The maid is the queen

Chapter 138

"Why? I don't like the Yang family very much." Not at all.

I would rather be poor and hungry than rely on the Yang family.

He stopped writing, looked at me with deep eyes, and said softly: "Even if it's for me, no matter how much I hate it, I will go and stay for a while, and I will pick you up. At that time, I don't want you to be a palace maid, you understand ?"

I think I understand that he is worried, he not only wants me to serve him.

"Zhiqiu, in the harem, you must have a strong backer." He looked at me tenderly: "You promised me that you would always be with me."

"Okay." Just live, I really can't refuse when he said that.

He smiled gently, grabbed my body and put it in front of him: "Zhiqiu, do you feel it? This year's Cicadas are also very wonderful. I want to play a song for you."

"You?" I raised my eyebrows.

"Yes, don't think that I can't play. Da Xiangguo has always valued the piano, and there is no one who grew up in the palace who can't play. I have learned everything since I was a child."

When he got excited, he really got people to move the piano platform, and after tuning it, he was so imposing. With a light flick, the sound was clear and pure, he really was a master.

The piano he plays is different from mine. His voice is powerful and majestic, while mine is mostly mellow and pitiful.

Watching him play the piano is like a painting, a person is like a beautiful painting, elegant and noble, I held my face and looked at him, this is a dragon and phoenix among people, Yun Zhiqiu, you are really a blessing from the previous life , There is such a man who even wants to pamper you carefully, you have to feel satisfied, you have to be grateful, don't think about anything else, just stay by his side and take care of him for the rest of your life.A woman with too many ideas is always more tired than a woman with no ideas.

After he finished playing a song, I applauded: "It's really nice." It's really nice, I know he might have some, but he never showed it.

"If you want to play the piano in the future, I can match with you. Only by being gentle and vigorous can you complement each other." He took the tea and took a shallow sip.

I sighed softly: "I don't want to play the piano anymore. I feel a little uncomfortable when I play it. I'll knock on the bowl. If it breaks, you can buy it for me."

He nodded my forehead: "In ancient times, there was the sound of tearing clothes to make beautiful women laugh, but today, do you still feel lovesick for buying bowls for Yi?"

He always has some doubts intentionally or unintentionally, that's how he doesn't trust people.

"Did you hear that? The baby is crying. I'll go and see. By the way, when will I arrive at the Summer Resort?" I also found an empty place to hold the baby and showed it to Concubine Li.

"The day after tomorrow, but I have something to say first, you have to listen. When I arrive at the Summer Resort, there will be someone with the child. You will accompany me well. I want to have a good rest and relax. There are some things that I think must be sorted out. It's over."

"Okay." I can't let them cling to me too much, I have to learn to grow independently.

It's good to sort out some things, no matter what, I will face the result calmly.

Let go, he is impossible, hehe, I also have this understanding, don't think about it, if the heart is light, there will be no hope, then there will be no disappointment, of course, a little more calm and calm.

In the afternoon, he went to accompany the queen, and I took the baby to find Concubine Li. She saw that the baby was white and fat, and she was very happy, so she hugged her and kissed her directly.

The baby stood up happily, waving her hands in the air. Concubine Li's eyes fell on the baby's wrist, and she was a little surprised: "Zhiqiu?"

"Your stuff is for the baby, of course." How could I want it.

She was a little moved, and held the baby's hand reluctantly: "Zhiqiu, if one day, you still keep this bracelet." One day what?She didn't say, her eyes were filled with pain.

She also doesn't believe that I can protect her daughter, but the baby is so small, it's really unfair to criticize her life and death now.

"Although the emperor is not very close to the baby now, one day, he may make her a princess."

She smiled, but didn't answer. She held the baby's hand and said, "Come on, call your mother."

I told her about the summer trip, and she patted the baby's hand and smiled: "It's great, baby, you can go out, it's so beautiful there, it's great for baby to go and have a look."

Suddenly I remembered something again, and asked me a little cautiously: "Zhiqiu, did you also plan to go to the Summer Resort last year?"

I nodded: "Yes." Originally, it had already been decided, as well as the small pavilion he mentioned, and many, many other things, but in the end it didn't happen.

She looked a little stern: "Zhiqiu, before you went last year, why did you come to see me in the cold palace? Who brought it here in front of you inadvertently? You have to be more careful, Zhiqiu."

I was chilled, no way, I thought about it, if I remember correctly, it was Zhang Xibao.

"The speaker didn't mean it, but the listener listened to it. Otherwise, how could you have come to the cold palace? But I am so arrogant, and no one looks down on me. This person is really not an ordinary person? Zhiqiu, you Just keep an eye on it and be careful."

