The happiness of crossing every day

Chapter 942 Mental Trauma
Hearing his wife's golden words, what worries Wang Xinren in his heart?
It will only take him 18 years to raise his precious daughter and raise her to a promising future.

After 18 years, he is just a young man under the age of 50.

And my wife was 80 or [-] years old at that time.

The old lady in her 80s will have one foot in the coffin in a few years.

As long as she goes there at that time, isn't the property under her hands belonged to him and his daughter?

In fact, Wang Xinren is very clear in his heart how much furniture his wife owns.

He felt that he could use an idiom to describe his wife, that is, to be as rich as an enemy.

My own wife is a very capable woman.

Wang Xinren felt that no one in this world could surpass her.

A wife is very capable, and if she marries her husband, she will be even more capable.

Wang Xinren felt that no matter whether his wife was alive or not, it meant that he was capable as a husband.

Moreover, as a husband, he will definitely not lose money.

He has food and drink every day.

You can go wherever you want with your daughter, travel wherever you want, and there are drivers to pick you up when you go out.

He doesn't need to go through the rivers and lakes.There is no need to be a poor and shameless mess society.

There is no need to beg your parents to sue your grandmother every day in society to earn a salary that is only a few thousand dollars a month.

He didn't have to live that hard life.

Live such a difficult life.

Now he only needs to listen to his wife's words, raise the precious girl in his arms well, and raise her future prospects, then he will definitely have a bright future in the future.

When a man has money, he doesn't panic.

Only rich men have confidence.

When I was away from home, my waist was very stiff.

A man without money is a jerk.

Wang Xinren feels that he is now a rich man.Now who dares to yell at him in front of his face?
When he used to work in some units, he felt that everyone was his boss.Anyone can yell at him, whether it is the guests coming and going, or some small leaders above him.

Tell him to drink, and he will drink.

Tell him to tell jokes and pretend to be a clown, and he has to tell jokes and pretend to be a clown.

At that time, he felt that he was worse than a pig or a dog.

Pigs sleep better and eat better than him.

Dogs do less work than him, and they suffer less beatings and scolding.

At that time, I was exploited by others all day long.Be misunderstood by others.

Being regarded as a blood-drawing machine by one's own relatives.

But now, his life is in his own hands.

He is free now.

Wherever you want to go, you can go there, and you can do whatever you want.

No one can get a penny from him.

He just didn't want to give those people money.

And I won't be angry with those people because of money.

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Gao Xinyue didn't know what her husband was thinking at this time

She only knew that the way her husband frowned was really ugly.

"Honey, what are you thinking? I've been calling you for a long time..."

After Wang Xinren was suddenly pushed by this wife, he woke up from the bad memories of his past.

"Ah... Wife, what should I do? I suddenly want to cry again..."

"I feel that the greatest luck in my life is that I met you. If I hadn't met you, I really wouldn't have had a good life. Wife, do you know how much I have suffered and how much I have suffered?" Sin? There was a time when I dropped from 170 catties to 120 catties."

"Think about how thin I am at 1 meters when I'm only 8 kilograms... I almost tried my best for work and to earn more money to support my family and myself. I work day and night. Sometimes, I can do third-class work in a day."

This is the first time Gao Xinyue heard her husband talk about his past.

What she heard from her husband in the past was his past glorious deeds, those more glorious things.

But now, he was finally willing to reveal to her frankly the old scars of his past.

"Husband, from what you say, you seem to have had a hard life before."

"In fact, I also know what kind of life some people in the countryside live. Although in this age, you don't have to worry about food and clothing. After all, you have entered the era of food and clothing. However, I still know that many people can't earn How much. But they all have various needs.”

"For example, some families want to give their children a cram school. For example, some parents want to have their child's teeth fixed. A better cram school costs tens of thousands of dollars to fix a tooth. It also costs tens of thousands of dollars. These expenses are still a huge expense for some ordinary families."

When Wang Xinren heard his wife say this, he suddenly realized that there was still a big gap between himself and his wife.

Take their family as an example. He felt that the living environment when he was a child was really bad.

The family is really too poor.

When he was young, he always wore clothes and pants that his uncles and cousins ​​didn't want.

When he was in high school, he wore a pair of his cousin's old shirts.

A pair of old leather shoes of my cousin.

A boy of fifteen, sixteen, seventeen or eighteen years old was wearing women's leather shoes that no one else wanted.

How could he not feel ashamed of such a thing?
Besides, at that time, his self-esteem was particularly strong.

Every time he heard others laughing, he felt his heart was about to twist.

Because of his poverty, he suffered countless eyes from others.

Because of poverty, I can't eat well, and I can't wear clothes well.Haven't read any books yet.

Because of being poor, he took countless detours in society and made himself miss a lot.Also lost a lot.

When Wang Xinren thinks back to those past days, he feels that poverty, in a sense, is a kind of original sin.

It brought him countless indelible injuries.

That's a mental trauma.

It takes a lot of time and a lot of energy to make up for it slowly.

"Honey, I'm actually ashamed of my past."

"Sometimes, I don't even want to face them myself."

"I sometimes feel that I am not strong. Fortunately, I have finally come out after all these years. After all, I met you."

"You are the noble person in my life."

When Gao Xinyue heard these words, her already numb heart didn't seem to be shocked at all.

After all, when Wang Peng chased her back then, it was similar to this set of arguments.

Even some of the words they use are exactly the same.

At that time, she heard Wang Peng say that his life was too hard when he was a child.

It was not easy for him to say those years.

At that time, she was so innocent that she was so full of sympathy.

Because of sympathy, because of pity, because of the Madonna, she compensated him with herself.

(End of this chapter)