Abandoned woman love again

Chapter 143 Is it OK not to leave? 1
When the two got into the car, Gu Junbei didn't start the car in a hurry. He sat silently for a while, turned around, grabbed Xia Fan's little hand resting on his thigh, and apologized in a hoarse voice with guilt all over his face: " Little girl, I'm sorry."

"I would rather, hehe, there is nothing I'm sorry about." Similarly, Xia Fan's smile was also awkward.She planned to save this topic until the evening, or bring it up when he left tomorrow.Now, she just wants to spend this last day happily with her eldest brother.

Therefore, Xia Fan's tone was brisk, and he urged coquettishly: "Brother, hurry up, I will take you into the mountains."

"Little girl, I'm sorry." Gu Junbei ignored her urging, squeezed her hands tightly, and said sorry again.With guilt and pain in his eyes, he stared at her for a long time.

Suddenly, his Adam's apple rolled violently a few times, and then he let go of her hands suddenly, and leaned heavily on the back of the seat: "Little girl, I'm sorry, I can't divorce her."

His voice was deep and hoarse, and he looked extremely painful and helpless.After Xia Fan heard it, he felt a sense of sadness.Although she had never asked her eldest brother for a divorce, although she also knew that his elder brother had difficulties, and even though her answer was expected by him, this feeling of sadness and cold-heartedness invaded her body and mind uncontrollably.

Isn't this what she wanted? That's why she dared to ask this question in the room because she knew he would not leave.Xia Fan twitched the corner of his mouth, wanting to give him a nonchalant smile, but what he didn't expect to show was an extremely bleak smile. The eldest brother refused to leave, which meant that he didn't love her deeply enough.

Gu Junbei looked at her fixedly, he could deeply understand her bitterness and pain.

Stretching out his hand, he brushed away the black hair that blocked her cheeks, then put his palm on the back of her head, and said to her in a serious and difficult voice: "Little girl, it doesn't mean that you are not divorced in the elder brother's heart." It's important, big brother is not afraid of losing his official position, if compared with my little girl, the official position is like a dog..."

Realizing that he was about to swear, Gu Junbei stopped suddenly, took a breath, and then continued, "It's worthless, and it can't be compared with my little girl. If it wasn't for Xiao Jingwei's illness, I would rather give up my official position and look like you." Stay together and live an ordinary life with you, little girl, do you know that I don't care about those, I only care about you!"

"She...is she sick?" Xia Fan was taken aback.

"Yes, very serious kidney disease. We met in the hospital last year because she was in the hospital."

Xia Fan took a deep breath, that day at the tea bar in Mengtianlou, seeing Xiao Jingwei's pale and flushed face, it was impossible to tell that she had such a serious illness.

"If it doesn't work after dialysis, it is very likely that I will need a kidney transplant. She is so sick, can I leave her alone?" When it comes to Xiao Jingwei's illness, Gu Junbei's heart aches. For Xiao Jingwei, even if he loses love, but There is still that strong family affection, it is this family affection that binds him to death, and it is also this family affection that makes him tolerate her sick behavior again and again.

It turned out that the reason why he couldn't get a divorce was because of this.The last time she was in Beijing, she stopped her from talking about it, maybe it was this too.Quietly, the soreness in Xia Fan's heart disappeared without a trace.

In other words, she is still the most important in the elder brother's heart. At the moment of breaking up, knowing this, she is very satisfied.

After that, the two fell into silence. Apart from two groups of light breathing, there was no other sound in the car.After a long time, Gu Junbei broke the silence with doubts: "Little girl, she really didn't come to you?"

"Really not." Xia Fan affirmed, then smiled and urged him, "Brother, let's go, I will take you to see the place where Xiaoya grew up.

When Xia Fan said this, the oppressive atmosphere in the car was relieved.Gu Junbei was infinitely affectionate, rubbed her shiny black hair, and said: "Little thing, don't do such stupid things again."

Xia Fan pursed his lips and smiled without saying a word.

He started the car and asked, "By the way, where is the house you are renting?"

"Hey, I won't tell you, I'll make you anxious to death."

"Smelly girl." Gu Junbei raised his hand, pretending to hit her, until then, he was relieved of Xia Fan's sudden disappearance.Because he thought that Xia Fan was arguing with her because of the divorce.

After the car drove out, he looked ashamed and sighed and asked her: "Little girl, isn't big brother very selfish?"

Xia Fan still had a faint smile on his face and didn't answer.Isn't she very selfish?Obviously it shouldn't be, but I can't help but let myself fall into it. Who can grasp the thing of emotion?When she heard others say it before, she didn't quite understand it, but at this moment, she was deeply touched by this sentence.

