The maid is the queen

Chapter 126

Xia Juntang, hehe, I want to laugh, I want to get drunk, I wake up in the middle of the night, what a pain.

This kind is called lovesickness.

The new year passed like this, and I still couldn't get up. The first day of the new year was the most lively time in the palace, and the second day of the new year was a very sad time. I asked Yuan Yuan not to bring me food, and I couldn't eat anything.

The wind whipped up the snow, and it thumped against the door and the floor window. I don't know who sighed silently, and who was angry silently.

His hurt eyes made me sigh.

But isn't it dispensable to him that I am in the palace?Why do you care so much?A slap on the body doesn't hurt, but a slap on the face is called pain.

The queen mother in the palace wanted to kill me and couldn't tolerate me, but he doted on me.

I wonder what is left of me living in such an environment?
When it's very cold, I curl up my body. I dreamed that when I first entered the palace, he always wanted to give in to me. In Haitang Residence, I was so cold, but he hugged me and warmed my hands and feet.

I and what I am obsessed with is a very distant and pure love. When he slapped me, I realized, do I deserve it?Forget it, what is wrong and right now is irrelevant.

Xia Juntang and Lin Luoshui didn't want the Queen Mother to kill me, so they boldly planned to let me out of the palace. The most important thing was to keep me alive.

Three years, five years, ten years later, life is just a sudden dream. When I wake up, my hair is full of white hair. Xia Juntang, maybe there is someone by your side. That is what I look forward to most, the person I love, I hope he will not be sad alone, don't say that his life is just a melancholy, just a beautiful and hopeless waiting.

Your Majesty, a person I once hated, a person whom I once thought about, burned, and died, he was hurt, and he would never come to see me.

How can a proud heart allow such a blow.

Who owes whom and who knows?

Waking up in a daze, Yuanyuan poured something into his mouth to eat.

She cried and begged: "Mother, please eat something, you can't eat or drink."

I'm not determined to die, but I really can't eat.

I couldn't swallow the porridge I poured into my mouth. I used her strength to get up, and I couldn't sit still. The injury on my buttocks hadn't healed yet, so I could only lie on my stomach and drink a few sips of water before falling down weakly.

"I'm fine." I said weakly, "I'm just tired, just let me rest for a few days."

It's just a board, what's so great, I haven't experienced any kind of suffering, and now I can't get up, it's the pain on the face, the pain is in the heart.

Yuanyuan no longer persuaded me, but the heartache in her eyes was real.

Day after day, I lay on the bed and I don’t know how many days, I grasped the wolf tooth tightly in my fingers, and let the sharp side penetrate into the palm of my hand, so that I would be calmer, more real, let myself go, You can think, you can lament, just give yourself a little time.

When I fully recovered, I was so thin that I was trembling, and I felt my heart beating weakly even when I was sitting, and it hadn’t snowed outside the window for a long time.

I scratched the edge of the window, and the broken window paper couldn't stop the cold outside.

"Your Majesty." Yuan Yuan brought hot water over: "Your Majesty, drink some water."

I tried my best to show the brightest smile: "Why, don't call me your mother anymore, I'm not anymore." That belongs to the past, before the new year, all my memories have been buried in the past.

The one who overcomes all hardships is not a god, but must overcome them by himself.

She went out in silence, and I touched my face, dry and prickly.

I got out of bed and picked up the hot water on the table, and drank it in small sips until my heart felt warm.

The baby's scolding came from outside, especially loud in the cold palace.

I went outside, Yuan Yuan was chopping firewood with an axe, I sat on the threshold and watched: "Yu Yuan, didn't someone bring food here?"

"It will be very cold when the snow melts, because I picked up those branches and came back, waiting for the snow to melt..." She glanced at me and said, "Let the lady not be cold."

"It's great to have you by my side." I sighed softly, it's really a blessing from my previous life.

"The reason is not good at all." She chopped very hard, almost hitting the ax, and the firewood split in half. I didn't know a woman could have such great strength.

She doesn't look much older than me.

I looked at the reason: "Yi, why did you come to the Leng Palace with me? You are careful and thoughtful in everything you do in the palace, and you never offend anyone. If you don't come to the Leng Palace, you will have a better place to go."

I also asked casually, but even I felt a little weird after asking.

Yes, why did she follow me to endure hardships? The hearts of the people in the palace, to be honest, among women, there are really few good ones.

Yuanyuan wiped the sweat off his face, and said cautiously: "Miss is very good to Yuanyuan, and she doesn't treat Yuan as a servant. What a servant in the palace doesn't want is rich clothes and good food, and doesn't want a bright future. She just wants to have a respect from herself." , I am very happy to be alive, and I have enjoyed the blessings with Miss, and I have read some books, and I know what it means to share joys and sorrows."

