I won't be her substitute

Chapter 25

Ai Jing said, I am a love liar, I lied to Yuzhe and Xia Tian.I won't lie, but it's natural to act as a stand-in in love.This love is led by me. I have been moved and painful by such a role.I never lied to Yuzhe's feelings, I have devoted my whole life to him.I admit, I lied to Xia Tian, ​​I felt his love for my sister.I know that my sister doesn't love him, so I should confess to him and make him give up, but I was defeated by his loving eyes.I've been hurt and I don't want others to go my way.Although it is wrong to do so, I still insist, hoping that time can make us forget the past.

——An Mengqing's diary

Yuzhe took a day off to get his hair done at the barber shop, then went to a clothing store and bought some clothes.After tidying up, he regained his handsome appearance before, and the number of women who fell for him is increasing.There is no impenetrable wall in the world, overnight, it seems that the whole Taiwan knows that Yu Zhe is divorced, they think their spring has come again, and they are all dreaming of becoming Yu Zhe's next bride.

Wearing a black suit with a black striped tie against a white shirt, with his left hand in his pocket, he walked elegantly and handsomely in the office building of Yushi Group, and walked into the elevator under the eyes of the employees.

"Mr. Yu, you are so handsome today." Shao Luo said angrily.

"Mr. Shao, you're so disgusting today." Yu Zhizhi had a good look.

In the elevator, Yu Zhe and Shao Luo joked with each other.The atmosphere is very harmonious.

"I'm just saying what's in the heart of those nympho." Shao Luo regained his masculinity.The sound is also much more comfortable to listen to. "Hey, did you get out of love so quickly?"

"A man cannot lose on the road of love."

"A man cannot live without the nourishment of love."

Yu Zhe looked at Shao Luo, in front of him, Yu Zhe finally had no way to pretend. "what you want to say?"

"Your truth." Shao Luo's eyes seemed to say, don't try to pretend to be great in front of me, you can't escape my eyes.

"Am I cheap? Even though she hurt me so much, I still can't forget her. I regret it. That agreement shouldn't be signed."

"You're a bitch." Shao Luo looked at Yu Zhe and spread his hands. "That's not exactly what you wanted to hear."

The elevator stopped and they got out.Talk while walking.

"Can you just say what I want to hear? Will it comfort people?"

"Yo, when did Mr. Yu become so fake? Oh, I know, the power of love." Shao Luo slapped Yu Zhe jokingly. "Just kidding. It's normal not to forget the people you love. We are each other."

"How are you and her? Is there any progress?" Yuzhe asked kindly.

Shao Luo stopped and patted Yu Zhe on the shoulder.Both seriously and jokingly said: "As long as there is you, I will never be with her."

"sorry."

"Ah? Are you apologizing to me? Did you hear me wrong?"

"I'm serious. I want to refuse her throwing arms, but I don't want to hurt her. I don't know what's wrong. Now I don't even have the courage to hate her. Occasionally yelling at her makes my heart hurt. But I promise, this feeling is not love."

"Okay, no need to explain. I know." Shao Luo gave Yuzhe a clear look, and walked into his office.

An Mengqing is now a well-known Internet writer on the Internet, and she has finally found her own job.Today she got the first manuscript fee in her life, which makes Ai Jing so envious. She can get her salary by just typing on the keyboard while sitting at home. Thinking of her dignified graduate student from Harvard in the United States, she didn’t even have a decent job. What a pity to find it.

After receiving the manuscript fee, the excited An Mengqing wanted to invite Ai Jing out to celebrate.After the dinner, An Mengqing and Ai Jing broke up and went home separately.The elated An Mengqing was walking home, and at the door of her house, she met Xia Tian.A bright smile froze on his face.

"Xiao Yu, I have been waiting for you for a long time."

"Oh. Why don't you go in?"

"I want to talk to you."

"Okay. Let's talk as we walk."

The unexpected meeting, the plain meeting words, the two people walking in the garden had nothing to say, and each walked with their own concerns.

"I……"

"I..." said in unison, making the tense atmosphere even more awkward.

"You speak first."

"You talk first." They spoke in unison again, which seemed to be too tacit understanding.

"It's better for you to talk first." Xia Tian adhered to the principle of giving priority to women, and at the same time, he also knew that if this continued, he would not be able to say the first sentence.

