cut love silk

Chapter 88 (1)
Chapter 71 Chapter 65 (1)
When Shen Mo came back, it was almost dawn, and a thick layer of snow was pressed on the hat and cloak, and he took it off outside the door, shook it off vigorously, and then opened the door to go in.He raised his eyes and saw Li Zihe was about to get up, frowned, hurried over to support her and said, "What are you doing up? Wait for me to give you good medicine."

Li Zihe smiled, then obediently lay down again, and said angrily, "After lying down all night, my whole body is sore."

"This injury requires at least three or four days of rest..." Shen Mo put down the medicine in his hand, pulled up the quilt on Li Zihe's body, and instructed: "You sleep again, and I will make the medicine. "

"En." Li Zihe nodded obediently, but kept his eyes open, not leaving Shen Mo for a moment.

He was wearing a brownish-colored coarse cloth shirt, his silky long hair was rolled up, he hadn't slept all night, but his expression was not tired, his eyes were much brighter than when he was in the palace, and his whole person was more lively than when he was in Yunlian Mountain .

"Shen Mo, where is Yin'er?" Thinking of Yun Lianshan, the first thing Li Zihe thought of was Shen Yinyin. Last time he drove her away in the palace, he never saw her again in the palace, and he didn't know what happened in the end.

Shen Mo frowned slightly, and said lightly, "Let's go."

"With Zheng Hanjun?"

"Ah."

"You...have you found someone to protect them?"

"Ah."

Shen Mo seemed reluctant to mention Chen Yinyin, but he still cooperated with the answer. Li Zihe breathed a sigh of relief. Shen Mo said that he didn't care about people who didn't care, but after all, Chen Yinyin had been with him for so many years, so he wouldn't completely ignore it.

The room fell silent for a while, Li Zihe still looked at Shen Mo without blinking, even his back looked good.

"Shen Mo, what were you thinking about when you were in Yunlian Mountain?" Li Zihe tilted his head, thinking of those three years, he was either reading in the study, going up the mountain to collect herbs, or going down the mountain to see a doctor. Expressionless, she seldom looked at him at that time, and never studied what was hidden under his indifferent surface.

Shen Mo opened the package, separated the herbs, listened to Li Zihe's words, paused, and said with a light smile, "I don't remember."

Li Zihe joked, "Have you lost your memory?"

I also heard Shen Mo chuckle, but didn't answer, he was pouring medicine silently, one by one, in Li Zihe's ears, it was like rhythmic music, he hadn't slept all night, a little sleepy, the back in front of him gradually blurred, but suddenly he heard The faint voice rang in the ear, and the drowsiness disappeared instantly.

"You asked me why I said I loved you."

Li Zihe blinked, waiting for Shen Mo's next words, but there was still the sound of pounding medicine, which made her almost think that the words just now were hallucinations, and was about to ask a question, when Shen Mo said again: "I have been thinking for a long time, Still can't find the reason."

I couldn't see Shen Mo's expression, but Li Zihe felt that he was smiling, and smiled softly: "Later, I thought of the days when you didn't show up. After seeing through love and hate, the person I loved has long gone, and the person I once hated is gone." I don't want to see you again, this world suddenly becomes empty, and no one can touch my emotions."

"When I met you later, you didn't know that you were not like a child at that time." The smile in Shen Mo's voice became more obvious, and then sank down again: "When I met you, I realized that I don't know much about this world. Not completely indifferent, at least I will be curious about you, feel sorry for you, worry about your suffering in the palace, and fear that my identity will affect you..."

"Zihe, do you understand, your appearance, to me, seems to have been given a new life, with human perception again, joy, anger, sorrow, joy, many emotions that I have never experienced deeply, after you Come alive, I don’t know why I live after my parents died, after falling in love with you, I know..."

Li Zihe looked at Shen Mo's back, listened to his words, obviously wanted to laugh, a happy and warm smile, but he didn't know when his eyes started to be sour, a layer of heat wave appeared, and he desperately wanted to press it back, but it became more and more turbulent. He simply buried his eyes in the pillow, not letting himself swallow, Shen Mo's plain voice still came over, tears could no longer be restrained, and burst out of his eyes.

He said, Zihe, my world... only you...

After a blizzard, it is usually a sunny day. The transparent sun shines on the white snow, which seems to blind the eyes. At dusk, it adds a bit of warmth, and the golden yellow spreads obliquely on the snow, which is very beautiful.

