me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 269 Betrayal
I followed Zhang Ke to Liu Litong's former home.

It seems that after they divorced, the house was allocated to Zhang Ke.

I helped her upstairs. She seemed drunk, but I felt that she was not too drunk.Because as soon as I entered the room, she wrapped me tightly and kissed me with the help of alcohol.

I was a little hesitant at first, so I didn't devote myself that much, but she noticed it and said suddenly, "Can't I forget her?"

I was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly felt a deep hatred, yes, why am I still hesitating and struggling here?Is there any point in keeping my body faithful?

You betrayed first, why don't you allow me to betray?

This is my second experience. In fact, this time is the real experience. The last time I was half drunk and half awake, so I didn't experience any feeling at all.

I can't remember how long we did it that night, and it felt like all the years of longing in my body had finally been released, and the feeling of release was intoxicating and unreal.

Then it was over.

But even so, she still felt very satisfied. There were dense beads of sweat on her forehead, her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes seemed to be unable to open.

I lay on the side and smoked, feeling an indescribable feeling in my heart, with a trace of emptiness in my joy.

She closed her eyes and touched me, lying in my arms.

"It's better to be young." She sighed, "It's been a long time since I experienced the feeling of opening a flower core."

I don't know how to answer, just smile.

Probably because she was too tired, she quickly fell asleep and her breathing became heavier.

But I couldn't sleep, tired and empty, so I sat up and smoked.

"Can't you forget it?" she said suddenly.

"You haven't slept yet?"

"Look out," she said, "When you were young, it was like this. If you catch anyone, you want to die with her. Then you will understand that it's just a temporary mutual need. It's just a matter of deceiving each other."

These words made me sad, it's not that I don't believe her words, I'm just not reconciled, we haven't reached the point where our passion has receded, and she has already lied to me.

I have always felt that I am a person who does not forget my original intention, because I have seen too many deceptions and tricks between lovers around me, but I still believe in true love until I met Ruyue Liu, this feeling reached its peak, which made me feel that love is actually Existence, fairy tales exist, but others ignore it.

But the truth, hehe, it's just that I am too involved in the show, it has always been my own one-man show, and she is just going through the motions and running a trick.

"Don't think about it, you are not good, just say what you have to say, hold it in your heart, it is easy to hate." Zhang Ke said.

"Shouldn't you hate it?" I said, "Don't you hate Liu Litong?"

She smiled, "You won't believe me when I tell you, I don't hate him, he's not worthy of my hatred, if you hate someone, you have to give your feelings, is he worth it?"

It also makes sense.

……

When I woke up, it was already daylight, it was broken, and I was going to be late for work!
I sat up hastily, and when I got up, I realized that today is the weekend, so I sat back.

Zhang Ke didn't know when he had already left the house, leaving me alone at home.

There was milk and bread on the table. I sat there and took a few mouthfuls. Thinking of last night, I felt unreal.

I think of a long time ago, when I first came to this house, Zhang Ke was still the boss's wife, a sexy housewife that people couldn't stop peeking at. At that time, I still envied Liu Litong from the bottom of my heart, not only With a successful career and such a virtuous and sexy wife, they were still so affectionate at that time. I didn't expect that a few years later, all these things would disappear. I didn't expect that we would have such a relationship.

There are so many unknowable things in life. This is the charm of life, but also the tragedy of life.

Of course I didn't intend to stay here, and continue the passion at night, this kind of thing once is enough.

I went out for a day, went to the hotel to wash up at night, and continued to find a bar to drink at night. While drinking, I was thinking that those who are addicted to alcohol probably have a sad story behind them, otherwise who Will be obsessed with this thing?It doesn't taste good either.

I was drinking alone, and the table was full of empty bottles before I knew it. After a while, I felt a little uncomfortable in my stomach, and then I started to feel uncontrollable pain. The pain was unbearable, and soon my stomach There was a layer of white sweat on his forehead.

It's bad, I hurt my stomach last time I drank, and I've been drinking heavily for the past two days, I'm afraid it will recur again.

I stood up, went to checkout, I tried to stay awake and went back to the hotel, I can't be ashamed here.

Unexpectedly, I just paid the bill, but I couldn’t get out anyway. I couldn’t even stand up because of the pain. I fell to the ground while holding on to the table. There was a lot of noise around me. In a trance, I saw many people gathered around and opened their mouths Say something, but can't hear their voices, and lose consciousness.

The dream is soft white, a vast expanse with no end in sight.

I don't know how long it took, I heard someone crying in my ear, I was very familiar with that voice, I identified it carefully, I couldn't help being taken aback, Liu Ruyue?
(End of this chapter)