I won't be her substitute

Chapter 10

intercourse.Two unfamiliar words that dare not appear in my mind.Until now, my heart still can't be calm. Should I face it or escape?My mind went blank.In the end I chose to let nature take its course.Everyone is selfish in front of love, whether you really like me, or just regard me as the girl in your heart, please allow me to be selfish this time.

——An Mengqing's diary

Doing anything for the person you like is happy and happy.Looking at Shao Luo, who never tidies up the room, it is difficult for Yu Zhe to associate his current performance with the usual him.Shao Luo's room is no different from a garbage dump. This is the evaluation given to him by Yu Zhe as a good friend. When you go to his house as a guest, you can't find where the chair is. In addition to the quilt and pillow, there are food and drink on the bed. Really Everything you need.

Look at the room in front of you again, the floor is spotless, the transparent glass can't find any stains, the daily necessities are arranged in an orderly manner, and the decoration is romantic.Are these settings made by Shao Luo?Yu Zhe doubts.

"How is it? From your professional point of view, would Xiao Min be satisfied with such a room?"

Woo-cheol remained silent about his questioning.This made Shao Luo feel uneasy. Could it be that such an arrangement is not good?
"Whether it's good or bad, you still say something?" Shao Luo was about to die of anxiety.

"Did you ask someone to come back and help?"

"Ah?" Shao Luo didn't know how to answer Yu Zhe's thoughtless question.

"With your personality, you shouldn't pack it up like this. Well-organized arrangements are definitely not something you can do."

"Don't underestimate me. It's called deep hiding." Hearing Yu Zhe's voice, although he was embarrassed, he still acted so naturally.I can't bear to continue teasing him.It is admirable to be willing to make yourself perfect for the one you love, so why not Yuzhe himself.

"I admire." After waiting for a long time, Yu Zhe slowly spit out two words.

"That's about the same." How proud.

"We're back." An Mengqing's voice came into the room.

"Xiao Min, come and see your room." Shao Luo enthusiastically pulled Ye Zhimin over.

"It's so beautiful." Ye Zhimin praised from the bottom of his lungs.

"Shao Luo has worked so hard for this room." Yu Zhe put his arms around An Mengqing, reminding Ye Zhimin that this is Shao Luo's masterpiece.

"Thank you, Brother Luo."

Shao Luo scratched his head in embarrassment, not knowing where to put his eyes, this was the first time that Shao Luo, who was so uneasy, saw it.

An Mengqing and Yu Zhe whispered to each other.

"Actually, there's no need to tidy up the storage room. Xiao Min can sleep with me."

"Isn't it good to let Shao Luo behave in front of her?"

"He really puts his heart into it. It's so cute."

"Is he stupid? You are more stupid than him."

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"Do you think it's possible for a loving couple like us to sleep in separate rooms?"

"Normal couples certainly don't."

"Then do you think we're normal?"

An Mengqing thought about it carefully.Suddenly shouted. "no."

"What's wrong? Sister." Ye Zhimin thought that An Mengqing didn't agree with her living in this room.

"No...it's nothing." An Mengqing pulled Yu Zhe back to the room.Shao Luo and Ye Zhimin were left looking at each other with puzzled eyes.

There was a manly smell in the room.An Mengqing was not used to it but was satisfied.

"How can we sleep in the same room?"

"Why not?" Teasing An Mengqing is what Yu Zhe likes the most, he likes the way An Mengqing is anxious but unable to speak.Why didn't I find it before?

"We are, we are not..."

"Yes, or not. Explain clearly." Yu Zhe snickered in his heart.

"Yes, no, oops, I'm confused by you." An Mengqing stomped her feet anxiously.

"What's so confusing about this, don't forget that you promised to fall in love with me."

"You don't have to sleep together when you're in love?"

"But we are not lovers but husband and wife."

Yuzhe, it's not that I'm trying to pretend to be confused.I don't want to lie to myself, please don't lie to yourself either.Don't satisfy my desires, it will end badly.Knowing that this is a mistake, why don't I have the courage to refuse you?tell me what to doAn Mengqing wanted to convey the words in her heart to Yu Zhe with her eyes, so that he could understand that she was very contradictory now.

Xiaoyu, why do you want to try every means to reject me?Yu Zhe thought.

"I can let you sleep here, but you must sleep on the floor."

After a few minutes of silence, An Mengqing thought quickly, but in the end rationality could not compete with selfishness, An Mengqing agreed to let Yuzhe sleep in the room with a little selfishness.

Yu Zhe acquiesced.They laughed.

Let me smell your scent till dawn.This is the latest mood record in An Mengqing's blog.

