cut love silk

Chapter 67

Chapter 59 Chapter 55

Yao'er shook her body, and her face that had just softened became cold again. She sat up straight and stared closely at Li Zihe: "You! Are you really a lady?"

Li Zihe felt distressed, nodded repeatedly, and tried to smile: "Didn't you just say that? Apart from me, who else can know so many things about you?"

Yao Er's eyes flashed with hesitation, she suddenly climbed off the bed, she didn't even bother to put on her shoes, she stepped on the cold ground, and rushed to the closet very quickly, before Li Zihe realized what she wanted to do, she saw There was a long wound on her white and tender arm, and bright red blood dripped down the arm, and the scissors in the other hand gleamed red under the candlelight.

"Yao Er... Yao Er, what are you doing?" Li Zihe's mind went blank. He had already arrived beside Yao Er. He raised his hand and grabbed the scissors from her hand and threw them on the ground. The tears I couldn't hold back, I couldn't swallow them no matter what, I just felt my hands tighten, and Yao Er was smiling to herself: "It's not a dream...it's really Miss..."

"Miss doesn't cry, Yao'er has never been afraid of pain since she was a child..." Yao'er was wiping Li Zihe's tears this time, with the corners of her mouth slightly raised, "Miss, what did you ask me just now?"

Li Zihe forced himself to calm down, his heart felt like being stabbed hard with a thin needle, and he was in pain, he shouted to Yue'er who was outside the screen: "Yue'er, is there a medicine box in the hall?"

Yue'er was still in shock about what happened tonight, when she heard why Li Zi called her, she didn't have time to think about it, she hurriedly found the medicine box and put it in the inner room, before she retreated outside the screen.

Li Zihe glanced at her. Both Yao Er and Grandpa Feng could rest assured that she would know the existence of Yi Yi. She should have been covering Yao Er to go to the cold palace all along. She should be someone they can trust, so it is also important to reveal her identity today. He didn't send her away intentionally. Firstly, since she was trustworthy, she didn't need to be too scruples. Second, if something happened late at night, she and Yao Er wouldn't be the only two in the hall.

The hall was quiet for a while, the candles flickered, and the two people who were teary-eyed just now also fell silent. One sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out his arms, and the other lowered his head to carefully clean the wound. The clear circulation I have seen before, it is obvious that the mind is completely clear, and there is no panic and hesitation. I watched Li Zihe bandage her wound carefully, thought for a while, and still asked: "Miss, tell me first, what is wrong with you? Post something, okay? I... I'm obviously burned... How did you become what you are now?"

As he spoke, he glanced at Li Zihe's lower abdomen, his complexion instantly turned pale, and being suppressed by her, he returned to normal color.

Li Zihe was putting on a bandage, and seeing Yao Er finally returned to her familiar appearance, he showed a soft smile: "This incident is bizarre, but it did happen. Three years in Wan'an, my last consciousness was in the execution ground, and then I woke up as a A little beggar, maybe... this is the resurrection of the dead that I have heard of... That little beggar was also seriously ill before..."

"Resurrecting the dead? I seem to have heard it before... Anyway, it's good that you are still alive, miss!" Yao Er's eyes were slightly red, and then she frowned and said slightly angrily: "Became a beggar, didn't the lady suffer a lot ?”

"It's not bitter..." Li Zihe smiled, no matter how bitter it is, how can it be harder than you...

"Well, it's a good thing you worship Shen Mo as your teacher," Yao'er said with relief after hearing the words: "I heard from the people in the palace that he loves you very much, so he shouldn't let you suffer..."

Li Zihe nodded affirmatively, tied his hands on the bandage, put down Yao Er's long sleeves, and said in a deep voice: "Yao Er, I will find a chance to tell you about the past in the future, so please tell me quickly. Back then, brother Qu went to the southwest, did he mention it to you?"

Talking about Ji Quwen, Yao Er's eyes sank, lowered his eyes hesitantly and said: "Master...Young Master did mention it to me..."

"How?" Li Zihe's mood that had just settled down became tense again, waiting for Yao'er's answer.

"At that time, the young master told me not to mention it to you, so I didn't mention it. Miss, don't blame me..." Yao Er raised her eyes and looked at Li Zihe with some anxiety. Seeing that she was a little nervous, she asked : "Miss, why do you ask this?"

