The maid is the queen

Chapter 30 Have You Ever Loved
"I'm sorry, the Yun family and the Yang family don't seem to be entangled anymore." Not to mention the luck or unluckiness.

"Yun Zhiqiu, don't be ignorant, Mrs. Yang is here to pick you up today, you should be happy enough, Mrs. Yang is a third-rank lady, I've given you enough face, the Yang family has treated you like a mountain. "

I still looked at them indifferently. When I needed help, no one was by my side to help me. They said don't blame them, the Yang family would rather raise a dog than help my mother.

Although I always hold no hatred and always tell myself to live happily, but there are some things, if some things are forgotten in a blink of an eye, then won’t I, Yun Zhiqiu, be like a dog?

He smiled lightly: "Thank you, but I still want to say something. I, Yun Zhiqiu, are not unusual."

Butler Jin became more and more annoyed: "Don't be shameless."

The more he said that, the angrier I became, pointing to the outside and calling coldly: "Please go back, I, Yun Zhiqiu, will never make a name for the Yang family, Mrs. Yang, you have come here in vain."

"What if Mrs. Yang asked me to come here?" She was the old god, and stood impatiently on another foot, looking at me with some leering eyes: "Yun Zhiqiu, it's rare that the old lady wants you to recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors." , your Yun family, aren’t you from a scholarly family? Don’t you even understand respect and filial piety.”

I smiled: "Maybe I don't understand, but Zhiqiu still remembers what Mrs. Yang said. Please come back, Mrs. Yang. The Yang family is a famous family. My mother broke a way of the Yang family. I don't want to climb high."

"Same with your mother, one word, cheap." The ugly words came out of the lady's mouth, making my face drool.

I still smiled: "How can a person like me deserve to be admitted into the Yang family? You came to pick me up today because I still have some value to use. In fact, you are wrong. I, Yun Zhiqiu, am just a person who doesn't know what to do. people.” There are trees for me to climb, and I would rather sit on the grass and watch the scenery.

Isn't it cheap if you don't follow the path arranged by the Yang family?
"Don't you want your uncle to come and tell you in person before you're willing to go back?"

"No, I just don't know, why should I go back?"

"If it wasn't for your girl's reputation spreading in the capital, you thought the Yang family would take you back, are you dreaming?"

I smiled, and the indifference in my heart grew stronger. I looked down at my dirty embroidered shoes and said, "Since I said I don't hate, no matter whether I am begging for food, whether I am dead or alive, I will be with the Yang family." It has nothing to do with me, my surname is Yun, not Yang, that place has nothing to do with me at all."

I don't hate it because I don't have any relationship with the Yang family anymore.

"Look at your damn ghost mother, what happened in the end? She died so badly. I didn't expect to have a daughter who looked like her. The Yang family only thought about it for the sake of your reputation. If you want to take you back, you will be ashamed, and sooner or later you will be like your mother, with a bad reputation."

I was a little stunned. I didn't know that Mrs. Yang scolded people so harshly. I couldn't handle it. I thought, it's better if I keep silent. Anyway, it's useless to say more. Let her love to hurt others. I don't take it seriously. , she can't help me.

A hand behind me rested on my shoulder, and then a gentle voice sounded above my head: "I thought it was someone here who was a shrew cursing the streets, but it turned out to be Mrs. Yang."

There was a hint of sarcasm in his voice, which made Mrs. Yang's face pale in an instant.

"Why, Zhiqiu, isn't your surname Yun?"

When I realized it, I was very grateful in my heart. I really thank him for standing up to protect me now.

In fact, I can do it too, but I can rely on it. This kind of feeling is really good.

"Yes, my surname is Yun." I raised my head and smiled softly at him.

There was a kind of tacit understanding between us, he raised his voice slightly: "Then why did Mrs. Yang come here to scold you?"

"It's nothing more than the burden of reputation."

He nodded and said thoughtfully: "That's right, based on what I know about the Yang family, the Yang family doesn't raise useless people, and the Yang family always likes to use marriages to gain power. This lady Yang is really funny." , your surname is Yun, but you still come to the door."

He turned serious again, and said coldly: "Is there something else for Mrs. Yang? Yun Zhiqiu is my friend who respects the lord. If Mrs. Yang thinks she has offended you in any way, I will apologize to you?"

"No... how dare you take it." Her face was extremely rare.

There is a kind of joy, called the pleasure after revenge, I think, I have also become bad.

Although he didn't show her any color, but I planned to ignore it, but I felt happy when I said this.

"Zhiqiu, we are back to the palace." He gently took the rag from my hand: "Some people think you are just a person and want to come to bully you, even a slave can shout at you , I can't let it go."

"Okay." I said briskly.

"You slave, stay away." He coldly yelled at Butler Jin, who was always strict but didn't even dare to show his breath, and immediately knelt on the ground and retreated a long way.

