cut love silk

Chapter 93 (1)
Chapter 74 Chapter 68 (1)
Eunuch Hao died.

On the night when he met Li Zihe, he hanged himself and died, leaving only a letter, begging the emperor to spare his only niece, Yue'er.

When Yue'er left the palace, Li Zihe did not go to see her off. After that night, she finally couldn't stand the serious illness and the stimulation of various news, and she fell into a coma again. The sun rises in the east when I open my eyes, and it is night when I open my eyes again. My body is entangled in cold and heat, and my consciousness is confused. When someone feeds me medicine, I drink it, and I eat it when I am fed. Every time I wake up, I see Yun Jinyan feeling a little anxious. When she saw her eyes open, she would smile slightly, and talk to her softly, but she didn't want to hear it, so she fell into a deep sleep.

I can't tell how long I slept, seven days?Ten days?Or half moon?
I only know that in these drowsy days, I have never stopped dreaming. In the dream, spring, summer, autumn and winter flow like water, and day and night alternately bloom like a brocade. In the dream, Shen Mo taught her to recognize herbs, diagnose her pulse, and teach her to memorize acupuncture points. Giving needles, dispensing medicine for her to drive away the cold, the three years in Yunlianshan, the three years she ignored, declared its indelibility with this endless dream.

The tip of the nose is a faint scent of medicine, which makes people feel at ease, and the warmth around her makes her approach involuntarily, move her head slightly, and put it on her lap. Li Zihe remembers that this winter, in the Imperial Hospital, in that small village, she leaned against her countless times. Shen Mo's knees absorbed the warmth, only at that time, his heart was peaceful.

She couldn't help stretching out her hands, wrapping around his waist, and murmured: "Shen Mo..."

The body that was soft and warm just now froze suddenly, and the peaceful atmosphere became a little strange. Li Zihe frowned, and suddenly realized that he was in the Hall of Chenlu. When he opened his eyes, he saw the bright yellow robe, He quickly let go of his hands, but his shoulders were caught by him, and he couldn't move. Turning his head, he saw Yun Jinyan's pale face, dark eyes, looking at him for a moment, Li Zihe lowered his eyelids, and said lightly: "let me go."

Yun Jinyan's eyes recovered a little, he let go of Li Zihe, pulled the quilt on Li Zihe's body, helped her wrap it up, and said softly, "Is it cold?"

Li Zihe moved his body, slid down Yun Jinyan's lap, lay back on the couch, gritted his teeth and turned around, with his back to Yun Jinyan.

Yun Jinyan sat stiffly on the side, his expression changed, and finally he said with a cold smile, "Are you still thinking about Shen Mo?"

Why don't Li Zi speak.

Yun Jinyan continued: "I said that he will die, even if he is alive now, if he robs the prince, can he still live?"

"Why do you have to speak so grandly?" Li Zihe still turned his back to Yun Jinyan, his voice was dry and hoarse, and he said sarcastically: "Don't you need such an excuse to suppress King Pingxi? It's just that the emperor wants It is clear, is the civil strife at this time beneficial to you?"

The Zheng and Gu families have just been removed, the power is in hand, and the army's morale is initially determined, but no one knows the strength of King Pingxi. At this time, Yun Jinyan made an excuse to stir up trouble, and the result is twice the result, so he did not directly attack Shen Mo, but She was asked to drive Shen Mo away because she didn't want to tear her face up too early. She was willing to follow his wishes, and she didn't want Shen Mo to take her as a burden. If something went wrong, as long as he stayed away from her or returned to the southwest , with the protection of King Pingxi's power, nothing will happen...

What never expected was that, after clearly saying those hurtful words and thinking that the relationship between the two of them was over, Shen Mo actually knew that he was caught by Yun Jinyan one by one, and even broke into the palace alone...

Thinking of this, the boulder in Li Zihe's heart suddenly burst open, and the fine stones caused dense pain, his eyes closed even tighter, buried in the pillow, his head began to feel dizzy again, his eyes were in a trance, and the emerald green leaves , The brocade-like flowers have returned to Yunlian Mountain.

Li Zihe felt sleepy again, and wanted to sleep, but his body was pulled violently, and he heard Yun Jinyan's voice holding back his anger: "Li'er, do you still want to sleep? It's been more than a month."

