Abandoned woman love again

Chapter 124
Xiao Jingwei's words made Xia Fan feel even more ashamed, yes, she has also experienced this kind of pain, this kind of heartache, but she...

Xia Fan suddenly realized how stupid, how hypocritical, and how shameful he was.If I evade, don't want to ask, don't face it, does this problem not exist?What's even more ridiculous is that they always deceive themselves into thinking that as long as they don't see each other often, as long as they don't expect anything in return, don't have any extravagant expectations for him, and stay with him silently, then the elder sister sitting opposite won't notice, and naturally Can't hurt her.In fact, regardless of whether the eldest sister knows about her existence or not, for the eldest sister, I have already hurt her.

She is so naive, so hypocritical, to ignore these facts for her own selfish desires.

In Xia Fan's heart, Gu Junbei is omnipotent and omnipotent. For such a big brother with a sense of justice, it must be because the relationship between husband and wife has broken down that he will be with her...

Later, when the two were in contact, Gu Junbei often sent her messages late at night, and occasionally called her in bed, which made her more sure of her guess.Now after listening to Xiao Jingwei's narration, Xia Fan realized that things were not what he imagined at all, and the relationship between the elder brother and his wife had not broken down.

All these thoughts and guesses are all because of her greed.Yes, she is greedy. After going through so much pain and hardship, she finally met her eldest brother and received his father's love and care. She knew that her eldest brother had a wife, but she indulged herself, desperately clinging to this unrequited love. The emotion you should have, don't give up, don't let go.So, she blindly leaned towards herself, thinking, guessing, and justifying herself. Now that she thinks about it, her tyrannical and plundering behavior is really shameful.

Now, the master has finally come to pursue it, it's time to let it go, it's time to return it!

Suddenly, Xia Fan felt a heart-piercing pain in his chest. This pain made her hand holding the teacup tremble convulsively, and the tea in the cup splashed all over her hand.

Needless to say, none of Xia Fan's reactions escaped Xiao Jingwei's eagle-like eyes.She picked up the teacup leisurely, took a sip, and asked softly, "How old are you, almost 28?"

"27." Xia Fan opened his tightly closed lips, and replied passively and blankly.

"It's already 27, it's not young anymore, your marriage has also experienced this kind of pain, why is it still like..." At this time, Xiao Jingwei's eyes were not as sharp as before, and the slight contempt disappeared completely. Instead, they were full of eyes. face pain.She paused, took another sip from her teacup, and then asked: "Could it be that Zhou Zhengyang hasn't let you see through a man's face?
Xia Fan bowed his head and remained silent, his internal organs were ripped out of his chest cavity, he was so busy and painful, but something seemed to be blocked in his throat, making her breathing hard.

Xiao Jingwei sighed softly, and as an elder and someone who came here, with a persuasive tone, she said kindly: "Xia Fan, elder sister sees that you are not that kind of bad woman, let me tell you the truth. City, Gu Junbei used to have many women like you. After waiting for the freshness, they all died. You are not his first, and of course it is impossible to be the last. In the future, similar problems will happen again. Appear."

She didn't believe it, even if her eldest brother had sex with other women before, she believed that her eldest brother was sincere this time!After Beijing's misunderstanding, she will no longer have any doubts about her elder brother.Xia Fan's inner screams seemed very powerless, because no matter whether the elder sister's words were true or not, she had already made a decision, the elder brother did not belong to her!

"Xia Fan, don't be stupid anymore. Wake up. I don't need to say one thing, you should know that you and all the Yingying and Yanyan around him are just passers-by in his life, and you can leave after playing. As for the passer-by who left any traces, only me, our son, is the most important thing in his life, and Gu Junbei himself knows this." Xiao Jingwei said while examining Xia Fan's expression.

However, Xia Fan was bewildered and just kept silent. Xiao Jingwei didn't know if her words had any effect, so she raised the corners of her lips and smiled, staring into Xia Fan's eyes and asking, "Gu Junbei must be with you. Say, he can't get a divorce?"

For this question, Xiao Jingwei has full confidence.

"..."

"Hehe, this is his..."

"Elder Sister." Xia Fan suddenly said, interrupting Xiao Jingwei's mocking smile, she didn't want to hear any bad things about Eldest Brother, for Eldest Brother, she was happy.

He raised his eyes that had been evasive all the time, and then took a deep breath. Xia Fan's eyes showed firmness and sincerity, and he greeted Xiao Jingwei's gaze: "Sister, don't worry, I won't have any contact with him from today on." .”

Xia Fan's tone was quick and anxious, as if he was afraid that he would regret it.Although her heart still felt like it was being torn apart, after speaking, she felt that her chest and throat were no longer so blocked and stuffy.

"Oh? Really?"

"Yes, I will not see him again."

"What if he comes to you?"

"I can't even see you!" Xia Fan gritted his teeth and replied.

Xiao Jingwei's face was full of distrust, and she smiled lightly: "Just based on your few words, do I believe you?"

If the eldest brother really finds her, can she grit her teeth and do it?The scene in the exhibition hall vividly unfolded before Xia Fan's eyes.She closed her eyes in pain, took a deep breath and opened them again. Then, she looked at Xiao Jingwei and said, "Sister, tell me, what do you want me to do?"

"Quit his job, change his residence, and disappear from his life forever!" Xiao Jingwei's eyes became sharp again, and her tone of voice was irresistible.She knows that her request is too much, but who can explain the matter between men and women clearly, besides, Gu Junbei is still so obsessed with this little fairy, and the fairy in front of her seems to be interested in Gu Junbei. Moved with true emotion.

"This……"

"Don't you want to?" After asking, Xiao Jingwei raised the corners of her lips again and smiled.Then, he stopped laughing, and continued to say with a look of enlightenment, "But it's true, except for my wife, how can Yingying Yanyan like you think about his future."

"Big sister!" Xia Fan shouted so loudly that even she couldn't believe it.Swallowed a mouthful, waited to speak again, the sour voice dropped a lot, but revealed an unusual firmness, "Sister, you don't need to tell me where I live, I will change, as for the job..."

After a pause for a few seconds, Xia Fan continued: "You also know that I am engaged in clothing design, and in Binjiang City, there are not many companies engaged in the clothing industry, but please rest assured, elder sister, I will find a way to not sit on duty. It’s not that different from quitting your job.”

For a moment just now, she thought of Shenzhen's Yiren clothing, but she went to Shenzhen and was too far away from home. What should her mother and brother do?Besides, she is full of affection for every plant and tree in the company, and the colleagues in the company who are as close as relatives, how can she be willing to leave?

"Is it okay if you don't sit on duty?"

"It can work, as long as I submit the design on time, it should work." If it doesn't work, she will resolutely quit her job.

"Okay, since that's the case, I'll trust you for now."

"Elder sister, please rest assured." Xia Fan stood up, with guilt on his face, bowed to Xiao Jingwei, said sorry, and then, under Xiao Jingwei's gaze, walked out of Mengtianlou Tea without looking back. Bar.

For big brother, what can't she do?What can't be sacrificed and endured?

Although his heart ached and he was reluctant to give up, at this moment, Xia Fan was very satisfied.Yes, she won't cry, having her big brother's love for so long, and having two days like a fairy in Pinggu District, she is content, and in her next life, she can rely on these memories to spend happily, and her life will not Have any regrets.

(End of this chapter)