The maid is the queen

Chapter 118
If it's with Xia Juntang, it's not the case. I never dared to think about it before. I just said that it was impossible for us.Now I still want to live that life as a couple, and I want to continue that fate.

He Xu rolled on the ground, he happily climbed onto my body, and then rode up to ask me to hug him.

Those beautiful eyes are more and more like Lin Shangyi. He probably doesn’t know how his mother and concubine died, and I don’t want to guess more. When Lin Shangyi was in labor, who sent the soup, I was very sad at the time I wanted to investigate, but Yuan Yuan kindly advised me not to investigate further.I am extremely angry, is it him?

I called softly: "Yinger, Yinger." Your mother's name is Yingying. When you grow up, you should remember your nickname.

Lu Yao went back with Ying'er, but she didn't say what she wanted to say.

In fact, I do know that she feels a little guilty towards me. It was the queen mother who let me live here, and it was the queen mother who asked her to give birth to a prince. Today's situation is my fall from favor.

When the Queen took Ying'er away, the reason why she didn't give her the little clothes to Ying was that I didn't have the time to say it.

It was snowing so hard that I had no reason to pick plum blossoms. I was looking for bottles in the utility room.

I have to find a better one to bring out the arrogance and cleanliness of the plum blossoms. Someone is eating outside: "Yun Zhiqiu."

I heard Lin Luoshui's voice, so I didn't greet him, but replied, "Sit down for a while, I'm looking for a bottle, it will be ready soon."

Grabbing her hair, she thought, "Where is it? I clearly remember a very white vase?"

Thinking and thinking: "Hehe, I remembered, it's on here." I tiptoed to get it, but I couldn't reach it anyway, and I tiptoed again and again, and I almost reached it.

A hand passed over my head and took the vase down.

The faint smell of grass, mixed with the smell of wind and snow, swirled under the tip of my nose. I turned around and looked at him. It was really him, like a dream.

He smiled softly: "If you can't get it, you can move a stool, Zhiqiu."

I raised my head and rubbed my hair naturally: "It's messy, don't blink, it's me, it's me, Xia Juntang." The voice like a charm, soft and mellow, rang to the bottom of my heart.

The blinking eyes were full of joy and tears, and tears fell drop by drop.

He came suddenly, didn't say hello, and didn't say anything in advance. It was really a big shock. After I realized it, I took a deep breath and said, "Hurry up, the reason is very fast. I’m back.” If the emperor finds out, that’s fine.

But he still smiled: "You can't do this, I brought you a vase, you have to let me drink some tea before leaving, I think my clothes won't provoke people."

Yes, he was wearing the clothes of a guard, walking in the palace, so he would not attract people's attention at first glance, but if you look seriously, you will still feel that he is handsome and mighty, standing out from the crowd.

"That...." I scratched my messy hair again, I didn't know what to say.

He smiled gently at me, lowered his head slightly and looked at me with his dark eyes: "Zhiqiu, you are getting more and more beautiful."

I thought, should I laugh?But I really laughed out loud.

"Xia Juntang, why did you come back?" Finally asked.

He had other intentions: "I don't worry about being alone. I'm waiting for a reason to come back. I'm back, Zhiqiu. If it makes you worry, I will leave soon."

"That's not what I meant." I didn't want him to leave right away.

"I came back quietly, don't worry." He said in a low voice.

I shook my head: "Don't underestimate the emperor, nothing is secret, if he wants to know something, nothing in the world can hide it from him."

"But I want to come back, even the eight thousand miles of wind and snow can't stop me, Zhiqiu, how are you doing? Tell me, how are you doing?" He asked me in a low voice.

I sighed softly, and then smiled sweetly: "Not bad, really. I fell out of favor here, actually I got two words, guess what?"

"Tranquility and peace of mind." He said four words.

But it's not far from ten. What I want to say is the word Anle.

Xia Juntang, he always knows me very well.

As soon as he came back, what to do, the heart that was still hesitating seemed to fly a little, what to do, what to do?When I saw him, I felt a longing in my heart, I wanted to fly out of this palace.

"Zhiqiu." He looked at me and said seriously: "I didn't want to find you in the northwest, but the emperor finally found me, and I want to tell you that in the northwest, I almost made a decision. I want to hold your hand and keep on holding on, let's make it clear to the emperor."

I was shocked, it turned out that he had the same idea at the time.

I was also thinking about it at the time, but I didn't dare to gamble with him.

"Come back this time, Zhiqiu, do you dare to bet with me once?" Taking a deep breath, his eyes locked on me: "I want to be with you, Zhiqiu, I want to take you out of this palace, I want to take you to the northwest."

The wings in my heart are flying and flying, carrying me floating, unable to get off my feet.