"Well, you should talk about it first." An Mengqing didn't know where to start, she was still in conflict and could only let him talk first.

"Then I'll tell you. Xiaoyu, do you know? During these years in the United States, apart from going to class, I miss you all the time. I can't wait to finish my studies right away and fly back to find you. Xiaoyu, do you still remember the promise I made to you before I left? "

An Mengqing thought for a while and nodded.If her sister hadn't told her, how would she know.My sister has no secrets in front of her.

"Let me ask you, are you still single now?"

"Just divorced."

"Have you ever been married?" Xia Tian was in a surprised state.

"Do you mind?" This could be regarded as a test question for An Mengqing.

"No. As long as you are single, I have the right to pursue you. Since you are divorced, you are single again. Xiaoyu, can you be my girlfriend?" Xia Tian answered An Mengqing's question straightforwardly, He behaved better than she expected, he really loves his sister, and has loved her deeply for so many years, and he doesn't know what the person my sister loves is doing now?get married?Still waiting for her?

"Let's start with friends. After all, I just got divorced, and the relationship is still there."

OMG what am I talking about?Didn't you come to confess to him?How can it become perfect now.It's over.

An Mengqing beat herself up in her heart, she really didn't agree with what she said.

"Really? That's great." Like a child, Xia Tian was spinning around in joy. "Thank you for giving me the chance to pursue you. By the way, don't you have something to tell me?"

"I...I..." An Mengqing hesitated, she really didn't want to disappoint Xia Tian, ​​and she didn't want to make him sad, because of her kindness, she decided to lie to the end. "I want to tell you that I changed my name to Mengqing."

"Mengqing? It sounds good too. No matter what your name is, I like it."

"Really?" An Mengqing looked panicked, not knowing where to put her eyes. "I should go back." After making an excuse, he turned his head and walked towards home.

"I'll see you off." Xia Tian followed closely behind, holding her breath in her heart: No matter what, I will seize this opportunity and insist on chasing her.

"I'm here." Seeing home is like seeing hope.

"Oh. Then I'll send it here. By the way, Xiaoyu, my phone number has not changed. It has been reserved for you. I'm afraid you won't be able to find it. I will be anxious. It will be turned on for you 24 hours a day. Call me if you have anything to do, and I'll be there anytime." Xia Tian said cheerfully.Hearing that An Mengqing was so touched, his mobile phone number has been reserved for his sister, so he must be waiting for her call every day.Maybe every time I was disappointed, my sister had no chance to contact him again. "Sorry, I'm not used to calling you Mengqing yet, but don't worry, we won't call you wrong when we meet again." Xia Tian embarrassedly touched her head, which made An Mengqing laugh.Xia Tian also smirked.

"I see. You go back first."

"Okay, I'm leaving. Bye."

An Mengqing waved goodbye to him, and said to his distant figure, "Fool, how would I know your number?" She took out the key from her bag, opened the door, and saw her father and mother curiously. Looking at her, staring at her felt uncomfortable. "Dad, Mom, what are you looking at? Is there something wrong with me?"

"Daughter, tell me the truth."

"What are you explaining?" An Mengqing was at a loss.

"Who was that young man who brought you back just now?"

"You...have you all seen it?"

An's father and An's mother nodded at the same time, waiting for An Mengqing's satisfactory answer.

"a friend."

"A new boyfriend? Let me just say, my daughter is naturally beautiful, and she has pursued countless men."

"What are you talking about?" An Mengqing returned to her room a little shyly.

"I'm sorry. Daughter, I think that young man is not bad. He will bring it back for us to have a look at some other day. We will arrange the marriage in some time."

Even through a door, An Mengqing could still hear her father's voice clearly. "Help, I've never seen such parents."

An Mengqing turned on the computer, logged on to QQ, and looked for someone to chat with. It just so happened that Ai Jing's profile picture was in color.So, she opened Ai Jing's window and started their online chat.

"Ai Jing, someone confessed to me today."

"Not bad. Which handsome guy is it?"

"summer."

Ai Jing sent a "dizzy" picture, followed by a text. "Did you agree? You are not stupid enough not to confess to him, are you? Not stupid enough to agree to be his girlfriend?"

"I'm stupid, I'm stupid, you guessed it all."

"You want to love him on behalf of your sister and give him compensation? Don't you?"

