The maid is the queen

Chapter 129 Concubine Li's Sadness

However, I bit my lip, unable to see what he was thinking in the dark.

He stood up and said, "Then I'll go back first."

I went back with complicated thoughts, looking back at the dark forest, full of sadness and heaviness.

It's like a dream, he's never been like this, and I would rather he was cold and arrogant, looking at me arrogantly, teasing me, and laughing at me.

I didn't sleep well all night, and the next day I went to the woods in the Lenggong with a feeling of uneasiness, but found that there was nothing there like before, and none of the wine bottles were there. Sniffing the bottom of the tree, I found that there was still a faint smell of alcohol.

I don't know how much he will drink if no one stops him after I leave.

Sit down, this time, it's my turn to sigh here.

The woods are very quiet, I don't know why I keep thinking about that sentence, Zhiqiu, you still care about me, so it can be regarded as you care about me.I covered my ears and didn't want to hear it, but the sound still came out from the ground.

Going back in a state of embarrassment, Yuan was doing needlework. I went in and felt bored, and then came out to stand, watching Yuan stuff something into the sewing basket in a hurry. I remained calm, then sat aside and said: "Why, I want to drink water."

She smiled: "Miss, you are very worried, I will pour water."

As soon as she went in, I looked through the sewing basket, saw the cute little shoes, and when she came out with water, I shook my head triumphantly and said, "Hehe, why, so you are doing this."

Her face turned pale instantly: "Miss."

"What small shoes, what are you doing hiding?" Can Xu wear such big shoes now?I remember when I left him, his little feet were so small.

The cup in Yuanyuan's hand slipped and fell to the ground, and I was startled: "Yuan, what's wrong with you, it's okay, okay, I won't rummage through your things next time, you are so kind to Xu, haha."

Yuanyuan lowered his head to pick up the broken cups, his face was ugly, maybe he was too excited, the fragments of the cup stabbed his hand, and bright red blood flowed out.

"Why?" I called her worriedly.

"Miss, I'm fine." She said flatly, "My hands slipped for a while."

"It's fine. You don't look good. Are you too tired? Why don't you go back and have a rest first. Also, the child you made for Xu is too big, he won't be able to wear it." I said Put it back.

"Then why should you be smaller next time, Miss, because you feel a little uncomfortable today, why go back first, and wait here for lunch, you must remember to eat."

"Okay." I nodded and smiled sweetly: "Go."

When she left, she took her sewing basket with her, and I didn't suspect anything at the time, I just thought that the reason was very good for Xu, because in the palace, I only knew Xu, the eldest son of the emperor.

At noon I stood by the door and waited for the food deliverers to come. They also delivered here first, and then went to other places. I took a casual look and found that mine was better than others.

There is a steamed fish. I also like to eat fish very much on weekdays, but looking at it now, I feel that I can't eat it. Concubine Li's child over there cried again.

I went over with the fish and porridge. Under the tree, Concubine Li was coaxing the child. When she saw me coming, she lowered her head and was still coaxing: "Don't cry, don't cry, we will eat soon."

I put down the porridge and fish, and she whispered, "Thank you."

I smiled, turned and left without saying a word.

"sorry."

I sigh in my heart, the will of a person will really be tortured in the cold palace, self-esteem, arrogance, face, nothing can compare to the reality, after a long time, those illusory things will know that they are unreliable.

I'm not a nice guy, I just pity the kid.

After walking far away, she could still hear her low sobbing voice coaxing the child, which was also somewhat sour.

At night, my heart feels uncomfortable like being bitten by ants, and I don't know whether to go out or not.

After all, calmness is still above my heart. I didn't go out, and he didn't come this night.

The next morning, I still went to the woods, where the smell of alcohol had not been blown away by the wind.

I don't know how to say it, I don't even know if he often drinks here, if it's a means, it can make me feel more uncomfortable, then he did it.

A person who is obviously proud, why pretend to be weak, is obviously not like that, not like that.

When I came back in a daze, I saw Concubine Li walking away with the baby in her arms, and I smiled flatteringly, so I smiled too and moved away from her, but she said, "Zhiqiu, can you help me hold the baby? You Don't mind, I don't have any purpose, I heard people here say that you are very good to children, I know that I was jealous and did some very excessive things at that time."

I said lightly: "I don't want to talk about the past." I ignored her and left.

I won't have children anymore, and I can only like other people's children.

That night was really like a dream, he didn't come to tell me to go out anymore, and I didn't see him again, lying on the bed and taking a nap, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, the crying of the child gave me a headache.

I sat up, Yuanyuan looked at the door and said, "Miss, why don't I go over and have a look."

"Okay." It was really noisy, but Concubine Li didn't coax her.

