Marriage with one pet: copy the chief adult

Chapter 255 I Was Lonely From the Beginning
In an instant, the world was spinning, and Jian Xi fell back, knowing nothing.

But she didn't forget that at the moment when she was conscious, Chi Yichen's livid face, the flash of guilt, and his indifference all made her very sad.

She was suddenly very happy, and it turned out that she would also be sad.

Only in front of him, she would feel sad. It turned out that she was trapped in a cage, and she was also in the cage of his heart.

But she can no longer have any expectations, thinking that he will turn around and grab her hand.

When Jianxi regained her consciousness, the world she saw when she opened her eyes was still dim. She was still trapped in this bar, but there was no loud music and chaotic crowd. There were only a few people sitting on the bar counter. Drinking alone.

The bartender is wiping the washed wine glasses, the bartender is still practicing making new varieties, and she is sitting on the sofa in the compartment, at a loss for what to do.

With a splitting headache, she held her head and closed her eyes, frowning in pain.

A chuckle came from beside her ear, although it was clear that the voice was not Chi Yichen's, but she still raised her head reflexively, and looked sideways - indeed it was not Chi Yichen, but Miao Yiheng.

"You're awake, I thought you slept until dawn?" He had a nonchalant attitude, still holding the wine glass in his hand, and the brown liquid was shaking and swirling in the glass.

Jian Xi just glanced at it, and felt dizzy, and she wanted to vomit again.

But even so, she was still looking forward to Chi Yichen's appearance, no matter how bad his attitude towards her was, she knew it was a fantasy.

At the beginning, I ruined this happiness with my own hands, but now I think everything is extravagant.

But honestly, she doesn't regret it.

No one could understand her fear, and every time she saw his unknowingly exhausted, her heart tightened - her presence not only did not make him feel at ease, but also made him so depressed.

Even if he considers it from a selfish point of view, who can guarantee that he can endure it for the rest of his life?

What if she stayed like this for the rest of her life?Could it be that he could still suppress himself for the rest of his life?
Obviously they are both naive in love, but she never force him to be mature.

"What are you thinking? Thinking so seriously." Miao Yiheng's gentle voice broke her thoughts again. Jian Xi came back to her senses and knew that he cared about her. She shook her head and licked her dry lips, "It's nothing .”

"If you're thinking about Chi Yichen, he's already gone back." Obviously, he had already seen through her little thoughts, and just pretended not to know as much as possible.

It's nothing, it's no secret that she likes Chi Yichen.

Knowing that he was not there, although she was a little disappointed, but more relieved, Jianxi was relieved, she was finally able to use her will to think about other things.

Of course, the first thing to do is to raise your hand to look at your watch - my God, it's already more than five o'clock in the morning.

She clearly remembered that what she told the boss was to go out to have a hair dryer, but she didn't say to go out to have a hair dryer all night!
Although she couldn't guarantee that they must be worried about her, she thought it would be better to call back, lest they really worry about her, and she would be the one who felt guilty.

Her cell phone was turned off, so Jian Xi borrowed it from Miao Yiheng and dialed the boss's cell phone number.

After only two rings, the phone was connected, so the boss didn't sleep all night, Jian Xi's eyes suddenly turned red, "Boss, I'm sorry, I forgot to call you."

"Oh, you stinky girl, do you know that our whole family is worried about you? If I hadn't told them that you had already called, they would probably wait with me until dawn. If something happened to you, how would I tell them?" Jian Ce explain?"

The boss spoke very hastily, it can be said that he was angry and worried, he really waited all night.

Jian Xi really wanted to explain, but she couldn't find a reason, and because of choking, she couldn't continue the words, so she could only gasp incessantly, tears fell patter, and she quickly raised her hand to wipe them away.

There was silence on the other end of the phone.

After a while, the boss spoke again, and his tone sank. After knowing that she was fine, he was not so anxious.

"Alright, let's cry, I think you are heartbroken, and you are still wondering why you have been indifferent until now. I didn't expect it to be a follow-up effort, but there will be no next time, otherwise I will really rush to you Heart attack."

"I'm sorry—woo." Jian Xi couldn't help sobbing as she spoke, she didn't know what was wrong with her.

After meeting Chi Yichen, she suddenly came back to life. Although she looked very embarrassed, at least she would no longer feel bored.

But in this way, it is even more impossible for her to sleep well.

Crying into the phone for a long time, until Jian Xi's hands were wet with tears and could no longer wipe it down, she hung up the phone resentfully, then handed the wet phone to Miao Yiheng, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay, don't worry about just a mobile phone." Miao Yiheng was magnanimous, he didn't dislike the tears on the mobile phone at all, took it and put it aside, and handed her a tissue instead.

