I won't be her substitute

Chapter 15

Today I heard a very touching story from blogger "Anonymous". Although I am not sure of its authenticity, I was really moved.I can finally understand my sister's mood at that time. It turns out that every girl has a little impulsiveness when she first falls in love.I can't help but want to ask myself, can I also follow the path of my sister and that girl for Yu Zhe?I think, yes.

——An Mengqing's diary

"The young mistress is back."

"Godmother, miss me to death."

As soon as they came back, Yu Zhe, Shao Luo and Ling Xi went directly to the company, and the driver Yang Bo deliberately brought An Mengqing back.Knowing that An Mengqing would come back a long time ago, Xiu's mother couldn't sit still early in the morning. She walked back and forth in the yard, her eyes kept looking in the direction of the door, and she really wanted to see her goddaughter right away.No, as soon as she got out of the car, An Mengqing threw herself into Xiuma's arms and yelled affectionately.

"Come inside. I can't keep my spirits up these days when you're not here. Come and let me see."

From An Mengqing's body, Xiu's mother found her daughter again, and also regained her pride in being a mother.This time they can talk for days and nights.

After Yuzhe's hard work day and night, Yu's Group finally returned to its previous appearance, which also made those old cadres who had disobeyed him admire him.After all, the waves behind push the waves ahead, and one wave is higher than the other.Looks like it's time for them to retire.After a while, a large stack of resignation letters appeared on Yu Zhe's desk.

"Yu Zhe, is this also part of your plan?" Pointing at the resignation letter in front of him, Shao Luo looked at him in admiration. This is a good strategy that kills two birds with one stone.

"I didn't think about it. It's just that their IQs have improved these days."

"Ah? Isn't this your masterpiece? It's a shame that I have admired you for a long time." Shao Luo's expression was a little disappointed. "Does it feel good now?"

"What do you mean?"

"What are you pretending to be. They're gone, isn't this company the only one who has the final say?"

"Well, it doesn't matter if they leave or not." Yuzhe really didn't underestimate himself, and he didn't even blush when he boasted. "

"Just blow it up. Why can you let them go in the company? Look at their faces everywhere, and you can't be cruel to them..."

"Too much nonsense." Shao Luo, who was talking happily, was slammed on the brakes by Yu Zhe, swallowing the words alive. "Vice President, are you still going to work?"

Shao Luo got up and left the office.

"Godmother, Yuzhe and Mom are not coming back today, let's eat first."

"Aren't you coming back to eat? They're going to stretch themselves if they keep working like this."

"It's good that the company has been busy for a while."

I just received a call from Yu Zhe, saying that the company is going to hold an important meeting, and the time is uncertain, so I told An Mengqing not to wait for him.It's only been a few days since he returned to the company, and Yu Zhe has lost a lot of weight. Looking at him, An Mengqing feels sore in his heart.

After dinner, they chatted with Xiu Ma for a while, and then they went back to their rooms.

Depressed, An Mengqing decided to go to the blog to see if there was any news, to pass the time.After browsing the blog for a while, I didn't find any interesting topics. When I was about to leave the blog, I found a text message from "Anonymous".Looking at this content, "Anonymous" is in a bad mood.The kind-hearted An Mengqing wanted to comfort him.

After An Mengqing inquired, she knew that the reason "Anonymous" was unhappy was because of a girl.The "Anonymous" who was eager to find someone to talk to happened to regard An Mengqing as his audience, and told his story without reservation.

The thoughts of "Anonymous" were pulled back to the time when he was 15 years old...

That year, it was a cold winter, "Anonymous" went to America for the first time to study. At that time, he was young and his English was poor. In that unfamiliar place, "Anonymous" often hid and cried quietly.One day, he was crying alone in a corner, when suddenly a handkerchief dangled in front of his eyes, and when he looked up, it turned out to be a very handsome girl, who looked at him with a smile.

"Hurry up and wipe it off. You're still crying at this age." This girl was the first person he didn't refuse.In his subconscious mind, this girl doesn't look like a bad person.Ever since, they became good friends, and at the same time, this girl was also the only friend of "Anonymous" in the United States.

Jing——is the intimate name of "Anonymous" for this girl.She is an American, a very quiet and persistent person.As long as she makes up her mind, nothing will change.Just like her feelings for him.

Still in the winter when they met, Jing took the initiative to confess to "Anonymous".Maybe it was because he didn't plan to have a girlfriend yet, so he rejected her for the first time.Hearing the rejection, Jing was not disappointed, just smiled and said to him: "It's okay, you will accept me one day."