I let out a long sigh, alas, Zhang Xibao, she wanted to go to the summer resort that year, so she had no intention of saying those things in front of me by the way, but why did she know?
Could it be Concubine Mu who told her? That's really not good. During the summer vacation, there was her and Concubine Mu. I hate Concubine Mu the most, but I can no longer be in front of her. She played me around.

But I never understood that between the emperor and her, there is really no love. She talked about Xia Juntang wantonly, and the emperor didn't seem to care about her much.

After taking the baby back, I was still wrinkling my eyebrows and thinking hard.However, I feel that one thing I have to guard against is that Zhang Xibao is not as kind as it appears on the surface.

I'm not a dead-headed person, I won't think of people so badly, but once I click on friends, I will know why, and Concubine Li will naturally understand why I suddenly went to see her, alas, no matter what It doesn't matter who has that heart, the emperor still has the heart to dote on me, how deep is the fate.

Should I let go of more things, throw away all the distracting thoughts in my heart, and see if he can still move me, and if my heart will still fluctuate because of him.

I don't know what the so-called love is like. To be honest, it is too difficult to forget someone, but the reality is that I am with another man. Am I hypocritical?I asked confusedly, if I really had a choice, I would really not touch anything, just guarding my own loneliness, but this is not allowed, he wants me to love him and care about him.

If he doesn't kill Xia Juntang or Lin Luoshui, what else does he want, then what else can I not sell, all my love and soul have already been sold from the very beginning.

I sighed bitterly, and the baby lay on my shoulder, obediently looking at the scenery behind.The sun is still very poisonous, because I walked with an umbrella, I still feel very hot, I know, I screamed irritably, I was even thinking, maybe I will be quieter when I leave the palace , Summer Resort, last year did not take place but this year, it still continued the previous fate.

"Why, can you go back first?"

Yuanyuan walked into the Zhenghua Palace in silence, she has become quiet now, not saying anything for almost a day, not saying a word, and I know she still cares about me, but now that there is the emperor, she has returned to Zhenghua Palace. Hua Gong, she has nothing to worry about.

She backed away, and I carried the baby down to the magnolia tree.

The magnolia tree, which is as green as a daisy, is basking in the sun quietly, and the wind can't sweep it away, but there are still so many fragrances written on it.

I walked very slowly, and when I took one step, I said, "Forget about him." After one step, I said, "I have forgotten." At the third step, I said, "I forgot."

Tears slid down, I didn't continue walking, just under the third magnolia tree, I picked up the branches and dug the mud vigorously, the baby's small face touched mine, I don't know if it was telling me not to cry.

I kissed her and smiled, I was burying my past, I dug a hole, took off the mace and buried it in.

This memory is buried here, accompanied by the fragrance of magnolia, I can no longer look back.You must have a good life, here we have a promise, now I come back, let the promise guard the wolf teeth, and my helplessness, I will tell you, I will be fine when I start a new life.

Thinking about it, tears still flow.

It was covered with soil and buried tightly. I stood up and saw that there was no one else. I wiped the mud off my hands and went to Zhenghua Palace.

The baby's small mouth kissed me on the face, and the bright black eyes seemed to feel pity.

I smiled and rubbed her face: "When you grow up, don't be like me."

In order to cover up something, when I passed by the Begonia Courtyard, I folded the open Four Seasons Begonia. Anyway, it is quiet here, and I don’t even drive the horses when I live there. I folded it and ran away. The baby thought I was Stealing things, looking around with excited eyes.

Give her some to play with, and go back with a large bunch of begonias in her hands. When I went up the corridor, I saw him sitting on the deck chair in the corridor, shaking back and forth by himself. For some reason, I feel that time flies by. Feeling, it seems that he and I are very old in an instant.

"Your Majesty." I held Haitang with a smile on my face: "Look, isn't it pretty?"

"Going to be a flower picker?" He smiled, took the flowers and put them on the ground without any interest.

"Hehe, how do you know." I thought he would stay with Lu Yao in Chaofeng Palace till night?Did not expect him to come back so early.

The palace maid came to pick up the baby, and he scratched my nose affectionately: "If you hadn't stolen the flowers, how could you have come back so early, wouldn't that be pestering people?"

"Hehe, I really understand." He took the wet handkerchief from the palace maid and wiped the sweat off his face.

He stared at my hand, then reached over and took my handkerchief, and slowly wiped the dirt between my fingers.

He did the same for me at Northwest.

I leaned on him: "It's so kind of you to me, I want to cherish it."

He said in a low voice: "Do you finally know what it means to cherish?"

I know, so I buried my past and my impossible relationship.I don't know if the mud on the fingertips has the fragrance of magnolia, and if he knows my preference for magnolia.

(End of this chapter)