CHIEF agent, the goddess is coming

Chapter 268 If I Can Meet You in Heaven (Inner Words)

If I can meet you in heaven
[65 Affectionate Words from Bing Tuanxi to Shao Nanxu]

1. If time can go back, how I wish I could join hands with you again.Even if it is a sacrifice, as long as you can reach the same country with you, you will die without regret!
2. The farthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but that we are clearly in trouble together, but we have never confessed to you that I love you, even thank you and never said
3. If I can meet you in heaven.I want to tell you that I am doing well now and have a brand new happiness again.However, I don't know how to say the three words "I miss you", I can only bury them in my heart and send them to your heart.
4. Xu, since I parted from you forever, my daily life is almost dull.You have become my inseparable habit, how can I let go?

5. After you really left me, I will never be able to hear your wonderful piano sound, the only music that can shake my heart.

6. Xu, you gave everything for me.But what I can really repay is my only warmth.If I can do it all over again, I really want to use up my life to make up for it.It's a pity that there are no ifs in the world, only consequences.

7. In the dark night, without your existence, everything becomes so lonely.

8. I went to the playground alone, but the Ferris wheel stopped turning for us.All the lights are extinguished in my eyes, leaving only tears
9. Why did you make a broken promise to me?I thought, naively, that we could be happy forever.Counting the sky and the earth, but never calculated that you will leave forever for me.

10. God said that loneliness is temporary, but love is eternal.But my love was once given to you, but it was given to another person after you left. Would you blame me?But I understand that your greatest happiness is my happiness.I am selfish in the end, but you are always selfless.My love is too small to be divided in two.I gave Feng Yilie my last love, but left my thoughts to you.With this longing, I set foot on the kingdom of heaven
11. In my dream, I often think of the scene where I go to heaven.I am worried, if you wait there alone, will you feel lonely?

12. Xu, I have always understood that you are a very forbearing person who hides your emotions and anger.Your strength, like a lie, is just a disguise.But I just want to be your armor, even if it is very thin.
13. After you left, wherever I went, I would see your phantom, but it disappeared at the touch of a button.

14. I used to wake up crying in my dream during the year when I lost you.I'm looking forward gradually like this, the you in my dream become transparent
15. In the end, our promises were not kept.

16. Without you, I am often sad alone.Because there is no one to share with me but you.

17. When I was in danger, you were always the first to stand up.For me, it is like a fairy in a dream, which has produced a deep dependence in my heart.But since you left, no one can protect me in the first place.

18. The only angel who guarded me has disappeared.
19. There are too many beautiful and sad sentences, but in the end they still can’t match the essence of I miss you
20. In the future, when I cry, no one will wipe away my tears.My heart tells me that only I can be strong in the future!

21. When I feel happy, I suddenly feel sadder.Because, there is no one who can share the joy with me.

22. When I was wronged, you were no longer by my side.

23. Lonely, I can only enjoy it alone.Whenever I look at the stars in the sky, I smile with tears in my eyes, it's you
24. You are dead, but I can't be by your side.

25. When you left peacefully in my arms, my heart almost collapsed.At that time, how I wished that I could go to some country with you.But you, cast a 'live forever' spell on me
26. I know you like to eat light food, so the meals I cook will always be your favorite.However, you are gone.

27. I have dinner alone, and I don't want my friends to see my thoughts.Because, I just want to share the sadness with you!

28. In future adventures, you will no longer be the leader.I went rock climbing alone, but I never heard your poems again.

29. When playing the piano, there is one less accompaniment.I can only let tears, instead
30. If we live in the book, I really want to ask the author to arrange a chance to meet you.Even if it's nice to see your smiling face again.At least let me know that you are fine.
31. After you went to another country, my loneliness increased!
32. There have been many times, even I can't count, how many times my smile has been fake.

33. After you left, I never touched your violin again.

34. I hardly cry when you are around.But after you left, the steam unknowingly increased
35. Xu, you are the only person who reached out to me when I was at a low point.

