The maid is the queen

Chapter 75 Save Me (2)

Why don't those people be more ruthless in their attacks, and they simply deal with me, and let me taste this heart-piercing pain alone.

"I'm going to see Zhiqiu." He said weakly.

Not long after, the door slammed softly, and I turned my head and pretended to sleep inside.

He sat in front of the bed for a long time before gently wiping the tears from the corners of my eyes with one hand: "Zhiqiu, only you will cry when you fall asleep, Zhiqiu, don't be afraid, I believe you can come over."

Don't say it, please don't say it, the more I say it, the more I want to cry.

"Zhiqiu, don't cry." He smiled softly: "The Yun Zhiqiu I know is the strongest woman, with a calm and calm heart, and she has her own perseverance. There is no obstacle that Zhiqiu can't overcome. , I'm sorry. The thing I regret most in my life is taking you into the palace."

It is a pity that in life, only when you know that you have lost it will you regret it.

"See the emperor." Suddenly, Lin Luoshui's loud voice was heard outside.

I became anxious, but Xia Juntang didn't intend to leave.

"Where's Yun Cairen?" He roared angrily.

Lin Luoshui said: "Yun Cairen encountered an assassin, and now he is falling asleep in the room after taking medicine, and he will probably wake up after a few cups of tea."

"Only these?" He asked coldly.

Lin Luoshui added: "Yun Cairen has already had a miscarriage."

This sentence is really like a blow to the head, and it hits my heart like ashes.Although I know it well, I still don't want to accept this fact.

He said: "Very good, Imperial Physician Lin's medical skills are the most superb. The three kings sent Yun Cairen here, so I am relieved."

There was no word, and the father opened the door, but Xia Juntang was still sitting in front of the bed.

"Go out." He said lightly, without any anger in his tone.

Xia Juntang did not leave immediately, but snorted lightly, then wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes in front of him, and said in a low voice, "Zhiqiu, love yourself well."

Standing up and walking out, he said rudely to the emperor, "Is this what you call love?"

"I don't need you to take care of my affairs, come and send the three kings back to the three princes' mansion."

The room was much quieter. He sat in front of the bed and grabbed my hand from under the quilt. He held it tightly. My hand trembled slightly. I……"

He kept repeating this sentence all the time, and it made me sad.

I opened my eyes and cried silently.

He lowered his face, rubbing his face gently against my face, warming my face bit by bit with his temperature: "Zhiqiu, we will have children, I will tell you as an emperor , our children will be safe and sound."

In an instant, some of the weak and strong buildings that had been built collapsed. I turned my head and buried my head on his neck, crying, "I want my child."

"Shh, don't cry, if you cry again, the child will go away sad, have you heard of it? Every soul that has not yet entered the world has actually learned to perceive the mood. Zhiqiu, we will have children, many, many, Some are like you, and some are like me, that’s good.”

I choked up and nodded vigorously, but, but my heart was in a mess.

We have no children, can we tolerate each other any longer?But there is no child, I stay by your side, what can I do to be happy?

I opened my tears and looked at him, his face was sincere, he held my hand, kissed my fingertips, carefully and tenderly, I still cried very sadly.

He opened his sleeves, put his wrist in my mouth and said, "If you feel uncomfortable, bite me to let me know how much pain you have in your heart. If I don't love you too much, or care about you too much, how can I let you go?" like this.

I bite, take a deep bite, and let go of his hand.

"Oh, I'm crying so much that my heart hurts. I won't let those who hurt Zhiqiu go. Let's go back to the palace, okay." He wiped my tears carefully with both hands: "I still remember that you left in the morning At that time, how shy and charming, kissing the bright red rouge lips on my face."

I shook my head: "I'm not going back to the palace, I want to go home." I'm afraid to go to the palace, I will always remember what that woman said, if you want to blame it, you are too favored by the emperor.

"Then go home." He said tolerantly.

Because the wound is not suitable for movement, he stayed in the Lin Mansion for two days. Except for some urgent matters, he would come to the Lin Mansion to accompany me and look at me, but Xia Juntang didn't come again.

Maybe, he is here, but he can't see me. Now there are a large number of Imperial Forest Army stationed in the Lin Mansion, as well as father-in-law and court ladies.

I always think about what Xia Juntang said last, Zhiqiu, love yourself.

How lonely it is to love yourself.When the closest people around me left me one by one, I was very hurt, the emperor came to accompany me, took off the airs of the king, like a passionate man, told me some interesting things, and made me laugh I am happy, when I woke up drenched in cold sweat, he was still by my side.

I think he is really important to me, I want to rely on him, he is good to me, very good, he really loves me.

Two days later, the mighty man left from Lin's house. He hugged me and sat on the chariot. He said that this way the wound would not open.

