The maid is the queen

Chapter 103 The Emperor's Love
Dry eyes filled with tears from the deepest part of my heart, wet your clothes.

Hugging hard, my heart is almost close to my heart, it is a kind of warmth and a kind of trembling, I feel it, I am still alive, I feel it, you are here.

Tears, because we met, there is some bond of fate in the end, after so many circles, I will still see you again, digging three feet, you found me.

He hugged me, and the sleeves covered my face to prevent the sun from shining on me. The soft fabric with his light fragrance actually calmed my weather-beaten heart.

Lang Xiao was also rescued, but he was escorted away, he was screaming angrily, I couldn't hear his voice if he was far away.He was afraid that I would be sunburned and I would be thirsty, so he kept shielding me from the sun, stopped to give me a drink of water, and fed me some easy-to-eat food again. Wash the filth from every finger, like I am a newly unearthed baby, so careful and happy.

How long, this kind of love in the palm of my hand, I have never felt it again.

Living in the northwest, no one has ever hugged me so tightly in his arms, loved me, and cared for me so carefully.

Two streams of crystal clear tears rolled down his cheeks, he caught them with the palm of his hand, and said hoarsely: "Zhiqiu, don't cry, I was wrong."

Can you forgive me for being wrong?One sentence is wrong, but next, what do you want to do?
I don't know, my heart is in a mess right now.When I was most desperate, I thought I don't want to have hatred, I can't let you go, when the sky is full of thunder and lightning, I want someone to hold me tight.

I hate you the most, the one I can't let go of, or you, but when I really come back to you, I dare not open my eyes, I don't know how to face it.

I don't like being used by others, and they hurt me so bloody, but I still hope for the warmth above the dream, you tell me, what should I do.

Obviously you are a collapsed well, and I am the quicksand that pours down, rustling when it flows down, it is the sound of happy flying, but I fall into an endless place, and I am smashed to pieces.

His body was as soft as cotton, and he let him hold him in his arms and returned to the place where there were people.

He asked someone to prepare hot water and clean it up for me. I grabbed my clothes with both hands and refused to take off for him. He asked the maid to wait on me in a somewhat embarrassing manner.

With a slight sigh, he said, "Zhiqiu, don't be afraid when I come."

I'm not afraid, I know you're here, do you want me to jump up and welcome you, then I really can't do it, I turn my head and don't respond to him, I only open my eyes to see after he goes out Standing in the big tent, the palace maid came in and asked me softly, "Miss Wanyi, let the slaves wait for the maid to cleanse her body."

That sound of Wanyi finally brought me back to reality.

Nodding, the maid came to help me sit up, buckets of hot water came in with the scent of flower petals, the scratches on my arms and waist were congealed into lumps, and it hurt to touch.These wounds will heal soon, the wounds in my heart will still hurt when they are lumped. When I am not there, I slowly lick the wounds by myself, thinking about letting go of these hatreds, but when I see him, these wounds Hate will still surface one by one.

After washing the whole body, I feel light and light, and I feel alive after eating something.

The me in the mirror is completely different from the me before. My face is red and yellow with sunburn and ugly with abrasions. I have been haggard for so long as if I have been ill for a long time. Confession, I really don't know how he can easily recognize me like this.

Lying down on the soft bed, all the bones in my body relaxed, and I could finally have a good night's sleep without worrying that I would not wake up once I fell asleep.

It's so comfortable, it's like sleeping on the green grass in the evening, the ground is the bed and the sky is the cover, maybe it's the light veil beside the bed, let the wind blow and gently touch my face, a little itchy, It made me think it was the old sheep that was yelling at me, and touched my face with its fluffy hair again. I reached out to grab the hair I wanted to grab, but I grabbed a hand.

"Zhiqiu." He called softly, "Don't move, I will give you medicine."

I opened my eyes and looked at him quietly, he was still holding the towel in one hand, a faint smell of medicine came out from the towel, his smiling face, so close, so beautiful, how blue the sky is, As soft as his face is, as beautiful as the prairie, as handsome as his face is, his dark eyes are filled with distress and a smile, he took my hand with one hand, and gently wiped my left Face.

"Does it hurt?" he asked me softly.

I said lightly: "It doesn't hurt."

He didn't ask any more questions, didn't speak, and gave me the medicine very gently.

I couldn't help asking: "Why did you come?"

He put down the scarf and stroked my right cheek with one hand, and said seriously, "I have you in my heart."

