Chapter 315
After Jian Xi returned to the hotel, she went to bed immediately, she had a splitting headache.

But in fact, she didn't sleep well, and she had another nightmare in a daze. This time she didn't dream of Chi Anche, nor Chi Yichen, let alone Mu Shaogong.

She just relived what happened that day.

Dreaming of Jian Ce being hit by a car, he was dragged several meters away, she kept chasing and shouting, hoping to stop the car, but it didn't.

This is not a nightmare, it is real - when she was dreaming, this sentence kept echoing in her mind, reminding her of the special existence of this dream over and over again.

Perhaps this is the scariest part of this nightmare.

When she woke up from the dream, Jian Xi was already in tears. If she hadn't turned over and pressed her forehead to the mobile phone beside the bed, the dull pain woke her up, otherwise she would probably be haunted by the nightmare for a long time.

Sitting up in a daze, the headache not only did not relieve, but also worsened, Jian Xi covered his forehead in pain, and began to regret the idea of ​​going out to drink and get drunk last night.

She also thought about secretly going to the hospital to see Jian Ce later, it's best not to let Jian Jia know, let alone Jian Ce.

Now both Jian Ce and she are sinners, even so, maybe they still can't forgive each other.

When she thought of her mother lying in a pool of blood like Jian Ce, her nerves tensed up, and she couldn't tell if it was hatred or pain, probably both.

While she was in a daze, the cell phone beside the bed rang. This was not the first time it rang. Just now when she was asleep, she heard the ringing of the cell phone in a daze, but she was not in the mood to answer the phone and simply ignored it.

Now that she was awake, she didn't run away, and connected to that strange number without thinking, she didn't speak.

The other party's voice sounded a little hasty, although it was unfamiliar, but she would not forget that annoying voice.

"Sheng'er, how are you doing now? I've already heard the news about Jian Ce's car accident, so I wanted to call you, I'm afraid you will be sad." Xue Qi's tone of voice is always gentle and slow , people can't imagine that he will be a cruel person.

The only one who would call her Sheng'er at such a time is probably the Xue family.

Jian Xi immediately thought of hanging up the phone, but she didn't want the other party to think that she was afraid, so she reluctantly pressed the phone to her ear, and she was quite rude when she responded.

"So what, my sadness can't be soothed by your phone call. I haven't forgotten that someone locked me in the house for several days. If I didn't escape by myself, I don't know where I would be locked up." How long have you been up?"

It didn't matter that she was barbed and bitter, as long as she was his daughter, he wouldn't deny her.

It's just that embarrassment is unavoidable. There was no sound on the other end of the phone in an instant, and Jian Xi felt relieved. At least now, she is not in the mood to have long conversations with others. Just answering a phone call consumes her energy.

After a while, with the buzzing sound, Xue Qi finally spoke, his attitude was still sincere, "I know you are homeless now, if you want to come back, then come back to me, I won't imprison you anymore, It is my fault."

He was hung up by Jian Xi before he finished speaking, she was not in the mood to know anything about him at all.

What's more, if an apology is useful, then there is no need for police in this world.

Before it was dark, Jian Xi got out of bed to wash, and then hurried to the hospital. She didn't go to Jian Ce at first, but asked the doctor about Jian Ce's situation first.

The answer she got did not disappoint her, Jian Ce has successfully passed the dangerous period.

Next, as long as he rests well, he will be able to return to the same state as before.

That being the case, there is no need for her to worry about him, or to feel guilty about having caused him misfortune.

However, it would be a lie to say that she is not guilty. She does not want to and will not become the same person as him. The only thing she can do is to bring him to justice, instead of killing people out of impulse like him.

Guessing that Jian Jia should go out for dinner at this time, Jian Xi sneaked upstairs, hid outside the door of the ward, and secretly checked the situation inside through the crack of the door.

Just as she expected, Jian Jia and Chi Tianyou were not there, and Jian Ce was the only one lying on the bed in the ward.

She pushed open the door carefully, and then walked to him lightly, trying not to make any noise, she didn't want to wake him up, disturb his sleep, let alone be discovered by him that she came to see him specially.

However, this was impossible. When Jian Xi walked to the bedside, Jian Ce had already opened his eyes and looked at her fixedly.

She was really taken aback, she covered her heart for a long time without reacting, seeing him struggling to raise the corner of his mouth to show a smile, but he had to restrain himself because of the injury at the corner of his mouth, Jianxi's eyes suddenly turned red.

"Do you know my mother's pain now? It's a pity that she suffers much more than you. She didn't cry for her when she was lying in a pool of blood, and no one called an ambulance for her. You are much luckier than her." Tsukuru sneered calmly, barely standing still with his legs touching the edge of the bed.

