The maid is the queen

Chapter 176 I Hate

Her skinny hand held mine tightly: "I'm really unworthy to be a mother. I gave birth to a child, but I can't even keep a child. Zhiqiu, what do you think I did wrong? I really Very unwilling, very unwilling."

The more I talked, the louder she cried. I hugged her and let her suffer so much. It was really heart-wrenching. When I looked up, the burning heat from the corners of my eyes slipped out of my eyes.

"There will be more." I comforted gently.

"I won't, Zhiqiu, I won't." She whimpered.

"Lu Yao, don't cry, let's not cry, listen to me that every child is smart, even if he leaves, he doesn't want to see his mother crying, Lu Yao, do you love children?"

"I hate it." She beat her heart.

I pulled her hand away: "Lu Yao, don't act like this, okay?"

He reached out to wipe the tears on her face, but felt that her face was extremely hot: "Lu Yao, you are sick, and you have to send the imperial doctor to come and take a look. No matter what, you have to take care of your health first."

"I don't look, I hate myself."

"Don't blame yourself anymore. This is God's will. No matter how sad Lu Yao is, the child will never come back. You have to be happy and let the child leave in a far away place to be happy."

Children are really innocent, and I sympathize, but what can I do for them?

Lu Yao cried so sadly that I couldn't do anything except comfort her.

Lu Yao, who used to be glamorous, dignified and elegant, is now like a lunatic, a mother with a hard heart and pain.

I asked the palace maid to bring water, wash Lu Yao's face, apply light powder, put on rouge, then take a comb to let her hair flow, insert her phoenix hairpin, trim her nails neatly, and put them on one by one. The golden armor and green smoke fingertips, although he looked confused and haggard, he looked much better than before.

Queen, this is what you want.

"Lu Yao, you must love yourself well. As the queen mother said, you are still young, and you will have some in the future. Don't cry. Everyone has his own destiny, and sometimes you can't stay."

"Zhiqiu, you are so kind." She leaned softly on my shoulder: "It's so nice that I don't want to tell you too many things."

I chuckled: "Then don't say it."

Anyway, I'm doing well now, and I'm not one to be curious.

Finally, I saw that she was a little angry, and I went back after chatting for a while. She was sick, and when I got back to the palace, I sent someone to send the imperial doctor to Chaofeng Palace to show her.

I really want to do something, the child is always sleeping and I can't wake him up to tease him, Xu and the baby lay on the side of the crib watching, and said softly: "Mother, why is the emperor's younger brother always sleeping? Yes It's not that you don't like Xu?"

"No, when he grows up, he won't sleep much, baby, don't touch him." The baby is not paying attention, and will pinch the baby's tender little hands.If Xia Junlan saw that it was okay, she would definitely reward the baby with a few slaps on the buttocks.

"The baby doesn't like it." She pouted, "Mufei asked him not to have a baby."

The little guy who is good at fighting for favor: "My younger brother is still young, so he needs to be taken care of by his mother and concubine, Xu said, right?"

Xu was the most obedient, and nodded: "Yes, take good care of him, baby, we have to take care of our younger brother."

"What are you talking about, so happy?" He came in, with a smile in his eyes: "I heard your voices from a long distance away, and I'm not afraid to wake up the children, so come outside and talk."

I sighed a little: "I feel that you pay more attention to children."

"How could it be that the person I value most is you, and I rushed over here in a short time. Oh, what a tired person." He closed his eyes and sat on the big chair.

I turned behind him and rubbed my hands on his shoulders: "Why are you tired? Don't you just sit and don't do heavy work?"

He snorted coldly: "Sometimes I would rather do heavy work. I don't have to think too much about anything, and I don't have to make things difficult. Now that Northwest and Langteng are fighting again, how can I not be tired? Da Xiangchao killed Lang Xiao, causing Lang Teng and Da Xiang to make trouble, I have already done this."

War again, but this time I think I know why.

He refused to let Lang Xiao take Princess Yutang away, let alone exchange me for it, so he took the third way he thought at the time, fighting, in a very far away place, but the wind brought its blood and blood.

"Xia Junlan, I have something to tell you." I sighed softly, "Although I know you are tired now, I really want to tell you."

"You can say whatever you want, when will I not allow you to talk." He pinched my face: "You have become polite to me, haven't you?"

"Can the emperor seal Lu Yao's child as the prince and give him a title, and have him buried properly, or let his concubine do something? I heard from Lin Luoshui that there are many children with cleft lips outside the palace. They Most of them died of starvation, I can't bear it, I want to set up a shelter, let's talk about it in the harem first, and I will guarantee that the emperor will not pay for it."

He glanced at me with a sigh: "Actually, I don't really believe in goblins. If the goblin is really a goblin and I am also the emperor, am I afraid that I won't be able to suppress it? You know the queen's child, this is fate."

