The maid is the queen

Chapter 115

I answered the call: "Stingy, selfish?" Choose one of the two, and still love to hold grudges.

"That's not what I said." He looked at me treacherously.

This fear of death, really, is still abducting me, but forget it, there are not many friends in the palace.

"Let me make medicine for you, you dangerous person, now the emperor has ordered me to cure you, I don't want to make trouble, you remember a few, don't run around, don't eat, don't trust people, a little More dangerous than a little bit, you know?"

I nodded and said seriously: "I see, Lin Luoshui genius doctor, be careful, the emperor probably doesn't like you, oops, why does my throat feel a little uncomfortable, I want to drink soup, it is delicious , thick, with the smell of bones."

I still remember that at the time of miscarriage, he was the one who gave me soup to replenish my body.

"I'm not a slave." He complained.

I don't care if you are, sometimes enslaving a very unwilling person is really a good mood, I will carry on well, doctor Lin Luoshui, ah, what you said is that only women and villains are difficult Yang, I really want to be a good woman and villain, ha ha.

Light a candle at night, watch the light until I fall into a deep sleep. From here, I can see the palace in front of me. The lights are brilliant. I don’t know whose palace is full of joy tonight, singing like a song of phoenix and phoenix.The night wind is very cold, I miss Xu very much.

In fact, I know what Yuanyuan is worried about. Yuanyuan and Lu Yao are worried that when I come here, the emperor will forget me after he has a new favorite.

Sometimes for a while, that could be for a lifetime.

I know, I know, I'm betting, one year, two years or three years, if he doesn't love me and doesn't remember me, I can really let him go, and I can also feel indifferent.

This guy Lin Luoshui really has to be called a friend. He brought me sweet-scented osmanthus wine. He said to drink some when he woke up in the middle of the night. Gotta slow down.

Fingers slide across the night sky, carrying my trembling and loneliness, in the northwest, are you okay now?In the northwest you held my hand, the warmth penetrated to the bottom of my heart, I know you have me in your heart, in fact, I suppressed myself hard, and I laughed and laughed in front of him, do you know that the heart under my smile is not hapiness.

Everyone in the palace doesn't know it, but I know you can understand it.

Hehe, I respect you, Xia Juntang, from the northwest, I wonder if you have fallen asleep.

The thick night is like silk, like tea, a little sweet, a little bitter, and a little astringent.

This is how I lived in Taoxin, and Lin Luoshui brought all kinds of things to make up for me every day, and the meals sent by the palace were also excellent, after all, Lu Yao was still managing my life .

Day by day, I just feel empty in my heart, and I don’t know when it will end.

Yuancao took care of me more carefully and thoughtfully, and she knew what I wanted as soon as I reached out.

Leaning on the main rail to blow the wind and look at the clouds, the cloud eyebrows will be more sad, the sky is getting colder, but what can I do, I still feel like I have nothing.

"What are you looking at?" Lin Luoshui asked from behind me.

"Look at the clouds."

"What's so interesting about this, Zhiqiu, let me tell you something."

"What's the matter?" I looked at him with my chin in my hand.

He rolled his eyes: "Miss Wanyi, don't look at me like that, I'm not a three-year-old child, how cute are you pretending to be?"

Go, I'm still blinking and pretending to be innocent and cute.

He brushed off the non-existent dust on his clothes, raised a pretty face, and began to announce: "I'm getting married, don't you envy me?"

"Why do I see the stars falling from the sky in broad daylight." I was still envious, I was speechless to him, but I was so happy, it was a good thing.

"Yeah, I'm getting married." He breathed a sigh of relief: "If you have anything valuable, give it away."

He said it so simply, as if he was really proud, but in his eyes, there was a hint of disappointment that couldn't fool anyone.

"Which lady is it?" I asked him softly.

He said, "Ms. Mu Guifei's family."

"Do you not like it?"

"I like it." He said: "Can I not like it? But what if I don't like it, I have to learn from you, no matter what, don't let yourself feel too bad, right?"

Alas, the matter of marriage, the order of the parents, the words of the matchmaker, always cannot be controlled by oneself.

"You don't like it, but you don't have to get married. I agree with your escaping marriage."

He raised his lips and smiled, and leaned against the railing to look at the umbrella-shaped tree below: "Your idea is shocking to the world, and you let me escape from marriage, that's all, they are all going to get married anyway, if someone else chooses it, it will save trouble. "

"But, don't you have someone you like?" How difficult it is to be married to someone you don't like. I think I know how painful it is not to be with someone you like.

He smiled softly, not taking it seriously: "The person I like doesn't like me, really, why tell you so much, you still have to give gifts, there must have been a lot of treasures in the good old days."