After she finished speaking, I was a little ashamed. I felt that I was really narrow-minded. How could I doubt the reason?If she had harmed me, she would have had the chance to kill me long ago, so why follow me to the cold palace.

Lowering his head with a guilty conscience, he heard the cry of the baby again: "How can there be a cry of a child? Is it because my ears are not good, and I have some auditory hallucinations."

Yuan Yuan shook his head and said, "No, Miss. The deposed Concubine Li is not far from here. She gave birth to a daughter and is still in limbo."

"Why?" After all, it is the emperor's flesh and blood, why not send it outside the cold palace.

It’s not good to raise them in the cold palace. Many things here are not as good as those in the palace. Adults don’t care about what to eat and use.
"Miss, Concubine Li was very tyrannical and domineering during her lifetime. She offended many people in the palace. No one wanted to bring her a child. If someone retaliated against her, she would have nothing to do with her. Who would want to bring a princess by her side? What about a child that neither the emperor nor the empress dowager likes."

Don't like a person, even hate her, but what is the crime of the child.

Alas, Lenggong is just in the valley, looking up at the mountain peaks, seeing all those flowers showing off, each out of their own way to compete for favor and love. After standing for a long time, I actually understand in my heart. How many springs do flowers bloom? , There will always be beautiful people coming in, and the old age is getting old, what can I use to keep the king's heart.

I wonder if I should also be thankful that I won't have any more children, otherwise there will be endless entanglements.

I am a selfish person, so I raised my lips lightly and smiled: "The reason, it's getting late, you go back first." Although there are still vacant houses here, they are extremely dilapidated, without even a quilt, so the reason is to go back. Go live where the maid lives.

After giving birth to a daughter, Concubine Li fought back and forth, but it was only a daughter.It's really lucky, if it's the prince, she doesn't know how much worry she would have to worry about.

It was getting dark, I stood up and went in, the food was already cold and placed on the wooden table, I put down my chopsticks after eating some.

Xu, I don't worry about Lu Yao, although the queen mother wants to kill me, she is still good to Xu, after all, she is the eldest son of the emperor.

Sleeping with the quilt hugged, it is completely quiet now.

The snowmelt of February passed by so coldly, and in the cold spring of March, accompanied by the cry of the baby, it came again, and finally the sun shone down, and I saw that the bare leaves began to bloom. Green shoots.

I still don't like to go out of the yard, I always like to doze off by rubbing against something, or it's the threshold, or it's the wall.

Until April, seeing the thick green, the reason woke me up: "Miss, don't sleep any more, you see there are birds dancing."

I took a look, closed my eyes again, and said softly, "I'm so sleepy."

"Miss, you sleep all day long, so that you will get sleepier and sleepier." She disagreed.

"I'm sleepy, I just want to sleep, okay?" Dazedly, he didn't even want to open his eyes.

In the cold palace, no one pesters or bothers me any more, and there is no so-called pampering, so no one will harm me anymore, even the queen mother who wants to kill me has no intention of killing me.

I snickered in my heart, rubbing against the corner of the wall was still more sleepy.

For some reason last night, I looked at the stars alone and saw tears in my eyes. It must be the blurred stars that blurred my eyes.

"Miss, don't make excuses, just go out for a walk."

I shook off Yuan's hand: "No, spring is for sleeping." Chunmian Chunmian can also be very happy in the cold palace, because you don't have to worry about food and drink, you don't have to do things, you can sleep when you want, and you can eat when you are hungry. , Compared with my previous distressed life at home, it is really much better.

Seeing that he couldn't say anything about me, he just sighed and didn't say anything more.

But after a while, she came over again and said, "Miss, you can go to sleep, Qiao Liang is here."

These words scared me so much that I almost fell to the ground, no way, there are people in the cold palace who will come to see me.

I rubbed my eyes, it was true.

Qiao Liang stood timidly at the door of the wooden courtyard and looked at me. He was dressed in a white palace uniform, which made him look sweeter and cleaner. He was holding a basket in his hand, and he was standing outside with two maids.

I looked at her, she looked at me, and I smiled: "Why is Mr. Qiao Liang here in the cold palace?"

She said softly, "I'll come and see you."

"Hehe, thank you, I'm having a good time." Really caring.

"Can I come in?" she asked outside.

I was taken aback, then laughed: "Come in!"

Those maids and father-in-law who come here never say hello and ask if they can come in. In their eyes, people in the cold palace don't need to be respected. After a long time, I got used to it. Instead, suddenly someone is so polite, I think strangeness.

Yuanyuan welcomed her in, enthusiastically making tea.

Qiao Liang was still so beautiful, but her sweet face was just a little more weathered and mature.

She didn't say much, and brought out the dim sum in the basket plate by plate, and even said shyly: "I wonder if your mother still likes the dim sum made by Qiao Feng?"

(End of this chapter)