The maid is the queen

Chapter 169
He thought for a long time before saying, "Zhiqiu, you are different from Yutang, you cannot compare."

"Then I can understand it as, am I not as good as her?" In your heart, I can't compare with her, but in fact, why do I want to compare myself like this?I have such a good time, don't I?There are some things in front of us now that must be compared.

Well, luckily I didn't bring any hope to ask.

Still stood up with a smile: "Your Majesty, Xu is coming out soon."

But he didn't let go: "Zhiqiu, listen to me, I don't want to argue with you, but I am true to you now, in my eyes, now you are Yun Zhiqiu, you are not Yutang, what's wrong with you?" Compare?"

I still smiled gently like that, but I felt sore in my heart. Even though I thought about it thousands of times, I still think that our love was not fake. It turns out that I have always been the shadow of Yutang before. How unbearable, no wonder I am proud The people in the world would always step on the stone slabs fiercely, and I kicked them straight, which made it painful for me to breathe.

In his eyes, I am Yun Zhiqiu now, before, I didn't know who I was.

If he doesn't let go of my hand, I insist on tearing it apart. If he doesn't let me go, he will bite him. If I am in a hurry, I will hurt others. If I am in a hurry, I don't care who he is. The more I don't let go, the harder I will be. to bite.

Tasting blood in his mouth, he still wanted to vomit, he hugged my weak body: "Go back to the palace, Doctor Xuan."

He carried me back to Nuanxin Temple. If he wasn't here, maybe I wouldn't be so angry, but he was here. No matter how hard he kept pulling, it made his neck hurt, so he simply tore it off and threw it to him: "Go, go, go, I don't want to see you anymore." I don't want any affection, any love.

I kept my elegance and my bearing, I had nothing left, I pushed him hard, but he just didn't let go, hugged me tightly, until I was powerless he said: "I don't want to be so tired, I will never Will let you go, don't you understand?"

"I don't get it, I don't get the damn thing." I don't even want to.

"I am also very tired." He rested his head on my arms: "Zhiqiu, don't be angry, take care of your body."

I burst into tears: "Do you still care? You go away, hate you."

"Okay, if you have any grievances, just say it. I can't listen to you. I'm really exhausted. I have a lot of things in my heart, which are accumulated in my heart every day."

But he was wronged, and I didn't look at it while weeping. I was still careful not to hurt my hand, but I never saw him let go.

"I hate you." I whimpered.

His kiss fell on my face, kissing my tears carefully: "I also hate myself. Zhiqiu, if you don't feel relieved, bite me again." Come up to my face.

There are still teeth on the back of the hand, which are bloodshot.How can I bite down, don't hit him with an elbow hard twice at the beginning.

"Oh." He sighed, "I know I hurt you during this time, but I don't want to, Zhiqiu, are you willing to listen to me?"

"What are you talking about? I don't want to talk to you. If you don't want to piss me off, you can get out of here now."

"If I don't leave, I won't leave until you're angry." He hugged her rascally again.

This villain is always like this. Seeing that I am living a leisurely and happy life, he is not reconciled, and he has to step in to be satisfied. Is that why he wants me to beg him?

He said hoarsely: "Zhiqiu, I will always remember that sentence, let Lu Yao kill Yun Zhiqiu."

I was shocked, how far away these words are, that was the deal that the Queen Mother asked for when Lu Yao and I fell into the hands of others.

"I want to protect you well. I really love you with all my heart. You bring me happiness that I have never experienced before. When I look at you, I feel that the food I eat is also delicious, and the breath I inhale is also fragrant. Yun Zhiqiu, you don't know how much I love you in my heart, I always fall asleep at night afraid that you will disappear, and I always dream that you leave me and go away."

Love, ridiculous, then hit his chest hard with his elbow.

He groaned twice: "Zhiqiu, Yutang's beauty has bewitched me."

"Is it confusion? Is it because she doesn't want you now, and you feel good about me again, Xia Junlan, you bastard, don't even think about it, my love is only given once, don't think that everyone is pitying you Your love, three thousand beauties in the harem, love whoever you love, don't get me involved."

"Three thousand years of drowning, but you have won my heart. I don't deny it. From childhood to old age, I have always liked sister Yutang. She is so beautiful, and her smile is as sweet as nectar. I am always attached to her. The sound of her playing the piano can make people go crazy. She speaks softly and sweetly. She is smart enough to see the crushing love in my eyes. She will dance for me. She is called I draw pictures for him, but her smile is always on Xia Juntang instead of me. She looks at me with complicated emotions. She talks to Xia Juntang all the time, but she is indifferent to me. lament."

