The maid is the queen

Chapter 263 Let Me Hang Himself
"What's wrong?" Xia Juntang asked in a low voice.

I smiled and shook my head: "It's okay, I'm a little confused."

"Seeing that you are not in good spirits, you should rest earlier. Tonight you will be concubine, and you will spend the night in Zhenghua Palace."

I nodded, knowing these things in my heart.

Not long after, the emperor got up, took my hand and left through the side door in front of the concubine.

"Why don't you leave after watching the singing and dancing, it will make them feel even more uncomfortable."

"I don't like singing and dancing after the song ends." He walked in a hurry, holding my hand tightly and never letting go.When I entered the dormitory, I realized that his face was very gloomy, and I asked him why in a low voice.

He said lightly: "You still don't ask, I am fortunate or unlucky, today I will personally designate you as a noble concubine."

He smiled wryly, seeing that there was wine on the table, he took it without even using the cup, and drank with his head raised.

I don't want to say sorry to him anymore, but I really don't know what to say other than sorry.

The maid came in with water to wash my face, then took off the heavy clothes on my body, and lay down on the dragon bed in the thin inner clothes. Through the heavy veil, I saw that he was still drinking outside.

Xia Juntang, I'm really sorry.

There was also a little father-in-law who came in to wait on him and opened the curtain to let him go to the bed.

He lifted the quilt and lay down, letting everyone out.

His hand moved slightly, reaching out to touch mine, I was startled: "Juntang."

"I just want to hold your hand."

The big hand held my hand, so helpless.

It's really quiet, except for the distant rustling of the wind and snow, there is only the sound of my own breathing.

"Zhiqiu, what are you thinking?"

"I'm wondering what's going on with Xia Junlan now. Lin Luoshui can cure him."

"Now you see him in your heart, eyes, and mind, and you only think about him, don't you?"

Alas, why ask, some results will only make people sadder.

"Why don't you answer me, but I'm very happy. You will live more comfortably in the harem like this. Everything is difficult, but making yourself the most difficult is a great pain in your heart."

After a while, I heard his steady breathing, turned my face slightly and saw that he was already asleep, but the hand that was thrown was still holding my hand tightly.

Xia Juntang, alas, I dare not tell you that I have only been rich for ten years, and I will be reincarnated in a hurry in the next life. You will meet me first in the next life, but please we all have enough fate.

When I was tired and fell asleep, it felt like someone pulled my hand back fiercely. I don't know if it was a dream or what, but a pair of hands rubbed my face and caressed it carefully.

It's a dream again, Xia Junlan actually kissed me, he is always unruly.The tenderness finally turned into a violent pinch, Xia Junlan is too hateful.

When he woke up the next day, Xia Juntang had already gone to court, the wind and snow outside had stopped, and the sun was shining.

My cheeks were extremely sore, and I stretched out my hands to pinch them, but I still felt a little pain. Dreams and reality would really drive me crazy.Whenever I dream of him, I always have a feeling of not knowing where I am.

Mr. Xi said he saw his father, did he really see a ghost? He is also the one who pinches my face the most.

It's really scary. Although I don't believe in ghosts and gods, it's better during the day, but I will be afraid at night.

Going back to the Looking Back Pavilion, there will inevitably be many concubines walking around, congratulations.

After a few days of bustle, it returned to the way it used to be. The harem was still as peaceful as before, but it made me uneasy.

Every night, I can't sleep, I look at the window and wait for the figure to come up.

Is it really him?So tall, is it really him?Because of this portrait, Xi called Father Huang, and Xi said that he had seen Father Huang.

It seems that sometimes they deliberately make noises to wake me up.Every night, he comes, as long as I am slightly startled, the shadow will quickly go away.

He once said, then I will show you my methods.

I want to see him, I think so, as long as he tells me that he is fine, it's a trick, then I won't be angry.

In the evening, there were guards and palace maids, waiting in thick clothes, and they came as promised. The day after the third watch, there was no snow or wind, what a shadow it looked like.

"Jun Lan." I called in a low voice, "Is that you?"

The shadow outside was startled, and then hurried to leave, I opened the window, climbed from the chair to the window and jumped down.

Regardless of everything, I just want to see you, even if you come every night, I miss you every night, why don't you dare to see each other?

He seemed to be walking slowly on purpose, leading me to North Merlin.

The white robe fluttered in the wind, and the faint starlight reflected the snow, so I couldn't see him clearly. He walked very fast, and I almost ran at a trot.

I miss him so much in my heart, I can't hide my countless misses tonight.I insisted on seeing him, and I wanted to ask him why he did this?

He seems to have avoided the guarding guards on purpose. Is there something he can't say that can't be known to others, but he can tell me, isn't it worth making him believe?
In the wind, I felt a little cold, and I was tired from walking too fast. He slowed down, and I called softly: "Jun Lan, why?"