"Lu Yao is not only very sad now, but also sick. I want to do more good deeds. Your Majesty, please allow me." I even acted like a baby.

He hugged my waist and stole two kisses: "You will be very tired."

"Well, no." I looked at him with a smile: "Some things will make you feel better. I have been in the palace for so long and I should exercise more to be healthier."

He said: "That's good. If you want to be busy, I will let you busy with some things. You can organize the prince's full moon banquet. You have been in the palace for so long. You can do some things and banquets, you know. Qiu, you have to learn to be on your own."

"I don't want to learn." I hugged his neck: "Anyway, you are blocking me."

"You have to learn." He kissed me: "Learn to be slender, and learn everything in the palace."

I vaguely know what he means, but I still don't want to. Does he want me to be the queen? How about that? What about Lu Yao?
I used to think that it would be great to be able to walk side by side with him, but now that I think about it, not everything has to be thought that way, and I have to consider the feelings of more people. I can't take Lu Yao away. I have already won the emperor's favor, so I'm afraid it will be short-lived.

All of a sudden, the lottery of "Hundred Flowers Killing" came to my mind again, saying that the people who are destined to be rich and powerful must be the same, but I always feel that after the flowers are in full bloom, the autumn frost will fall.

He patted my hand: "Hey, if you don't want to let me let someone ask Eunuch Yang, who do you need, I will give you some rights like a queen in the harem." That is promotion and demotion.

I smelled his breath deeply: "Don't be so nice to me."

He became curious, grabbed me and sat on his feet, frowned and asked me: "I don't care about you, I also feel uncomfortable, I treat others well and you also feel uncomfortable, now I treat you well, Why do you still have an opinion?"

In the past, now it is only because I gave birth to the prince, how can Princess Yutang's illness be able to share his concern.

"Little baby, tell me, what are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking about Lu Yao's child. It's really pitiful. Your Majesty, I really feel sorry for her. Why don't we go and see Lu Yao together tomorrow."

He said solemnly: "It's not that I won't let you do these things. I know that your intention is good, and I want to do more good things, but the opinions of the people in the world are not good. It is said that you are a fool." If you want to help the children born by the goblins, the more the word spreads, the more it will be distorted. This will not be good for you. Zhiqiu, I can let people do this, and you can just hold the prince's full moon banquet properly. I like you all in my heart, so I must do something big."

I didn't think as carefully as he did. It turns out that I can do anything if I don't have good intentions, so I nodded and said, "Then you must have someone do it. I will send Lin Luoshui to supervise the matter."

He couldn't help laughing: "Lin Luoshui is my friend."

Well, that guy went back to the palace to drink tea, and became his friend when I gave birth to a child. In fact, he didn't let him go. The loneliness of the emperor can have a few friends.

"Anyway, I don't care. I regard him as my brother, and he won't favor you."

He pinched the flesh on my body happily, and said sweetly: "It's so good to hold you like this, and you are so fat. If I accompany you to see the queen tomorrow, what sweetness will you give me?" eat."

It's not my queen, this person, I can only sigh, hug his face, and kiss him lightly: "You can do whatever you want."

He smiled and picked me up and went behind the golden gauze curtain. Layers of gauze curtains were lowered, blocking the endless spring.

The osmanthus in August is singing with its fragrance, telling me how beautiful this year is, the water in August is so cool, telling me how quiet it is, the occasional cry of the prince, let me know that I am I am satisfied with everything in this life, with his love and my child, what more can I ask for?

He is very careful, not everyone can see the prince, and the one who brings the prince is personally selected by him. I am afraid that even the eight generations of his ancestors can be checked clearly. I hugged Xi to tease him and talk to him , It was not until he fell asleep again that he dressed up and went outside the palace to wait for his arrival, and then went to Chaofeng Palace together.

The two held hands and walked leisurely, shaking hands, followed by a long line of maids and father-in-law as if there was nothing. When they arrived at Chaofeng Palace, the father-in-law who guarded the gate immediately went to pass the news, and he also sighed slightly when he stepped in , I think even if he doesn't love her, he still has some pity in his heart.

Lu Yao picked him up in the main hall, his clothes and hair were still a little messy, it seemed that he had tidied it up in a hurry, and his whole body shivered a little under the light.

I smiled at her and saluted: "The concubine has seen the empress."

She looked up at the emperor with some dry eyes, and said coldly: "I don't know what the emperor is going to do in Chaofeng Palace?"

Xia Junlan also said lightly, "Come and have a look."

When these two people spoke, they were always very stiff.It would be nice for Xia Junlan not to be so frank, really, she glared at him.I asked people to hold pearls and gems, and said softly: "The concubine and the empress miss the little prince. The dead are gone, and the living take care."

(End of this chapter)