me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 678 It's Snowing

Xiao Ding slammed on the brakes and asked, "What's the matter, Mr. Yu?"

"It's okay, just wait for me here." I said and quickly opened the door and jumped out of the car.

After opening the car door, I quickly ran back, and when I turned the corner, I suddenly froze and stopped there.

Because Guo Xiaoting was standing across the street, yes, it was her, she came back.

She cut a neat short hair, wearing handsome Martin boots and jeans, showing a clean beauty, but this image is also a bit strange to me.

Beside her stood a tall boy, fair and handsome, with a camera hanging on his chest, taking pictures of Guo Xiaoting. Guo Xiaoting was posing vulgarly, and they laughed happily.

I really want to say hello to her, because I really miss her very much. When I left so sad, my heart was actually full of self-blame and longing. Unfortunately, for Liu Ruyue, I had to endure it, but I also cared about her life in my heart. OK.

Unexpectedly, now that she is back, there are no scars in her smile, she is smiling happily.

That's it.Very good.

I read silently, watching them there, across the street, the wind blew by, everything seemed to stop, and I remembered the scenes with Guo Xiaoting, the girl who chatted with me at the door of the nightclub bathroom, the girl who pretended to be Drunk lied to me to take her home, the girl who just wanted me to hug her, that righteous girl who accompanied me to drink until I vomited when I was sad, that...

But I no longer had the courage to bother that girl in the past.

Before she saw me, I quietly backed away and walked back.

Sitting in the car, looking at the busy traffic outside the car window, I felt infinite emotion in my heart.Maybe life is like this, you will continue to lose and miss some people, until in the end, you lose everything and make your world an empty city.

When I got home, it was still an empty city.

Recently, my deepest experience is that falling out of love is not terrible. What is terrible is that after the breakup, you still live in that place, and there is still her smell everywhere. All her memories make you always think of her. is the cruelest.Staying in the living room, you will always think of the two of you watching TV together in the living room, laughing and laughing, and when you see the kitchen, you will always think of that virtuous figure, the woman in an apron who cooks for you.

So although Liu Ruyue and I didn't formally propose to break up, I already have a first-hand experience of this feeling.

When I came back at night, I didn't want to eat anything, I just wanted to be alone for a while and think about something.

There are some things that you don't want to think about, but you have to face them after all.So instead of avoiding it, it is better to face it bravely.

Let's talk about work first.

I admit that I didn't understand Mr. Meng's intentions until now. Today's 30 cash really brought me a strong visual and spiritual impact. I admit that his goal has been achieved, because these cash made me suddenly appreciate the The annual salary has a deeper understanding, it is no longer just a number that sounds good, but piles of real money that are a bit scary!And the secretary who hurriedly arranged to come in made me feel the temptation of power even more deeply.

Yu Hao, why are you resigning from this position?
You are now used to the extravagant spending habits brought about by high income, and you are also used to going to the company, everyone respectfully calls you Mr. Yu, and suddenly, let you start again from a small job in the workplace, Can you bear it if others are arrogant to you again?

This resignation means that you will lose all the things that can bring you, such as social status, respect from others, and prosperity in life. You will start all over again. Are you really not tired?

It's a real headache.

The entrepreneurship proposed by Meng Tingyun is a good way out. After all, although I am young, I think my marketing ability is still good. Besides, I have not learned a lot during the year of experience in Changhai, but on such a platform I have learned a lot of professional things in the Internet. I can sell the apartment in Changhai to this point, and I am more confident about other projects.

But the problem is that I guess Mr. Meng will not let her come out to start a business with me. If so, I am alone without any partners. I am afraid that this business will be difficult to support. Besides, this thing It can't be done in a short while, it needs a lot of preliminary preparations, and I can't do it alone.

After thinking about it, I still can't seem to make a decision.

I was standing in front of the window smoking a cigarette, full of thoughts, when suddenly snowflakes floated outside, and this was the first snow in Binhai this year.

Seeing the snow, for some reason, my mood suddenly became much brighter.

The snow is getting bigger and bigger, the snowflakes flying all over the sky are like happy white elves fluttering and dancing. I stand in front of the window, staring at this white and spotless world without a speck of dust, and suddenly feel that my tired heart has been overwhelmed by the busy life. I was so eroded that I couldn't feel the extremely pure beauty around me, and I felt a little lonely and sad for a while.

Once it snows, the Chinese New Year will soon be here.

I remembered that during the Chinese New Year last year, Liu Ruyue went home with me to study how to persuade my father and mother. Although it was unsuccessful in the end, our hearts were closer after all.

After a year, we have gone through so much, but we have come to this point in the end, it is really funny and helpless.

I suddenly thought, what if we really can't get through this hurdle?

I was taken aback by the thought because it never occurred to me, but what would I do if it was true?
Can I accept that reality?Can I come out again?Wouldn't I give up on myself like Li Gang?If I become like Li Gang, will she feel distressed?

Of course, I thought, I can't be like that, I'm not as stubborn as Li Gang.

I sighed helplessly, thinking desperately in my heart, Liu Ruyue, Liu Ruyue, why did you insist on letting us go this far?
I don't want to sleep, and I can't sleep. The snow scene outside the floor-to-ceiling windows is so beautiful. The plain snow covers the real appearance of this reinforced concrete city, creating a fairy tale-like world full of imagination.With the addition of thousands of lights, it looks more realistic.

I simply moved the sofa over, slept in front of the window, and lay there quietly watching the snow.

……

I didn't sleep all night, squinted for a while, woke up with nothing to do, and went to the company first.

It was still early when I arrived at the company. I pushed open the door of the office, but unexpectedly there was a scream from inside. I was taken aback and saw Wang Xinrui wearing a skirt on the sofa and wearing only a pair of leggings.

I wipe!Hastily closed the door and backed out.

(End of this chapter)