"Yun Jinyan used this as an excuse to punish my Jifu, am I right?" Li Zihe asked with a sneer.

"Miss, if you blame Yao Er, just tell me straight up." Yao Er suddenly stood up from the couch, knelt on the ground and burst into tears: "When I found out about this, the master and wife were all thrown into prison. To be beheaded, Miss was pregnant at the time... That's why I concealed it, Miss..."

"Yao'er, I don't blame you." Li Zihe pulled Yao'er up, let her sit beside him, lowered his eyes, then looked at the candlelight and sneered, "What was Yun Jinyan's reason and what was his intention? I don't want to know, no matter what the process is, the result is that he ordered to kill his father, his mother, brother Qu, the nine clans of Ji's family, and let Yiyi stay in a coffin in the cold palace for nearly seven years! With such a result , reason, and what's the point?"

"Then...Miss," Yao Er looked at Li Zihe and said solemnly, "Do you... still love him?"

Li Zihe's eyes flashed, a layer of mist floated up, and he saw the man smiling handsomely at him under the spring sun in a trance, the breeze blows away a pool of spring water, and that smile disappears without a trace, Li Zihe With a sad smile: "Yao'er, you should answer my question quickly."

"Back then..." Yao Er lowered his head and lowered his eyes and said, "The young master told me before going out that the master and King Pingxi have been comrades-in-arms for many years and have a very good relationship. Although the prince has not seen him for many years, he remembers that he knows each other well." A man of courtesy, if he goes to lobby, it means that the young lady already has someone he loves, and he might give up the engagement. The emperor loves the son very much, if the son voluntarily withdraws the engagement, he will definitely not pursue it..."

Yao Er stopped, as if immersed in the memories of a long time ago, Li Zihe hurriedly said: "What happened later?"

"Later..." Yao Er's voice became softer: "Later the young master came back, King Pingxi... died..."

"That... is really King Pingxi killed by Brother Qu..." Li Zihe's face was in a daze, his eyes suddenly gathered together, as if he had lost most of his strength, and his body was half limp.

Seeing this, Yao'er hurriedly took Li Zihe's hand: "Young master...Young master is not very clear about this matter, if you know that it will harm the whole family, young master will definitely not go to the southwest..."

He choked up as he spoke, Li Zihe just felt like crying but no tears, but Yao Er said Brother Qu didn't even know?

"Yao'er, tell me everything you know." Even if there is still a glimmer of hope, this matter must be thoroughly investigated.

Yao Er nodded, and began to recall: "After the young master came back, he secretly told me that he was looking for the son, but he was worried that he would refute the face of the son by saying that the young lady refused to marry, so he didn't use Ji Quwen's words He went to Xie's house by name, but made an appointment with his son at the restaurant alone. Before the two of them could finish their conversation, news came that Princess Pingxi had been assassinated, and King Pingxi was seriously injured in order to save her. He hurried back to Xie's mansion with his son. , King Pingxi died, and one of the captured assassins was actually a guard who stayed by the young master's side all the time. Hastily bid farewell and returned home..."

"Does dad know about this?"

"Know.

"Then why not investigate? Maybe someone set the blame!" Li Zihe asked with a frown.

Yao Er was shocked, with hatred in her eyes, she gritted her teeth and said, "It's Yun Jin Yan! Miss, it must be Yun Jin Yan!" As she spoke, tears fell again, and she held Li Zihe firmly with both hands, crying: "No one knows, but it must be him! Before brother Qu went to the southwest, Yun Jinyan came to look for him, and after he came back, he also came to see the master! It must be him! Instigated others to kill King Pingxi, three years later Let's bring up the old story again and blame Jifu! He is not as good as a beast!"

Mentioning Yun Jinyan, Yao Er started to cry like he was out of control: "I don't know what he said to the master and the young master. The master didn't investigate why someone suddenly assassinated Princess Pingxi and asked the young master to stop meddling. Objecting to Miss and Yun Jinyan's marriage again, but he was the only one who knew about it back then, besides Master and Young Master and me!"

