My little puppy is sick

Chapter 43 My Dear Blue Friend 23
After a long time, she let go of him, and their eyes met.

Qi Yan spoke with indescribable distress and discomfort in her voice: "Does it hurt?"

Song Heng pursed his lips, lowered his head, pulled his hands into fists, and did not answer Qi Yan's words.

Qi Yan sat on the stool, stretched out her hand, and grabbed Song Heng's fist.

Today's weather is not cold at all, more than 20 degrees, but Qi Yan's hands are cold.

"You don't even know how scared I am if you don't reply to my message."

"I know you have your responsibility and I can't change anything, but don't scare me."

"I'm not scared, I'm a pessimist, I always think pessimistically when I think wildly."

"There's no next time, you know? Have you eaten, if not, I'll buy it for you."

"Qi Yan," Song Heng's lips trembled, his eyes were empty but red, "Let's break up."

Qi Yan looked at him quietly, and said, "Seriously?"

Song Heng's lips trembled, and soon tears rolled down his face.

"Don't cry," Qi Yan wiped his tears with a tissue, "don't let the wound touch the water."

She gently wiped Song Heng's tears, and said softly, "If you think according to your thinking, firefighters, people's police and soldiers in this world don't need to fall in love, get married and have children."

"Because there is a risk of sacrifice anytime and anywhere, then why harm other people, right?"

Qi Yan's tears rolled down, she sniffed, "Don't have such thoughts, I know you are a hero, but I hope you can be more selfish."

"You can be selfish, selfishly tie the person you love to yourself, and bravely pursue what you want, I don't mind."

Song Heng tilted his head, tears streaming down his eyes, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't."

"If you don't, it's just you, as long as I love you," Qi Yan stood up, "I'll go buy food for you, remember to miss me."

Qi Yan left, Song Heng looked at her back, and when she was out of sight, he turned on the phone.

Called He Zhao's phone number.

"Captain, I want to resign."

There was silence for a while, and He Zhao spoke.

"Song Heng, you have to know, even if it wasn't you, it would be someone else."

Song Heng raised his head and said in a deep voice, "I don't want to make her sad."

He Zhao smiled and said, "When you joined the team, why didn't you think about your parents, whether it would be sad."

He paused, and continued: "Which of our brothers has no parents, and some have wives and children, but they went to the battlefield without hesitation."

"You're afraid of this. Do you still remember the huge chemical explosion that happened in Panwa City the year before last? How many people died and how many firefighters died?"

"Who doesn't want to live well, who wants to face this kind of thing."

"But if you think about it, what will the common people do if the firefighters are not on the scene? We are the only ones between them and the fire."

Song Heng lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, captain."

"Don't tell me you're sorry." He Zhao paused, smiling bitterly, "I often think, I have parents, now I have a girlfriend, and I will have children in the future, and I don't want to put myself in danger. "

His voice was helpless: "But there is no way."

"Think about it yourself, I'm hanging up the phone."

Qi Yan bought porridge at a restaurant near the hospital, but Song Heng could only eat light food for his wound.

She put the porridge on the table, took a spoon, blew gently, and handed it to Song Heng's mouth.

　Salute to every hero who sacrificed himself for others.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)