Those days of being the fourth master's outer room

Chapter 173

"That damn boy! Come on, let's drive to the mansion of King Kejun." The middle-aged man in Chinese clothes who looked about five or sixty years old said with gritted teeth, as if he was about to pluck someone's skin and drink his blood.

"Your Majesty, this is absolutely impossible! The capital is not very stable recently. If you want to find Prince Ke, you can ask him to have an audience~" An old eunuch said with a worried look on his face.

I don't know that those rogues have learned that the royal family has a peerless secret book recently. During this period of time, there are more assassins than the total number of assassins from the founding of the country to the Kangxi Dynasty.I absolutely dare not let the emperor leave the palace at this time!

"I'm afraid that as soon as I declare my will, that guy will run away." His eyes darkened, thinking of the bastard he had envied all his life, Honghui had the urge to gnash his teeth and want to hit someone.

"You don't need to persuade anymore, call the master at the sticky pole, let's go to the mansion of King Kejun." After finishing speaking, Hong Hui got up and walked out vigorously, but the heavy steps showed his heart at this time. .Every step was heavily stepped on the ground, as if stepping on someone's body.

Hongshi, who was fighting with the eighteenth uncle Yinjin, drank the fine wine that the eighteenth uncle kept.Seeing the heartache on his face, Hiroshi felt refreshed.After drinking a pot of wine the size of a face in one gulp, he was about to touch his mouth boldly, but when he realized that someone was rushing here, he almost peed in fright.He hurriedly got up and said to the eighteenth uncle who was drowsy from drinking, "Hey! Yinzhen, tell the emperor that Ama is at Thirteenth uncle's place after a while, and I'm running away!" up.leaving only a shadow

Tuliu Eighteenth Master was leaning on the stone bench among the flowers in a daze, at a loss for what to do.

After thinking for a while, Yin Jin, who still couldn't figure it out, smiled indifferently, picked up the wine jar and continued to pour it into his stomach.But he heard a gloomy voice in his ear.

"Uncle Shiba, where's that brat?" Looking at Uncle Shiba who was drunk like mud in front of him, Hong Hui had a gloomy face, the low air pressure all over his body made the guards hold their breaths one by one, trying to lower his anxiety. presence.

"..." When did the emperor come?Shiba, whose mind was muddled, was thinking in a daze, and he also had a sense of understanding of how fast Hongshi ran just now.

His mind was no longer able to make him think too much, he leaned on the stone bench without proper etiquette, could only drop two words and fell asleep.

"Brother Thirteen..."

Thinking of Shisanzhi coming to the door of Shisanshu's bedroom, but he dared not open the door for a long time.

His feelings for this half-brother are very complicated.

Disgust, envy, sympathy, and a hint of helplessness.

All kinds of emotions were mixed in his heart, making his expression distorted at this time.

Seeing how he is, he can follow Ama to practice together, but he can only stay alone in this huge palace. Erniang has become the empress dowager. .Planting women around him, trying to control himself.

Although I don't take these clumsy tricks to heart, her actions have deeply hurt my feelings for her.The kind but strong mother in memory has long since left me, and what is left is only full of disappointment and fatigue.

Never thought of being so lonely now, at this moment, Hongshi suddenly envied his third brother, envied his mother passing away in the most beautiful years, leaving behind all sweet memories, full of love.

Thinking of the woman he had never understood, Hong Hui couldn't help but sneered, she would never put so much importance on power like his own mother.

That wayward woman does everything casually. She smiles when she is happy, and keeps a straight face when she is unhappy. She is easy to understand.

But when he thought he understood that woman, he found all kinds of doubts behind him. After stripping off the shell of a simple woman, Honghui could no longer understand what was hidden inside.

But even so, he still envied the third younger brother, that he could have such a mother who loves him, even if it wasn't his own, it was better than any one's own mother's devotion.

Sighing, retracting his mind, he was about to open the door and go in, but saw the door opening from the inside.

The man I fear and respect the most in my life is standing at the door, looking at me calmly.It was like looking at a stranger.

Such a calm gaze deeply hurt Honghui's heart, am I that bad?So bad that you don't even deserve a strange look.

It suddenly occurred to his mind that he would only get angry in front of Zi Hongshi, laugh, speak loudly, and clean up Hongshi.In front of him, there were only disappointed eyes or a calm face, nothing else.

