I won't be her substitute

Chapter 4

When the gloomy weather always clears up, the sun will still rise from the west.Is it true that as long as you sleep, you will forget all the unpleasant things when you open your eyes?Why should you be gentle with me after cruelty?What am I to you?I don't understand men, let alone men who are hot and cold.Can you tell me when I will be free to escape from you?Your indifference keeps me from approaching, your tenderness keeps me away.I am uncertain about your attitude.

——Diary of An Mengqing
"What's the matter with that girl? Do we elders wait for her for dinner? Children from poor families really have no education at all." Ling Xi complained with a dark face.He deliberately raised his voice and yelled in the direction of the room.

"Just say a few words less. Mengqing is feeling sad." Regarding the attitude of her daughter-in-law, Grandma Yu just sighed and shook her head.

"Didn't you just drop out of school? What's the big deal. If Yu Zhe didn't drop out of school, how could he have achieved what he is now? Hmph, that girl just made us wait on purpose to raise her own value."

"That's enough." Grandma Yu couldn't stand it any longer, lost her temper, and frightened Ling Xi who was beside her. "Haven't you noticed that Yuzhe's attitude towards you has changed a lot since he dropped out of school? If you hadn't let Yuzhe drop out of school, Mengqing would not be so sad today. You don't understand that two children who love to study can't The mood of reading." After venting, Grandma Yu also returned to the room.

Ling Xi, who was left stunned, sat alone in the hall.She seemed to be shocked by Grandma Yu's words.Sit there quietly.

Since An Mengqing came back from school, she didn't greet anyone, but just returned to the room with her head down.The remaining tear stains on the flushed face were still clearly visible.

In Kawaii's room, An Mengqing curled up in a corner, hugging herself with both hands, shaking her body up and down, and occasionally sobbing slightly.

Probably tired from crying, An Mengqing raised her head, blinking her red eyes, with sour tears still lingering in her eyes.She tried to calm herself down, and after a long period of ideological struggle, the tears stopped flowing out.An Mengqing got up slowly, ready to wash her tear-stained face and wake herself up.

Hearing the doorbell ring, Xiu Ma opened the door, and it was Yu Zhe who came back.

Walking into the house, passing the living room, but not seeing An Mengqing, Yuzhe thought she hadn't come back yet, and his phone was turned off when he called her, so he couldn't find out her whereabouts, so Yuzhe was really worried.Ignoring his mother who was sitting on the sofa in a daze, Yuzhe walked towards the room, hoping to see An Mengqing as soon as he opened the door.

"Wait, I have something to ask you."

After walking a few steps, Ling Xi's voice sounded, his voice was a little hoarse, obviously crying.Maybe it was the hoarse voice that made Yuzhe stop his progress and stood where he was, but he didn't look back.

"do you hate me?"

"Hate? Do I have the right?" Yuzhe replied coldly.

"You used to be obedient to me, why are you always against me now? Did you marry such a woman without my consent?"

Although Yuzhe wanted to take revenge on An Mengqing, no one had the right to insult her except him.

"The current me is your masterpiece. You trained me to be another Yu Zhe. You should be very happy because you have achieved your goal. Also, I want to warn you that if you dare to touch An Meng Just one finger, I will make you regret it." Not wanting to talk to Ling Xi any more, Yu Zhe stepped forward and ran towards the room.

Ling Xi, who was not convinced, creaked her ten fingers, and her hatred for An Mengqing increased.

Yu Zhe opened the door eagerly. At the same time, An Mengqing washed her face and was about to go back to her room to rest. When she heard the door opening, she habitually looked back.It happened to meet Yuzhe's worried eyes.

Seeing An Mengqing's haggard face, Yu Zhe couldn't help but stepped forward to stroke An Mengqing's cheeks with his slender fingers. Such intimacy made An Mengqing intoxicated.

"Don't be sad. Go to sleep, and when you open your eyes, you will forget all the unpleasant things."

Under his cold voice, there was such an unforgettable soft voice, An Mengqing was a little confused, whether she should be moved, or should hate his inhumanity.She didn't know, she just looked at Yuzhe and let him caress her face.

For some reason, An Mengqing took a few steps back, avoiding Yu Zhe's tender eyes, looked away, and said to him, "I'm fine. Good night." Not wanting to touch Yu Zhe's voice and eyes, An Mengqing said Wan left quickly, hid in his room, sat on the bed, hugged "Nianyu", and stared blankly ahead.

