The maid is the queen

Chapter 98 Looking for Wanyi
I'm dead, that Yun Wanyi has died in Liancheng, and now I'm just an ordinary person who can't be more ordinary, holding a pancake in my hand and going outside, calling: "Zatsi."

So the stout guy will come here on horseback in the sunshine. Life is new, but I vaguely feel very empty in my heart.

I tried hard to change, to adapt, to feel this very pure land.That is the fragrant smell emanating from the soil, that is the softness emanating from the bleating.

Fall in love with the wind here, there is no wall to block it, you are free to stop and fly as you like.

Holding a beautiful garland in his hand, Zatsi jumped off his horse and walked towards me, with enthusiasm and excitement in his clear eyes.

He held the garland he had made with both hands and wanted to put it on my head, I smiled and turned my head away, seeing the disappointment in his eyes, smiled and gave him the pancake in my hand: "Yama made it. "

Looking back, I saw some disappointment in the eyes of the two old men, and I pretended to be ignorant and said, "Help the sheep."

I like living here, I like to lie quietly on the grass and look at the blue sky and white clouds, and feel the smell of the wind blowing over my face. I understand that they are looking forward to it.

But no, I can't fall in love with anyone anymore.I once had a person in my heart, he was so kind to me, but he was so ruthless to me, his shadow is not something I can drive out if I want to.

I heard Zatexi say that Mrs. Zhou was arrested, she deserved it, if she does too many bad things, she will be arrested eventually.

As for me, it's such a peaceful, wonderful, comfortable life.

No one came to me, and I enjoyed it, and I worked hard to repay them for saving me.

But I'm a female star, I'm not good at it, I usually let the cattle and sheep chase after herding cattle and sheep, or I let the lamb fall down, and I was addicted to it, so I got up and threw me in the green grass, stuck Tessie laughed when he saw it on horseback.

Slowly, I can forget everything I want to forget, including him, no matter how deep he is in my heart, he will always go out.

And he will also forget me, the worst thing in the palace is a woman, a beautiful woman.

No matter how serious the injury is, it will always get better, no matter how much love hurts, it will be let go, not to mention, I am just a pawn, how long can he remember it in his heart?I have been thinking about it, and my heart has been sore, and I feel like crying, but I know that I don't want to go back to him.

After living here for more than a month, my face was also reddened by the sun and wind in the northwest, and my weak body gradually became stronger.Zhatsi likes to buy clothes for me, the ones that the Northwestern women wear, and the ones that Northwestern women wear on their heads. After I changed my clothes, I really couldn't see the weak and pale Yun Zhiqiu before in the water.

Zhatsi would bring me small bites that my daughter’s family loves from the market. Ram and Yama looked at him but sighed in their eyes. He didn’t understand, but they could see it.

I leaned against Ram and said softly, "I'm sorry."

She patted me on the shoulder: "You don't belong here."

"You are here, you want to be here, but your eyes are looking at other places." Yama also said softly: "You don't belong here."

"I want to be here."

They looked at each other with a smile, looked at me and said, "You are just a child."

I really don't understand, but I like to act like a baby to them, steal the sugar from Yama pancakes, and secretly add more milk to the milk tea made by Ram.

They always smiled helplessly and said to me: "Rogue child."

How wonderful the grassland is, it is so incomparably tolerant that I don’t feel annoyed when I yell and listen quietly, just like my friend.But after shouting and roaring, I was extremely empty again.

Zhatsi said to go to the market with him to sell sheep, I was holding a thin leather whip, but I was reluctant to let it fall on the sheep, and I was knocked down by a mischievous side while walking, Zhatsi He laughed and was annoyed when he saw it: "You can't even look down on sheep?"

"It doesn't want to be sold, it's just a baby."

He couldn't help looking up to the sky and shouting loudly: "Don't be another grandma."

Haha, Ram and Yama always say that he and I are children, and now I tell him how to teach him to bear it.

He hurried behind silently, letting me follow behind him: "Just look at the grass, don't let the grass push you to the ground."

Am I really that stupid?I looked up at the blue sky, but I kicked the head of the grass under my feet, and I actually fell down on the grass again, and heard Zatexi's mournful and powerful roar.

Alas, I really didn't fall down on purpose, didn't I just pay attention to it, didn't I pay attention to the ground?Who taught that the sky here is so clear and beautiful.

The sheep rushed to the market. Most of the people coming and going were from the Northwest, but there were also troops walking in twos and threes. Today may be a market day, and there were many people coming and going. Although we went early, we could only queue at the very back Sell.

There are people from the capital city, people from the south, and some people in weird clothes.

Zatsi told me that those who wear strange clothes and have deep facial features are people from the Wolf Kingdom.

