Reborn Perfect Fortune

Chapter 121 Regret

After Xinyue finished speaking these few words, she turned around and walked out regardless of her being tied up. She walked with her head held high and her back straight. Just a step away, he was stopped by the guards.

"What else do you want? I have already paid back everything I owe, what else do you want?" Xinyue turned around suddenly, and said with grief and indignation, "I have already surrendered, I have been defeated, I admit I am not as good as Yanji, I am sincere, but what I get in exchange is only his annoyance and regret, I am tender, and I have become the chief culprit for killing his ambition." Speaking of this, Xinyue's tears had flowed all over her face, but He suddenly raised his head and shouted, "Oh my God, why is this, why? For this true love, I gave up everything, Gege's identity, the world's attention, and even my only younger brother, but why, why in the end, But it became a joke? God, what did I do wrong that you want to treat me like this?"

Xinyue is really very sad, very heartbroken, she has done so much for her love for Nu Dahai, she has lost so much, and it is hard to be together, although her status has become humble, she has finally fulfilled her wish, Unexpectedly, life is not as beautiful as she expected. She likes the harmony and joy of his Tara family and wants to integrate into it, but because of Yan Ji's incompatibility, the family falls apart. She thinks Nu Dahai is a My own god, but this god is getting more and more decadent and aging, and his temper is becoming more and more irritable. The demeanor when he came on the horse and whip can only be recollected in his dreams.

What makes Xinyue even more unbearable is that she can see that Nu Dahai has regretted it. Xinyue thought that she had a lot of love for Nuda Hai, and that Nu Dahai would take good care of her, and he did so at the beginning Because of Yanji's harsh treatment of her, she also tried her best to protect her, but after Yanji left with Jiyuan, Luo Lin and half of his Tara family's property, when his Tara family was deliberately suppressed and embarrassing, When the old lady was overworked with housework and finally died of illness, he became more and more wrong.

Although Nu Dahai was middle-aged before, he had a mature demeanor that young people didn't have. After leading the army for many years, he also developed a kind of might. Xinyue will have feelings for him and do all kinds of things for him that are despised by the world, and he is the same for himself. For himself, he lost his official position, his wife, his children, and his family wealth Although the poor and lowly couples are sad, as long as the true love is still there, Xinyue is willing to stay with him like this.

But Nu Dahai regretted it. Although he didn't say it out, his decadence, his irascibility, his depression, and his lethargy, in the past, as long as he showed his tenderness, he would devote himself wholeheartedly, but later he often started to be dazed. When he was distracted, when he was bothering about housework, he would often find him in a daze holding Yanji or things that Jiyuan and Luo Lin didn't take away. All of these implied that Nu Dahai regretted it.

In fact, Xinyue also regretted it. When Yunwa and Manggutai were killed in front of her, and when Keshan looked at her coldly, she was vague about what she did. It's just that the road has come to that point, she can't turn back, all she counts on is that Nu Dahai's love can make all this worthwhile, but the subsequent development is not like that, the mighty and considerate lover she likes , is no longer what it used to be, and the happy family that I envy, is also scattered, and all expenses have to be moved here and there.

As Gege from the palace, Xinyue has learned to be a housekeeper, but what she learned was to manage a wealthy family, not this common people's family that has been reduced to a commoner, not to mention that this common people's family is also different from ordinary ones. Because of what happened to them in the past, Ta Tara's house at this time has long lost its former glory. She is suppressed everywhere, stumbled by people in everything, and always looked down upon by others, and she was ordered by the emperor to never turn right. Her status as a concubine made it very difficult for her to be a housekeeper. She could only watch her family property being devoured bit by bit, and the servants left one by one. Nu Dahai also got up little by little. This also made Xinyue more and more doubtful whether all she had done was worth it, but she didn't dare to think deeply, fearing that if she thought too much, her life would become a joke.

But fate did not allow Xinyue to continue pretending to be confused. During a quarrel with Nu Dahai that became more and more intense, he yelled "Yes, I regret it, I regret that I was trapped by love, so that My ambitions are gone, I regret losing Yanji, if she is still here, this family will never be like this, she has always arranged everything in an orderly manner, and never bothered me at all." Words made Xinyue's heart completely It became cold and made her lose her sanity completely. Well, since you regret it, then I will return you to Yanji. If Yanji is not in Beijing, then go find her cousin.

In this way, Xinyue rushed to the door of Ulanara's house, but was blocked from entering. At this time, Jiyuan came by such a coincidence. He held on to his skirt, and wanted to speak clearly with him, and then Nu Dahai came after him, and then Brother Shi and Wuge arrived, and both of them were tied in. It was a surprise to see Yanji , but just let her vent the grief and anger in her heart.

It's just that Xinyue's painful hysteria didn't arouse the slightest sympathy from the people in the room. Elder Brother Shi even shuddered exaggeratedly, "Scare me, this woman is so startled!" Yes, I’m afraid you’re not out of your mind, okay?”

