There are no women in esports, friends!

Chapter 28 28. Confession (2)
Listening to her daughter's statement, Li Lu's face turned blue and pale.She couldn't imagine Anzai's life in the past six months, and couldn't accept her daughter's changes day and night.

An Qingyun listened quietly without interrupting or expressing his opinion.It wasn't until An Zai finished speaking that he slowly opened his mouth: "I don't understand the e-sports you are talking about. But as far as I understand, if you fail to achieve results in the future, you and your team will become a joke. Even if you achieve results, there is no guarantee. Everyone supports you."

"No one can control everyone's thoughts. It's enough to be worthy of yourself and the team." An Zai said.

An Qingyun smiled slightly, "I have no shame in my heart, idealism. I think you are going to choose a path of life to death."

Ann was taken aback again, she didn't expect her father to use such words to describe her decision.Living to die, yes, perhaps this is the most accurate description.

"Every life that is born to die is growing enthusiastically. I believe that things like hot blood will never become cold." As the daughter of a history professor, An Zai inherited the romance in her parents' genes. She believes that this A romance can move them.

"It's very passionate. Besides, I didn't even know you had a talent for speech." An Qingyun was full of admiration, "But I can't agree with you, because the essence of your behavior is deceit, and you can't bear the consequences."

"Is there anything I can't bear? It's just the accusations and denunciations after the incident was revealed! Although I have only been a professional for a few months, I have also experienced what is scary! What is being criticized by everyone! What is being indefensible! Is it uncomfortable? It is uncomfortable! But that kind of discomfort is not despair! I don’t want myself to regret! I don’t want to dream back at midnight when I’m an adult and ask myself why I wasn’t brave enough back then, why I can only be ordinary when I can have a different life! I think that kind of powerlessness is Unbearable!"

"An Zai, don't drown yourself in your dreams! Open your eyes and see the reality! If you waste your studies, you will be a high school dropout in the future! I really don't know your industry, but I know that those who eat their youth are What's the end! Burning a few years of youth, what do you get in return? You can't gain a foothold in the whole society!" Li Lu is a scholar, and she has witnessed the predicament of the high-achieving history students she taught after she entered the society. The indifference to the choice of major, not to mention the fact that his daughter has to choose such a niche and uncertain future.It's not that she doesn't know that there are young people nowadays who rely on the Internet to get rich overnight and change their family lintels, but that is only for a while, but it cannot be guaranteed for a lifetime.All she wanted was a smooth life for her daughter.

"This is what you care about! Gaozhi family, scholarly family, and scholars and scientists who have lived in the family for several lifetimes ended here? How do you Gaozhi think of us? How does the public think of us? Internet addicted teenagers? Social idlers? Problem children ?No, we are not! If students from sports schools and art schools can be accepted, why not us? People who are top in any field deserve to be respected! For you, e-sports is an abyss, for me, e-sports It is Chaoyang! There is indeed no precedent for an emerging industry, but there is no future without pioneers. I understand all your worries, but I have made a decision and I will never regret it!"

"The biographies of the pioneers you read are all inspirational stories with added oil and vinegar! Do you know how many people behind the successful people lost in a mess? Besides, you are a smart boy, why do you have to do stupid things!"

"Why do smart people do stupid things? Because they can't let go, can't let go, can't let go. It's nothing special for a smart person, but it's great for a smart person to do stupid things even though they know they are stupid!"

Li Lu said something, and An said another thing.These things had been mulled over and over in her mind thousands of times.The result of weighing the pros and cons is that the pros and cons should be done as well as the pros.It's decided, don't waver.Maybe she really doesn't know what life is, but she knows that if she doesn't do it now, she will have no chance in the future.

An Yi kept his eyes down, neither helping nor persuading, not knowing what he was thinking.An Qingyun patted Li Lu on the back, signaling his wife to calm down.The quarrel at this time is meaningless.

Ann didn't want to be entangled in these repeated questions anymore. She had already explained the situation, and she resolutely left the meeting after expressing her position firmly.

Go back to your room and stop wondering what the silence in the living room means.No one understands, okay.No empathy, okay.No support, no problem.As long as her belief is firm, as long as she has comrades with the same goal, she believes that she can go on, and she will definitely be able to.

Calm down, I can't help but think about the conversation just now, it seems that it can be said a little more excitingly, it seems that it can be more convincing.With a lot of thoughts, I couldn't help posting a circle of friends: "The future may be a sea of ​​stars, or a ruined wall. Go on, and you won't regret it."

After being impassioned, I couldn't fall asleep, and I was too embarrassed to go out of the room to chat, so I had to turn on the laptop and log in to the game.

I usually use a big screen for competitions and training, and it’s really uncomfortable to see it with a laptop display.Simply start a big fight, slash and slash without thinking in the Howling Abyss, the fast-paced game mode is suitable for waves, and you will lose if you wave.

A new message pops up on the game chat interface, and it turns out that the ID is Ji Canghai.

"?" Ji Canghai put a question mark with unclear meaning.

"." Ann returned.

"What does the broken-armed ape mean?"

"?"

"Circle of friends. What scorpion sinks into the sea, what ape with a broken arm, you went home to play monkey?"

Ann covered her mouth and laughed. "Ji Canghai, you are so boring!"

"Yeah, I'm bored to death."

"Isn't it fun to go home?" Ann asked again.

"Who are you playing with?"

Ji Canghai really doesn't know how to chat, and Anzai would reply him with "Go play!", but at the moment at home, he habitually maintains the civility and manners of a lady.

"Hey, I want to go back to the base. I want to be the first to go back to the base!" Thinking about the swords and swords on the dinner table just now, Anzai missed the relaxation and joy in the base very much.

Ji Canghai fell silent, and this guy actually went to play games by himself.

No matter how melancholy An was, she simply covered her head and fell asleep.

That night, she didn't know when Dandan left, or what her parents and elder brother said, she just clutched the quilt and quietly calculated what she would do during this vacation, thinking that she must not miss it when she returned to the base. State, thinking that the first game after the festival must not be defeated again.Thinking about falling into a deep sleep, this was the first time in six months that she let go of all disguises and slept until she woke up naturally.

The winter sun shines through the powder blue curtains, and the room is quiet.An opened his eyes again, and was dazed for a few seconds before realizing that this place was not a small warehouse at the base.This is her boudoir, where the hugging Schumpeter rabbits sitting in the corner of the bed cuddle up to each other, and the bottles and jars in front of the dressing table exude a girly fragrance.If the base room contained all her courage and rationality, the boudoir at home contained all her tenderness and sensibility.Pulling open the neckline and looking in, he rubbed his messy short hair and yawned vigorously—it's so fucking cool to sleep without a chest wrap!

　Thank you for the recommendation ticket of the anti-strike girl and HONM_Xiao, Bron's pectoral muscles are for you!

　　


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