The maid is the queen

Chapter 52
The gate is very deserted, there are some weeds growing on both sides of the small stone road, let Shuang beat his head down to stick to the stone road, Fengyi is the bottom position, he is gifted to live in, of course he has to say hello to the two masters , those two maids still came with me. They would remind me of the palace rules I don’t understand, but there is really nothing good to sell, so I had to take the white brocade winter clothes he gave to Xucai personally. Man, actually I don’t like this kind of thing very much. I still like to live alone. I think it’s because my father only married one mother, which made me think that when a man loves a woman, he only loves her. I can’t talk about it with him. Fall in love, so what if you don't like it, after all, you are in the palace, can you tolerate my temper?

In this Begonia Courtyard, if you don't look up and look down, it's better to obey the rules.

Even if he is a talented person of the fifth grade, he cannot be favored by the emperor, and he is still very simple and tight. The red paint on the threshold has been slightly peeled off, and the tables and chairs have traces of time. The two maids helped Xucai out. Looking up at her, her complexion is still bright, her eyes still have amorous feelings, but the wind and frost have been on her face, so she is being polite to me. After accepting the gift, she asked the palace maid to reward me with something and said: "From now on, my sister will live in Haitang Courtyard. If you need anything, just send someone to tell my sister."

Looking at me with eyebrows and eyes, there is a bit of brilliance, as if the crabapple has passed the winter and will usher in a gorgeous flowering season.

I said obediently: "Yes, in the future there will be a lot of troubles for the talents, please forgive me."

I don't like these things, but I still say it mellowly and thoughtfully, I comfort myself, this is called doing as the Romans do.

As for the other fifth-rank Lin Shangyi, who was said by the maids to be lucky, the maid whose mother was promoted to Shangyi in an instant because of her son's price, she also took the best new clothes to see her.

It was cold winter, but the water was rushing, and when I got closer, I saw her washing clothes with her belly outstretched. The winter clothes were thick and difficult to wring out the water. She twisted hard, and her two little hands were red. Yes, there are a few beads of sweat on one face, it can't be called beautiful, there are some red things floating on the face, it may be caused by the fetus, but the big round eyes are very beautiful, seeing me coming , managed to squeeze out a few smiles, and hurriedly put down her clothes with the essence of a court lady, wiped the water on the clothes with both hands and said: "Yesterday, I heard that elder sister Cairen said that someone will come, she looks really good-looking."

"My name is Yun Zhiqiu, Lin Shangyi is well." She bowed half-bent and saluted.

She blushed and said nervously, "Please sit down, please, I'll pour you a cup of tea." She hurried inside again.

"Don't dare." I looked at her with some soreness in my heart, and offered the clothes, but her eyes were shocked, and she shook her head vigorously: "How dare I accept such a good thing, Zhiqiu should take it back and wear it herself, alas, what I mean , um, sorry, I'm not very good at talking." She sighed and lowered her head like a child who has done something wrong.

Her belly isn't too big, but she can't hide it, she looked at me and smiled shyly: "Sister Zhiqiu, why don't you sit down for a while, the weather is finally sunny today, I... "It was an awkward smile again, and then looked at the pile of clothes on the ground.

I felt sour, alas, she also looked seventeen or eighteen years old, but she was a little older than me, but she suffered as much as I did.

A fifth-rank Shangyi is pregnant, but she doesn't even have a maid to serve her. If she offends Concubine Li, even if she gives birth to a prince, she can only do this for the rest of her life.

She picked up the clothes again and twisted the water vigorously, her little hands were a little red and purple.

I put the clothes in my hand on the stool, fortunately the maid beside me didn't follow while packing up the new place to live.Go forward and grab the other end of the clothes, twisting the water in the opposite direction to her.

She raised her head and looked at me in panic: "Sister Zhiqiu, I'll just come by myself."

I smiled at her: "I have worked in the laundry palace for a while, and I am good at washing clothes."

Her beautiful eyes dimmed, she grabbed the clothes in my hand and said, "Go back, this is not good."

He raised his head and smiled at me again: "Zhiqiu, good sister, go back."

I sighed in my heart, as soon as I entered the deep palace, it was as deep as the sea, maybe it was like this.

I don't know how my life will pass, maybe I will be sent to the cold palace in the end just like Cai Nu who once lived here.

What's the difference between this place and the cold palace?

Playing with those pots of overly sweet green crabapples in front of the door in the evening, I feel that only these are living things. The main residence is always quiet, but it’s like someone is watching everything from behind the crack of the door, while the left side , there is always the sound of water, and the porch in front of her door is always covered with clothes. How can it be the clothes of a concubine Li?

I feel like I have aged ten years all of a sudden, the light and shadow are changing, and the years are running fast, and the weak sunshine in the evening is also full of coldness.

A gust of cold wind woke me up, and I said I didn't want to eat, so the maid went back without taking my meal.

I lit the candle, looked at this strange place, and felt very depressed. I don't like this place at all. There are four walls and one door, and I will die forever.