"I'm afraid there's more than one person with a bad brain." Namin glanced at Nu Dahai lightly, "This woman said she came to pay back people, so what about you? What are you here for?"

"It's embarrassing for him," Wu Ge said sarcastically, "It's a good thing he still has the face to stand in front of people when he lives in his position? It's fine if we don't argue with them, but they came to the door without knowing what to do. , It’s easy to come, but hard to go.”

Nu Dahai ignored what other people said, and just stared blankly at his wife who had been married to him for 20 years but had now divorced, "Yan Ji, how have you been doing these years?"

Nu Dahai regretted it, he didn't know what he was fascinated by at the beginning, he was so big, he actually started to talk about love like a boy, and for this love, he acted like unfaithful, filial, kind, and unkind. When it comes to righteousness, whenever looking back on the past, Nu Dahai expects that this is just a nightmare, what happened to him at that time?For the sake of a new moon, to be able to leave behind the emperor who has always been loyal, the filial Ernie, the wife who has always been on blind date, and the children who have always been loved, is it still me?And now, is he still the majestic and invincible "horse kite" back then?

Nu Dahai regretted it, but he could only continue like this, because he knew that what was lost could never come back, and Xinyue, she also lost everything for herself, and she had already lost Yanji, so she couldn't even get back to Xinyue. The month is also lost.But when he saw Er Nie, who was already enjoying his old age, but insisted on taking care of the housekeeping, so that he became tired and fell ill and eventually passed away. When I was there, there was peace and happiness in the family.

Thinking of Yanji, all her goodness in the past also came to Nu Dahai's mind, Yanji's gentleness, Yanji's kindness, Yanji's thoughtfulness, Yanji's filial piety to Ernie, Yanji's The love and care for her children, and the pale complexion of Yanji holding the target and letting herself blindfolded to shoot arrows. She heard that she hadn't suffered from typhoid fever, and she rushed straight into Wangyue Xiaozhu, knowing that she and Xinyue had an affair. The pain and insanity when she was in love, and the look on her face when she said "I would rather let Jiyuan hate me than let him hate you", and thinking of Yan Ji's coldness when she proposed to break up with her, Nu Dahai felt that her My heart is like a knife, why do I have to wait until I lose it to find out how beautiful she is.

Nu Dahai not only misses Yan Ji, but also misses his warm and harmonious family before, misses the love of Enie for him, misses the admiration of his children for him, misses that they are all centered on themselves, and he was the head of the family at that time The pillar is their backbone, but I have let them down, and all this is for Xinyue. Nu Dahai keeps telling herself that this road is chosen by herself, and Xinyue is also for loving herself, so I can't blame her, but The more he didn't want to blame her, the emotions in his heart would always rise up, and finally, under a quarrel, he couldn't suppress it and let it out.

After saying those words, Nu Dahai regretted it. Seeing Xinyue rushing out in despair, he also chased after him, but now he is no longer the general with endless energy. , his legs couldn't run too fast, and after finally chasing to the door of Ulanara's house, he saw Xinyue being pulled and pushed out by a man, and he was about to be pushed to the ground. Thinking that she was ignorant, she hurried forward to push that person away, but unexpectedly, she was knocked down at the first sight. When she looked up, she realized that the person was actually her son.

Seeing his son whom he hadn't seen for a few years suddenly standing in front of him, with a youthful look in his memory, but now he has turned into a majestic man, Nu Dahai couldn't help being stunned for a moment, while Xinyue shouted loudly from the side , "Jiyuan, how can you hit him? How can you hit him? He is your Ama!"

Hearing Xinyue's cry, Nu Dahai couldn't help but secretly blamed him. Was it a good thing that he was beaten by his son?She wanted her to proclaim it loudly in public, but then Jiyuan's words defeated him again, "I don't have an Ama, how can he be my Ama?"

Rao Nu Dahai has already regretted it, and can't tolerate his son's disobedience to him, so he naturally wants to go up and teach him a lesson, but although Jiyuan didn't attack him again, he dodged and didn't let him hit him, just as he was trying his best. When Dahai was saddened by the loss of his prowess, and was secretly delighted by his son's growth, he was tied in by ten elder brothers and the others. After he came in, he found that Yanji was also there. All these emotions welled up in my heart one after another, but what came out was just an ordinary greeting.

Seeing those two people pretending that there were no other people in the room, Xinyue just yelling at Tianchang, and Nu Dahai just looking at Yanji with nostalgia on his face, Namin suddenly felt that his annoyance was meaningless, so he talked to the two of them. It's a waste of emotion to be so ignorant of the so-called anger of people. Talking to them is just wasting time. These two people have never been able to see the situation clearly. Talking to them is definitely full.

Just when Namin was about to order the two of them to be sent to the yamen of the infantry commander, Yanji said, "Fu Jin, since they are here to find the servant, let the servant explain it clearly to them."

