The maid is the queen

Chapter 11
Why do those rich people have to play with people's self-esteem in the palm of their hands? It's really hateful.

"Zhiqiu, mother is really useless. In the past few decades, it is enough to have such a caring daughter. Zhiqiu, mother doesn't want to live anymore." She said it calmly.

The bowl in my hand fell to the ground with a bang: "Mother, don't talk nonsense."

"Mother is also reluctant to be with Qiu, but Zhiqiu has grown up."

Tears burst out of my eyes for some reason, and I was colic: "Mother, I beg you, don't say these words, okay, you are Zhiqiu's only relative in this world."

"I know, I heard from mother that mother is really tired, her heart is tired, and her life is also tired. Zhiqiu doesn't have to feel guilty, it's not because of you, mother feels sorry for your father, who has been separated from your father for more than ten years, maybe it's because of you. I just realized today that I owe him a lot."

"Mom." I whispered, grabbing her hand and holding it firmly.

I didn't understand what she said, but I was so scared that my mother would leave me alone.

"Zhiqiu, mother tells you one thing. In the future, don't stick to distant vows. Whoever treats you well, who will be by your side, and who will take care of you wholeheartedly, is worth catching. Mother is so stupid I have been foolishly waiting for an unattainable job for more than ten years. Mother watched Zhiqiu grow up little by little. She is a smart, happy, beautiful and caring child. Mother is very happy, but Zhiqiu, mother wants to find your father , together with him. Mother believes that Zhiqiu can live a better life alone."

I closed my eyes and burst into tears.

Mother is going to leave me alone. I can't stop what mother said.

Mother's life, it's not easy.

"Your father is really kind. He loves mother and you very much. Zhiqiu, when you grow up, you will understand mother."

"Mother, but, I'm afraid I can't do it." I don't want to live alone.

Niang smiled slightly, and said with a sigh: "My dear friend, someone who is so sensible will definitely know Qiu well. Now that Niang has figured it out, it's not too late, no matter when it is, it will never be too late."

"Zhiqiu, mother knows that you will live a good life, mother wants to touch your face now, but mother is powerless."

I leaned down, put my face close to my mother's, closed my eyes and tried hard to feel the warmth that belonged to my mother. Maybe, I won't be able to in the future. I couldn't tell whether it was her tears or mine.

I don't understand what mother said, but I will learn to understand mother.

Mother is alive, but also very tired.

Mother is tired, mother's heart is full of hope, and there is a kind of happiness, she is going to be with father.

I can't bear to look at my mother, once I look at it, I feel sad once, my mother is going, I can't come up with a reason to keep her.

Living is a painful torture. She has not been happy in the past ten years.

Standing at the door, I looked at the setting sun shrouding the green field with some desolation, and the golden brilliance carried the splendor of nothingness.

The young man who stepped into the splendor couldn't arouse any hope in my heart.

"I'm Lin Luoshui." He walked up to me and said his identity.

I know he is, but mother is already tired and has given up.

With a bitter smile: "Thank you, but there is no need."

There was a confident smile in his eyes: "The person I, Lin Luoshui wants to save, even the god of death cannot take away."

"It's really not necessary, sometimes, living is a kind of pain." It's too late, the mother's mind has been made up, and the mother has already thought about it.

Maybe it was those two days, watching me go around looking for Lin Luoshui, seeing me being rejected all the time.

Mother loves me, and she is most reluctant to let me be wronged.

He was a little surprised, but he still stopped in front of me, looking at my painful facial features: "Yun Zhiqiu, are you sure you don't want me to save your mother?" He rested his chin in one hand, looked at my dilapidated cabin, Slowly said: "I won't charge you a cent."

I still shook my head: "Although my mother will leave, I will be very lonely, but I will come." No matter how bitter the years are, they will pass slowly.

He chuckled: "It's a waste of time for me to come here."

"Thank you, Young Master Lin, I don't hate you guys, really, it's just that I'm too stupid." That's why he can play with it.

Looking up at him calmly: "I will see later that we are still strangers. I don't know you, and you don't know me either."

"Oh, why?" His eyebrows were raised high: "Maybe he will make up for you if he feels guilty, and let you have a good life that you can't get in this life."

I lowered my head and smiled faintly: "I actually don't want to know you guys. I will remember to keep you far away, son of a rich family."

He coughed twice in embarrassment, and then said, "Then I'm leaving."

I nodded, and he looked at me deeply for a while before turning his head and leaving.

I slumped and sat on the ground weakly, with my face buried in my knees, and many, many tears couldn't help but burst out of my eyes.

What hurts me more than refusing to save my favorite mother.

The quiet sound of the wind began to blow on the wooden house.

I really want to be with my mother, but I don't dare to watch her slowly leave. The pain is like using a blunt knife to slowly twist my heart one by one.

(End of this chapter)