Although he really wanted to ask her why she wanted to break up with Chi Yichen, but he thought that even if she asked, with her current mood, she wouldn't want to tell him.

In any case, seeing her crying so sadly, even if he wanted to comfort her, it was normal.

Right?

Just as she reached out her hand to wipe away the tears on her cheeks, she stood up abruptly. Although her headache was splitting and she couldn't stand firmly, Jian Xi still tried her best to pretend that nothing had happened and smiled reluctantly at him.

"Although I know you are Chi Yichen's friend, I still thank you very much. Also, can you not misunderstand Chi Yichen because of everything he did to me today? He is a young man My child, many things are just like this because I am too aggrieved, please forgive him."

Is it too ridiculous for her to still say these things up to now?

But if she didn't say anything, she felt uncomfortable again. I'm afraid this was the last thing she could do for him.

In the future, he probably won't have the idea of ​​wanting to see her again, after all, she is so disgusting.

Miao Yiheng was speechless and could only nod his head in agreement. In fact, he knew very well that what Chi Yichen did was not his intention, but what surprised him was that even at this time, Jianxi was still protecting him.

How much does this woman love Chi Yichen, so much that she still thinks of him after leaving him.

"Then, I won't bother you." Jian Xi bowed while saying polite words, then straightened up, turned and left the bar.

At six o'clock in the morning, the sky outside was bright, but it didn't matter, even if it was dark night, she thought she could face it alone in the future.

Because I will be alone in the future.

After returning, the boss's family's attitude towards Jian Xi was more cautious than friendly, as if they were afraid that she might commit suicide at any time.

What's even more exaggerated is that the boss probably went to the bureau to publicize it again, so even the colleagues in the bureau have a 360-degree change in their attitude towards her. flower.

But she didn't like it.

It's time to think about finding a house - after having this idea, Jianxi began to pay attention to the news posted on the Internet, and went to check the live situation alone on the rest day.

It's not that she doesn't like it here, it's just that she doesn't want to cause trouble for them.

But before finding the house, Jianxi still pretended to accept their careful care as if nothing had happened. She didn't care if she was asked to cooperate or even go along with it. As long as it made them feel at ease, she would try her best to do it.

On the night when she found the house, Jian Xi was mentally prepared to talk about it at the dinner table, but when the moment really came, she withered again.

No, she's going to move out the day after tomorrow, and it will be too late if I don't talk about it.

Jian Xi coughed twice, summoned up the courage to raise her head, looked around at the crowd, and gently parted her red lips, "Well, I have something to announce to everyone."

"Well, I have something to announce to everyone."

Ning Ling and her almost spoke in unison. As soon as they finished speaking, they looked at each other and smiled awkwardly.Of course, in the end it was Jian Xi who gave up the right to speak to Ning Ling, anyway, she didn't have the courage to speak up right away.

"Didn't I tell you about a boy I fell in love with at first sight last time? I met him again recently, and I successfully tricked him into coming to our house for dinner, tomorrow at noon."

As soon as that boy was mentioned, Ning Ling couldn't help but blushed and shy.

The boss saw it, and couldn't help shaking his head. It's really a girl who doesn't want to stay. Why didn't my daughter be so happy when she heard that he was going to have dinner at home at noon?

Nonsense, can dad and male god draw an equal sign?

On the contrary, Madam is more generous, she nodded with a light smile, "In this case, I will prepare a few more dishes tomorrow. By the way, Jianxi, what do you want to say? And tomorrow, please be sure to eat at home."

Damn, how did she know what she was going to say--in that case, she'd have to settle for lunch outside.

Jian Xi choked on a mouthful of food and nearly choked to death. She quickly patted her chest and drank some water before recovering.

Take a deep breath, it's time like this, she can only do it from the ground up.

"Actually, I have already prepared the house, and I will move there the day after tomorrow. I don't mean not to like it here, but because I like it so much, I don't want you to suppress yourself for me. I'm really fine, and I will be fine. Live life."

This was probably the first time she had confided in them.

Although strong self-esteem is not something to be proud of, she really doesn't want to cause them too much trouble, not to mention, she was here to borrow it.

Sooner or later, I will leave. This is a fact that has been settled from the beginning.

As soon as the words fell, everyone was silent, but Jian Xi had tried her best to explain, she didn't know what else to do.

Fortunately, they can all express their understanding.

It's just that it's inevitable to be sad for a while, so the meal passed in such a silent manner, and Jian Xi once again became the king of the cold.

In the blink of an eye, before falling asleep, Ning Ling suddenly asked her, "Jian Xi, if people can regret it, then you want to go back to before that happened?"

She didn't answer, she pretended to be asleep and got away with it.

It's an unanswered question because she has no regrets at all.

Anyway, no matter how you do it, there is only one result.

Alone at first, and always will be.

(End of this chapter)