The maid is the queen

Chapter 238 Guilt or Temptation
I glared at him, withdrew my hand and said, "You are so bad."

"Aren't you a fool now? You don't even remember yourself."

Hmph, just ignore him and drink your own tea.

He heaved a long sigh: "It's good in the end, it's good, it's good, and I can see you well again, isn't it called life should not die?"

Why can't you say something nicer?Wouldn't it be good to say that surviving a catastrophe must have future blessings?What Lian Xu knew, he still claimed to be a miracle doctor. Such a person should be dealt with by the emperor.

"You, you deserve it. At that time, you bullied me so much that you became addicted to bullying..."

"Your Majesty." I looked behind him and called.

He stopped talking and looked behind in a panic, and I laughed: "I lied to you."

"You." He laughed angrily.

After a while, he said seriously: "Seriously, are you afraid? Are you afraid of thinking about your past?"

I shook my head and said with a light smile, "Don't be afraid, he's right. Everyone has a past, including me."

"I hope you won't regret it." He sighed.

I don't think so, no matter what the past is, if you dare not face it, but you are here now, what is it?

It was the time when the monthly letter came from me, and it would take a few days for Lin Luoshui to help me clear the blood clot in my brain. The pain caused me to lie pale on the bed, even when Xi pulled me to play, I touched his face and cried He be good and don't bother me.

It was really painful, my stomach seemed to be twisted, cold sweat came out of my head, I held my stomach and wanted to tear out the pain.

From my memory, if I knew it was called Yuexin, then I also knew that my body was extremely poor. Xia Juntang stewed those warming and tonic medicines for me according to the doctor's instructions. In the end, I got better, but I was always in pain. I'm too embarrassed to tell him.

But it has never been so painful now. My eyes are drowsy and sleepy but I can’t sleep. My stomach hurts like hell. When I touched my cold hand and held it tightly, the warm stove was nestled on my stomach, and the pain in my stomach felt lighter when it was warmed up.

Opening his somewhat misty eyes, he saw a handsome face, very much like Xia Juntang.

This time I didn't push him away, maybe it's too uncomfortable now, I would roll in pain if I pushed him away.

Chenchen opened his eyes and looked at his face, leaning on the soft pillow without even taking off the golden hoop on his head, his fingers pressed my waist subconsciously as soon as I moved.

His long eyelashes covered his long and narrow face. He was not as energetic as he used to be when he was sleeping peacefully. His gentle face was so approachable. Looking at him too close actually made my heart skip a beat.

An emperor, a ninety-five supreme emperor, he has countless beauties from Sangong and Liuyuan, but he only said that he loves me alone, likes me alone, and he pampered and cared for me with all his patience and tolerance.Is the heart most likely to be bumped into when I first wake up? In such a moment, my heart is moved.

The feeling for him in my heart is particularly awkward, so I don't want to see him these days, or I don't dare to be embarrassed, and I sleep in his arms until dawn. Thinking about it, I feel extremely shy. I decided the time for him to go down, and I hugged Xi and walked away from him, avoiding him.

It's the same as now, but now I don't dare to carry Xi to the imperial academy, because he is faintly angry, and may come to the imperial academy to find me today.

Walk aimlessly, so that those who watch me secretly don't know where I'm going, and it's not easy to make a small report to the emperor.In the quiet palace, maybe because the emperor has no time to spend time with the women in the harem, everyone is too lazy to come out to enjoy the autumn scenery. A tree with green leaves is full of greenery. It is so refreshing to bathe in the autumn wind and light sun. I can smell it The bursts of fragrance dragged Xi Xunxiang away, he broke free from my hand to pick up the slender white petals on the ground, picked it up and called excitedly: "Mother Concubine."

The maid who followed said: "Princess Muqiu, this is a white magnolia, and there are only a few of these in the palace. The flowers that bloom are very fragrant."

Xi gave me the petals she picked up, and I put them under the tip of my nose and kissed them lightly, and it really smelled fragrant.

Xi picked up a lot more, and said with a smile: "Mother Concubine, Xiangxiang."

"Yeah, it smells really good."

"Princess, these magnolia flowers can be dried and used to make sachets, and they are often carried around. They also smell very good. If the princess wants to, the slaves will ask the father-in-law to pick some fresh ones. They can also be used as lavender to carry fragrance in the sleeves. .”

"No need." Just look at it, and only a few people can smell the incense after picking it off.

These white magnolias seem to be very gentle and seem to carry a lot of past events, making me feel really comfortable staying here.

Xi walked all the way and picked it up far away, I chased after him again, he gave me flowers, a colorful butterfly flew by, he chased him away again, even I wanted to stay a little longer, let the feeling of imitation in my heart The familiar taste passes by again, and then grabs it.