Li Zihe smiled faintly. All she cared about was outside the palace, and what she was obsessed with was right in front of her eyes. The person she cared about could not be seen, and the grudge could not be repaid. In dreams, I could forget the hatred and hold warmth in my hand. Why don't I sleep?
"Li'er..." Yun Jinyan's voice softened, his face was worried and helpless, and he didn't know how to continue his words, so he simply stopped, gently got on the couch, lay down beside Li Zihe, and hugged her sideways, Softly said: "I will do whatever you want, as long as..."

"Let me go?" Li Zihe didn't wait for Yun Jinyan to finish, and said with a light smile, "Aren't you afraid that I will pretend to be Ji Li by your side and kill you at any time?"

Yun Jinyan's warm breath sprayed on the back of Li Zihe's neck, she did not dodge, she remained motionless, in fact, many years ago, when she was angry, she would be like this, turning her back to him and ignoring him, he would hug her from behind, Speak softly, explain sentence by sentence, and coax her slowly.

It was the same at this moment, as if there had never been any estrangement or deep hatred between the two of them, Yun Jinyan carefully avoided Li Zihe's wound, and held her tenderly, but his voice was not as gentle and pure as before, with the emperor's exclusive tone Domineering, and somewhat threatening: "It doesn't matter who you are. If you want to go, it's impossible. If you want to kill me, it's up to you."

Li Zihe turned around suddenly, hugged Yun Jinyan with his backhand, raised his face, closed his eyes, and kissed Yun Jinyan with a cold face.

Li Zihe had long since lost his original enthusiasm, and stared at Yun Jinyan with slightly open eyes. There was no warmth in his eyes, but with a slight smile, the temperature in the tent gradually rose. Li Zihe's obscene clothes were carefully removed. At this moment, he stopped suddenly, afraid of hurting Li Zihe, turned over pale to one side, covered his heart, trembling all over his body, for a moment, he spit out a mouthful of blood.

Li Zihe's expression was gloomy, he wanted to laugh, but couldn't, suddenly he didn't understand how he was feeling, turned his head away, and said coldly: "The emperor has been poisoned!"

"Ahem..." Yun Jinyan coughed weakly twice, and then laughed: "Hehe... Your sudden enthusiasm is because you want to see me like this?"

Yun Jinyan's pale face had an unspeakable bleak taste, his lips were stained with blood, and the hand covering his heart was put down, it was blood red again, and he said with a sad smile: "Your arrow...isn't it enough? Cough cough... ...You can do whatever you want, as long as..."

Yun Jinyan's blood-stained hands were wet, and he held Li Zihe's hand, resting his head lightly on Li Zihe's shoulder: "Hehe...as long as you are by my side..."

Li Zihe's body froze, his face couldn't hide the grief and hatred, he blinked vigorously, and clenched his hands into fists: "I want you to die!"

Wanting to push Yun Jinyan away with one hand, staring at the wound on his heart, he didn't blink like a demon, the sudden surge of hatred in his whole body made the other hand directly attack the wound, Yun Jinyan stretched out his hand to block it, and smiled palely, Regardless of the blood that was pouring out of his chest, he stepped forward and hugged Li Zihe, the blood stained Li Zihe's back, but he refused to relax, clasped his arms tightly, and gasped weakly, "Anything is fine, but I can't die... Li'er, I can't die, I'm dead... how can I be with you? I know you hate me and wish I could cut myself to pieces and make me kneel down and beg for mercy. Relief."

"But, Li'er, if you never loved me, you wouldn't have this hatred, right? Now that you hate me so much, then, do you still love me?"

Yun Jinyan half-closed his eyes, the bone pain all over his body seemed to be drifting away, Xiyi waited for Li Zihe's answer, the faint woman's fragrance wafted on the tip of his nose, took a few deep breaths, waited for a long time but did not hear an answer, carefully walked around Turning around, seeing that Li Zihe had fallen into a deep sleep, he kissed her lightly on the forehead, looked at the wound on her back, there was no blood that had burst, and covered her with the quilt at ease, covered her heart, turned over, and walked slowly Feeling vain, he held on to the edge of the bed for a while before stabilizing, and left with a slight stagger.

The Sanding Incense Burner in Qinzheng Hall no longer burns incense, and the window is opened. The sun shines in, and the fine dust in the air is flying, which can be clearly seen. The cold winter is over, the ice and snow have melted, and in the early spring, there is a warm and new feeling everywhere. .

(End of this chapter)