The happiness of crossing every day

Chapter 873 The Most Important Childhood Trauma

Hearing that her husband finally said a few words to herself sincerely, I love you, Gao Xinyue burst into tears regardless of her own image.

She felt that it was too difficult for her.

She felt that her life was really worth it.

She felt that after going through so much and suffering so much, she finally waited for her husband to change his mind and say these few words.

How important the three words I love you are to her.

These three words mean a lot to her.

It is the hope that sustains her to live.It is also the motivation for it to give all its own money to its own man!
Gao Xinyue feels that the reason why the world operates so normally is actually mainly due to those three great characters.

I love you.

Wang Peng looked at his wife howling and crying, as if he had suffered a lot, a lot of grievances, and his whole heart felt very uncomfortable.

He felt like he was soaking in that acidic water.It was so sore and soft that he couldn't stand up.

"My wife, don't be like this, don't cry like this, it's not good for your eyes, and it's especially harmful to your body."

"I know you have suffered many, many grievances before, but now I have fully realized my mistakes. I will change in the future, and I will treat you twice as well. I will work hard and earn money. Then work hard Let our children have a future."

"Honey, you are the most noble person and savior in my life. Without you, where would I be today?"

"As the saying goes, don't forget the well digger when you drink water. I think after a while, I will bring some gifts with you and go to the door of our parents' house."

"Xinyue, I don't know if you have been married to me for so many years, whether your parents still accept me... Actually, I know that I am very worthless and have strong self-esteem, but in front of your parents, I feel really ashamed of myself.”

"In the past, I did many, many wrong things in front of your parents. I did many, many disrespectful behaviors. Now that I think about it carefully and analyze it carefully, I find that I was caused by inferiority complex. I thought Putting a masculine image in front of them will make them look up to me. It will make them willingly agree to let you marry me."

Wang Peng still bowed his head when he said this, and smiled self-deprecatingly.

"At that time, I was so young and so stupid. I even put on a gesture that you insisted on marrying me, but I didn't care about it."

"For a person like me who is abnormal and has a particularly high self-esteem, which parents would be willing to marry their daughter to me?"

"I'm so ridiculous, so naive..."

"What a bastard I am. Stupid and don't know it..."

When Wang Peng said this, the tears in his eyes began to flow out again.

Gao Xinyue saw her husband with such a low self-esteem, self-pity and pride, her whole self-esteem was like that glass, which was shattered all of a sudden. She didn't know why in her heart, but she felt a special feeling. uncomfortable.

Everyone's ego actually has ego defenses.

When a person faces the negation, ridicule, and contempt of others, he will not accept it willingly.

He will build a high wall for his self-esteem, so that those things that can hurt him, such as words and eyes, are blocked outside.

Some people can even deceive themselves and say that they neither heard nor saw.

Now, for my husband to dissect all those things from the past, how much courage does it take?
So, Gao Xinyue felt excited, and knelt down next to her husband, and hugged him tightly in her arms.

While stroking his head, she shook her head gently and cried.

"Don't say it, don't say it, if you go on, I will feel even worse in my heart. I am really sad. I am really sad to hear you say these words."

"I know what you care about, I always have. Because I understand you."

"Actually, in the past, I was sometimes looked down upon by others, and sometimes saddened by others. Please don't pay attention to them anymore. The past has passed. Let's not think about them anymore."

Hearing this, Wang Peng said angrily, "But, as a son-in-law, I really want to visit our parents in a dignified manner. I also want to do my filial piety for you."

"Honey, I don't want to be your burden, I don't want to embarrass you, I don't want to be unable to return to my home because you marry me."

Hearing her husband repeatedly helping her, Gao Xinyue thought about it, then nodded crying.

"Okay. Then let's take some time and go back. This time, I believe that our parents will treat you well."

"Husband, what you are doing now is really much more than before. You are two completely different people from before."

"You have been improving, you have been improving me, you have been improving yourself. Don't bother yourself because of the troubles in the past. Back then, I knew you cared about your own identity, I care about your background, but now you have gotten rid of them a long time ago. You are no longer a person with no money in your pocket. When you go out now, anyone who sees you should respectfully call Mr. Wang. Whoever sees you , dare to show face in front of you?"

When Wang Peng heard his wife say these words to him with a sincere face.To be honest, he really felt much more comfortable in his heart.

Everyone has something in particular.

And everyone is bound by their own childhood.

After experiencing many traumas in childhood, no matter whether he cares or not, he will be deeply branded by it.

Childhood experiences deeply affect a person's temper and disposition.And his style of doing things.

It is because Wang Peng had a strong self-esteem when he was young, he suffered a lot, and he suffered a lot of supercilious glances when he was young. Therefore, these years, he has always cared about these things in his heart.

He cares about how others look at him.

Care about the evaluation of yourself in the mouth of others.

I care more about those who are stronger, richer and more powerful than him, can they look at him?
In fact, Wang Peng has always been very inferior.

Especially in front of my own mother-in-law and father-in-law.

In his past, someone like Gao Xinyue was a typical son of the rich and powerful.

If she wasn't too naive and stupid, no matter what he did in his life, he wouldn't be able to get by her side.

It can be said that if she hadn't been blind, as a poor boy in this life, he would never have had any contact with her.

(End of this chapter)