He finally said it, so direct, so frank.

I could hear my own heart beating, and it was about to jump out.

"Zhiqiu, do you dare?" He asked softly, "You can also take me as a joke." After a long time without hearing my answer, a trace of disappointment and disappointment slipped through his black eyes. sigh.

I didn't speak, but my head nodded slightly.

Just like this, my heart was dragged down by some emotions, even if there is a bottomless abyss below, with him holding my hand, I dare to jump down.

I know that once he comes back, my heart will be totally messed up.

I'm afraid to see him, but I want to see him again, these two days, this kind of thought has been worrying me.

Now, he gave me a choice, and we no longer secretly sigh.

I think, I am willing to bet that he can give me more happiness, I am willing to hold hands with him to face a lot of suffering, I am not afraid of suffering, what I am most afraid of is the loneliness of being alone.

The emperor is someone who cannot be loved, but I want to find someone to love, so that my heart will not be empty. In my whole life, I can no longer have children, and my relatives have left me one by one.The emperor is a heartless person, that kind of short-lived love is as beautiful as fireworks.

Someone told me that fireworks are very beautiful, but they are very lonely. After the splendor, how can I go through the long days and nights?Wait, I waited day after day, my time passed so slowly moment after moment.

He smiled, and the sunshine as gentle as April shone lightly on my body, revealing the warmth of my whole body and a wonderful spring in the world.

He reached out and took my hand again.

That kind of warmth, how familiar it is, it is connected with what I dreamed about in my dream, and it is tied with the hand-holding in the Northwest.

I turned my head to look at him and said stupidly: "Pinch my face."

He really squeezed, the slight pain made my mind clearer, and he smiled softly: "Zhiqiu, it's true, I don't want to let go of your hand anymore, the previous me was always a bit less Courage, now in the northwest, I have been washed by wind and frost, and I have acquired some pride in the northwest. What I want and what I like, I have to be brave. After you left the northwest, I became restless, I thought, Will he treat you as before? I think of the blood on your hands waiting to be rescued in the sedan chair. I always have nightmares. I don’t want to think about it, I don’t want to regret it anymore, so I keep writing and asking Lin Luoshui Regarding your matter, Zhiqiu, in fact, I know that you moved to Taoxinju, so you should still have me in your heart."

He is still so smart, he can easily guess my heart.

"I came back because Lin Luoshui took pity on you and me. He said he could help us."

"I'm willing to bet this once." I lowered my head and looked at him.

I think my eyes at that time must be the same as before, with my confidence and perseverance.

His fingers slid across my face, and I was the only one he had eyes for.

"Zhiqiu, hurry up." Lin Luoshui called outside.

Xia Juntang said cautiously, "Someone is here."

After listening carefully, the rustling sound was getting louder and louder: "The reason is back, go to the back room."

He took his hand and ran to the inner room, then closed the door, and saw that Lin Luoshui also closed the window, there were some footsteps coming from the stairs, and there was a reason to call while walking: "Mother, the plum blossoms are all in bloom, so beautiful Come on, the red one may be later, but the white one is also pretty."

I opened the door and poked my head out: "Auntie, it's so cold outside, thank you for picking plum blossoms, Imperial Physician Lin came to see me, you go and make some porridge first, I want to eat porridge today."

I pretended to speak in a normal tone, and the reason didn't doubt me, because whenever Lin Luoshui came, I always chatted with him for a long time, because the aunt also did her own thing, she knew I was in the palace, so that's it A friend, the former Yang Yan, did not work as a guard in the palace anymore.

"Okay, empress, let's go to the reason first, and call out loudly if you have anything to do."

I smiled: "Okay, okay, because of auntie, I won't order you around. You know, when someone comes, you have to order him." Enslaving him will make you feel good.

Yuan also covered his mouth and smiled: "Ma'am, you are so serious, Yuan is going to cook porridge, and the doors and windows are closed so you don't get cold."

"Yeah." I nodded and closed the door.

Leaning on the door, my heart was beating, and I snorted coldly when I saw their funny eyes: "It's also very difficult to deceive people." Who told me that I don't have the habit of deceiving people?

Xia Juntang fetched a blanket, put it on the chair and waved to me: "Zhiqiu, come, sit here."

"You may not be so careful with me." Lin Luoshui raised his eyebrows: "We have been brothers for so many years."

"Don't laugh at Zhiqiu, Zhiqiu's body is not good enough to catch cold." He still said calmly.

I went to sit down, it was so soft and warm, so comfortable.

"Okay, let's talk about something serious. As soon as I say I can help, I will definitely help." Lin Luoshui didn't talk nonsense, and directly turned to the topic.

I felt my heart beating hard, and I was afraid and worried when I talked about it.

(End of this chapter)