36. You have never made an oath to me, but you have fulfilled my wish with actions time and time again.

37. In this life, you are the only one who knows how to make me happy by myself.

38. Without you, perhaps I would really die in hell.

39. I like to see the way you advise us, your seriousness, and your smile.But in the end, it all turned into shadows.
40. If we could meet again, what would you say to me?

41. I just understand now that my feelings for you have already surpassed true love.But will this extreme barrier between life and death allow us to be together?

42. Do you remember?In the past when you looked at each other and smiled, the sunrise rose by the sea, and the graceful music lingered in your ears.For me, that was the most beautiful moment of my life.

43. There is an ancient saying: High mountains and flowing water make it hard to find a bosom friend.I lost my only bosom friend, but I still want to play the music I don't want to mention again, just because I don't want to forget you.

44. In fact, in the end, I hate myself so much.It was because of me that you made your final sacrifice.You will never blame me, but I feel guilty forever.
45. Losing you is the greatest pain in my life.
46. ​​Did you know?Tonight, it began to snow again, and I saw the dream, the scene where you taught me to make a snowman.But in the end, it's all but an illusion.

47. In the midsummer of July, I went rowing alone again.I would have liked to only learn half so you could teach me forever.Because of this, I'll never row a boat halfway.
48. After you left, the organization lost an elite.Everything can only be done by me.My shoulders are much heavier
49. I became more and more sentimental and lonely.When will you come back? I look up at the stars every day and count your names to fall asleep, but your figure still does not appear in my dream.

50. I used to be too happy.I never thought that I would feel sad because of losing you.

51. Every song I hear now reminds me of you.I seem to be under a spell, and I will see you wherever I go.

52. I don't know whether I should be weaker or stronger.

53. When I was at a loss, there was no key to understand my heart.From now on, I will forever lack a fluorescent lamp to guide me in the direction of progress.

54. Without you, I really have to rely on me to walk alone in the future.The journey is so bumpy and sad.
55. In the sky, a shooting star flashed.Legend has it that if you make a wish on it, your wish will come true.But I still can't speak, because I know you will never come back.
56. Why did you make a broken promise to me?You fulfilled all my wishes except the promise of being together forever.

57. But I finally understand, you want me to walk alone.It's just that your heart will always follow me without separation.

58. In this world, I have heard the cruelest sentence from you, that is: you will live in my heart forever, won't you?Such comfort suddenly made me riddled with holes.

59. How I hope that there can be a fairyland in the world, I would rather wait for thousands of years for you, even if you have forgotten me forever
60. Meeting is always so short.Leaving is always heartbreaking forever.

61. I am most afraid of rainy days, even if it is not cold, it will freeze my heart forever.Because that's the season for your festival
62. Did you know?I've been waiting, we can have a small house together, every day I compose music, you play the violin.Stay away from the organization and live a life without competition.This used to be my only ideal.I've been waiting, but the final fantasy is disillusioned.

63. Many people often say that when desperation comes, there is always a turning point of happiness waiting for you.But, you are the turning point of my happiness!Therefore, I will always be in a desperate situation and never wake up.
64. The moment the curtain ends, the past overlaps, and more tears flow out with the familiar melody.
65. If you can meet in heaven.I hope that these 65 words of heart, my thoughts day and night, can be passed on to you.Smile at you again and say, "I'm fine!"

**Feng Yilie inadvertently found Bing Yuxi's monologue about Xu's 65 articles written in his diary.The heart was pounding like a tide, ups and downs.

When Bing Tuanxi entered the room, she was taken aback, suddenly felt that she was sorry for him, and felt more and more guilty.She closed her eyes lonely, and said lightly: "I'm sorry, I admit that I can't forget him."

Feng Lie was silent, and hugged her in his arms without saying anything, but the next words were golden in weight, "I can understand your heart, although I care but I don't mind! Xi'er, in the future, I will With my love and Xu's love, I will accompany you to fulfill those unfulfilled wishes! Is that okay?"

Bing Tuanxi burst into tears, "Yes!"

In the end, my happiness, did not disappear.
(End of this chapter)