An Mengqing named her blog "Turn Around, Stranger", she wanted to stop worrying about Yu Zhe after she turned around and left, and ended this wrong marriage.She writes many touching stories in her blog. The blog she just founded has ranked in the top [-] on the Internet, and she is also a little famous now.Many editors from publishing houses were moved by her article and hoped that she could submit it.With an attitude of trying, An Mengqing left her footprints on Novels.com. Every single word is touching, which makes people feel distressed. The sadness of each chapter expresses her desire for life, and also writes the reader's love story. true psychology.Some people said that her life was wandering between the lines, and they were heartbroken after reading it, and asked if An Mengqing's life like this was a true portrayal of her?An Mengqing told bloggers that her articles represented her every move, and she only hoped that one day, he could understand what was in her heart.

In the room, there was only the sound of An Mengqing's hands typing on the keyboard, and the silent environment set off every character she typed.Forgetting that she is not living alone now, An Mengqing didn't notice Yu Zhe's arrival.

The faint smell of smoke and the slight aroma are Yuzhe's unique smell. An Mengqing smelled this unforgettable smell, and subconsciously closed her notebook. After turning around, she found Yuzhe standing behind her with a frightened expression on her face. arrive.

"Why are you nervous?" Yu Zhe asked after he was relieved, his eyes kept looking behind An Mengqing.

"Is there? Why should I be nervous?" An Mengqing began to defend herself.

"Don't answer my questions with questions."

"This is my secret."

"Secret? Can't you tell me?" Women are really troublesome, they keep their mouths full of secrets, why are you so mysterious?

"Is telling you a secret?" The answer was just right.What you say is not a secret, the secret is your own sweetness and sorrow. "Everyone has his own secret in his heart, and this kind of privacy cannot be disclosed to anyone, including the one he loves the most." While speaking, An Mengqing looked at Yu Zhe affectionately.

Such affectionate eyes are the same as An Xiaoyu's, without stains, clear to the bottom, reaching to the heart.From her eyes, Yu Zhe read her love for himself.That's right, one's privacy cannot be disclosed to anyone, including the person one loves the most.Why didn't Yuzhe hide a lot of things from her?Thinking of this, he didn't continue to ask.

"Okay. You continue your secret, I'm going to sleep." Yu Zhe stretched his waist and walked towards his own bed - the floor.This should be the first time he slept on the floor.Can you sleep without that comfortable bed?You can't sleep on someone else's floor, but the bed he slept on was made by An Mengqing herself, and her breath remained on the sheets, quilt, and pillow.

Looking at Yuzhe's sleeping back, An Mengqing breathed a sigh of relief, reopened the notebook and wrote down the last sentence, which ended the chapter perfectly.

Sitting next to Yu Zhe, An Mengqing couldn't help reaching out to stroke his handsome face, smiling silly.Suddenly, an inspiration flashed, An Mengqing took the mobile phone and switched it to the camera mode. With a "click", Yu Zhe's sleeping image was saved in her mobile phone, which would be her lifetime treasure.Lying on the bed, An Mengqing looked at him, and it took a long time before she closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.She had fantasized about this feeling a long time ago, but she never thought it would come so soon and so suddenly.

It's dawn, and a beautiful day is about to begin.Four people appeared on the beach in pairs, attracting everyone's attention.An Mengqing and Ye Zhimin were chasing each other on the beach, with sweet smiles on their faces, and the two handsome guys were very happy.

"Are you serious?" Yu Zhe asked.

"What's the point of asking this?" Shao Luo was evading.

"I care about you." Yu Zhe looked at Shao Luo, and Shao Luo naturally turned around, listening to his great opinion. "She is not simple. If you are serious, I hope you can completely subdue her."

Shao Luo stretched out his fist and tapped Yu Zhe's chest lightly, this is the way of expression between men.Smiling, he said to Yu Zhe, "We have the same opinion. Don't worry, I'm serious, and I'm confident that I can win her over."

"But the ugly words are up front. If she dares to hurt An Mengqing, I will not show mercy."

"I know." Shao Luo glanced at Ye Zhimin who was playing, then turned his head and said to Yu Zhe seriously: "I will protect the one I love, and I won't let her be bullied by you."

"Is this a provocation?"

"There is nothing wrong with protecting a loved one."

"Yes. I hope this kind of protection is not based on the severance of friendship." Love is important, and friendship is also indispensable.

"I hope so."

The conversation between the two men was tinged with danger.I don't want to see them duel because of the one they love one day, and I believe they themselves don't want this day to come.However, the world is unpredictable, and they have been psychologically prepared in their hearts, and they want both love and friendship.

"Sister." Ye Zhimin's shout reached Yu Zhe's ears, Yu Zhe, who was pale, rushed over, but did not see An Mengqing, following the direction Ye Zhimin was looking at, Yu Zhe saw An Mengqing struggling in the middle of the sea with.