Xia Fan first took Gu Junbei to visit the elementary school in the town, and then the car headed towards the mountains.Along the way, Gu Junbei saw a lot of billboards about Xiushan tea, and later saw many tea farmers picking in the tea garden on the mountain, so he couldn't help asking Xia Fan: "Is this the base of Xiushan tea?"

"Yes, tea trees are planted on the entire Xiushan Mountain now." When Xia Fan answered this, his face was full of pride and pride.

"So Mr. Qiao from Xiushui Villa is from your Xiushui Town?"

"Tianhao?" Xia Fan was startled, and blurted out his name.

"Well, that's right, it's Tianhao."

Xia Fan smiled unnaturally, and after a long time, she said in a low voice, "Brother, I will tell you a story later."

"What story?" Seeing her solemn face, Gu Junbei added jokingly: "Hehe, sad, brother is not willing to listen."

Xia Fan was a little absent-minded, he laughed twice, and didn't answer any more.

Originally, he didn't want to tell him in such a hurry, but at this moment, looking at the tea garden that he used to frequent when he was in college, Xia Fan suddenly felt an urge to talk.

So, she proposed to Gu Junbei to take a look at the place where she went to high school in the county.

Gu Junbei must be very happy with Xia Fan's proposal. He is eager to know everything about the little things.

On the mountain road leading to the county seat, Xia Fan was full of emotion and told him: "This is the mountain road. Ten years ago, Xiaoya, it used to come in the wind and go in the rain. It went back and forth for three years."

Thinking of Tianhao carrying himself on this mountain road, Xia Fan's voice choked up at the end.

Gu Junbei felt it, and quickly grabbed her little hand and shook it firmly.A girl has traveled back and forth on this rugged mountain road for three years. One can imagine the hardships involved.He wanted to get around the topic, so he asked her to tell a story, Xia Fan nodded, and after a long time, he began to speak softly.

"In the small town of Xiushui, there lived a boy and a little girl. The boy was three years older than the little girl. The boy's house was right next door to the little girl's. He seldom talks. However, he cares a lot about the little girl. If he doesn’t eat all the delicious and fun food, he will leave it to the little girl. The little girl’s water tank is full, and the pigweed has returned, so don’t ask I knew that the boy must have done it silently, so the little girl liked him very much when she was a child, and always liked to follow his ass and call him brother."

Gu Junbei drove the car and listened quietly. He vaguely felt that Xia Fan was talking about herself.

"Later, the little girl went to elementary school, so people in the small town would often see such a scene, whether it was going to school or after school, behind the little girl, there was always a little boy who was a head taller than her. From elementary school to In high school, the people in the town are already used to this scene. If they occasionally see the little girl go home alone, people will definitely ask curious questions. Everyone in the town knows that when the little girl grows up, she will be a boy. The daughter-in-law of the child; and the boy is the husband-in-law of the little girl."

The Audi car was driving slowly on the mountain road. From time to time, Gu Junbei would spare a hand to shake Xia Fan's little hand, encouraging her to continue talking.This action of his made Xia Fan feel very warm. She glanced at the elder brother who was listening attentively. She breathed a sigh of relief and continued to talk.

"As I grow older, when I go to junior high school, the little girl no longer likes to chase after the boy and call her brother. Sometimes, she will blush and heartbeat because of some small actions. The boy's grades are surprisingly excellent. Not to mention the first place in the annual exam, he also often represents the school in various competitions across the country. People in the small town often like to use him as an example to educate their children. It is strange to say that the boy usually even his younger brother and sister He was reluctant to teach, but he patiently explained the topics that the little girl didn't understand, but for some reason, the boy failed to enter the university for two consecutive years with such good grades. The boy's father and mother were sad After a while, I no longer had any hope for him, and asked him to go home to plant tea, but the boy refused to do it, and he wanted to repeat what he said, but his parents finally refused him, and let him repeat."

"Why didn't that boy pass the exam?" Unable to bear it, Gu Junbei asked aloud.He felt that there must be another reason for the boy's failure to enter the university. Now he can be sure that what Xia Fan told was her own story!
Xia Fan smiled faintly, and replied: "The girl was also very confused about this question at the time, but it was only when the two became classmates in the same class that the girl finally understood."

"Well, you go on."

"The little girl's family was poor and she didn't have any extra money to spend on accommodation, so from the girl's first year of high school, the boy rode a bicycle every day, carrying the girl behind him on this mountain road. Before dawn, the two greeted each other. He went out with the morning dew, and returned with the stars at night, whether it was windy or rainy, it never stopped for three years. At that time, the boy was in the third year of high school, and it was not until two years later that the girl really understood that the boy was there to take care of the girl. Deliberately failing to get into college."

(End of this chapter)