There are no women in esports, friends!

Chapter 253. 253. Cough Poor Feelings
"Oh? Why is that?"

"There are three types of girls in the eyes of straight men, beautiful, ordinary, and ugly. Ordinary girls usually don't have much discussion, and they are excluded. The ugly ones have a little bit of laughter in their expressions. So, only the beautiful ones are left. myself."

An Zai answered quickly and rationally, as if he was simply answering Dandan's question.

"Then guess again, who is this beautiful girl they are talking about?"

"I."

An Zai didn't wait for Dandan to ask, and directly stated her logical process: "The only person the three of them knew at the same time was me."

"I don't count?" She, Dandan, is still a beautiful girl even if she is old, okay!
"An will discuss you with the two of them later?" An then raised her eyebrows and laughed.

"Right."

"What do you say"

"I don't want to talk about it." An Zai was very impatient with Dandan's probing every step of the way.

The resistance to this topic is within Dandan's expectation, but some things are like a dark thorn piercing into the flesh, and it would not be fatal if it gets stuck there. Slowly flow to the heart.

"Again, there are three things that people can't hide, cough, poverty and love. Maybe love is a bit heavy, let's call it emotion. You can't let yourself live only in the remaining 24 hours on the field. , There are many more 24 hours off the court. For others and for oneself, there should be an explanation. Otherwise, do you really think that emotions will not affect judgment?"

An bowed her head again, of course she knew what Dandan wanted to say, but was she willing to talk about this topic?

She seemed to be interested in her shoelaces, and she twirled them around with her fingers, finally making up her mind.

"I remember a poet who said, 'If you are capable of loving, love yourself first, but always be aware of the possibility of failure, whether the reasons for failure seem right or wrong.' So, I choose to love myself first. I I’m not a smart person, and I can’t do two things at once, so I have to do my best to focus. The most important thing to focus on right now is the game, and the rest are not important, so you can throw them away.”

An Zai said so, thought so, and did so.She is a tall and vigorous tree, but she is born with only one nutrient delivery line, which can only supply nutrients to the trunk, and those side branches that do not receive nutrients will only wither and wither.

"So you know the feelings of some people." Dandan said.

"More than these, I know that whether it is tenderness or falling apart, it is not a good thing for a professional player to have too many emotional problems. I know that people are not machines, so the more complicated the relationship between people, the more Affects reason. After all, I am still a girl, and as an emotional animal, once it starts, I am not confident that I will not plunge into it and cannot extricate myself, so I choose not to touch it."

"Don't you think this is too heartless?"

"I joined OD to play professionally, not to fall in love. I know what I want to do. Independence, judgment, specialization, and ok, these four words combined are not very good, but when they are separated, they are what I want to follow. "

"Why push yourself so hard?"

Dandan, who has always been regarded as a strong and independent woman, suddenly felt that she was not worth mentioning in front of An Zai. Even if she lived a few more years than An Zai, she was completely inferior in terms of calmness and restraint.

If you don't want to be strong.From the first day of entering OD, An Zai and Jian Hao promised not to talk about relationships during their careers. Is it difficult to stick to the promise now?

difficult.

But you can.

(End of this chapter)