I think this is why he hates Xia Juntang.

"She will let Xia Juntang hug her waist and let her pick peaches on the branches. She will go out with Xia Juntang to play, but when she sees me, she will look like a royal sister. I hate it, I really hate it so much. I really like her smile, her beauty and her voice, but she told me that she was leaving. I was very panic, I became the emperor at the beginning, I can give her the best life in the world, but she said she She wants to leave, she wants to go out of Daxiang to have a look. Damn, she really married to Langteng, and I told her never to come back."

It's hateful, I hate him too, why am I here now listening to him talk about his past?
Now that Princess Yutang is back, isn't that what he wanted, and now he is the most powerful person in the world, Princess Yutang is smiling, talking, accompanying, and relying on him alone. Shouldn't he be more contented?

"I thought she would have a good life, and I was determined to forget the past. I knew that would never be possible. She is my imperial sister, and I decided to forget her well. The feeling she can bring to me, you It's also okay, you are like a cloud in the sky, when I think it's closer, but I can't catch it, you can make me live on top of the cloud, happy like a child, but you can make me hurt so deeply, cloud Zhiqiu, who can pull you out of my heart. Yutang came back dying, and I was also a little upset. I didn't know how to face her. She was seriously ill, and I was not without responsibility. Because of my infatuation at the beginning, my mother poisoned her. I'm afraid she won't be able to live for a few years. If my mother wants her to die in Lang Teng, she will never come back. She still came back, and she never hated me , I owe her a lot, I know you are not happy, and I am so tired that I can't open my brows because of these things in my heart, Zhiqiu, don't fight with me anymore, that's good."

He pressed his face against my back, as if seeking warmth.

Such complicated feelings in his heart also made me sigh, everyone may have their first love, and they always remember it deeply, just like I will never forget Xia Juntang's kindness to me.He felt a little more guilty towards Princess Yutang. The Empress Dowager always did all kinds of vicious things under the banner of doing his best. Intervene in the affairs of the palace.

I can also feel his heavy pressure. He tried hard to get out of the infatuation Yutang gave, but I wanted to protect myself in panic, afraid that I was just a shadow, and I didn't dare to pay because I was afraid of more painful harm.

Now that he said it, he felt relieved in his heart.

I wiped the tears off my face, "Let me go."

"Don't let go." He murmured: "I will never let you go."

He's a rascal again, isn't he? Turn around and bump his head with his head: "Xia Junlan, let me go, I'm hungry."

He looked up at me in surprise, as if he didn't know me.

I bit my lip and stared at him, only then did he smile silly: "I'm hungry."

"Yes, the child is hungry."

"I'll get you something to eat." He let go of me, went out with a smile on his face, walked to the door and turned back: "Are you really hungry?"

Could it be that I lied to him, when did I become so stupid, I grabbed a pillow and threw it at him, he smiled and hugged it in his hand and went out to ask someone to prepare food.

I watched the mandarin ducks playing in the water on the brocade quilt, and sighed softly in my heart. Am I being too soft-hearted again? I decided to forgive him after saying these words. I will go hard.But I don't want to have a cold war with him now, he is tired, and I am also tired.

People should learn to be content, hold the golden thread thrown on the quilt with their fingers, and pull the jade ring over bit by bit.

Couldn't help it, still smiled lightly.You said that I can affect your mood, but do you know that you can also affect my mood? Is this what you call unforgettable love?
Then he hung the jade wrench around his neck and wiped his face with a handkerchief. He came in and said, "Does your eyes hurt?"

"Hmm." I responded lightly.

He told me to close my eyes, gently rubbed my eyelids, and said flatteringly, "My Zhiqiu is the most beautiful Xieyu flower in the world."

"I like big oily people."

He chuckled: "It's really Xie Yuhua. Why, I'm in your hands. Everyone in the harem is afraid of making me angry, but you are always not afraid. You always make it hard for me to let go. Yun Zhiqiu , I really want to tear apart your bones and carve my name into it."

I replied to him: "I also really want to break your palace wall."

"Are you sure you get to the other side of the wall and get a good view without falling in the gutter."

Before I could speak, he quickly kissed me on the lips: "That's it, Zhiqiu, if you are angry or unhappy, you can bite me and vent it."

"It doesn't happen every time." I sighed.

He slid his finger to my forehead and tapped it lightly: "When you think you are feeling uncomfortable, I am not. Zhiqiu, we will be together forever and ever, but Sister Yutang can only have a short time. "

I suddenly like what he said that we are together, and she is just sister Yutang.

(End of this chapter)