really hungry, her legs felt weak, and she reached out for Shang Shaocheng to help her.

When her eyes got used to the light and she took away the hand that was blocking her eyes, Shang Shaocheng saw that her eyes were swollen and there was only a gap left.

Raising his hand and stroking her eyelids with his thumbs, Cen Qinghe closed his eyes and asked aloud, "Aren't you ugly?"

"Ah."

She hissed, pretending to be displeased and said, "I'm still angry!"

Shang Shaocheng asked: "Don't you sympathize with me? I am so pitiful."

After the words fell, Cen Qinghe's throat was a little choked, and she couldn't laugh. She hugged his waist and said softly: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to get married now. Let's take it easy. If you still don't want to get married in the future, then forget it."

Shang Shaocheng immediately patted her on the forehead, she opened her eyes and stared at him with bared teeth, he replied blankly: "What's the matter? Want to break up?"

(End of this chapter)