"It was you who asked me to fulfill him and myself. Now you are against me." There are more than a dozen "angry" pictures behind the text.

"I was just kidding. I overestimated your love for Yu Zhe. I thought you would not fall in love with anyone until you forgot Yu Zhe. That's why I said that. You made me too disappointed."

"You're right. I only have Yu Zhe in my heart."

"Then you still promise Xia Tian. Are you really committing a crime? A crime of cheating on love."

"Is there a crime? I'm just too soft-hearted. I don't want Xia Tian to be sad because of my sister's death. His love for my sister is no less than my love for Yu Zhe. I hope that time can make us forget the past."

"You are a love liar, you lied to Yu Zhe, and you also lied to Xia Tian. But I believe you will give this love scam a perfect ending."

"Thank you for your trust." A "shy" offered. "Ai Jing, do you know Xia Tian's mobile phone number?"

"Why ask me? If you want to know, ask him yourself."

"He said that his mobile phone number has not changed and has been reserved for his sister. But my sister is gone. Where can I find his number? If I tell him that I forgot his mobile phone number, I think he will be very sad."

"He is really dedicated. The number is 1586520."

"Thank you."

"Do we still need courtesy?"

The "smiley face" is offered.After chatting for a while, An Mengqing went offline.Is it a coincidence that Xia Tian's number is stored in the phone book?Xia Tian's name is on top of Yu Zhe.Playing with the phone, An Mengqing wanted to delete Yu Zhe's name from the phone. Whenever the prompt "Delete" appeared, she pressed "No" with her hand without obeying the command.Uneasy, she closed the phone, threw it aside, and started her writing. She wanted to find that bitter and romantic love in the novel.

After working all day, Yu Zhe felt extremely tired.It may be because he indulged himself for too long, or it may be because An Mengqing left, in short, Yu Zhe is more tired than usual.Went home from get off work very early.

"Master, you are back."

"Well, Mommy Xiu, where's Mengqing?"

"The young master and the young mistress have divorced." Mother Xiu whispered while working.When she thought of her goddaughter, she felt distressed. She finally recognized a daughter and separated after a few days of getting along.

Hearing Xiu Ma's answer, Yu Zhe suddenly realized that it had become his habit to see Meng Qing when he came home every day, and he hadn't gotten out of this habit for a while.

"Yes, I am the only one left in this family now."

In the past, when he came home, his grandma would greet him, and Lingxi scolded him. Although it was annoying, it was also a habit. Only after losing it did he realize that being too quiet is a kind of loneliness.In the past, An Mengqing was his only motivation. No matter how tired he was, when he saw her, all his fatigue would disappear.

Opening the door, it was still the cold space before.Groping around every corner of the room, searching for the scent that An Mengqing had left behind, they embraced here, frolicked here, drank here, everything between them seemed to happen just yesterday, just for a moment.Moments, really short.

Yu Zhe was attracted by the broken wedding photo placed in a corner of the room. The photo split in two made his heart ache, and he regretted it.Get out the glue and carefully stick them back together.Impulse is the devil, what is torn can be pasted again, what about a broken heart?Is there also a glue that can heal hearts?
A few flimsy pieces of paper became heavy in Yu Zhe's hands. Looking at the "divorce agreement" in his hand, he regretted why he signed it at that time?It's a pity that his name has been deeply embedded in the paper and has become a reality, regretting it has long been useless.

Yu Zhe has been looking at An Mengqing's name in the phone book for 10 minutes, pressing his finger on the dial button, but finally he doesn't have the courage to press it.He was afraid of disappointment, he was afraid that An Mengqing would delete his number from his phone, he was afraid that she would never hear his voice again, he was afraid that she had already changed the number...

After imagining countless possibilities and struggling in my heart, I finally mustered up the courage to press the dial button, slowly raised my hand, and put the phone to my ear.

"The number you have dial can not be reached……"

Putting down the phone, Yuzhe should be glad or disappointed.Shutting down is not in his consideration.Does this mean that An Mengqing didn't change her phone number?Was it so that he could find her?Yu Zhe lay lazily on the bed, thinking wildly again.Thinking about their time at school, thinking about their days together in "Transparent Heart", thinking about what she is doing now... Thinking about it, Yuzhe fell asleep, and fell asleep with thoughts of An Mengqing, in the dream meet her.

(End of this chapter)