Otherwise, she would definitely be sitting on the ground because of trembling all over now.

She also forgot when she became so useless.

Regarding her accusation, Jian Ce seemed to have something to say, but his mouth was covered with an oxygen mask, so he couldn't speak. He wanted to raise his hand to take it, but both hands were injured, and he couldn't move at all.

Out of pity, she helped him remove the oxygen mask, and helped him remove the used needle water bottle and replace it with a new bottle of needle water.

He was finally able to speak, but it was very difficult to say, "Yes, I already know, don't worry, I won't blame you, in the final analysis, I will suffer retribution myself."

Being able to survive was actually beyond his expectations.

He had just thought about surrendering himself so that Jianxi could spend the rest of her life with peace of mind. Her life is still very long, unlike him, she can't let her spend the rest of her life helpless because of his affairs peaceful.

But when he saw Jian Xi standing on the road, spreading his arms fearlessly, he suddenly felt very ashamed.

Even at such a time, he was still very cowardly, and he didn't even have the guts to go underground to accompany Yu Jinxi - if he had, he wouldn't have left her and ran away.

That's why it took him eight years to fail to make her fall in love with him.

So at that time, he suddenly rushed out to push Jian Xi away. Apart from the reason of protecting her safety, more importantly, he didn't think about moving his pace.

There are still many things Jian Ce wants to say in his heart, but due to physical reasons, he can only express one theme simply and clearly, that is, Jian Xi should not feel guilty about his affairs.

Her life had already been messed up by him, and now he didn't want to be her stumbling block anymore.

But she still refused to forgive herself, her eyes were red and tears were rolling, she lowered her head and grabbed her arms, looking a little helpless.

"I really didn't mean it. I was just playing with myself. I didn't expect you to rush out." She said, shaking her head in self-denial, sighed, and tears fell down.

It's useless to say that now, whether she minds it or not, she's doing it wrong.

"Now you and I have become sinners, why don't we go to jail together and say that I attempted to murder you on purpose." Jian Xi added, she didn't smile, her face was almost expressionless, and she licked her dry hair White thin lips.

Apart from this method, she really couldn't think of a way to make herself forgive him and herself.

She has never been able to ignore the mistakes she has made, and it is because of this that she cannot forgive others' mistakes. Maybe Chi Yichen has the same idea as hers, which is why she refuses to forgive her until now.

She didn't say this out of emotion or as a joke, she really thought so, but she didn't expect that Jian Ce's reaction was much more intense than hers, and almost touched the wound on his face.

He raised his head and looked at Jian Xi with difficulty, with tears in his eyes, and his voice was hoarse, "No, I have harmed you for more than 20 years, do I want to continue persecuting you for the rest of my life? Let's go, how far is it?" No matter how far you go, or simply go back to Xue's house, I don't want to drag you down."

After all, he sighed, looking like he was ten years older.

He said that if he is well maintained, he can fully recover. Looking at his appearance now, if the injury happens to be going to prison, then he will definitely be skinny and skinny, and he will be a different person from the healthy and healthy him before.

Jian Xi lowered her head and secretly wiped her tears. She couldn't describe how she felt at the moment. She knew she was sad, but she was resisting this sadness in her heart.

In the end, she realized it too.

Sure enough, her heart was still too soft. She said that she would never forgive him for the rest of her life. Didn't she already forgive him now?
But it is undeniable that she did this just to make her feel better, otherwise she would really be no different from a cold-blooded animal.

It would be great if Chi Yichen was as soft-hearted as she is.

It's a pity that in the end it was still her cranky thinking.

Jian Xi's thoughts are erratic, and she doesn't know how to respond to Jian Ce's words. Anyway, now she only hopes that he can live in peace, and she doesn't think about anything else.

However, Jian Ce still insisted, and kept repeating, asking her to go to Xue's family.

"If you go back to Xue's house, you won't be so lonely." When he said this, Jian Xi couldn't stand his nagging anymore, she stood up and was about to leave, but she heard it without a doubt.

She rushed out of the ward like crazy, before Jian Xi had time to wipe away the tears on her face, she bumped into Jian Jia at the corner of the corridor, she rushed up just after lunch.

Seeing her tears streaming down her face, Jian Jia remained silent and didn't scold her any more.

And Jianxi could only pretend to be calm, wiping her tears with the back of her hand, and smiled reluctantly, she said, "Take care of your dad, don't doubt that he is a good man, thank him for his care over the past 20 years, and, I I dreamed about my mother yesterday, and she said he didn't blame him."

After speaking, she walked around her very far and never looked back.

While Jian Jia looked at her, she suddenly understood something.

Sometimes, since you can't go back to the past, don't force yourself.

(End of this chapter)

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