"Did I take the wrong medicine? Forcing her to quit school and seeing her sad eyes, this is what I want. But why do I feel distressed now?" Yu Zhe soaked in the bathtub, water kept flowing from his head , he wanted to wash off the picture just now, trying to wake himself up with cold water.

The lost Yuzhe did not realize that in his heart there is always a woman named An Xiaoyu, the woman he once loved deeply.In fact, no matter how much hate comes from love.The more you hate, the more you love.

The night is always quiet, the sun in the morning is soft, the air with the cold wind is fresh, such a beautiful and fresh morning, but An Mengqing is unwilling to get up, put the earphones in her ears, listen to the music, the sound is loud Big, faintly heard a slow-paced ballad coming from the earphones.

"Yu Zhe, what does An Mengqing mean?" Early in the morning, Ling Xi's roar came from the living room.

"She's tired. If you want to disturb grandma's rest, you can yell louder." Although Ling Xi is strong, she still respects Grandma Yu very much.It's not bad for Yu Zhe to use this trick to get away. "I'm going to the company first." Without giving Ling Xi a chance to refute, Yu Zhe had already left the house while speaking.

"Damn it, in order to protect that stinky girl, you actually used grandma as a sword shield." A smirk full of hatred slipped from the corner of Ling Xi's mouth.

When he came to the company, Yuzhe couldn't cheer up and didn't want to work. He just sat in the office in a daze.Shao Luo put his hand in front of his eyes and shook it five times, and called his name no less than ten times. Yu Zhe seemed to have lost his soul, sitting motionless on the boss chair.

"Why does my heart hurt?" Yu Zhe said just before Shao Luo was about to get angry.

"Did you do something wrong? Going against your original wishes, so my heart hurts." Shao Luo leaned halfway on the desk, thinking that the explanation was very reasonable.

"Did something wrong? Do I have it?" Yu Zhe withdrew his dazed eyes and looked at Shao Luo in confusion.In Yu Zhe's world, he feels that he can never do wrong.

"Don't you?" Shao Luo asked back. "Humans make mistakes. Aren't you human?" He looked at Yu Zhe with incredulous eyes. "Okay. Seeing your sincere eyes, I'll tell you." Shao Luo turned around and sat on the chair opposite Yu Zhe.Start to analyze where Yuzhe is wrong. "I just found out now that you are a very selfish person. You forced your wife to drop out of college just because you didn't finish college. You should know better than anyone how painful it is not to be able to do what you want. Why should you Forcing the pain you have experienced to others? And the woman you once loved the most." It's probably the first time Shao Luo said such an orderly word, and now he looks very serious.

"This is one of the best ways to get revenge on her. I know her well. The school is her second home. No matter what the situation is, she will never give up going to school. Studying abroad is her lifelong wish."

"If I were her, I would leave you and pursue my dream. The result now is beyond your expectations. Not only did she not refute you, she did not leave you, but she submitted a dropout report and lost the only way to study abroad way. Do you know why?"

"why?"

Shao Luo shrugged, "There are many reasons, and I'm not sure which reason made her stay." Yu Zhe gave him a supercilious look. "But I'm sure you still love her."

Yu Zhe was frightened by the shocking words.As early as four years ago, his heart was as still as water, and he could only hate. How could he still love her?

"Don't deny my answer. You are a fan of the authorities, you haven't fully seen the facts. Maybe at the moment of breaking up, you have forgotten your love for her and just want to take revenge on her. When you meet again, the seeds of love will come again. It starts to grow in your heart. You call this love hatred." Really deserves to be called the number one killer of women, has the reputation of a love expert, and analyzes well. "Because of love, when you hurt her, you will feel heartache and want to protect her. This is the most vulnerable place in your heart and the most real place. Your subconscious has not completely deleted your love for her. "

Listening to what he said, Yu Zhe couldn't figure out his own direction. Did he love her or hate her?He doesn't understand.

"Think about it slowly." Shao Luo left room for thinking and exited the president's office. Yu Zhe, who was puzzled, fell into deep thought.

Very hungry.An Mengqing gently rubbed her flat belly. Her little belly had protested several times, but An Mengqing still ignored it and continued to sleep to the sound of music.This time I really couldn't hold on, so I took off the earphones, got up and went downstairs to find something to eat.