Persevering, she confessed again with a glimmer of hope, but was rejected again.It is said that men chase women across the mountain, and women chase men through layers of gauze. Why is this sentence useless when applied to Jing.Strong she still did not give up.Every day is her confession day.

Because of Jing's boldness, Jing's persistence and strength, "Anonymous" soon became a popular person in the school. Some people said that he was out of his mind and that such a good girl liked him but was indifferent. Others said that he was pretending to be noble and looked down on Americans. .Regardless of what other people think of him, "Anonymous" just didn't agree to Jing's courtship.

They no longer walked side by side like they did when they first met, talking and laughing, and sometimes fighting. They became complete strangers and just walked one after the other with a distance.

Finally, once, "Anonymous" could no longer bear Jing's confession.He yelled at her.

"I like you." Jing would say these four words to him every day.

"But I don't like you. I don't like your eyes, I don't like your lips, I don't like everything about you. I am Chinese, and I don't like foreigners. This reason should be fine." The biggest blow was that the reason for rejecting her love unexpectedly was that she was a foreigner. "Please don't bother me in the future."

He stayed where he was, didn't cry, didn't continue to persuade him to stay, but just stared at the back of "Anonymous" leaving in a daze.This was her 519th confession to him, a failure, a complete failure.

After a long period of time, they have no contact with each other and have not seen each other.Just a few days before "Anonymous" planned to return to China, Jing took the initiative to call "Anonymous" and asked him to come to her dormitory.After hesitating, he still came.

"Thank you for coming." Seeing him appearing at the door of the dormitory, Jing smiled very happily.Before that, she had been worried about whether "Anonymous" would come.Seeing him in person, she also relaxed a lot.In the dormitory they sat with their own minds.After a long time, Jing spoke. "Are we still friends in the future?"

"of course."

Jing walked up to him, hugged him, and said in Chinese in his ear: "If you only like Chinese people, I will make myself Chinese when I have a chance in the future."

"Anonymous" frowned, not understanding why she said such a thing.

"I'm too hungry to walk now, why don't you go and buy me something to eat?" He didn't forget to pull him out, eager to get him out of the dormitory. "Anonymous" thought she was just playing the young lady's temper, and she was too lazy to go out, there was no other way, "Anonymous" had to work hard.

When he just walked out of the dormitory, there was a "boom", and the dormitory caught fire.The "nameless person" who hadn't come to leave in a hurry was also injured. When he was lying on the ground, looking at the burning fire opposite him, his first reaction was: Jing is still inside, I'm going to rescue her.He wanted to stand up, but he had no strength. After struggling several times, he passed out.

After reading the story about the girl sent by "Anonymous", An Mengqing had a familiar feeling, and such a story had happened around her.

Typing on the keyboard, An Mengqing replied to him: How did that girl end up?

"Anonymous" said: After passing out, I was sent to the hospital.The rescue took three days.When I woke up, I realized that the electricity in the dormitory was not enough to catch the fire.It is said that many people died in the dormitory area.I asked the police to help me find Jing, and after I recovered, I also went to the dormitory area and asked others, but there was still no news of her.I am very guilty, she tried every means to let me leave in order not to put me in danger.I always believed that she was still alive.

An Mengqing replied: I believe it too.As long as there is a glimmer of hope, we will find it.

"Anonymous" said: I will.Sorry to waste your time.Today is Jing's birthday, and I'm a little out of control.

An Mengqing replied: I am very happy that you can share your story with me.If Jing was still alive, would you agree to date her?
"Anonymous" said: Yes.

After their chat was over, An Mengqing lay on the bed for a long time unable to sleep peacefully.

Looking at the ceiling, my eyes were a little tired, I couldn't help blinking, tears flowed down unexpectedly.Why?An Mengqing didn't understand why she wanted to cry?Maybe I miss my sister.Unable to sleep, An Mengqing turned on the light and picked up the photo of her sister on the bedside table.Looking at An Xiaoyu with a bright smile, the sad things in the past welled up in her heart.

It has been four years since An Xiaoyu passed away, but An Mengqing still clearly remembers the scene at that time.Crying parents, relatives and friends who expressed condolences, everyone was in tears, but my sister was sleeping peacefully, lying there calmly, with a smile on her lips. At that time, An Mengqing lost control Shaking my sister's stiff body, weeping and blaming her why she left this home?Keep waking her up.But she couldn't hear them anymore.