What a funny reason, I giggled and said, "I don't know what value I can use now. Could it be that the Li family has fallen, and there is still the Yang family? Well, maybe you can use me to deal with Xia Juntang After all, he is in the northwest. Now that his mother and concubine are here, there must be something to hold him, right? Oh, yes, my stomach is just stabbed by someone, and such a big place on my body , there can be many places to use the knife.”

"Stop it." He yelled fiercely.

I laughed and looked at his angry face coldly, what's wrong, I became angry from embarrassment.

After waiting for a while, he said softly, "Eat something first, you must be hungry and tired after staying in the grassland for so many days."

I found out clearly, but I suddenly became defensive: "Where's Zatsi? Where's Ramyama?" He can't hurt them.

He pressed my shoulders: "Don't get excited, I said I will respect you."

But I just can’t sit still, anyway, I’ve had enough sleep and food, and I don’t want to sit with him, the carriage is walking slowly, and there are cows and sheep screaming on the side of the road.

I sat outside the car and didn't want to face him. Eunuch Chen watched cautiously, and I glared at him: "What are you looking at?"

"I dare not." He was frightened.

I was very depressed, he drove his car, and I sat on the pine tree with my legs crossed, and there was a faint look behind me, almost trying to see through my back.

Northwest, such a beautiful place, I really want to stay here, I will learn to be strong, but before I have learned to throw him out of my heart, he has already come, digging three feet to find what I want to bring I went back to the enclosed palace in the capital.

There is still some pain in the soles of the feet, wrapped in thick gauze but people are still frivolous, I need something to calm my heart slowly.

I started to sing, singing Northwest songs that I was not familiar with, which Zatsi often sang, but my voice was really ugly, so lonely, sad and messy.

He wrapped his arms around my waist from behind, carried me into the large carriage, leaned his back on my back, and said in a low voice: "Zhiqiu, don't be angry with me, I swear, it will never happen again." What happened, okay, we don’t think about those things in the past anymore, let him pass when it’s over.”

He spoke so lightly, I raised my eyes, looked at him seriously and calmly and said, "I can't forget how painful that knife stabbed me, my hands were stained with blood, and I kept calling for help. They told me that the child was gone, and I felt like a fool when I was in pain. Even after I recovered, I became more and more afraid of being alone. I like to cling to you and feel your love for me. Everything is beautiful. It turned out to be just It's just a dream."

As I said that, I wanted to cry again, but crying too much was really futile, and I didn't believe that tears would bring me any change.

He held my face in both hands: "Forget it, Zhiqiu, I will love me twice as much, just take a step forward, just step over this hurdle, and we will all be very happy."

"Do I love me?" I asked him sideways.

He thought for a while, then nodded and said, "Love."

It turns out that it takes time to think about the word love, or the love of an emperor is different.

"Why do you love me? The me now is not at all like Yun Zhiqiu from before, and even less like the Concubine Mu in your heart. Why do you still love me? Hehe, I have changed, you didn't realize Is it? Your majesty, you came to look for me, but I am not the same as I used to be."

He stroked my face, my eyebrows, and my nose with his fingers, and slowly warmed his face: "I don't like you because you look like Concubine Mu."

"Your Majesty, I really still remember the past. I remember everything you said. If you want to blame me, blame me for looking a bit like Concubine Mu. I really hated my face at the time, but now it's changed. It's different, but I feel a little more relaxed. I'm not afraid to tell you that I was trafficked and insulted a lot along the way, and there is no shortage of other men on the grassland. If I have already been unfaithful Unclean, how do you think in your heart?"

There was a cold look in his eyes: "I will kill those men."

"Then can you pretend that nothing happened?"

He turned his head and looked at the green grassland through the screen window and said, "Zhiqiu, don't force me."

I forced him, I just said some things that other people wanted to say, and he couldn't accept it when I said it, but if someone said that to me back in the palace, whether he would accept it or not is one thing , but as for me, I deserve to be humiliated. Is it difficult to live alone?This is what he calls pampering, and he always takes time to think about it.

The things you want to measure become cheap.

He looked out of the window, and I looked out of the window. The distance that can be touched with one hand, but it feels very far away.

After a long time, he said lightly: "I will kill those men who touch you."

There was some domineering murderousness in the understated tone.No matter whether a man says he loves you or not, in fact, he is just that selfish.

I suddenly felt it was funny, and sighed and held my pointed chin. It is not difficult for such a thing to happen, but I know how to protect myself. The more ugly you are, the less outstanding and sick you are, the harder it is to protect yourself.

(End of this chapter)