Li Zihe hugged Yao'er, and said with a sneer: "I never thought it wasn't him! If it wasn't for him, who would bring up this matter again in three years? If he didn't do it on purpose, even if Brother Qu ordered someone to assassinate King Pingxi successfully , the crime is not enough to punish the Nine Clans...Yao Er, I have long since given up any hope for him..."

So what about Shen Mo...

The matter of King Pingxi, even if Brother Qu did not do it himself, since his father does not pursue it, it is acquiescing. This matter has nothing to do with Jifu...

Yao Er raised her head and happened to see Li Zihe's eyes blanked blankly, she hurriedly smiled and said: "Okay, let's not talk about him, let's not talk about him! The lady is still alive, one by one is still alive, and the lady does not blame Yao'er." , Yao Er has nothing else to ask, miss, how about we go out of the palace? Grandpa Feng is right, even if we take revenge, so what? The dead will not come back to life, and even if the living die, it will not do us any good. It was I who refused to listen to Grandpa Feng's words at the beginning, which caused him harm. I couldn't leave the palace alone, and I originally wanted to go to the Leng Palace to accompany Yiyi for the rest of my life, but now you are still alive... Let's escape again! Escape This man-eating palace, miss, okay?"

Yao Er smiled, wiped away tears after falling, and looked at Li Zihe earnestly.

Li Zihe lowered his eyes to avoid her eyes and remained silent.

"Miss……"

"It's too late tonight, I'm leaving first, and I'll find another opportunity to come." Li Zihe stood up abruptly, while pulling up his long hair and sticking it to his Adam's apple, he walked quickly to the window without looking back, opened the window, and jumped down.

Unsurprisingly, he fell into the arms full of medicinal fragrance, his hand warmed up, and was held by the other hand, followed him slowly forward, the wind passed by, his eyes were dry and stinging, suppressing his sobs, he said softly: " Shen Mo... have you really, never felt hatred?"

The night was silent, and there was only the sound of the wind in my ears. I didn't wait for an indifferent voice, nor did I wait for an affirmative answer.

What is hate?

If you are ruthless, why hate?
If it weren't for the 15-year-old childhood sweetheart, who had trusted and entrusted Yun Jinyan wholeheartedly, and when he turned back and betrayed, how could there be such deep-rooted pain?If it wasn't for the fact that his family loved him so much for 18 years, how could he hate him to the marrow when he watched them roll their heads off in front of him?If he hadn't hated him so much, how could he have put all his eggs in one basket and resolutely returned to the palace, whispering weak and submissive just to hurt even the slightest bit of that heartbroken person?
All the loved ones were killed at the hands of the beloved, how to teach her to let go of hatred?
"Someone told me..."

Shen Mo's faint voice finally came, but was interrupted by Li Zihe: "I don't want to hear what others have said to you! I don't want to know what other people think! I want to know your thoughts. Do you hate Ji Li? Do you hate the Ji family?"

Li Zihe held Shen Mo's hand, stopped his forward steps, and resolutely looked into his eyes. His thoughts, he must have known that it was the Ji family who did it when King Pingxi was assassinated, and he did not do anything to the Ji family. , doesn't mean he doesn't hate, perhaps, what prevented him from taking revenge was what Princess Pingxi had said to him...

Shen Mo turned his head, the moonlight was reflected in his dark eyes, the waves were slowly but bottomless, and he couldn't see the slightest emotion. He brushed aside Li Zihe's broken hair, and said with a light smile, "So what if you hate? So what if you don't hate ? People, already dead."

"But I..." It's Ji Li...

Before the words could be uttered, they were blocked by the warm lips, lingering and turning, kissing delicately, the sides of the lips, the tip of the nose, the cheeks, and the corners of the eyes, slid gently to the ears, like a long sigh, and like a honeyed oath, then The wind entered my ears and dripped in my heart: "I love you...it has nothing to do with others..."

The wind blows away the warmth from the ears, the hands are clasped, the sound of small footsteps faintly resounds in the dense night, and the two of them melt together with the light dialogue.

"Shen Mo, have you thought of a way to save Yi Yi?"

"Well, three days later, my uncle will enter the palace, and I will send him out in the midst of the chaos. Everything has been properly arranged."

"Bring Concubine Yao..."

"okay."

"Take Mu Pianwu..."

"okay."

"Shen Mo, and, I..."

(End of this chapter)