Pirate Titan

Chapter 207 Impact on Charlotte Lingling's camp.

"I used to be a person who was passionate about everything for 3 minutes, and it was because of such things that my whole person changed.

If I am impatient and cannot see the benefits, I will not bet. Therefore, for many people, people like me are boring, and people who cannot try to achieve great things must have perseverance. Strong ambition and strong and fearless determination.

I don't have any of these.

But I didn't expect that under such circumstances, you still haven't left me, which really makes people feel a little unbelievable.

Do you know that it is very difficult for me to adjust after I have a situation. My whole body is like discarded garbage, with a musty smell all over my body, and I don’t have a positive feeling at all. Negative and pessimistic emotions will hold me deeply, as if I have entered hell, forming a living state like a walking dead, and it is difficult for others to escape from this state.

In the end, I didn’t expect this kind of me, you are not here today, I will tell you seriously at the end, what happened to me, and then I will tell you why I became what I am now, I believe that after listening to my words, you will be able to understand me thoroughly. At the same time, I am very grateful to you for being by my side during my most difficult time. In fact, I will meet you at the end of a person today. The customer said once, what happened to me, and then I will let you think about it, why I became like this, I believe that after listening to me, you will be able to understand me thoroughly, and those who thank you very much Being able to have you by my side in my most difficult time, in fact, being alone, coming back to the movie side, especially for a boring person like me, life requires a lot of courage, I don’t think it’s possible for me to bring you What kind of help, I have always felt that I am not able to help you any good. You joined us because you thought I could give you a good development and a good future. People, today I will tell you seriously and hard at the end, what happened to me, and then I will tell you why I became like this, I believe that after you have heard what I said At the same time, I am very grateful to you for being by my side when I am in the most difficult time. In fact, one person is by the other's side, especially for a boring person like me. A lot of courage, I don’t think I can bring you any kind of help. I have always felt that I can’t help you. You joined us because you thought I could give you something. A good development, with a good future, is a trustworthy person.

But to be honest, I am a person whose mentality is easy to collapse. After a person suffers from certain things, his whole body will undergo some changes. After these changes are caused, some special phenomena will gradually occur, such as Like what you said, I'm struggling to eat, do things, and do everything. It seems that I can't live like a normal person. Do you know why I am like this?Of course, I believe that many people are not interested in knowing why I do this, because it doesn’t make any sense. To be honest, what does a person look like and what does it have to do with others? I actually thought so too. At first I I think I should have the courage and ability to lead everyone to build a good system, to set up a pirate group that belongs to us and belongs to us.

But I found that I really lived up to your expectations. After the mentality collapsed, the changes in the whole person can be seen in the kindergarten, and you can also see that I am indeed a bit of a chatterbox. In your words, it is indeed considered There is a kind of mental illness. It is not easy to cure such an illness. Today, I will tell you that I am not ill and why this phenomenon is caused. I am really serious from the bottom of my heart. Let me dissect myself, and then, I decided to learn from the painful experience, and I will not do this again in the future. Our pirate group should continue to move forward. There is no need to live in the troubles of the past. When each of us can seriously think about what happened When we reflect on what we have experienced, and make improvements, it means that we have grown up, although growth is a very painful process, and it has been difficult for me to let myself go for a long time.

Wanting to know my own strengths and weaknesses is a very difficult thing in itself. In fact, I have strengths, and I can understand and understand, but to be honest, it is more often because of my personal laziness and lack of thinking. The aggressive performance has led to some situations. I am a person who is always enthusiastic about everything I do, and I don’t have enough patience to do anything. If I don’t have enough patience, I will have a bad chemical reaction, just like what I am doing now. Our boat has no vitality at all. To be honest, this is not what I want, but I don't know why it suddenly became like this. I hope you can understand me, but it is indeed a little selfish to always say this , It's a little sad, I should think seriously about what I do to get you to approve it, but the result is to make you understand me. This is really a very disappointing topic.

As a captain, you should have a certain performance, stand up at the critical moment, and make a good decision when making a decision. A person like me now has no good decision for you, to convey orders to you, It seems that there is no special meaning. I don’t know the specific reason for this, but it should be related to my personality. The main reason is that I am afraid of failure and have no patience for anything. After time, if there is no good result, we will get used to breaking the pot and breaking the pot, which makes us unable to seriously think about everything we have done. I have been reflecting on it, but I have seldom grown up. The reason is that I This person is unwilling to change or is too lazy to change. In this way, laziness is really one of the biggest shortcomings that a person needs to overcome, and it is also one of the most difficult diseases to overcome.

