me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 717 Disappointment
That night, Li Gang and I walked the streets for a long time.

Looking at this brightly lit city, I feel more desolate and powerless than ever.Those invisible hands are in front of our eyes all the time, making us breathless.

This city is like a noisy beehive, you are busy all day long, building and adding bricks and tiles to this city, watching it change day by day, bustling and dazzling, you think you belong to this city, but in fact you are just a worker bee of this city Forget it, those superficial fairness, those rights promised to you, those beautiful blueprints are just an aphrodisiac to make you work harder to build a nest.And the real masters are those who hide in the darkness, they are high above, the situation is turbulent, they wantonly plunder wealth, they even control your life and death...

No matter how bright your heart is, but the dark clouds overwhelm the city, you are just a weak light. Ideals, I am afraid, can only become the elegy before the epitaph of the noble...

We were silent all the way, we didn't say anything, I know, he is the same as me, we are all disappointed, disappointed in ourselves, disappointed in the whole world...

Li Gang and I separated at an intersection, and I dragged my tired body back home alone.

After taking out the key and opening the door, only to find that the lights inside were all on. Liu Ruyue was sitting on the sofa, watching TV with her feet in her arms.

I froze for a moment, she hadn't come back during this period of time, I was almost used to being alone in the world after opening the door, but when she came back suddenly, I was still a little uncomfortable.

This is what I like best about her, like a beautiful animal, very focused and undisturbed.

She used to hold her feet and watch TV by herself, and I often couldn't help but stand aside and watch her secretly.

Liu Ruyue stood up, saw me standing there in a daze, and asked, "What's wrong with you? Why are you standing at the door?"

"It's okay." I said, changed my slippers and walked in, "I forgot you were still here."

"Didn't you say you'd be back soon?" Liu Ruyue said.

"I was busy and forgot," I said. "Today was a mess."

"Okay, I know you're busy, and you look haggard." She said, "Have you eaten yet?"

"No." I said.

"I'm done, I'll heat it up for you." She walked towards the kitchen very naturally.

"Kisara," I grabbed her.

She turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"

I looked at her, and felt warm in my heart. I suddenly felt very lucky. No matter how dark it was outside, no matter how cold the world was, at least she would light a candle for me, warming my heart.

"It's okay," I said affectionately, "thank you."

She looked at me and suddenly asked anxiously, "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine," I said.

"Then why do you say such things?" She asked, "It looks like you are going to do something important soon."

I chuckled, "Have you watched too many movies? Generally, the protagonist can't die just by saying such things. At night, he has to take out the photos of his wife and children and look at them affectionately, so that he will die the next day."

She smiled and said, "Okay, don't be serious, I'm going to heat up the meal."

In this way, I seem to have returned to the past in a trance. We were like this before. If it weren't for that incident, we might have always been so good.

If Liu Ruyue didn't worry about that matter anymore, if she didn't have that day and night job, everything would be as before, that would be great.

But how is this possible? How could she say that she doesn't mind about that matter?She loves her job more than anything else, so she gives up so easily.

Thinking of this, I suddenly thought, why didn't she go to work these days, but stayed with me inseparably?
Could it be that she doesn't open that dance class?Or quit?

for me?She gave up the career she loved to death?

A gleam of joy suddenly sprouted in my heart.

The hot food was quickly brought out and placed on the table. It was still so rich, so full of color and fragrance. If there was no such thing as Xiao Ding, I think I would definitely eat with a big appetite.

"Did you do the grocery shopping today?" I asked.

"En." She said, "What do you want to eat?"

She didn't eat there with me, but went to the sofa and continued to squat on the sofa and watch TV with her feet in her arms.

I took two bites, couldn't hold back, and asked tentatively, "You...you haven't been to the dance class for the past two days."

"Yeah." She glanced at me and continued to watch TV, "Can't I stay with you?"

"Then... why don't you come here?" I asked. "Haven't you been very busy?"

"It's not busy." She said without turning her head.

What she said was very plain, but I was really happy in my heart. Could it be that what I guessed was true?She really quit?Quit doing it for me?

I was still not very sure, so I continued to ask, "Then... what about Shiji? He came here alone?"

"He's not busy anymore." Liu Ruyue said without looking back.

I immediately felt certain, it seemed that it was true, she really quit because of me.

Immediately moved, I put down the bowl and chopsticks, stood up from the dining table, walked to the living room, and squatted next to her.

She looked at me in surprise, shrank back, a little nervous, "You...what are you doing?"

I did not speak.

"Hey, why don't you go to eat?" She asked me, "Why are you looking at me so lewdly?"

I smiled helplessly, took her hand, and said affectionately, "Kisara, thank you."

She frowned and was even more surprised, and asked me, "Thank me for what? You have thanked me several times."

"Thank you for giving up so much for me." I said emotionally. "It was my fault in the past, and I made you angry by doing those things."

"What's the matter with you?" she said, "Why do I feel that you are so weird today? Could it be that you were stimulated by something? Zhao Ziqiang didn't do anything to you, did he?"

I shook my head and said, "I'm fine. You're willing to give up so much for me, which makes me seem selfish. I really shouldn't have supported you to dance so much back then."

Liu Ruyue looked at me and said, "It would be great if you had this awareness long ago, I don't need to be angry."

"It's not too late now." I smiled, "Next time you open a dance class, I will definitely support you 100%!"

"Next time?" Liu Ruyue asked in surprise, "What next time?"

I was taken aback, "Didn't you stop dancing..."

"Oh, I want to watch you recently, and Shi Ji has a lot of things to do, so I'm too busy. After we discussed it, we might as well take a short vacation, and wait until things are almost settled." Liu Ruyue said. "What do you think?"

"It's all right," I said, "I went to eat, I'm a little hungry."

I quietly walked back to the dinner table, yes, Bai was full of enthusiasm, and that's right, how could she give up so easily.

(End of this chapter)