When I first met Ama, my excitement slowly cooled down, and the majesty of a superior person was fully displayed.

At this time, Honghui was like a defensive hedgehog, erecting what he thought was a strong defense.He wants to use the thorns on his body to drive back the enemy, but he doesn't know that when he pulls out the thorns, he has already been wounded all over his body

Yinzhen sighed, turned his head and said to Honghui's son of the old thirteen who was following him, "Your Ama has already gone, get ready for the funeral!"

Said that he still walked forward with a calm face, but left a word when passing by Honghui.

"Come on."

Just such a sentence made Hong Hui's eyes moist instantly.Suppressing the sourness in his nose, Honghui imitated Ama, waved away a follower with a straight face, and raised his heels to follow.

Yinzhen didn't go too far, but just followed the path under the moon to the garden of Shisanfu, set up a restraint, stood by the pond with his hands behind his back, looked at the lotus leaves inside, and fell into deep thought.

Hong Hui stood behind him with his head bowed like a pitiful little boy, and followed him silently.

After a long time, a shallow sigh drifted into Hong Hui's ears, which he thought was a hallucination, but it was enough to make him go stiff.

"Honghui, have you ever complained or hated?" Yinzhen recalled his whole life in his mind, and it would be a lie to say that he has no feelings for Honghui, who is both his legitimate son and his first child.But

"Have hated and complained before, but what's the use of hating and complaining again, you still took the third brother away without any regrets, and abandoned me and Er Niang."

Thinking of the day when Ama left, he was crying and chasing after them, but Ama took the third brother by the hand and got into the carriage without stopping.With a decisive attitude, he rejected everyone.Only left with a serious face and a crying self.

At that time, I was already 12 years old. I thought I had grown up and could help Ama share the burden.Tears have left me a long time ago, but who would have thought that I would have a day when I would cry and wipe away my tears, and my face would be full of snot. From that day on, his heart died, and this day became a part of his heart. Shame, the shame of being abandoned.

How many times, the dream turned back to night, and I woke up from that nightmare.Looking at the empty, gorgeous but lifeless room, I felt even more resentful towards Ama.

"If you gain something, you are destined to lose something at the same time. I have a long life, so what I lose is the qualification to have relatives. I can't imagine that the relatives you love in your life leave you one by one. Those are life Unbearable pain." Yinzhen ignored Honghui's excitement, and his eyes were full of the beautiful and blurred scenery under the moon, which brought him back to the time when he was in Feihua Courtyard.Also under the moonlight like this, Yaru danced lightly, just like Chang'e secretly below the moon palace, coming to the mortal world to seduce men's hearts.

And myself, the man who was seduced by her charm, fell in love with her deeply and couldn't extricate himself.

Even if both of them are cultivators, it doesn't matter that she has lost her beauty and abandoned her life in order to fulfill herself.But still, Yinzhen would rather be the one who died, so that at least Jingjing would not have to bear the heartache and longing year after year.Sighing, Yinzhen couldn't help making a self-deprecating arc, knowing that in the end, Yaru still made a plan for himself.

Wait!Wait until I find you again, you will suffer

Turning around to look at this stubborn face, although he has grown up and matured, but at this moment he is like an abandoned puppy, and some of them showed the only bright smile tonight, driving away the smugness on his face. Hanshuang patted Honghui on the shoulder and said, "You will always be my son, and also my greatest pride. Be happier in the future, don't care about your mother's misbehavior, I hurt her, and she also has no sense of security. Be a good emperor in the future. I will always watch over you."

Honghui looked at the smile on Ama's face, that kind of relieved and reborn smile, instantly like fireworks released in the air, bursting into clusters of colorful lights in Honghui's heart.

The resentment and grievance in my heart also disappeared.

At this moment, Honghui's many years of heart knots were instantly severed by Yinzhen, and he lost all the burdens on his body. Honghui's waist was also straight, and his broad shoulders could bear more responsibilities.

Looking at Ama with firm eyes, Honghui said confidently, "I will, protect the country of Aixinjueluo's family."

Under the moonlight, two handsome men looked at each other and smiled.The lingering atmosphere around him made people feel solemn. This kind of letting go and picking up changed two people.

(End of this chapter)