It was just passing by like that, I smiled disappointedly, and chased Xie away.What's the use of remembering the past now?Anyway, Lin Luoshui will help me recover my memory in a few days.

Xi suddenly turned around, then rushed over and hugged my feet: "Mother Concubine."

But seeing the fragrant clothes and shadows in front, many court ladies are standing, not far away are the yellow, green and red leaves intersecting, and under the bamboo frame, there are bunches of red and red grapes. Like a string of rubies.

Beside the stone table in front of the grape arbor, the dignified and beautiful queen was resting her chin on one hand, looking far away at the grape leaves intertwined with autumn, her thoughts seemed to be far away, even Xie and I She didn't even notice it before her eyes.

It's just that it's not good to walk quietly, the maid has already bent over to salute me.

I walked forward and saluted with a smile: "Mu Qiu has met the empress."

She regained her senses, put away the sigh in her eyes and laughed: "Mu Qiu, come and sit down, I'm making you laugh."

I sat down a bit awkwardly, and she poured me a cup of tea with her own hands: "Moisturize my throat."

"It's really delicious tea." I sipped it lightly.

She smiled: "Drink more if it tastes good. The weather is good today. Looking at this vineyard here brings back all kinds of things from the past. I'm so absorbed in thinking about it that I don't even know you're here."

It's really beautiful here, not to mention the autumn scenery, and the tempting sweetness, it also makes the mouth water.Xi blinked at the grape, drooling: "Mother Concubine."

The queen signaled the lady-in-waiting to cut a plate of grapes, washed them and put them on the stone table. When the thin sunlight shone, they shone with a seductive luster.

Without waiting for the maid to peel the skin, Xi picked one and bit the skin, it was so sour that his eyes drooled while he blinked, I gently wiped it off for him.

The queen chuckled and said, "Xi is not afraid of acid, just like you."

"Really? But I look so sour, it's a shame he dares to eat it." One after another, they ate with relish.

She shook her head and said lightly: "No, I was wrong. Like an old friend from before, she likes to eat these." She smiled endlessly: "It's a pity that the grapes in the garden are already ripe, but there is no one. Really want to taste it.”

"Does the Empress like to eat too?" I asked her softly.

She shook her head and smiled: "I don't like it very much. It's too sour. I don't like it."

Although Concubine Yang warned me, I really like getting along with the queen, and I think she is very kind.

She rubbed her forehead lightly, and the faint redness became more and more obvious between her forehead. She said with a slight sigh: "I can't sleep well these days, and it always hurts if I rub it too much."

"The empress wants Imperial Doctor Xuan to take a look. Your health is important." You can easily see the tiredness in the eyebrows and eyes.

She smiled slightly: "This is an old problem, it always hurts, and it has been for a year or two. Alas." She sighed heavily, looked away at the boundless autumn in front of her and said, "Maybe I shouldn't have come here to play in [-], otherwise I wouldn't be here today."

I asked curiously: "Do you like to play here?"

"Well, unintentionally playing, and then unintentionally bumping into it, the warmth of that embrace." She lowered her head and her cheeks were a little shy: "Maybe it's fate, it must be like this, you must have thought about it, the road of life is nothing It shouldn't happen, but one thought is good and one thought is evil."

"The empress must have met the emperor here." I also laughed.

She nodded lightly: "Yes, I met the emperor here. At that time, I was still an arrogant and lonely person, thinking about pursuing my own things, but when I fell into a hug, I knew that I was in love with you." The so-called don't care, it's just that I have never had it. The temperature of the hand and the hand is so hot, I rushed into his arms, he mistook me, he hugged me tightly, two hearts beating extremely fast , I can almost feel it, I think, that is a man's embrace, so wide, he can shelter me from the wind and rain, he can hug me tightly, and give me a place to stop. It is such a hug, Let me have a realization that he is no longer a person who can see when I was a child, he is a man, an emperor, and a person I rely on for my future life. It is precisely because of these thoughts that I have greed, I I also want him to like me, and I also want him to pamper me. At that time, when I saw the happy face of my sister, my heart was sour. Why can’t I have it? I am the real queen, but I was really wrong, no matter who I am, he will not love me in the end, if he feels jealous, he can do anything, and he can ignore everything."

It seemed that the more she talked, the more painful it became, her voice was as quiet as a gnat.

I think what a good person the queen is. She has her whole heart on the emperor, controls the harem with dignity and responsibility, and serves the emperor. Although she is a queen, she is so unfortunate. The emperor doesn't like her. She, I don't know if it's because her surname is Lu.I really feel sorry for the queen, how sad I would be if I were her.

(End of this chapter)