The maid is the queen

Chapter 164 A piece of ice in the jade pot
As soon as I gritted my teeth, I turned and went out, out of the door, and then tears slid down.

"Niang Niang." Yuan Yuan called softly.

I took a deep breath: "It's okay, go back to the palace." There's no need to stay here, no need for him to scold you.

It was snowing outside, and it was very uncomfortable to be hot. When I returned to the palace, I asked the maid to drink the medicine and then fell asleep covering the quilt.In the next few days, news came that he doted on other women. I laughed when I thought about it. If you are fighting against me like this, you Xia Junlan is too low-class. This is not the first time this has happened.

It took a few days for the body fever to recover, and it was almost the Lantern Festival, and Xu started to go to class again, and came back pitifully every day to show me his red hand for writing.

I was heartbroken and helpless, bragging to him: "Xu has learned it now, and he will be fine in the future."

"Mother and concubine, father wants Xu Xu to learn how to sword."

There is something wrong with his mind, and now he is called Xu Xuejian, and if he wants to ask him to commit suicide, he will not be able to commit suicide.If you have any problems, if you have any anger, just vent it on me, why bother to vent your anger on the child like this.

When he was good in the past, he could ignore everything, he could only be nice to me, he said I was a stubborn person, in fact he was wrong about one thing, he was also a stubborn person, we are like sharp The two stones, either you pierced me, or I stabbed me, no one was able to wear off Ling Feng, and it ended up like this today.

After washing Xu's hands, he poured some soup and sipped it for him to drink. The lanterns outside were hung up, illuminating the heart-warming palace.It will be Lantern Festival soon, I will find some interesting lights for Xu and Baobao.

Although I am in a bad mood, I don't want the children to feel it.

He is trying his best to cultivate Xu, but I think he is too anxious, he can't ask Xu to grow up like him just because he is like that.My heart aches for Xu, but there is nothing I can do. I am still arguing with him, and neither of us is willing to bow.

Like every real emperor, he always likes to favor all kinds of beauties, this one today, that one tomorrow, and some concubines who are close to me will never be with him.

Sighing indifferently, I gently stroked my stomach to calm down the baby in my stomach. I had a cold last time, and the imperial doctor said that my health is not very good. Now I have to walk more and give birth so that it will not be difficult.

I don't know if Xu will hate him when he grows up, and I don't know if I will fall into the same situation as Lin Shangyi, a bowl of weak medicine is enough to kill me, I think if I meet someone like her I will also choose to have a child.

The Lantern Festival is a major event in the palace. The weather is not so cold anymore. People in the palace are devoting their energies to this festival. All kinds of palace lanterns are displayed early in the morning. When the lights were turned on, Xu and Baobao obediently leaned against me and watched the lanterns with their eyes open. The most glorious place was surrounded by the emperor, and that was also the place to guess lantern riddles.

All the concubines surrounded him, I didn't want to see him, under the bright light, he was with the beautiful Princess Yutang, and he was walking to the eccentric place holding the hands of the two little fellows.

The palace lantern made of bamboo aroused my interest. I approached the tree and looked at the lantern. It was made very ordinary, like a kettle, but the words on it were beautiful and vigorous: A piece of ice heart in the jade pot .

So beautiful, this is Xia Juntang's words, is he here too?

I turned my head to look, and sure enough I saw him. He put his hands on his chest and looked at me with a leisurely smile: "Sure enough, only you will like these, and you will understand."

"Are you leaving again?"

Every year during the Lantern Festival, he is about to leave, thinking that the days go by so fast, what will I leave for him this year?
He nodded gently: "I'm about to leave, but I'm a little bit reluctant. This time I came back and found that I had let go of a lot of things, but suddenly I couldn't let go. Zhiqiu, if it were you, what would you do?"

"Letting go will make your life better, so choose to let go." Remembering me, what use is it to you?It's impossible for the rest of my life, why not let it go.

He smiled bitterly, looking at the ground as if his shoulders weighed a thousand catties.

"Zhiqiu, I still want to take you to the northwest." This sentence made me sad.

I also sighed: "I can't give you any more results, I don't want to let you down again, Juntang, when you arrive in the northwest, say hello to Concubine Yi, and when you arrive in the northwest, take good care of yourself."

He nodded: "Of course it is, but Zhiqiu, I don't think the fate is so shallow sometimes, do you believe it?"

I said I don't know, I really don't know, I would rather he could really let go of my heart.

"This lantern is for you." He stood up with a smile, "I'm leaving in two days."

"Juntang." I gently called his name.

He also said gently: "Is there anything you want to say?"

"I don't know what to say, but Juntang, you can do it and cherish it." That's it, trying to break out a smile.

He was extremely melancholy, but he lowered his head to hide in the darkness: "Zhiqiu, take the lantern and leave, I don't like someone guarding me when I look back, so I can't let go."