"Dengdengdeng..." In the empty villa, An Mengqing's walking sound was particularly loud.

Not a single person.Where have they all gone?An Mengqing patted her head. "That's stupid. They must be at the company. Mama Xiu must have gone grocery shopping. Grandma must be chatting with those old ladies." After analyzing the whereabouts of her family, An Mengqing went into the kitchen and began to prepare her own breakfast.

Quite rich.Hot milk, nutritious eggs, and a few slices of bread.This little day is really nourishing.An Mengqing couldn't wait to pick up a piece of bread and was about to put it in her mouth when a scream came to her ears.

"Is it grandma's voice?" An Mengqing put down the bread in her hand and ran anxiously to the source of the screams.Grandma's room.Opening the door, grandma was lying on the ground, huddled into a ball, holding her belly in her hands, her face paled and her expression was very painful.

"Grandma, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? Don't scare me." Seeing grandma's painful expression and difficulty in speaking, An Mengqing's nose sore and tears flowed down her face.

"Don't cry, baby. Grandma is fine." Grandma tried to comfort An Mengqing who was crying, and forced a smile to show that she was fine.

"Grandma, hold on, I'll call an ambulance." An Mengqing suppressed her tears and dialed 120.

At the door of the emergency room, An Mengqing stood there, alone and helpless, she could only cry.I was praying for my grandmother who loved me the most.

Yu Zhe and Ling Xi hurried over.Seeing An Mengqing crying into tears, Yu Zhe approached her. "What happened to grandma?"

An Mengqing cried and said, "I don't know. When I saw my grandma, she was in pain." Doudah's tears rolled down his cheeks, and Yu Zhe hugged her in his arms distressedly.

Ling Xi scolded An Mengqing from the sidelines. "You can't even take care of grandma, what else can you do? You just know how to cry. You..." Before you could say a series of words, Yu Zhe stared back.

"Mr. Yu, Mr. Ling." The doctor came out.

"Doctor, how is my mother?" Ling Xi stepped forward to ask.

"It's nothing serious, Mrs. Yu's stomach problem has happened again. I have to be hospitalized for a period of observation."

After sending the doctor away, everyone came to grandma's bed.

"Mom, why don't you tell us about your stomach trouble?"

"It's all old problems. It's okay." Grandma held Lingxi's hand and said easily. "I'm getting old, and I'll fall if I want to get out of bed to pour a glass of water. Oh, look, my granddaughter-in-law is scared like this. Come to grandma." Grandma felt a little bit reluctant when she saw An Mengqing, whose face was full of tears.This girl must have shed a lot of tears.

"Grandma." An Mengqing said in a crying voice.

"Stop crying." Grandma reached out to wipe her tears. "Grandma is doing well."

"Grandma." It's true that women are made of water.An Mengqing cried more and more fiercely.It's just that there are too many emotions in her tears, which burst out suddenly at this moment.

Grandma didn't want Yuzhe and Lingxi to delay the company's affairs for herself, so she let them go back to the company first and let An Mengqing take care of herself.

In the ward, An Mengqing was carrying apples, and grandma looked at her and smiled.

"Grandma, is there something on my face?"

Grandma shook her head. "My child, will you blame Yuzhe?"

"You mean dropping out of school?" He was indeed a smart boy. "It's all over." He continued to bow his head and take the apple.

"Oh, grandma used to be unable to go to school because her family was poor, and she felt so complicated at the time. I understand you. Every family has a difficult scripture to recite. Husband and wife should understand each other. Although they can't go to school, they can still read and study. .Compared to grandma, you are much better."

"I didn't blame him." An Mengqing didn't look up, unable to see the emotion in her eyes clearly.She sliced ​​the good apples and fed them to grandma.

"Mengqing. Grandma, I beg you to do something."

"what's up?"

"There is a misunderstanding between Yuzhe and his mother. Please help and persuade."

"Me? Can I help?" Although I don't understand the misunderstanding between Yu Zhe and his mother, the atmosphere between them is not like the harmony between mother and child.Their stories should have twists and turns.

"Yu Zhe seems to listen to you. He will listen to you."

An Mengqing smiled wryly.

"Mother and child have no overnight feud, they will reconcile." Saying that, An Mengqing picked up another piece of apple and put it into grandma's mouth.

Grandma and An Mengqing chatted happily, and bursts of laughter came from the ward.

(End of this chapter)