He left again, and I followed.

In the plum grove to the north, among the beautiful splendor of one tree after another, it is a little blurry to see through the plum trees.

He stopped and looked at me like that from behind the plum tree.

I also stopped and asked him in a low voice: "Why?" Tell me why?He wanted to lure me out in the middle of the night, but Zensheng didn't speak anymore?

After such a long time, two full months, you have been here all the time, haven't you?

He didn't answer me, so I stopped asking, crying and crying: "I miss you very much, I miss you so much, I have had a hard time in the past two months, and I always want to hold everything for you, Jun Lan, Don't act like this, you come back. She is your mother after all, you can't do anything, I forgive the queen, she doesn't want to hurt me now, Jun Lan, isn't it just Zhang Xibao? It's not a crime you want to add Why do you have no words? Why do we have to work so hard? You have the military power of the three armies, and the Li family, Mu family, and Lu Xianhu are dead. I don’t understand what you are playing? Do you still want to test me? Are you single-minded and loyal?"

I was so hurt that tears flowed in my heart. Could it be that if you like someone, like an emperor, you are doomed to be hurt, doomed to cry?
Why is he still silent? I cried more and more sadly. In front of him, all my strength could not hold up: "Xia Junlan, I love you. I will never think of anything else in my heart except you." , you come out, you answer me, I don't care about your badness."

Saying so, he still didn't respond, he still stood quietly behind the plum tree and looked at me crying.

There was a sigh in the wind, and the plum blossoms quietly closed their petals not to look at my tearful and sad face.

I'd rather he come up with an excuse than stay silent.

I miss him so much, every day, every night, every thing I think of him, lovesickness piles up into a mountain, see your indifference, instantly like quicksand into the sea, want to see your face, miss your embrace , I don't know why I love you so desperately now?

Your temptation again and again, you don't trust me, it will make me very sad.

Why didn't you dare to approach, how sad, I cried my tears, and he was indifferent.

"Xia Junlan, you just need to tell me a reason, or if you don't tell me, let me see that it's good to see you, then I will feel more at ease."

He still can't come, my tears are so cold in the wind and snow.

"Mother Concubine." A muffled voice sounded suddenly, I raised my head in astonishment, and saw the baby walking in from the plum blossom tree.

"Mother, what are you crying for?"

I wiped my tears and asked hoarsely, "Why did you come out, baby?"

She walked towards me: "The baby wants to pee and sees the concubine mother." She leaned on me: "Concubine mother, who are you talking to?"

I looked sadly at the person behind the plum blossom tree, he still didn't move, his eyes got used to the dimness here, and he could see more clearly.Embracing the thin baby, even seeing his child, he didn't come over.

"Mother and concubine, is it the father?" The sharp-eyed baby also saw it.

I nodded: "Jun Lan, why did you come out and let me take a look, just a glance is fine."

"Mother and Concubine, he is not Father." The baby cried out, "Father's hair is not that short."

I watched in astonishment, the person behind the plum blossom tree suddenly appeared, the clothes looked alike, but the face was not him.

I rubbed my eyes to make myself see more clearly, and it really wasn't him.The whole body became vigilant in this shock, and asked in a cold voice, "Who are you?"

"It's not important." The voice was very low and low, as if it was holding a stone.

I hugged the baby tightly, and heard the rustling sound in my ears. After a while, I saw people in black surrounding me. When I turned my head to look, there were all around me.

If the baby hadn't bumped in, he would have done it long ago.

Who is this man, he actually lured me here, let me know every night that there was movement, but tonight must have been intentional, if he didn't want me to find out, he would definitely dump me, he kept walking and stopping, and led me here all the way .

It really made Acacia dazzled and came out desperately.

We made a fake emperor to deceive the world, but others used fakes to lure me into the bait. It seems that they didn't want to expose it, but killed me directly.

Alas, I was wrong, the murderous intent was all around me.

"Are you going to kill me?" I asked lightly.

"Yes." This time it was a little more refreshing.

The baby grabbed me in fear: "Mother Concubine, Mother Concubine."

"You can kill me, but the child is innocent. She is still young and doesn't know anything. God has the virtue of good life. If you kill a child, you will have retribution."

Finally, he knew why he had to avoid the Imperial Forest Army, but in the depths of Beimeilin, no one would come to patrol in the middle of the night.

He smiled: "let go of the child."

The snow-white knife was already resting on my shoulder, and the cold pierced my face with pain.

I wanted to let go of the baby, but the baby grabbed my hand desperately: "Mother Concubine, don't, come here."

"Don't bark baby, they have already planned it, and no one will come at this time."

"Baby don't go."

She grabbed the clothes but refused to let go, I pulled her hand away vigorously, and said in a cold voice: "Mother Concubine will be angry if I don't leave."

(End of this chapter)