After a while, Yuanyuan came back and said calmly: "Miss, it's okay, I told her to take care of her child and stop disturbing you."

"What happened to her?" I asked casually.

"Miss, she seems a little uncomfortable, and she said the child is too."

As soon as I heard it, I became more and more depressed, so I went out with my hair all curled up, and the reason called me: "Miss, where are you going?"

"I'll go and have a look." Both the mother and daughter were sick.

"Miss, don't abuse your kindness. Miss knows how she harmed Miss back then. Who knows if she is deliberately trying to frame Miss now, and then take the opportunity to make trouble and send her child outside." Yuan Yuan stopped I, very seriously.

I smiled and said, "I'm already in limbo now, what else can I do? That's fine, I'll come and have a look."

I knocked on the door outside, coughed a few times inside and said softly: "She will fall asleep in a while, and she will stop crying soon."

"It's me." I said softly.

After a while she came to open the door, with bloodshot eyes in her haggard eyes, she was a little surprised to see me, but still welcomed me into the room.

The little baby was still crying on the bed, her voice was hoarse.

"What's wrong?" I asked softly.

She let out a long sigh and said, "Last night, I started to feel unwell. Maybe I was a little sad. It passed on to her. The baby will not cry or cry."

She picked it up, the child's face was flushed, and he was crying so miserably, it made me feel sore.

I thought about how I took care of Xu before, the water on the table was cold, I sighed a little: "If you don't mind, I'll bring it for you for a while, you rest first."

I am sick, how to take care of the child, the child is weak and can't resist these diseases at all, I have talked with Lin Luoshui a lot, and I understand more or less of these things.

When she heard it, she was very grateful: "Zhiqiu, I'm sorry to trouble you."

Carrying the baby back home, Yuanyuan was startled, I coaxed her softly, poured some warm water, tried it with my lips, and then fed her, and slowly stopped crying, looking at me with teary eyes.

I smiled at her gently, and asked Yuanyuan softly: "Could Yuanyuan invite the imperial doctor or a medical lady to come in to have a look at her in the cold palace?"

Yuan said: "It's very little, unless the father-in-law outside is willing to accommodate, but it will cost a lot of money."

"Oh." I was a little disappointed. Fortunately, I was in good health and rarely got sick.After entering the cold palace, let alone my valuables, I only have the wolf teeth, but they cannot be exchanged, so I told Yuan Yuan: "Yuan Yuan, cook some porridge, and add some that I picked up last time." petals, that can detoxify and reduce fire."

The child's face was really hot, and he wanted to cry after drinking water.

I changed her into a wet towel to cool down her fever, walked and coaxed her in my arms, and slowly she fell asleep peacefully.She's so small, about the same as Xu at that time, she must be more than a month old, but she can't even crawl.

I gently put her on the bed, almost sent a bowl to Concubine Li, and waited for the child to wake up to feed her some.

But in the evening, I was a little scared, because her body temperature was getting hotter and hotter.

Although it is not my child, it is not mine. If something happens in my hands, it is really not good.

I carried the child back to Concubine Li, Concubine Li coughed uncomfortably, and stood up quickly when she saw me coming: "Zhiqiu, I'm really sorry for your inconvenience."

"It's not a big deal, but the child is not as hot as an adult, her body is very hot, and there is no medicine to feed her now, I'm really afraid that something will happen, a child is not as good as an adult, you can't let her be so hot. "

When she was startled, she panicked: "Then what should I do, what should I do? Zhiqiu, I have to go and ask them to hire a doctor girl for me."

"It's fine, I'll ask Yuan to look for money later." It has to be seen, and it can't be delayed.

Confused, she said, "I'll be right there."

After holding the child, she hurriedly ran out of the cold palace. I don't think those people really care about it, after all, the child is the blood of the real emperor.

I stretched and went back, sat in front of the door and looked at the golden light. It was really beautiful. The small yard was also well-maintained. It felt like home. I planted some flowers. Although they didn’t bloom, they were still very beautiful. pleasing.

I took a spoonful of water and drenched it for a while, cleaned my hands and waited for dinner. The reason was strange: "Why hasn't it been delivered tonight?"

"Why, you go back first, I will eat by myself when I come later."

"That's fine, miss, I'll go first."

Not long after she left, she ran back in a hurry, and yelled loudly before she arrived, "Miss, it's okay, something happened outside?"

"What happened?" I jumped out of my chair.

"Concubine Li hit her head against the wall, bleeding, and got into a mess with the guards of the cold palace."

As soon as I heard it, I was anxious: "Hurry up and have a look."

Walking to the gate of the cold palace, there were already many people around, and food was spilled all over the floor. Several father-in-laws looked at her angrily: "It's true that I'm tired of work."

(End of this chapter)