I turned my head and walked, walking so downcast and walking so heavy.When I looked back, I saw him still leaning against the tree and laughing, and when I looked back, he was still there, and he seemed to be there all the time, until I couldn't see anything.But I know that if I run back to find him again, he will still be there.

It's not without reason to fall in love with him. I like his patience and care, and I like him and cherish his only one.

I took the lantern and left, walked out of this trail, and heard the bursts of laughter in that lively place. Willing children go back,

Let's go far and cherish, you have a heart of ice in the jade pot, I deserve it, this is the pain and fault of choosing the emperor, now that I have gone this way, it is impossible to go back, the sky punishes me for missing his love , punish me for not fighting with the emperor.Otherwise, I would not be like this now, alone guarding that palace lantern, your ice heart is in the jade pot, I am buried in the wind with a sigh, if I am not pregnant with a child, I really want to drink, very drunk, very drunk, drink Don't think about anything.

that night.But I don't know whose singing is constantly ringing outside the window, singing Fengqiuhuang, tempting a sad heart, looking outside in the morning, the north wind is still whistling, the tips of the willows are green, but there is no one there, It turns out that the wind can also sing, and tomorrow he will leave.

The wolf teeth he hunted let me bury them under the magnolia tree, and the fragrant beads he gave me, I dare not even wear them on my hands, the affection is too heavy for me to bear.

I am a selfish person, I just laugh when I sit.

"Your Majesty is in a very good mood today." Yuan Yuan came in and saw me smiling.

"Hehe, laughing, it doesn't mean you're in a good mood, because you go and take care of the two children. I'll sit for a while and I have to get up and walk. The snow-thawing sky is getting colder and colder. You should put on two more clothes for the children."

The anger seems to be getting more and more excessive. After the Lantern Festival, he became more and more obsessed with Yutang, and went to Princess Yutang as soon as he went to court. The strange thing is that the empress dowager actually went to chant scriptures and Buddha, regardless of the affairs of the harem, think about it carefully It seems that since the Chinese New Year, she has not interfered with the affairs of the harem.

After the Lantern Festival, Lang Teng sent a lot of wolf fur and fox fur. He rewarded all the concubines who were above the third rank, but I was the only one missing.

It's funny to think about me, hey, it's vindictiveness, or do you not understand me?Well, how can I ask you to understand me, you are the emperor, your face and self-esteem are high, you can step on others at will, but others can't touch you.After a quarrel, you need to calm down. After you calm down, think about it. It's really ridiculous. How could you be so angry at the beginning?
It was so cold in the morning, I didn't want to go out, and I didn't walk around these days. It was the beginning of March after the snow melted, and the sun was shining, and it was no longer cold. The reason is that the spring outside is good, Liu The children are also green, and the water is blown awake.

The belly has been getting bigger and bigger for more than five months. The reason is: Well, the time for spring sleep has passed, and now I am not actively walking. It will be really difficult to give birth.

I looked at her in surprise: "Why, you are really omnipotent."

It's amazing. I looked at her with infinite fascination, but the reason was that I said calmly: "In the palace, you should know everything."

I thought about it again, that's okay, now I can pick up Xu, save his miserable life, and take him to fly a kite.

She was so excited to take the baby out, she hadn't played outside for a long time, and I was so tired that I asked, "Hug."

I had to walk faster, so that she could catch up with her, and the glimpses of light spilled from the branches. The smell of spring, the greenness of spring like light smoke, had already arrived.

Xu is at the Royal Academy, walking over to pass the big lake in the Temple of the Moon, the branch by the lake is green and swaying in the wind, and the grass and green shoots under the tree are just sprouting, and I am happy to see it. Hundred volts of wrinkles.I saw a vague figure walking on the Moon View Hall, and asked curiously, "Why, which concubine lived here?"

Yuanyuan lowered her head and carried the baby away: "Your Majesty, it's better not to ask."

I sighed and smiled, and said with a pleasant face, "I would have guessed it if you didn't tell me, it's her, right? Is he really going to raise Princess Yutang as a concubine?"

I'm also confused, and I don't know, is he doing this to anger me, or does he really care about Princess Yutang so much, or is this a palace built to imitate Princess Yutang's quiet atmosphere?
The joy of watching the spring scenery in my heart sank a little, and I walked faster with the baby to pick up Xu in the Royal Academy. I took off the thick cotton-padded body and let the baby stretch out his hands and feet happily. Lang, immediately ran up, sweetly looking for Xu who was with her day and night: "Brother, brother."

The sound of Lang Lang's books came, and I saw the official officer teaching several children to read at the window. The cute baby was looking for her brother at the door, and when she saw it, she went over excitedly: "Brother, play, mother and concubine play!" "

The doctor stared at her, but the baby was still fearless, took Xu's hand and said, "Brother, play."

Xu looked behind, and the baby also looked over, and ran back happily: "Father."

(End of this chapter)