I hope you don't learn from people like me in the future. People like me have no value for you to learn, because I am negative and pessimistic, and I am not enough to face life with courage. As for people, it will not bring you any good challenges, nor will it bring you any new experiences. I can only say that being on this boat can protect your safety, but what I really want to say now is Yes, if you feel that there is no future with a captain like me, it is better to leave as soon as possible, because there is no certain chance of getting ahead with me. I believe you have seen what kind of person I am. If you think so It is very difficult to realize one's own ideals. If one wants to realize one's ideals, one must find better people and learn from them their excellent habits. Only in this way can one better cultivate one's abilities in all aspects. As a person, Those who are not born to show off are all after a period of thinking and training.

I am a weird person. I don’t know how to think carefully about the mistakes I have made. Even if I know what I have done wrong, I don’t want to change it. This is my bad nature and my shortcoming. Really It is very, very difficult to change. As the saying goes, the country is easy to change and the nature is hard to change. It is very difficult for a person to correct his own shortcomings. When doing anything, he needs to experience some challenges. To be honest, he can bear it There are too few lonely people, just like I have always felt that I am strong, and I also feel that I can endure loneliness and devote myself to cultivation and hard thinking about my life. Isn't there a saying?You have to grow up silently, and then experience everyone overnight. It doesn’t mean that you grow up after a day of growth, but that you have accumulated a lot of accumulation over time, but people like me seem to have no chance at all. After a long period of accumulation and thick accumulation, everything you do is 3 minutes hot.

Without a long-term patience, the final result is to make everyone feel that it is really weird enough, so after going through a lot of things, I wonder if we should think about more sub-meaningful and The value of things, because I really need to think about this problem in my current situation. I suddenly found that many things are not as easy as I thought. I always thought that I was strong enough, but later I found out that I am nothing. Under such a situation, I think I should make some changes and make some efforts. If I can't change and work hard, what effect will all this have?

But I have changed many times and tried many times, but there has been no effect. Today is the last time I have made up my mind to talk to everyone like this. Talking too much is actually useless. What you are least afraid of is nonsense, what you should do is to do it bravely, don't procrastinate, don't procrastinate, don't think too much, the most important thing for a person is to do one thing, in order to have a good change.If not, it would be really sad and lamentable. I know that when we are faced with various crises, we need to think about how to solve our own problems. In such a Under the circumstances, I think I should seriously think about what kind of life I should do and what kind of life I should live. I am a very unqualified captain. I hope you can find a line that is very suitable for you and my personality flaws.It may be difficult to make up for a while, because I am impatient in what I do, and I can't bear the loneliness, so I talk too much and don't do much. "

"Captain, I understand what you mean very well. Since you are not sick, then you can be cured. Many people in this world always feel that they are useless, but in fact they are not. I am born to be useful. After all, this is also a sentence I found in your book. You must have been a very open-minded person. We don’t know what you have experienced, but what I want to say is that no matter what you have experienced, you will always be happy. It has become the past, no matter how imperfect you are in the past, how ridiculous, shameful, shameful and shameful things you have done, it doesn't matter, it has become the past, these things you have done, don't try to erase them , and don't try to eliminate it in vain, after all, that is something you have done, is that something you once wanted to do?
I hope you can formally understand yourself, why you suddenly have such an ending, such a scene, after doing a lot of things wrong, should you think about how the final result should be done? , and have already done it, many things you don't want to do, but it has indeed caused a certain fact and result, then you should understand that things have happened, and history is doomed to be unchangeable, no matter what you do Good or bad, that is what you do, you need to take up this responsibility, it is the bad self in the past that can make the future self better, admit the wrong things you do, stand at attention when you are beaten, Don't try to avoid the problem. Only by solving the problem with your heart can you solve your current predicament. "

Beppo nodded.

"It is very difficult to change a person completely and completely at once. Leader, I believe everyone is like this. It is difficult to change the nature of the country. You are very correct, but no one can be perfect. Everyone has Advantages and disadvantages, can the shortcomings really not be corrected? In fact, it can be corrected, but the process of correction is a bit painful, and we should not be too harsh on ourselves, because everyone is not perfect, and correcting our own mistakes is itself It is a very difficult thing, so I think you can start from the novel, slowly correct your mistakes, and slowly make yourself normal, so that our ship will go further. Captain, you are our soul , we never planned to leave you, it's just that you are sick now. I hope you can take seriously all the things you have done in the past, good or bad. They are all things you have done. You have to think about it carefully Reflect on why you have caused today’s situation. Don’t just muddle along like before. Let the missed things go wrong again. Let the things you didn’t want to do and didn’t bother to do. Repeat over and over again. It doesn’t make any sense. Start slowly from a small tree. Change your habits and improve your abilities slowly, I believe you will soon be able to make yourself the one you used to love the most.”

"Be brave to face everything you have done in the past, and then adjust your small mistakes with your heart. Don't use your current saint's standard requirements. You need to change and adjust a little bit, and slowly all our problems will be solved. .”

(End of this chapter)