When we arrived at the house, the furnishings were still the same as before, but it was cleaner, but it could be seen that the windows and tables had been changed. He carried me upstairs and said with a smile, "Is there a surprise for you later?"

I smiled, resting my head in his arms.

When I arrived at my room, it was not as good as before. It was magnificently furnished, and all the utensils were the last ones. A small bamboo basket hung from two vines hanging from the roof, with a soft cotton cloth top and a cat’s head. He poked it out and meowed.

"A cat that is as lazy as the owner should stay with the owner. I asked Yang Yan. This cat is called Qiuqiu."

"Thank you." My heart was filled with joy and emotion.

Instead, he straightened his face: "Thank you for what? Who am you?"

"You are the emperor."

"Except for the identity of the emperor?" He insisted on asking.

"Husband." I said softly.

He let out a sigh of relief with a smile: "Zhiqiu like this is cute." Putting me down on the soft couch: "What do you want to eat? I'll get someone to make it for you."

"Don't be so nice to me." I said softly, looking at the soft flying gauze in a room, it's not as warm as winter, I really want to open the window, let the sharp cold wind blow in, wake me up, let I know why he treats me so well, I still feel empty in my heart and always feel like I'm dreaming.

He pinched my face unhappily: "It's always like this, so I don't give myself a little confidence."

"Hehe, after all, there are so many beauties in your palace, I, Yun Zhiqiu, are really not outstanding." Really, so his favor is not very solid.

He smiled and kissed my face, making my face drool: "If you like someone because you love her appearance, then I am a superficial person. I don't know why, but I let you be attracted like this. Yun Zhiqiu, tell me, are you a goblin, and what do you want to do?"

Looking at his half-serious acting face, I couldn't help laughing, I closed my eyes and touched his warm face, trying to remember him at this moment bit by bit.

My heart is very empty, I need to remember something, he is good to me, I don't mind remembering him.

The warm kiss warms my heart bit by bit from the corner of the lips.

But he is the emperor after all, so he can't be with me all the time, he said it's good to be here, it can make me feel at ease, don't worry about anything else, he is there for everything.

Regarding the child, we have never mentioned anything, and we don’t want to mention it again. The wound in my stomach is getting better day by day, and he is still very good to me, but for some reason, when I am alone, I feel extremely lonely. , trying to grab something, but can't grab it at all.

The sound of the jade flute sounded again. In the evening, the wind wanted to let the wind blow away. If you don't listen carefully, you really can't hear it.

It was played by Xia Juntang, no matter how loud or soft the voice was, I could still understand it.

In the sound of his flute, there was deep concern, I turned my head and asked the maid to hold the piano for me.

Forget it, let’s not meet again, it’s for your own good, and I don’t want to break the current peace anymore, I’m greedy for the present happiness, I’m afraid that if I walk alone, boundless sorrow will surround me, making me breathless.The palace maid brought the piano, and I played along softly, with a very soft voice, clank and faint, like whispering, if he had the heart, he would hear what I was saying.

Playing it a little fascinated, the maid said happily at the door: "My lord, the emperor is here."

I looked up and saw that he had strode to the door, with a very good-looking smile on his face: "I heard the sound before I arrived. Zhiqiu's piano sound is really famous in the capital, very pleasant moving."

Thinking about that time, I thought it was funny, the name was full, and I didn’t want to meet Xia Juntang for Lu Yao, alas, there are always too many things that people don’t want, and I can’t change anything, so let myself adapt and live happily .

I stood up cautiously and went up to meet him: "I thought you wouldn't come here so late?"

"If I don't come here, how can I hear such good news." He hugged my shoulders and walked to the piano: "Play me another song."

"What does the emperor want to hear?" I raised my head and asked him.

He plucked the cat in the basket and said viciously: "You can play whatever is most exciting and restless. Look at your ball, it is so round and fat that I think it is a dog." , why no matter when I come, it is always sleeping, this lazy cat."

The cat meowed when he pulled it out, perhaps protesting that it was not a lazy cat.

I smiled: "It likes to sleep and let it go, but it's really too fat. After jumping down and drinking two sips of tea every day, it will lie down on the ground and close its eyes."

"You have cat hair on your bed?" he exclaimed, fussing.

"Just now it jumped up to nest for a while, and I asked the maid to clean it up." I couldn't help it jumping up and down, and I really like it to accompany me every day.

He picked up the cat, and put his hands behind him. Fortunately, the cat is a light animal. It landed on the ground with its front paws, and walked to the side very lightly. A pair of round eyes looked at me sadly, and then looked at him defensively. .

"You care about cats too." It's really a child's heart.

"Of course, that's my place. If it dares to jump on it, next time it will be skinned. If you don't like it, I will open the window and have someone throw it into the river outside the field."

(End of this chapter)