The arrogance and condescension that he used to have had long been restrained.

On the way back, I felt more relaxed, and I comfortably closed my eyes and let the autumn wind blow.

I am not afraid of falling because he is right behind me.

"Hey." I turned back and smiled at him: "Thank you, you finally let me out. I remember when I knelt on the ground and begged them, they said they would rather have a dog than give me any money. Mother asked the doctor, although I said I don’t hate it, but I still feel uncomfortable, and I don’t know how to scold, so I can only be scolded in a daze.”

"I'm not happy." He frowned.

"Hehe, but don't worry, I don't care what they scold, so it won't hurt me."

"That's not it." He took my hand and made me look back at him.

"What makes me unhappy is, why did you say thank you to me? If you want to say thank you, isn't it me who said it first?"

Hehe, it turned out to be this, I waved my hand: "Okay, I don't care about you anymore."

He followed up and whispered in my ear: "That's good, if you care about me, don't you treat me as an outsider?"

"Hehe, don't tell me we are very close people."

He said: "I still have this meaning."

I laughed a little seriously: "I'm sorry, I don't like your tone."

A little bit true, a little bit false, mainly because I was afraid that I would take it seriously and he was lying.

Although love will make people sad, but love is also attractive.

"I'm telling the truth, Zhiqiu." He looked into the distance, his eyes suddenly became blurred, the sun shone lightly on his body, as if it had cast a thin layer of greasy light, and he looked more and more warm Humble as jade.

He said in a low voice: "Zhiqiu, have you ever loved someone with your heart? Have you, have you?"

The more he asked, why did I feel more pain.

It was as if I was standing on the clouds just now, but he pushed me to the ground in one fell swoop.

Heartbroken: "Don't ask me, I don't know."

"Zhiqiu, if you have truly loved someone, you will know that love that is suddenly cut off is very hard."

I don't want to hear about him, isn't he supporting himself?why tell me.

I walked a little faster, obviously what he said was the truth, but I just felt sad, heartbroken, and just didn't want to hear it.

But he followed, still whispering in my ear like a ghost: "Zhiqiu, it is very difficult to let go of someone who is really in love with someone. There are many, many things in my heart, but I have to let go, Zhiqiu." Qiu, don't be annoyed, just listen to me."

He held my hand and prevented me from running.

I looked at him aggrieved and annoyed: "Why did you tell me your feelings." Could it be that the kindness in his eyes to me and what he said were all lies?

But he smiled softly: "Zhiqiu, the last words are like this. It is painful to truly love someone, but I will try my best, because I found that the road of life is not a single scenery."

The wind stopped, and the heart also stopped.

On the road of life, there is no scenery in one place, so what does he want to say?

He said: "Zhiqiu, I want to appreciate the new scenery, this scenery is very suitable for me."

Back at the Three Princes' Mansion, it was already the golden sunset time, her face was flushed red, but she still couldn't hide a slight smile on her brows and eyes.

What is the scenery?A person can be a kind of scenery, depending on how you want to see it.

Look at the sky, the sky is blue, look at the wind, the wind is cool.

Indescribable sweetness accumulates in the throat, with a hint of sweetness.

I think if it was him, Xia Juntang, who is as gentle as jade, humble and indifferent, would be worthy of emotional liking.

He is sincere to me, I can feel it.

If he just wants me to be by his side now, to relieve his loneliness, he doesn't need to tell me his current thoughts.

I have never really loved a person, but I think I will learn.

It is God's great love for me, knowing that I am alone now, so, the arrangement of fate has allowed me to know Xia Juntang, I am not afraid to wait, he is willing to tell me about him and Concubine Mu, he just wants to let go.

And I can still see a little bit of appreciation and tenderness in his eyes.

I still remember, under the shade of trees in the afternoon, he stroked my cheek and called me little thing affectionately.

When I arrived at the main hall, I saw several father-in-laws waiting.

Seeing that we appeared, we greeted him with a happy face: "This old slave has seen the third prince."

"Why are you out of the palace? Concubine Yi, don't you need to wait on her?" He was also a little surprised.

"Concubine Yi specially sent this old slave out of the palace to invite the Third Prince and Miss Yun into the palace."

"Understood." He waved his hand: "Wait a little longer."

After pulling me, I went to the side hall, and said with a smile: "Zhiqiu, my concubine mother likes you more and more, I wish I could see you every day, no, I guessed that your injury is almost healed, so I thought about it." I want you to enter the palace."

"Actually, she misses you too. You're going to the northwest in October. Of course she wants to see you more before you leave."

"Zhiqiu, it hasn't been long since I went to the northwest, do you dare to bet?" He looked at me with burning eyes.

Seeing that my face was hot again, I raised my eyebrows and said with a smile: "What are you betting on?"

"dare?"

(End of this chapter)