I watched several of them carefully, and it was really not the legendary wolf head and tiger body.There is no difference, it still looks good.

The little lamb that always hugged me squeezed and squeezed to my side, squatting on the ground docilely and gently rubbing its head against me, its white wool was like a cloud.

"It's the one I want to sell first." Zatsi pointed at the lamb.

I hugged and called pitifully: "Zatsi, don't sell it, okay, I will work hard, don't sell it."

The northwestern dialect is mixed with the capital dialect, and he could understand it. He shook his head and said, "It's a ram, it keeps rubbing against the female, and keeps kicking you."

"Okay, okay, I will work hard." I begged coquettishly, and every time I made this move, he always took me out.

"I really can't do anything about you, you're doing me no favors." He snorted coldly, but his eyes were full of smiles.

Don’t you always love me to act like a baby to you, well, it’s good to treat you like a brother like a baby, I thought complacently, when I saw people from the second army approaching, Zatexi stood up and asked them in Northwestern dialect What's the matter, the two people held a stack of paintings and said: "Look carefully, have you seen this person, if you see this person, go to the government immediately and tell me, and I will give you ten thousand taels of money."

They took a look at me and left. Zhatsi took the picture and said to me, "This woman is so beautiful."

Yes, that woman is so beautifully drawn, with slender Liu Mei, calm and calm black eyes, smooth skin, tall nose, small mouth, pointed and thin face, long black hair combed With noble hair, her beauty is a combination of fragility and arrogance. Under her picture, Yun Wanyi is written, and there is a silver tael for reward.

He believed that I was alive, he came to look for me, and Northwest rushed to find me.

Zatsi shook his hand in front of my eyes, and said with concern: "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

"No." I pulled out a smile: "It's just that the weather is too hot."

"That's right." He used a painting to block the sun for me: "How similar are you and this woman?"

My heart skipped a beat, and I asked softly, "Do you like it?"

"The eyes are very similar." He said honestly: "But you are not her. I picked you up on the grassland. It's too hot here. Go there and have tea and wait for me. Don't worry, I won't take you away." You sold your lamb, keep it and let him marry you."

I couldn't help laughing: "I'll bring you a bowl of tea."

"Wait." He stopped me again, and then took out a piece of silver from his sleeve and gave it to me: "If you want to eat something, buy some for yourself, don't be hungry, or Ram will hit me on the head again. "

"Be careful I'm running away." I blinked and threw up the money and held back: "But I'm going to be hungry, so go back and complain to Ram and let her hit you."

He smiled indifferently: "Then I'll go back and kill the lamb."

"..." Why even a lamb can be used to threaten me, and it wasn't born by me, so what does it have to do with me?

Yun Wanyi, those three words are so far away and unfamiliar, they are really far away from me, I almost forgot how noble those three words are.

But it was this kind of dignity that almost caused me to die miserably.

It's been so long, why are you still looking for me, it's been you who want to find me, or Lu Yao.If it's the latter, it's her guilt, then I don't care, if I find me, I ask her to treat me as dead.

I have learned to sing alone, to drive away the boundless loneliness alone, to walk alone at night, follow the stars, and then fall down on the grass and listen to the sourness of my own heartbeat.

I don't want to go back to the old life anymore.A person is really not lonely, but after having another person in his heart, it is really a vast desert.

If you once loved me, please don't come to me again, let me live a good life slowly, and let the wound you pulled out in my heart heal slowly.I didn't go to Xia Juntang, so that we might be together regardless of everything, but I don't want to, I don't want to, the relationship is too heavy, too tired, too hard, I am too tired and powerless.

With one hand to shield from the scorching sun, with the other hand hold the silver tightly and go to the tea place. On a very hot day, even the tea drinkers are crowded.

I'd like two bowls of almond tea and some pastries.Zatsi got up very early to drive the sheep out of the pen, and didn't even eat breakfast. For such a stout guy, if he didn't eat a meal, he would be very hungry.

The people in the tea shop were talking about something noisy in a circle. I was waiting for Xiao Er to make me cakes, but I could only hear a few words.

"Everywhere in the capital is looking for Yun Wanyi. Some people say that she died in Liancheng, shed a river of bright red blood. Some people say that she is alive and has arrived in the northwest of our country. No, even the reward of Long Live Lord has been issued. We The third prince Jing, insisted on taking out Zhou Yamao's old nest with roots and joints, but Prince Jing said that Yun Wanyi was not in the northwest, but died in Liancheng. Tell me, this Yun Wanyi is alive, Or die?"

As a result, everyone enthusiastically expressed their opinions.Some say dead, some say alive.

My heart was trembling slightly, no matter where I am, no matter whether I am dead or alive, you really know me best, death is death, life is also a kind of relief from leaving the palace.

(End of this chapter)