Ever since An Mengqing could remember, she had lived in an orphanage.It must be very strange, right?I can't help but wonder, since she grew up in an orphanage, how can she have parents now?This is where An's father and An's mother feel very sorry for An Mengqing.

24 years ago, An Xiaoyu and An Mengqing came to this world together.Holding the two twin sisters, An's father and An's mother are very conflicted.Their family conditions were not able to support two children, and they had to send one away.Relentless, Father An sent An Mengqing to the gate of an orphanage. The newly born An Mengqing seemed to be able to see what had happened, and kept crying, shouting at the top of her voice, as if saying: Don't take me away. send away.Even though he was reluctant to let go, he let go of An Mengqing who was crying heartbreakingly.

Twin sisters have an unusual telepathy.That year, when they were eight years old, they ran from north to south for the same balloon when they were playing in the park. They grabbed the balloon at the same second without prearranged actions. It is an identical face, like looking at yourself in front of a mirror.

God arranged for them to meet in the park this time. It is destined that they will start as good friends first, grow up step by step, and understand bit by bit. People with the same hobbies are not good friends, but a pair of twins.Although they don't know why their parents let them separate, they kind of understand that this is a secret between their parents. In order to "revenge" them, the two girls decided to create their own secret.

An Xiaoyu would sneak out of the house every day to steal some delicious food for An Mengqing.Occasionally, the two would sit together watching the stars and chatting about their thoughts. An Xiaoyu, who was taken care of by her parents, was lively and active. She lived in a cold orphanage since she was a child. An Mengqing closed herself off. Often when they got together, An Mengqing would naturally The ground became An Xiaoyu's audience.To An Mengqing, An Xiaoyu opened her heart, not only telling the stories that happened in school, the stories between her parents, but also her thoughts.

An Xiaoyu told An Mengqing her love story verbatim, that boy was kind to her, and she would tell An Mengqing dancing and dancing, and An Mengqing would often cast envious eyes.If that boy made her angry, she would speak viciously, and after she finished speaking, she would cry wildly on An Mengqing's shoulder.

An Mengqing knew about her and that boy, but she just didn't tell An Mengqing the boy's name.The naughty two sisters would often fight because of the boy's name, but of course they would not be really angry.It is pure innocence among children, because they all know that they will always have a secret in their hearts.

An Mengqing learned a lot of truths during her time with An Xiaoyu, she also learned to let go of herself, accept others, and learn to understand at the same time.

After learning that An Xiaoyu was injured in order to save the boy, and that there was no cure, An Mengqing passed out on the spot.An Xiaoyu wanted to see An Mengqing as time was running out.At that time, my parents were very surprised. Weakly An Xiaoyu recalled the time with An Mengqing, which made my parents even more sad.

An Mengqing came to An Xiaoyu's bedside, looking at her sickly with red eyes.At An Xiaoyu's request, Mom and Dad withdrew from the room, leaving their last moments to their sisters.

"Mengqing, I can't do it anymore. In the end, I want to ask you three things."

"Sister, no. You will definitely get better."

"Don't lie to me, and don't lie to yourself. Promise me?"

An Mengqing nodded vigorously.

"My parents think that I have an incurable disease. Don't tell them the real cause of my death."

An Mengqing nodded reluctantly.

"Second, every Ching Ming Festival, bring a bouquet of pink roses to visit me."

"Don't you like the perfume lily?"

"That was before, but now I like pink roses. Because its flower language is, I want to spend my whole life with you. But I have no chance. I hope to be reincarnated with the dancing pink roses, and I can remember him in the next life. Cough..."

"Sister, don't talk anymore."

"Listen to me. The last...the last one. If you meet him in the future, please tell him that I...love him. Please don't blame...blame me. "

"Sister, tell me what his name is. I'll go find him right away and let him come to see you. You have to wait for him to come."

An Xiaoyu exhausted her last bit of strength, closed her heavy eyelids, and slowly dropped the hand holding An Mengqing.

"sister……"

No matter how many shouts have passed, what is left is only happy and sad memories lingering in my heart, which will not be forgotten for a long time...

After An Xiaoyu's death, An's father brought An Mengqing back from the orphanage, and now she is their only daughter.

Walking to the window, An Mengqing opened the curtains and looked at the sky full of stars. "Sister, I have already done two of the things I promised you. As for the last one, I really can't do anything about it. You took his name away deeply, tell me, where can I find him?"

Is it really meant to be?The two sisters fell in love with the same person at the same time, and they were struggling to find the him in their sister's heart, but they didn't know that he was looking for him thousands of miles away, but the person was in a dimly lit place.

(End of this chapter)