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Chapter 503 Make it clear to Xu Yang 2
503 Chapter 503 Explain clearly with Xu Yang 2
Mo Zixi knew what Xu Yang meant, he was indirectly telling her that even if Xu's family did not agree to let them be together, he was capable of making their mother and daughter happy.

But she really doesn't want a relationship that is not blessed by her family. She sees her sister and brother-in-law loving each other, and the look in their eyes can make people feel full of love. She also wants in-laws like Lu's elders.

If she couldn't find it, then she would rather not have it, and it would be good to live like this for the rest of her life.

It doesn't matter if she is cowardly, but she just wants to keep her head down and be a turtle.

Xu Yang's mood is extremely contradictory now, his tense palms are covered with fine sweat. He wants Mo Zixi to answer immediately, but he doesn't want to hear her merciless rejection, so he can't help reminding, "Zixi , don’t rush to answer my question, I can give you time, and you can answer me after you think it through.”

"Brother Xu, what do you like about me?" Mo Zixi sighed slightly, the emotion in her chest was stuffy. She used to be so domineering and dismissive of anyone. Such a person has always put her in his heart.

"Zixi, don't talk about yourself like that. You used to be kind, but now you work hard to make progress. Whether it was before or now, you have your own shining points. You mean others like it."

"I'm not that good, brother Xu. In the past, I was blinded by my own obsessions. I hurt my family members who really cared about me time and time again, and made my life a mess. Now I'm just a small salesperson."

"No, Zixi, that's not the real you. The real you is actually what you are now. In fact, before you came to the company, I met you at Mo's house. At that time, you were doing rehabilitation. I saw you fall down by yourself and stand up with gritted teeth, over and over again. You immediately attracted my attention. I have never seen a girl as strong as you. At that time, I was thinking that you must be able to stand up. Get up. Sure enough, you not only stood up, but also came to work in the company, but you in the company are completely different from what I saw you at the beginning. "

When mentioning the past, a relieved smile appeared on Mo Zixi's face, "Did you think I was quite annoying at the time?"

"No, I was just thinking, what made you become like this, you are obviously not such a person, why do you want to live like a hedgehog, and later I heard the chairman accidentally mention your childhood experience, I I understand that this is a manifestation of your lack of love since you were a child, you are too eager for your father's attention, and everything you do is just to make your father look at you differently."

It was the first time Xu Yang spoke such a long word. Mo Zixi always felt that this man was a little shy sometimes, but he never thought that he, who had never had a close relationship with her, could understand her thoughts so well.

She hooked the corners of her lips, feeling very satisfied. It turned out that there was still such a person paying attention to her unknowingly, how lucky she was.

"Thank you Brother Xu."

Xu Yang scratched his hair, his expression slightly unnatural, "Zi Xi, what's there to thank for that, I'm just expressing what's in my heart."

Mo Zixi looked at the gentle and steady man in front of her, she couldn't help thinking, such a man must be a good man after marriage, if the person she met back then was him instead of Ding Rui, she would have a wonderful relationship married life.

But things like feelings are really uncertain, and there are too many variables in the future. She really can't be sure whether she can give happiness to such a person.

In her current situation, if she is with Xu Yang, she can't give him affection and can only treat him as a family member. What will happen to such an unbalanced married life, she dare not delve into it.

Mo Zixi knew that it would be hurtful to say this, but she felt that only in this way could she completely dispel his thoughts.

She took a deep breath and said firmly, "Brother Xu, I know what you mean, but I won't fall in love with you. I can't give you what you want."

Xu Yang's body froze, as if he didn't expect Mo Zixi to be so direct, and he couldn't react for a long time.

Mo Zixi saw the hurt in his eyes, but she couldn't take back what she had said, so she could only continue to bite the bullet and say: "Brother Xu, this is the biggest problem between us, are you A good man, I really can't delay you."

This was the first time Mo Zixi refused a man's pursuit, and she could only come up with such vulgar reasons over and over again.

You are fine, but I don't love you.

This is definitely the best weapon, not family background, not appearance, but I don't love you, that's all.

Xu Yang only felt that his head was heavy, "Zixi, I asked to date you with the intention of marrying you. Marriage is not love. I believe in love over time. We haven't gotten along much before. How do you know that?" You won't fall in love with me, don't be so hasty to make a decision, please? Give me some more time to examine me. "

Mo Zixi shook her head firmly as before, "No, Brother Xu, I'm a dead man. My father always said that I wouldn't look back if I hit the south wall, but after hitting my head and bleeding, I would run away when I saw the wall." people."

"Zixi, I'm not a wall that will be smashed by you, you don't have to run away from me."

"Brother Xu, can you not force me?"

Looking at the thin woman in front of him, Xu Yang felt his throat tightening, and he couldn't say any more. He really liked this woman from the bottom of his heart, but what he did seemed to put pressure on her. Not what he wants to see.

Neither of them spoke for a while, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward.

Mo Zixi licked her lips, not knowing what to say.

After a while, Xu Yang was the first to break the silence, "I'm sorry, Zixi, I shouldn't force you."

Mo Zixi shook her head, "Brother Xu, it's fine."

"Zi Xi, is it because of Ding Rui? Because you still love him? That's why you can't accept me."

Mo Zixi shook her head, she can be sure of this now, "Brother Xu, no, he is just my ex-husband now, I will not let myself step into the same river twice."

Xu Yang's eyes dimmed again, "Then what are you going to do next?"

"I want to let nature take its course. If one day I meet someone I love and also loves me, maybe I will try my best to take this step." When she didn't meet that person, she would not try again easily.

"Zi Xi, is it really not possible? Can I really not work with you to give Youan a normal growth environment?"

"Brother Xu, you are as warm as big brother, and we will be friends for life." As for Youan, she will not let herself go for the sake of her growth, if there is any problem with their adult relationship, it will directly affect Youan , she never wanted such a thing to happen.

(End of this chapter)