"Just thinking about my things, you will say that it was a good time in the past, but now ten days and eight days, one month has passed, I am still like this, the door is the most neglected, you know, I don't hide anything, How will I live when I get old in the future? Will you help me? Why don’t you give me some, let’s be friends. I think I’m old, my body is not good, my eyes are not working well, I will be very miserable . ” If you want to dig valuable things from me, there is no way.

He laughed loudly: "You greedy ghost, come on, don't tell me how pitiful you are, Zhiqiu, are you going to go on like this?"

I shrugged: "What else can I do, I can't change anything."

"The emperor's favorite now is Li Ruohong and Li Wanyi. Zhiqiu, tell me, are you afraid that you will be forgotten?" He asked me seriously.

I still shook my head: "Not afraid."

"I don't know what you're thinking?" he murmured.

I think, I don't know, I seem to be waiting, looking at his confidante, let's stop before I get old.

Lin Luoshui can still be regarded as a friend. After that time, he would never hide anything from me, and would tell me anything.

I recognize Li Ruohong. Before I entered the palace, I was the savage woman the emperor was with. Once I got favored, Li Ruohong was silent.

"Zhiqiu, tell me what to say about you, if not, let me help you, but I think you are very happy now, if you return to the emperor's side, you will still encounter many dangers, There is an undercurrent lurking in the palace, I thought the emperor was protecting you and let you come here, but now I am a little confused, almost two months, Zhiqiu." He looked at me with pity: "I'm afraid he is ...."

"It's okay, he forgot about me, it's better, he loves me a lot, maybe I want to be satisfied, but sometimes I still feel tired. I know I can't get out of him, I've already Accept your fate." He doted on me, just like he doted on Concubine Mu Gui the most at the beginning, and he didn't even look at it in the end.

It's really hard to meet the love of an ordinary man and say it will never change. It depends on luck. What I lack the most is luck.The love of the emperor is even more ethereal like the moon in the clouds and water in the sky, which can only be seen but not grasped.

"The time when I got married was just before the new year, Zhiqiu, Juntang will come back."

"He...he...will come back?" My heart was suffocated, and I became a little nervous.

He nodded: "Yes, I wrote to him, and he said that he would come back. He asked about you, and I told him."

"It's disgusting, who told you to tell me." I don't want him to know my situation, I don't know that he won't feel sorry for me, I thought a year would pass quickly like this, Lin Luoshui is his very good friend, His marriage, but he wants to rush back.

"Zhiqiu, I know that the one you like in your heart is Juntang, don't deny it, you can't always hide a distant longing in the depths of your eyes, you are dismissive of your status in the palace, why are you What is it? You can’t fool anyone.” His words were like a rope, tying me tightly word by word.

I thought I hid it well, and I also worked very hard to reconcile with the emperor, and I worked very hard to make myself happy, but Lin Luoshui not only heals diseases, but also peeps at the heart, and he can actually see it .

Is it because I am so happy to come to Taoxinju.

Could it be that the emperor also saw it, so he did as I wished and never let me go back.

This night, Lin Luoshui's words were trapped, and he couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning.

The wind in the middle of the night was getting colder and colder. I wrapped myself tightly in the quilt and put several hand warmers under the quilt, but I still felt a bit cold.

Isn’t it strange for people to dote on them in the palm of their hand, but to accept them vainly, and miss them with their hearts even if they are impossible to get.

It was the hand holding that time that made me miss his warmth so much, I always think of it.

It's just that this miss is not clever enough for people to see through it. What a Lin Luoshui, he awakened the dreamer with a single word. The emperor is such a shrewd person. You Lin Luoshui can see that he has long since I can see it.

He indulged himself in the harem, pampering whoever he wanted, and whoever he wanted to be Wanyi could be Wanyi.He was telling me that I could be replaced, but I was so stupid that I didn't think about anything else.

The weather is getting colder and colder. Unknowingly, some of the green leaves under Taoxinju are turning yellow and trembling in the cold wind.

Tighten the shawl on my body, at this time of day, I was still sleeping on the bed, but I had no sleep all night, I went in again anxiously, wanted to pour some water to drink, the kettle was empty, and ran downstairs calling for the reason, but the reason was not there .

It's so early, I don't know what to do, I suddenly don't want to stay in the house, I want to go out for a walk.

The sky is still white and cold, and the hoarfrost on the ground can make the toes curl up.I inhaled the cold smell deeply, seeing that the mahogany leaves were covered with a white layer, I didn't dare to touch them, but I walked forward.

From a distance, she seemed to see the reason, but she didn't know what she was doing, she seemed to be talking to someone.

When I got closer, I heard the reason saying: "The child is fine, so don't come to me again."

Strange, what kind of child, could it be Xu's thing.

(End of this chapter)