I poured some tea and drank the bitterness slowly, but now it’s not the Mid-Autumn Festival moonlight, so I can’t enjoy the fragrance of crabapple under the moonlight.

I couldn't sleep well all night, and the next day I was woken up by the maid's loud voice. I pushed open the small window next to the bed and saw that the two maids were carrying a lot of clothes to Lin Shangyi's place, and they scolded Lin Shangyi for being lazy. Concubine Li's clothes have been delivered for three or four days, and they haven't been dried yet. "

Then there was Lin Shangyi's low voice explaining, I sighed slightly, and closed the window unbearably. In this world, who owes whom.Perhaps, it takes time to get used to it, and the irritability in the heart cannot disappear. Wipe the floor back and forth with a dry and wet cloth.

I asked myself, what am I bothering about?Isn't what I want is an ordinary life hidden in the harem like this?Why do I feel like crying.

Although I don't like him in my heart, it's so sour. My whole life is so long, and I can't see the end of it. I can only spend it here. The sun is shining, the wind is shining, and the moon and spring are infinitely better, but it no longer belongs to me. It's time for fun.

With sweat all over her face, the maid said softly outside: "Yun Fengyi can wake up."

"What's the matter." I wiped off my sweat, took a big breath, and let my mood relax slowly.

"Taito invites you to have breakfast."

"Okay." A helpless voice answered.

The breakfast wasn't very rich, but it was much better than when I lived in Zhu, but I didn't like it in every way. I always wanted to escape from all these things. Xu Cairen, who was sitting opposite, still asked with a smile: " Zhiqiu, are you still used to it?"

"I'll get used to it." I said softly.

With a smile in her eyes, she said nonchalantly: "Zhiqiu, I felt some movement last night. Did the emperor announce you to go to bed in the middle of the night?"

"No." Why do I feel uncomfortable, do I just want to be loved by him, do I still pay attention?
No, I don't love him, and I don't want to slowly lose myself because of this kind of life.

"It's rare that the sun is so good in winter. At this time, the emperor should go to court. Will Fengyi pass?"

I hate the meaning of words in these words, I don't want to take him to heart.

He raised his head and said calmly: "Thank you Xu Cairen for the breakfast, Zhiqiu will not worry about Xu Cairen, Zhiqiu will leave first."

She put away her smile and ate the porridge very gracefully: "Then Yun Fengyi can go now."

I hate this hypocrisy, what does she want from me?I don't want to see him at all, yes, he is a deadly deep pool, the temptation of rippling green and blue, people can't help but be addicted to it, once the heart falls, you can no longer have yourself.

Coming out of the main residence and going back to the small residence on the right, I saw Lin Shangyi jumping up on tiptoes and throwing the sheets on the rope. The ground was wet and slippery, and he couldn't stand still several times, which made me terrified. jump.

I walked over, took the quilt from her hand, jumped up and threw it up.

"Zhiqiu..." she called softly.

I was in a bad mood, and when I turned around, I said rudely to her: "You are so easy to fall, do you know that, if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about your children."

Who knew that she covered her mouth and sobbed softly, Erxing's clear tears slid down from her big eyes.

I sighed: "I'm sorry Lin Shangyi, Zhiqiu was rude."

She slid down on a chair under the pillar and said sadly, "I don't want to be like this either."

"Let me help you." I really couldn't see it anymore.

Squatting down and scrubbing, she wiped away her tears, her face full of grievances.

The water in winter is freezing cold. I need to do a lot of things, so that I can get rid of the feeling of worrying about gains and losses in my heart.

I don't want to sigh for him, the clothesline is too high, and I am about the same height as her, jumped up and threw the clothes up, stepped on the water, and slipped and fell on the corridor with a splash.

The world was spinning, and the pain was so painful that I threw all my distracting thoughts out of the sky.

Lin Shangyi was so frightened that Huarong turned pale, and hurried over to help me and asked impatiently, "Zhiqiu, are you all right, are you all right?"

I could still grin a bit: "Fortunately, it's me."

When she heard it, she burst into tears again.

Yes, fortunately it's me, I think I really don't get along with Gong Li, and I get hurt all the time, but now I think about it, and my heart is clear, my waist, oh, what a pain, I don't know if I broke it, I don't know if it will be like Cai Nu, who was sent to the cold palace when she was sick, and she went away soon.

Hundred flowers kill, how many flowers can bloom in winter.

That waist injury was really serious, Lin Shangyi asked my lady-in-waiting to invite the imperial doctor to see it in her name, she said it was a serious fall and she had to take good care of her so that she could not do heavy things.

On the first day, the Xu Cairen personally brought some things to see me, said some words of concern, then sighed lightly, took my hand and said with great regret: "The Juqiu game in the first month is wonderful, and the emperor will go there in person." Kick, everyone in the palace will watch it, my sister is so hurt, I can't move too much if I think about it."

(End of this chapter)