Li Zihe squinted through the gap between the windows, his back was no longer painful because of the medicine, but it seemed to be more sore from holding a posture for too long. Seeing Li Zihe's helpless appearance, Shen Mo smiled. Smiling, said: "It's not like I haven't been lying down in the past, why are you so impatient this time?"

"It's not the same." Li Zihe smiled mysteriously, then looked out the window, then looked at Shen Mo, with his eyes bent, and said: "Actually, this place is not far from the clouds, right?"

"Well, it will be there in an hour or two." Shen Mo nodded, and moved Li Zihe's head to his lap, making it easier for her to look out the window.

"Shen Mo," Li Zihe raised his head, his eyes were shining brightly, and said with a bit of coquettishness, "I want to eat Yunlian San from the west of Yundu City."

Shen Mo raised his eyebrows. He had never seen Li Zihe ask for anything. Seeing the joyful smile on her face, he couldn't bear to refuse. He just asked, "When did you love those pastries?"

"I used to love to eat, but I almost forgot about it. I haven't touched it for a long time." Li Zihe closed his eyes, still smiling.

Shen Mo has long seen that Li Zihe had a pampered life. Although many habits have been covered up by hatred over the years, he can still see that he is strong on the surface, but weak in reality. He keeps calm almost all the time, but the price is day by day. Fearful, when you want to cry, you will blink hard, smile hard, when someone tells you something, you will stay silent...

"Shen Mo..." Li Zihe tugged on Shen Mo's sleeve, flattering him, "Maybe I won't come to Yundu again..."

"Okay, you wait for me." Shen Mo agreed with a smile, helped Li Zihe lie down, covered the quilt, and said: "Don't move around, the wound burst open and I have to rest for a few more days, I will go back quickly. "

"By the way, where did you put all our belongings? Did you buy some other medicinal materials yesterday? I'm bored, so I'll prepare some medicine earlier, just in case." Li Zihe's eyes were pure and tilted. Head, smiled at Shen Mo.

Shen Mo hesitated for a while, then frowned and said, "You'd better have a good rest and get poisoned on the couch, in case someone is not careful..."

"Shen Mo, when did you see me accidentally?"

The word "Shen Mo" was drawn so long by Li Zihe, she was so coquettish, I was used to Li Zihe's stubborn appearance, now I occasionally see her daughter's posture, Shen Mo's heart is soft every time, and her request is easy Unable to utter any words of rejection, he shook his head resignedly and went to the backyard.

After a while, he came back, took a small bag, searched the medicine powder on his body, handed it to Li Zihe, and said: "You also remind me, if someone comes to attack, remember to use poison."

Li Zihe nodded, and watched him leave with his eyes bent. The moment the door closed, his smile disappeared, and the light that was still flowing in his eyes just now scattered like fragments, leaving only a dead silence.

Putting all the medicinal materials that can be used in front of him, secretly calculating the properties of the medicines, the effect of the compatibility of the medicines, half an hour passed before he knew it, Li Zihe guessed that Shen Mo had gone far, gritted his teeth and supported his body to crawl I got up, found a few clothes and put them on, just a little big movement, I felt the wound on my back was open, I clenched my teeth, stared at my eyes, ignored the pain, quickly straightened my clothes, went to the ground, Go to the backyard.

In addition to a small kitchen in the backyard, there is also a firewood room, where a lot of hay and firewood are placed. Li Zihe kept his pace, went in and took out the hay, and then the firewood, and surrounded the back of the hut. The wound on his back had already started to bleed , soaked the clothes, a blood red.

Li Zihe took out a bottle of medicine, swallowed a few pills, which can temporarily numb the nerves, wiped the fine sweat on his forehead, and looked up again, only to find that the sun had long since disappeared, and the sky had darkened at some point, and there was even a cloud in the sky. A few stars.

She couldn't help laughing at herself, happiness is like the stars in front of her eyes, it seems to be close at hand, it turns out that she has never been close, the moment when the eastern dawn tore through the dawn, her happiness will never come back.

Walking to the front room, I glanced from left to right, from top to bottom. The wooden table that Shen Mo just made yesterday, the medicine he made in the morning, the clothes he changed for her last night, are used for the two of them to wash up every day. The wooden basin, the bed where they hugged each other, passively waiting to be destroyed, she would rather destroy it with her own hands!
Light a fire, burn it, burn it all, just burn it!
(End of this chapter)