Yu Zhe didn't think much, rushed into the sea, swam to An Mengqing's side, supported An Mengqing's chin with one hand, and rowed vigorously with the other.On the beach, An Mengqing closed her eyes tightly, still breathing, but fell asleep.

There is a hospital near the sea resort. In the ward, Ye Zhimin leaned on Shao Luo's shoulder and sobbed, complaining to himself all the time.

"Enough is enough. Mengqing needs to rest." Yu Zhe avoided Shao Luo's eyes, suppressed his anger, and said flatly.

"Xiao Min, let's go out first." Seeing Yu Zhe's tolerance, Shao Luo didn't want to add fuel to the fire, and persuaded Ye Zhimin to leave.

Outside the ward, Ye Zhimin promised Shao Luo again: "I really didn't do it on purpose. You have to trust me."

"I believe it. I will believe you no matter what time comes." Shao Luo's heart ached as he wiped away her tears.

Ye Zhimin threw himself into Shao Luo's arms. "I knew you would believe me." The small body was trembling in Shao Luo's arms, and intermittent crying was still heard.Everyone thought that Ye Zhimin was crying, but no one noticed the smile on her face, was she proud?

"Yu Zhe, what's wrong with me?"

"You're awake. This is the hospital." Yu Zhe, who was originally frowning, saw An Mengqing wake up, and his expression improved slightly. "Why do you help her pick up things so stupidly?"

"Didn't think so much at the time. Xiao Min said it was left to her by her mother. Things left by relatives are very precious." Can't help but think of the harmonica left by An Xiaoyu.

"That's not your turn to pick it up."

"She can't swim." She was doing a good deed, and Yu Zhe was threatening her, so An Mengqing pouted and pretended to be angry.

"Then you can swim? You won't be so stupid as to forget that you are a landlubber, right?" Yu Zhe blurted out because he knew too well.

"How do you know I can't swim?" An Mengqing was surprised and delighted.

"I'm smarter than you."

What a lousy reason, you'd be an idiot to believe him.

"Oh, that's true." Now calling An Mengqing a fool did not wrong her at all.He didn't expect her to be so easy to fool.

After staying in the hospital for a week, Ye Zhimin came to the hospital to accompany An Mengqing every day.After giving Shao Luo and An Mengqing enough face, Yu Zhe didn't lose his temper, and he would rather believe that it was Ye Zhimin's unintentional fault, otherwise he didn't know what he would do to Ye Zhimin, and he couldn't predict what he and Shao would do. What will happen between Luo.What can be avoided is still to be avoided. What An Xiaoyu once said to him came to mind again: Human nature is inherently good, and wicked people also have love and affection. Forgiveness is a kind of mind, and this kind of mind can influence people who go astray for a while.

Finally discharged from the hospital, An Mengqing returned to her radiant appearance and returned to her "transparent heart", An Qingmeng burst into tears.

"What's wrong?" It frightened everyone present, especially Yuzhe.

"I thought I'd never come back."

"Fool, with me here, you will be safe." An Mengqing laughed through her tears, maybe it was enough to hear a few touching words in her heart, she couldn't bear too much touch.

After not opening her blog for a week, An Mengqing rushed into the room after dinner, turned on the computer, entered the password, and entered the blog.One message after another moved An Mengqing.The bloggers haven't seen any sign of An Mengqing for a few days, and everyone is very worried, afraid that something will happen to her.

After being moved, An Mengqing quickly replied to her bloggers who cared about her, just to stop worrying them.While I was seriously replying to bloggers' messages one by one, a strange name appeared in front of my eyes.His name is "Anonymous".

"I stepped into your blog by chance. After reading your blog, I couldn't help leaving a message. Your words are full of sadness. Maybe your life is really helpless. Compared with me, you are happy. Can There are so many strange bloggers who care about you. They are very worried about you." An Mengqing read his message word for word.This friend named "Anonymous" revealed his thoughts in his message.An Mengqing decided to make him a friend and replied to him.

In the reply column, An Mengqing wrote: "It is our fate to meet in the online world. If you want, please accept the happiness I gave you."

Soon, "Anonymous" replied to An Mengqing.

"Can happiness be shared equally?"

Seeing "Anonymous"'s reply, An Mengqing smiled, tapped the keyboard, and a sentence quickly appeared in the reply column: "To be moved is happiness. Are you moved by my reply? You say I am happy because I I have the care of so many strange bloggers. And you are my blogger, happiness can be contagious, through the computer screen, I will transmit happiness to you, can you receive it?"

"Hehe, interesting. I have received the happiness message from you. Thank you." "Anonymous" replied.

"Turn around, I'm already a stranger" she said to "Anonymous", and he chatted in a single word, forgetting the time, chatting and chatting, it was dawn.I've never seen the time go by so quickly at night.

(End of this chapter)