The maid is the queen

Chapter 234 Don't Like the Emperor

"Today, I brought Mu Gonghou's daughter, Princess Mu Qiu, to accompany my mother, Mu Qiu, quickly salute the Queen Mother."

I saluted immediately when I heard the words, but the queen mother didn't even turn her head to look at me.

The emperor paused for a while and then said: "The empress mother and General Lu really have a deep relationship. I will bury the general Lu generously. The empress mother's body is the most important thing. Don't be too sentimental."

"After beating my little mother, I got close to my elder brother. My elder brother has been protecting Ai's parents to grow up, and then married the first emperor as the queen. My elder brother also paid a lot for my great minister. Don't expect that in his later years, it will be like this. "

In her light tone, there was a lot of sadness and resentment.

But the emperor also said: "General Lu died in battle, and I and the Prime Minister will never forget him. Lu Xianhu was promoted to the governor of the three armies, and he lived in the palace and spent more time with his mother to relieve her mother. Heartache."

The Empress Dowager was stroking the orchid with her fingers. When he said that, with a little force between her fingers, the delicate orchid slipped from her fingers.

She turned her head, her charming face still had the glamorous brilliance of her youth, but her eyes were full of sadness and anger. She looked at the emperor deeply, as if she couldn't see through him, and she seemed to want to Like seeing through him, complexity communicates in her beautiful pupils.

However, the emperor did not show any weakness, he raised his head slightly and let the queen mother watch in an inscrutable manner.

There is no mother-child relationship between them. After a long time, the queen mother lamented: "The queen mother is really gratified. The Lan'er cultivated by the queen mother has grown up and has full wings. She can already fly in the sky by herself."

"It's all taught by the empress mother well. Empress mother, I want to make Xu the crown prince. What does the empress think?"

She gritted her teeth: "Your Majesty has such a heart, how can I beg your family to stop it."

"Xu is my eldest son, smart and intelligent, brave and resourceful at a young age. General Lu died for the country. I know that the Lu family is in deep sorrow, so I will let you return to the Lu family later to comfort the Lu family. sad heart."

The queen mother's eyes widened, but she seemed a little helpless.

"What does the Empress Dowager think of this matter?" He asked coldly.

"What if the queen mother thinks this is inappropriate? Lan'er, don't forget that you are the queen mother's child, and half of your body is the blood of the Lu family." She shook her head sadly: "As the emperor, you can Don't forget that Zensheng of the Lu family worked for the emperor back then."

He smiled faintly, lowered his eyelids and looked at the ground: "I know that I am born of my mother's queen, but my mother's surname is Xia, and I am the emperor." He said forcefully: "That's why I asked him to go back to Lu's house temporarily today. After a while, I will take him back to the palace. Don't be sad, Queen Mother. General Lu is my uncle. In He Zhan Luan, I took the lead in charging into the battle to kill the enemy and quell the chaos, but unfortunately died in the war. This is the loss of my great minister, and I am very happy. I am lucky that my uncle of the country can be my great minister, what did the queen mother say? ?”

The queen mother opened her lips, smiled coldly and said, "Do you want to be happy with Ai's family? Your majesty."

"I think my mother will be happy. This is an example for the world. My mother and my uncle have a deep relationship. If you feel sad, you can also recite sutras and Buddhas to cross over. There are many temples in the south of the Yangtze River. Winter is warm, and my mother will also You can stay for a while."

"Your Majesty really has a heart." The Empress Dowager turned her eyes to me: "This is the Princess of the Mu Family, she is really handsome. This time, Your Majesty, please take care of me carefully."

"I will take care of it carefully, otherwise An Neng will be worthy of Duke Mu's entrustment. Mu Qiu will have to come often to pay her respects to the Queen Mother in the future."

"Yes." I replied.

I can feel the tense atmosphere between them, without saying anything more, he took my hand to leave, and just after going out, I heard a heavy sound inside, a sudden heavy sound.

But he smiled lightly and said, "Poor pot of Clivia."

"Your Majesty, you brought me to see the Queen Mother, but I only said a few words." But I heard them lurking undercurrents.

He looked at me dotingly: "I put you in front of the queen mother. There are some things that I can no longer tolerate. I have repeatedly retreated to ask for safety, but it made me precarious every step of the way. I fought that night in the northwest and suffered casualties. There are so few people, even I have taken a stab in the back." The more he said, the more serious he said: "The imperial dynasty has always been like this, those who follow me prosper, those who oppose me perish, and lack of greed, I can only painfully cut off the cancer. "

But what about me?He wants me to get involved, is this all about me?

His injury was on the side of his waist, an ugly scar,

He rolled up his clothes and asked his father-in-law to apply the medicine. A slight injury could not deceive anyone. At that time, he was still pretending to be nonchalant and dealing with the affairs of the Northwest. He was not afraid of the pain or the pain of the medicine.

He asked me to rub some medicine on him, and I obediently rubbed it on, but he was quite disappointed, he glanced at me and said: "You won't feel sorry for me anymore, will you?"