"Okay, tell me." Namin actually felt that Yan Ji didn't need to say anything to these two people at all. If they could listen to some words, they wouldn't be in this state now, but Yan Ji asked for help. , I don't want to refute her face.

Yan Ji didn't move, just stood there, looking at those two people with a calm expression and eyes, those two people she loved and then hated, "Actually, I really have nothing to say to you, it's just you I have no choice but to speak more clearly where I am disturbing others.”

"Xinyue," Yanji looked at Xinyue first, "You don't have to be so wronged, and you don't have to be so unfair. What did you do wrong? In fact, you know very well in your heart. No one treats you wrong. It's all about you. You made it yourself, and you made it yourself. But what about me? The harmonious family that I have worked hard for 20 years has been ruined by you. Because of you, my sons and daughters had to stay away from home. Compared to you, how innocent am I? I haven’t even asked Tianchang yet. Isn’t it ridiculous that you fall here and scream? I am unwilling, I am afraid I will still say, why didn't a thunder strike you to death, but since the time I proposed righteousness, I have let go of my obsession, so you don't have to return Nu Dahai Me, because he is the one I don't want long ago."

Xinyue was hit by Yanji's words, and her footsteps stepped back twice, her face became even paler, "Okay, okay, everything is my fault, everything is my retribution, I deserve to lose everything, I deserve to be betrayed." , I misread the wrong person, I loved the wrong person, and I deserve retribution. But what about you?"

Xinyue glared at Yanji angrily, "Aren't you right? There are so many men who have three wives and four concubines, so why can't you tolerate me? I don't want to argue with you. As I said, I just want to blend in with you guys." I just want to be a part of your family, but you must reject me, make a big fuss, and then leave with half of his Tara family property, leaving us to bear the consequences, That’s not enough, do you dare to say that the oppression and suffering we have suffered over the years were not instigated by the Ulanara family? Maybe Sifujin did something about it, and now you are pretending to be innocent. Righteousness is awe-inspiring. Yes, you succeeded, you made Nu Dahai regret it, and made the relationship between us fail to stand the test, your revenge succeeded."

"Xinyue, shut up!" Nu Dahai realized at this time that Xinyue's words were wrong.

Namin was not angry but happy, "So there is still my business here," and said to Elder Brother Shi, "I guess after a while, you will be dragged into it. Who made me a sister-in-law?"

"It's really a toad yawning, what a big tone." Elder Brother Ten squinted at Xinyue, "Just you? Is it enough for me to twist it with one finger? Or Ulanala's order, what do you think you are? But Fourth Sister-in-Law," after saying this, Elder Brother Ten turned to Namin and said, "It was right for me to bring them in, and I thought that if I got involved with them, there must be something to watch, and it really is. So, look at this crooked spirit that is not justified, but it is ridiculously entertaining."

"You too," Namin gave Elder Brother Shi a light look, "If you want to see a play, how many theater troupes in Beijing are not enough for you to invite."

"I'm familiar with those," Elder Brother Shi waved his hand, "It's rare that someone doesn't spend money to watch it, of course we'll accept it."

"Yanji," Xinyue also knew that in front of Sifujin and Shi elder brother, she had no place to show off, so she still went to Yanji, "You just take revenge, just insult us, those who were against us back then You're sorry, you can pay it back now."

"You still don't know," Yan Ji said coldly, "you don't even know who you owe. You want to feel at ease, but can you really feel at ease? Think about your parents who died for the country, Think about Keshan who has been implicated by you, and many people who have been implicated because of your selfishness. What face do you have to ask the heaven? What face do you have to come here to talk nonsense and make noise? Let’s live with you honestly. Let's go to the day, to stay together, isn't that what you want? It's better than you harming my children's future and making me a widow."

"Yanji," Nu Dahai interjected, "I admit that we did something wrong, but why do you have to speak so harshly?"

"Hmph," Yan Ji sneered, "You guys are always like this, always saying, we know we were wrong, we admit we were wrong, but we know it, we admit it, but we always insist on not changing it, and we don't want anyone to tell us, It's not generous, not lenient, not kind, that's all, you tell you so much what to do, we have nothing to do with it, so you don't have to ask me if I am doing well, whether I am doing well or not, It's none of your business."

"Okay," Elder Brother Shi said in a good voice, "This is a good behavior. Our Manchu sons and daughters should be so responsible."

Yan Ji bowed to Elder Brother Shi, then bent over to Na Min and said, "Fu Jin, I've finished talking to them."

"Yanji," Nu Dahai still yelled, "How is Luo Lin? There is still Jiyuan, Jiyuan, you have returned to Beijing? What is the difference?"

Jiyuan kept his head down and stood silently at the side, when he heard Nu Dahai mentioning himself, he raised his head, his face was indifferent, "I, Ernie, said that she has nothing to do with you, so naturally I am the same."

(End of this chapter)