when you are drunk

Chapter 149 154. I fell in love with you, after I lost you
Gu Qingcen walked all the way to the duty desk of the hospital. The nurse on duty glanced at her wearily with dark circles under her eyes.

"Where is the person who fell off the horse and was taken to the hospital at noon today? Where is it?" She asked urgently, her voice hoarse.

The nurse on duty looked at her indifferently, yawned, and turned her head towards the corridor on the west side.

Gu Qingcen held back his anxiety and walked westward with difficulty.

Before I got to the other end, I saw several doctors pushing out a hospital bed from the operating room, covered with a layer of white.

She was stunned in place, and suddenly there was no pain in the apex of her heart.

When the doctor saw her, he came over with great pain, "You should be the family of the deceased. I am really sorry. The deceased was hit in the skull by a horse's hoof when he fell from the horse. He died when he was sent to the hospital. Please express your condolences."

The doctor's words were very clear, even merciless, and he said them decisively and fiercely.

The doctors sighed and shook their heads, and gradually left the scene.

Gu Qingcen was stunned for a long time, and in a daze, he clenched his fist and hit his dull chest twice, as if something was stuck in the chest cavity, unable to move up and down.

She slowly approached the white layer, her fingertips trembled violently, and she was breathing rapidly, out of breath.

"Mu..." Qing Cen wanted to call his name, only to realize that he was so choked up that he couldn't even call out his name.

Everything was so unexpected that she was so unprepared that she had no time to arrange all her emotions.

It's messy and it hurts.

Qing Cen's petite figure finally knelt down weakly and hugged herself.

Her fingertips slowly loosened and closed, as if she wanted to grab something, but there was nothing left.

Closing his eyes was the way he stood in front of her at the end, firm and strong, protecting her without reservation.

"..." A wordless sigh took away all her strength.

Gu Qingcen has never shed tears in her life, no matter how dangerous or painful, she gritted her teeth and survived.

But now, she huddled in a corner, crying silently, and couldn't stop it no matter what.Even his skinny shoulders were trembling.

On Qing Cen's pale face, a drop of tear ran across the corner of his clear eyes, dripping on his slightly trembling lips.

Only then did she understand the bitter taste.

Like a fish out of water, like a crane in mud.

What the man said to her in the past came like a stormy sea——

"I love you, the sky can be endless, and the blue sea can sink."

She closed her eyes tiredly, as if she couldn't stop crying.

Mu Linzhi, you said that your love for me will not stop until the day when the sky is at an end.

Now the blue sky is still there, and the blue sea has not sunk.

"You..." Qing Cen trembled her thin and pale lips, covered her black hair, and her red eyes were blank.

She hugged her arm tightly and rubbed it, but it was getting colder and colder.

She never thought that a person like her would fall in love with someone else.

The more she resisted and repelled, the more distinct that feeling became.

Qingcen's eyes were foggy and at a loss, she suddenly remembered what Mu Linzhi had done for her.

There has never been a calculation, and there has never been a calculation.

She raised her head in a daze, the white pierced her eyes, she thought the pain would be gone, but the pain was so painful that her limbs trembled.

Someone once said that if you're not sure love is coming, there's a way.

That's when you lose, you feel the pain, then love happens.

……

Mu Linzhi, I fell in love with you, after I lost you.

　Mr. Mu, your lunch box is ready, please pay attention to check it~~~ The male protagonist and the female protagonist are widowed.
　　
　
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