Smiling lightly, he turned his head and looked away.

I don't know to what extent I will feel heartache. I am indifferent to you now. It is really too early to talk about those things.

"If it was Xia Juntang, would you feel pain?"

I answered him in a low voice: "Your Majesty, do you really have to ask?"

"Well, I have to ask, I have to make my heart hurt, so I know it's the pain of regret."

There's something wrong with his mind, but he's really making me speechless.

He stretched out his hand to touch my face, caressing it gently, with a lot of nostalgia: "I have made too many mistakes, but now I am working hard to recover everything, because there is still time."

I just smiled, and wanted to lower my head to get away from his hand, but Anzhi's hand went down as if knowing my thoughts, and held my cheek upright.

That warm and hot hand carried affection that he couldn't avoid, and he called softly, "Zhiqiu."

This sentence is like a thread, trying to catch the worms in my heart, itchy, uncomfortable and a little scared.

"Do you dare to let go of the burden in your heart and be with me?"

Even I dare not look at him, his voice is bewildering, it can confuse people's emotions and desires.

"The moment I saw you in the northwest, I knew I would never let you go. You have no memory now, but I treat you best. We can start over. You will be my unique queen. "He said his promise.

But I was terrified when I heard his words. If I would be his queen, what about the current Queen Lu Yao?

This may be the dream of many women, but I don't like it in my heart.

I still can't forget the Northwest, and Xia Juntang's deep affection for me.

It doesn't matter what the memories are, those are already in the past, I have known Xia Juntang since I have memories, I like him very much, not because he is kind to me, not because he dotes on me.

To like is to like, it is such a feeling, as indifferent as water, not the intoxication that the emperor gave me, I am afraid of getting drunk, so I like the insipid life like water.

Sitting halfway on the ground, he didn't let me get up, but pressed my head close to his side with his hands, his fingers were groping my face, as if he wanted to force me to remember his warmth.

The emperor really cares about that concubine, but everyone in the palace is silent about why he killed the concubine, and no one will tell me.

I was a little tired, and I accepted my fate. He wanted to get closer to me. I couldn’t change it, so I leaned against his side to sleep. There was a wonderful fragrance on his body, which made me feel relieved slowly. .

When I was in a haze, I felt like a child, and he was patting me on the shoulder lightly, an inexplicable fear arose in my heart, and I suppressed it, and fell into a deep sleep like that until the moonlit night.

My body is very warm. It turned out that I was sitting up in his embrace. It was so intimate that I blushed. His fingers kept grinding on my face. I didn’t want him to know that I was awake in such a situation. Hold me Said softly: "I told you before, forever and ever, my hair is gray, your teeth are loose, you will ask me foolishly, how far is forever."

He smiled disappointedly, and continued to say: "When did I start to lose you, and I didn't know anything about it. I thought you would understand me many times, but I forgot, Zhiqiu, you and I don't want anything." Same, I am too impatient, I really want to hold the world in my hands, so I don't want people to force me to do things I don't want to do."

He spoke very slowly and lightly, but every word penetrated into my heart.

"I'm really afraid that you will recover your memory, but I want you to recover, so that you can still remember how much I love you, and the side of love is also hurt. Zhiqiu, don't stay away from me, that's good."

As he spoke, he was afraid that I would run away, but he hugged me tightly with both hands.

His heartbeat is steady and powerful, and every word and every word of his conveys his dilemma and regret.

At this moment, I forgot what Xia Juntang said, and I would definitely think that this is an empress who is affectionate and sexual, an empress with flesh and blood, he has love in his heart, and he hopes to love.

Jun Tang said that as long as I am happy, he said he would only wait for my next life, but these are all his excuses, he is so bitter that he can’t think of anything to ask me to stay, he doesn’t want me to face some pain.

His mind was still cold and indifferent, he opened his eyes and looked calmly at the beautiful orchids embroidered on his clothes, he lowered his head and found that I was awake, and smiled softly: "Zhiqiu, are you awake, are you hungry?"

"I want to go back."

"Eat something first." He let go of me, and looked at me with a smile that I couldn't refuse.

He brought something from the small table: "Let me feed you."

"Don't do it, Your Majesty." It made me panic too much.

There was a look of disappointment on his face: "I have been taken care of since I was a child, and I never knew how to take care of what I like. I want to learn how to do it, but unfortunately, I have never had such a chance."

"The emperor has Xu, there is a baby, and Youxi can take care of it."

"It's different." He smiled bitterly: "Zhiqiu, you are different from them. They are my children, but you are the woman I want to support until I grow old."

The emperor is really serious, and such words cannot refute him.

After eating something silently, I wiped my mouth and said, "Your Majesty, I'm going back first."

He was extremely disappointed, knowing that I would not stay, and sent his father-in-law to take me back.He sat on the rocking chair alone again, the soft creaking sound brought endless loneliness, he looked at the starry sky, it seemed that he wanted to wait until dawn.

(End of this chapter)